I have already received so many thank you letters from my ladies about the Intensive, that I am in awe of all the gratitude. I know that I use the word in awe a lot, I do this simply because I can not think of another word that would fit the bill. Stopping the pursuit of all the egoistically thought…...

Prayers for my beautiful little boy. The little boy with such a strong and wonderful name. Jai Rudra. Victory to Lord Shiva. And indeed this little boy is admired and loved by all the goddesses and gods and his Paramaguru and Guru Mother. I am so proud of his Grandmas My Swami Dhumavati Jaya and my …...

The Woman's Intensive has been going fully into the heart of every chela. Hearts are opening and for some, tears are flowing. Tears of happiness and understanding. The Intensive is about personal Shakti. Every one has Shakti flowing through them, man or woman. The Mother's Shakti is never empty, She…...

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers There are so many gifts given to us from that which we can not see that being grateful as much as you can is always appropriate. There is what the rishis called the in between world where our guardian angels watch every breath we take and every move we make. Sitting quiet…...

When you find yourself fighting with yourself it is the ego you are trying to escape. Do not fight inside yourself, resolve it inside of you and be free from the ego for that moment. The moments add up and you find where there was sadness there is now moments of joy. Yet the ego never gives up. Bein…...

There are times when a little one comes into your life and born into the Teaching that you just fall in love with the baby the second you see him. This little boy is my Jai Rudra. His mom Gita was raised Here for a long time. The Grandmas Swami Dhumavati Jaya and Sati Mayee have been with their Ma f…...

When your mind is calm it is like a clear vast empty sky. Clouds pass across the vast sky and disappear. Watch the clouds and do not try to push them away, They will go on their own for they have no roots. They are transient. Just take notice of them and return to the beauty of your breath. They can…...

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world My ladies are coming from all over the Country for the Woman's Intensive. There is still time to sign up for next weekend. There is nothing like it. I too am getting excited. We are going to touch upon every spiritual subject and then so…...

I usually spend Sundays in meditation and prayer and doing pujas for all of you and those who are in need in the world. Yet I always make time going over Saturday Global Live Darshan. I never write anything before I give Darshan and yet some Saturday nights are very different than others. I always t…...

This day make it a point to watch your breath. If you find that it is hard to be aware of your breath and still work or live your life, then make sure you read this darshan line a few times. You see you get the Darshan Line unedited and straight from the Guru's Office Temple over looking the Ganga. …...

How is it possible that for over twenty three years I still love to hear and see my Arlo perform. I believe that his singing and playing has gotten even better than ever before. Last night the crowds loved his concert and when he called out to his Guru I was beaming with pride. His voice held a powe…...

In your next meditation, do it on the breath. Simply be a witness to the breath coming in and out. Do not try to make the breath do anything, just follow it. You may even lose yourself in your breath and that is fine. The Mother is always in your breath. Summon your shakti of will and determination …...

It seems that as I grow older I am teaching more and more. Sharing more and more of my Guru my Beloved Neem Karoli Baba. No retirement for this Mother Guru. Dead Dawn Darshan given only for residents on wed. mornings become deeper and deeper each week. The Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Intensives receive …...

Morning Pujas and Prayer The Sound of Om races through the body at double speed as one sings the Gracious sound OM It is the most satisfying word in satsang yet this is not the reason we chant OM. The sound connects the heavens with the earth. This day chant the sound of OM no matter where you are. …...

Meditation can bring one to answers that are deeply engraved in our beings. In mediation the questions flow freely but the answers are right there. At times the ego sends the questions thinking that one can not reach far enough to gather the answers together thus ruining the meditation. Yet it is th…...

Teaching Kali Natha Tantric Yoga this weekend truly has been wonderful. It is a great great group of teachers that will carry this lineage. They seemed so attentive and awake. It was a pleasure to teach them personally as I did. One Guru and one chela and the beauty of being taught on Kashi's Sacred…...

Our Saraswati Ganga Ma's Memorial was so beautiful and heart felt. So many friends from all over the county came to honor this beautiful chela of mine. enter our hearts and Her love could be felt I love this woman with such dignity and joy of the life she was given. I love her with all my heart. My …...

Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram You have found your path and now you are seeking to be on the Path the best that you can be and do the best you can do. The path is never crisp, crystal clear. Yet if you are on the path in truth you can stand any challenge. Yet truth by its own…...

Many years ago I use to play my music to take Karma and keep hearts open. Over the years my Nirmal kept me in beautiful music of my choice. Now it seems as I listen to the music it is for my own enjoyment and also the taking of karma, The two seem to mix together. And together it comes out into the …...

You can learn to accept love through the surrender to the self. So many can not believe that they are loved thus creating a deep separation from your Higher Self. In the moment every thing is there, the mistakes and how to fix them. There is a hint in the moment that teaches you how to live fully. I…...