What I meant by Kali collects herself before she merges, is that the Mother Kali collects all the karma she has taken on right before she merges with Shiva and devolves into the infinite. The karma is taken and she is renewed I love you my Naga Ma. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai > Dear Ma, > In darshan …...

What a great great question. Time becomes your enemy when you misuse or waste time. It is said that every breath has a purpose. Every breath should represent life. Life should represent every breath. If people would think and breathe a little before they speak, there would be less mistakes in life, …...

The Goddess Devi is said to have way over 1000 forms. Mother worship is as old as time itself. As you read these words feel the Mother all around you and in your heart. Feel her presence. Become one with this Supreme energy. Feel her dazzling rays in all your chakras. This day my prayers and pujas g…

Ok, you will not be crazy about the next step, I wasn't. After you ask WHO AM I about five times, then you simply begin to count backwards from one hundred, yes you heard your Mama, count backwards from 100. Don't complain, I had to do it from 5ooo. This will stop your mind and bring you a great dea…...

The light or pillar of light is the very essence of Shiva. All existence extends from it. What we are as Shavites is a big part of that light. One does not become a worshiper of Shiva, one is born as such. If there is the slightest light in your life then that light is Shiva. Mother Kali is the move…...

I love you so much. There is so much in life that the soul depends on in death. It is how we live our life that shows the perfect soul what it is to do. Some of us get to choose to come back and serve humanity, like your Ma. Some has to be reborn in order to get it right life time after life time. I…...

In the whole world there is nothing I love more, except the Baba's toes and the Mother Kali's feet, then Shiva's hair I bow to the Shiva Knot each and every day on top of the Lords head. His hair is so very strong to be able to hold the Mother Ganga. His every movement moves his hair inside that kno…...

This greatness that you speak of, is in all of us. My chelas carry the greatness of the Guru and Parama Guru, Guru of Guru, They also carry in their being one of the greatest teachers to ever walk this earth. Swami Nityananda. When you stop a moment and let your mind take over, you, of course get af…...

It is not so much that there is fear in giving to another human being as that there is fear in giving a part of yourself that you may or may not get back. This is called conditioned love and that kind of love can only lead to a great deal of pain. When you begin to truly know that the Guru Mother Lo…...

I want to take this moment to wish you all a very wonderful Easter. My spiritual life started at the feet of the Christ. I bow to his Mother on this early Easter Dawn. I watch her in the dark morning of Kashi light up the early dawn across our Blessed Ganga. I am grateful for her existence. When one…...

God, we go way back. Sometimes a vehicle of the Gods like Garuda,who is Vishnu's Vehicle will take this form to be with the God himself. Instead of being a human God or just a God, the Vehicle would rather carry that Great God to all places. There is no vehicle more profound then Nandi, the great wh…...

The passion of the Guru comes from the Guru of the Guru. It is in the initiation that goes on when the chela looks into the Guru's eyes. All else is stilled. All else is gone. Only passion for life at the feet of the Guru lives on. This is the wonder of having a Guru. There is nothing like it. There…...

Lately I have been talking about taking care of your bodies. Exercise and try to eat right. The healthier you get the more life holds in store for you. It is good to work your muscles in order to hold the Shakti each night from the Mother Kali. Even if you are not in good shape, you can start now be…...

God, how this Mother's heart misses you. Dr Chin said the other day to me,:Ma everyone has one heart, you have five hearts: I almost laughed and cried in the same moment. She was more right than she knew. She said that the Buddha told her this. It is true. The Guru indeed has to have more heart spac…...

Morning Prayers and Pujas The knowledgeable spirit of the great Mother Gauri is always available to teach and to lead her children. The profoundness of her being opens up her chela’s hearts to all that she is. Her bell which I ring at every Puja and prayer, is the revealer of spiritual insights. The…...

I bow to my Divine Mother Kundalini. The flowing through all chakras is the pleasure of Mother Kundalini. She awakens her children’s spirituality through the main 7 chakras. From the first to the 7th, there is a sacredness to the process and if you stay focused in the place of the heart, 4th chakra,…...

When I take you in during meditation, there is a silence so deep that all time stops. The thick essence of the Mother Kali then takes over and there is no space as well as no time. The timeless moment without a moment is all that there is. When the mind comes in fighting the heart and the soul, the …...

There is no way, when one lives at the feet of the Guru can you lose the innate sense of being. Being uncomfortable in ones skin is another story. Spirituality must be such a part of ones life like breathing, for the flesh to fit. That is why I have always said to meditate, meditate, meditate. Feel …...

The first thing that you must know is that pain is pain and we are not put on earth to judge another human beings pain. Even though you have been on many rounds with your Ma and seen things that so many have never seen, you must understand that if a person's heart is broken for a small thing, that s…...

Morning Pujas and Prayers. Namaste my chelas, The fullness of the moon over the sacred Ganga is such a wonderful sight to behold. Over the years of teaching about service and the joyful dance of the Gods, I bow my head to all that is holy with great humility. All through out the world my children co…...