It is due to self doubt that one develops a distorted vision of themselves. The ego sends these doubts and the seeker latches on to them. They begin to sabotage themselves. The dark shade of stress slurs the beauty of your being. Confusion comes in more and more every day. You begin to slump over an…...

At times even in meditation you can be partly in the ego and partly in the Mother. The Higher mind takes over and the feeling spreads through out your body, the feeling of the Higher mind. I have often asked my Baba WHEN WILL THE EGO GO. He answered the same all the time. When you can surrender deep…...

Kali Natha Tantric Yoga has opened every one of my chelas hearts to a point that I never would imagine. You can become anything you want to be my chelas. You are in charge of your life and your body. The song I have learnt from our Baba to sing. You can not get lost my children for I will always cal…...

As I wait for my Jelly Bean's New Little Baby, I hold this little family in my arms. I love them all and our Mahama Grandma is also in Ireland waiting with my Ramesh the Daddy. As I am doing Puja I wait with such joy in my heart. Here are pictures of your Mother Guru teaching Kali Natha Tantric Yoga…...

As one walks the paths of Kashi one can feel the pulse of the Mother every where. The limbs of trees can almost reach down and lift you and hold you like their own leaves. The whole body becomes so quiet, so still. Mother Kashi sees us all. In Kashi woods the spirit becomes so calm. One feels like t…...

It is amazing the doors that can open when your heart is full and flowing over. The birth of true compassion comes from awareness of an open heart. Yet so many are afraid of wounds from the pass that they keep tightly closed. In order to find the Light that is inside of you, you have to be courageou…...

Those who I have trained in Kali Natha Tantric Yoga for so many years have made the most fabulous Kali Natha Yoga Teachers. I receive so many letters each day from those who are taking this Sacred Course that their lives are changing for the better. It warms my heart to be able to see this Yoga go o…...

To be a great grandma at such an early age is such a blessing. Son of my Grandson. Thank you my Baba for such a gift. The Kali Natha Tantric Yoga has progressed so fast and my chelas are all keeping up the pace. I can hear them cry out to the Mother, I WANT TO GO FURTHER MY MOTHER . She hears and th…...

I have spent the last few days welcoming my KALI NATHA TANTRIC TEACHER TRAINING CHELAS. I am so looking forward to this Sacred Teaching. I very rarely teach the way I teach the Teachers. It is so intimate and free. I watch my Teachers grow and learn so much from the Guru Mother. I hold them all tigh…...

Simply talking to the Mother can comfort your heart like no other can. Asking for advise in time of need from the Divine Mother cools the heat of anger in the heart. Many seekers make the mistake of justifying bursts of anger as indignation. There is light in all of us that is moist and cool. This l…...

Last night was the last night of Durga Puja for this year. Our Swami Bhagavati was the Mother's Pujari. The Mother's own Pujari. He was wonderful. We all went into the space of Divine Ecstasy. This is my favorite Puja. The torches that were carried lit more then Kashi's Sky. They lit the whole of ou…...

OK my chelas I got your many many letters about your Ma taking pictures. You are all so prejudice when it comes to your Ma and I Love It. So here we go. Little by little you will get to know your Ma through this Sacred Line. Before the Dawn came I taught my men this morning Kali Yoga. It was magnifi…...

My Mother Saraswati My heart understands that you have given us so much. How can I have any feelings of unworthiness when you gave me books and music and the beauty of art. You are indeed The Mother of all. This night we celebrate your existence. We proudly throw the rice in the Dhuni and watch any …...

This morning after our Dawn Darshan I did Puja to the Moon over Kashi and took these pictures for you in the moment. I love you all so very much. It is exciting to share my moments with all my chelas. Love Ma Jaya Tenzin Yangchen Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet, Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai...

My Beloved Keshav and my Bhakti Ma are on their way Home to their Sacred Ashram from the hospital where my Keshav underwent yet another operation. He is one of the bravest men I know. I have been doing very intense Pujas for Him and if you wish to join me then sit quietly and see our Keshav surround…...

I have spent all day yesterday and will spend all day today doing Laxmi Pujas for my chelas. I have added on to your requests and made sure we did not leave anything out. The requests will be burnt in the dhuni our Laxmi Dhuni during Laxmi Puja on Thurs. The requests will be in the smoke offered to …...

I just this second came in from our Ganga Porch doing Pujas for all of you. There is a gentle rain now and all of our Gracious City is being nourished. It is so dark in the rain yet the pictures can be seen. The Moon just came out as i was completing my Pujas for you all. You can almost see a face i…...

The Pujas have been the best ever. Sitting before the Mother Guru at this time one can feel prosperity and health running through them. Laxmi Mother's Night was one of color and beauty laughter and joy. She made Herself known to all. I loved looking at my chelas as they went into the Goddesses. The …...

Not only was last night Kali Mother's Night, it was also Jewish New Years. My Raja Ma Jaya did the Jewish prayer for the New Year. It was quite a beautiful moment. My Raja Ma brought tears to so many eyes. Do not forget my Raja Ma, to tell your Mom Sushie, a happy New Year from Her Ma and tell her I…...

Here are more Kali Pujas. Our Swami Dhumavati was wonderful Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai