Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram Namaste my chelas all over the world At times when I think of all I have lost due to AIDS I also find it hard to go on. It is a constant loss to us who are honored to be able to serve those who are in need especially in their moments of life. My…...

Here are pictures of the Great Happiness in my life my Little Anthony Jaya Das JR. He is over twenty pounds of love already. I still can not believe that my first born my Denise Ann is a Grandmother. Little Anthony brings me so much joy just the way his Daddy use to and still does. I give thanks eac…...

Here is our big boy Bala Jai in Atlanta. What a handsome boy. He is so loved by every one in our Atlanta Kashi Ashram and by His Guru Grandma. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

At times when one enters into the Karmic Space Of Attachment if feels like a shoreless sea that one just has to keep swimming to stay a float. When attachment has you feeling as if you are drowning in your own desire to possess, one then can begin to see the waiting shore. Understanding the Karmic S…...

Here is my newest little chela Jai Rudra cute as a button and my little girl Gita his Mommy. I have not held my little baby boy yet and can not wait. What joy. Mommy and Grandparents Swami Dhumavati and Sati Mayee are doing fine. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba …...

Morning Pujas and Prayers When one steps into the Beauty of the Self, Death brings no fear. One can then experience a dimension with out boundaries. There becomes an endless horizon of the Beloved's Love. Death brings no fear with this knowledge. When you begin to taste this dimension of the Soul it…...

Today is our Tony Cho's my first grandchild's birthday. He is thirty years old this day. There are so many of you who remember the day he was born. Even though he drove us all crazy when he was growing up, he is the love of my life and the joy in my heart. Each moment he grows closer and closer to h…...

To hear the words TO DIE BEFORE YOU DIE is the way of the yogi whose ego's death is a prelude to the physical death of the body. The Guru teaches that there is no separation from one's Beloved at the time of Death. Yet when the ego death is going on upon its own funeral pyre, it is definitely a sepa…...

The longing for learning keeps excitement in life on the spiritual path. Each moment brings an enormous opportunity to expand the mind. Learning is the aphrodisiac that keeps one's heart open. The ego would have you blind to your hearts awareness. The individual spirit survives after the death of th…...

Yamaraja is known to Hindus as the God and King Of Death. Yet it is written that in Kashi Lord Yamaraja bows to Lord Shiva thus making Shiva the King Of Death On Kashi's Soil. Reality or legend? Does it matter. Death is the One with a heart. Yet living on Kashi and having such a powerful connection …...

When you own will rides the parallel path of the will of the Universe there is harmony. We are part of this Harmony. By the will of the Universe we recognize the beauty of the SELF. Being the observer in your life you can begin to realize the gaps between each thought. Meditation widens these gaps a…...

Kali Natha Tantric Yoga tradition teaches one that contemplating the process of death and death is a heart healing practice that helps us keep all of life in perspective. I love you my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

When one is caught in the Karmic Space Of Ego Of Self Thought - Self Indulgence there is no space to explore another way of living, Unless one can feel the Light On Their Back coming from the entrance into the Cubby Hole the darkness of the ego keeps one in self indulgence. And then perhaps a small …...

Inside all of our hearts resides our Beloved. Deep in the chambers of our Being. No words or thoughts are needed to convey our love. Our Beloved knows, always knows. There are no offerings one has to make, for our Beloved Knows. No music has to be played simply because our Beloved knows always knows…...

The hand of Death is not icy or even cold in any way. The hand of Death is warm and comforting. It is the body that begins to cool as the spirit follows the warmth of Death into the Great Light that belongs to us all. If there was truly anything to fear I as your Mother Guru would have to tell you a…...

It seems that I have been waiting for this day that my children could marry legally whom ever they want to no matter their gender. To see these pictures once again of my chelas being proud to be legally married in California only makes me want to be sure that all over the Country this can be happeni…...

Here are my two beans, Little Bean and Jelly Bean in Ireland What bliss, what a smile, what a beauty. I am in ecstasy. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here is our Little India Jaya and Auntie Durgaya and Mommy. What a little baby doll. I can not wait to hold all my babies in my arms just like I held their Mommies and their Daddy's at that age. Has there ever been a teaching like this,??????????????? I don't think so. To watch my babies babies grow…...

Mantras are universal and interfaith Mantras help one be in the here and now. It is said in the Sutras that OM is the sound of God and is as divine as God Herself. By repeating OM one can bring realization to where they are in the moment. Filling the mind with sounds of one's mantra can establish a …...

Looking at these pictures of my chelas serving others and bringing so much joy to the children makes me so proud of our Teaching and the way we live our lives. I know I always thank you and yet I must say it again and again. My Ananda Devi Jaya made sure that every child was ready for school and so …...