I never thought that I could miss my Ashram so much. She is such a big part of us all. She is our Golden Mother. Feel Her all around you. You all are immersed in Her. See Her with your inner and outer eye. Feel Her warmth. Feel Her peace and the peace She brings all of us. She is our Silent Embrace.…...

Well your Ma will be on Her way in a little while. I am just finishing my morning Pujas for all of you. I will write as soon as I get there. Please all of you be good to each other. My heart is with you every moment of every day. I look over my Ganga and I am so grateful to be spending the rest of m…...

I am leaving tomorrow for retreat not too far away. Please take care of our Mother Ashram Take care of our Temples. Sit with Baba when you can and Hanuman and all the murties. Baba said that they too will miss the Mother's Essence. I do not know why, they are always with me as I am always with you. …...

Please if I did not get to your pictures forgive me. I mixed up all the floppies. I am still looking. Just know that this Ma loves you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

I love you guys. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

GOD I MUST LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Some of you would do anything to get close to the Mother. My son my Vishnu Jaya had a fight with a wave. He is going to be fine. I am doing so much Puja for him and for my Radharani Look at that smile. Only a chela would smile like this when half his ear is off. OUY VEY Love Ma. Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai A…...

Love is the greatest power that their is. It goes far beyond any thing you can imagine. When you are afraid of love you tend to draw lines. You tend to say " this is what I can open to and to who I can open to " This is what does not allow you to understand to what capacity you can hold another or h…...

Do you even realize how many wrote to the Mother asking for their picture with the Mother? I am trying my chelas. My Achariya Rudra Das Swami never stopped taking pictures and others also. Thank you from your Gurubais. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma

Of every thing I received for Gurupurnama this is the best. I could not believe my eyes. Where is my hippy son???????????????????????? I love you my Arlo but this is too rich to keep to my self. I am with you always. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

My Swami's at my L.A. Ashram did a wonderful job at Gurupurnama. I blessed every one of them and still am. Thank you my Swami Son my Laxman Das. Thank you all of you and of course my Swami Daughter Bhava Tarini. I love every one of you. Achariya Shiva you look great for a old Swami. Only Kidding Lov…...

This night I will take you all in. Sit any time after 9 my time and I will take you individually in. This will be my parting gift before taking my retreat. Just breathe deeply into your heart and feel the warmth of the Mother flowing there. Be gentle with yourself. Do not force it. I will take you i…...

With the Shakti still flowing from Guru Purnama I give you your summer practice. It will prepare you for the Mother's return from retreat. I am already missing all of you and my Beloved Kashi. THE GURU MOTHER'S HEART BREATH. Sit quietly and breathe in and out making the breath go deeper and deeper. …...

I love you all more than you could ever know. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more for my chela's hearts. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more pictures for you of your Guru Bai with your Ma Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of My Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The beauty of the weekend is still with us and probably will always be with us. Your letters have been amazing. I will treasure them always. Here are more pictures to share with you. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai...

One of the greatest moments of the weekend was when my Kimti was able to do arti to his Ma. Straight from rehab after being sick so long, he demanded to stand on his own two feet to hold the Lights. I was so touched. I love my Kimti Jaya so much and was quite honored by him holding the candles. I lo…...

Yesterday was the most fantastic Guru Purna Ma that we have ever celebrated. I almost could not take the love coming from my chelas. It was flowing like a water fall and all toward their Mother Guru. I am so blessed with my chelas and my life Here for so many years at our Beloved Kashi and our Villa…...

Here are more pictures for my chelas. Doesn't our Shody look beautiful ? I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai