YES I AM COMING HOME IN A FEW DAYS AND I CAN FEEL ALL OF YOUR HEARTS AND CAN NOT WAIT TO WALK OUR SACRED KASHI GROUNDS. Your higher self can see so far beyond than your ego sight can ever see. Ego needs the illusion of enemies to keep alive. When you are dominated by your ego, then you look to domin…...

One time there was an old couple that lived in Kashi at the shores of the Ganga and longed for a son for many years. Way beyond child bearing time, the older couple both had a vision of Lord Brahma telling them that they will be loaned a child for 16 years and at that time Lord Yama would come for h…...

Early this morning I received news of my Ramesh, Jelly Bean, Kali Jaya Bean and Shiva Bean. I am so happy to put their letter on line. I can not wait to hold them in my arms, all of them, when I first lay my eyes on the littlest bean. How blessed we all are. Take care of them my Baba and bring them …...

One of the hardest things to do on your spiritual path is to be a open human being, no matter what has come to you or what ever tension you are under. When the heart is open the crust over our heart begins to break away. And it does leave you vulnerable, yet it also leaves you whole. When you can st…...

The ego promotes paranoia. It has you thinking that who ever loves you does not love you and wants something from you. Your Soul Spirit knows better. You have to remind yourself that the Mother made you in perfect harmony. She teaches you to welcome love and not hide from it. We are all decent lovin…...

Leaving the physical body behind for a moment, unfurl your physic wings and surrender to the Mother with in. Soar over Kashi and embrace Her grace. Watch the sun bring its warmth to the Mother to receive. The mind staggers to describe the beauty of light upon light. She The Mother extend and extend …...

When you can sit my chelas, breathe in a great light through the top of your head into the base of the spine. Hold it at the base of the spine then breathe it out over the top of the head. Breathe in the light again to the center of your chest. Let the breath become natural in and out. See your self…...

In satsang you are swimming in reservoirs of collected energies. Your own intuitive nature is being exercised as you live in community. In the circle of life and death when in satsang you have to trust that your vision is important to the circle and you are willing to share honestly what your vision…...

Say to your self this morning THOUGHTS ARE NOT FACTS, OVER AND OVER. Do this for about five minutes and notice how you begin to feel a mental balance. Your thoughts can not go round and round when you say these words. They just become mysterious creations of the ego mind. They do not accurately refl…...

Practicing awareness we reach deeply into the silence and pierce through seven layers. When your awareness is awakened you live your life in a more deeply way. Years ago, when I came into Darshan and you all stood, and then sat down and then I took you into your awareness. Now I do not have to take …...

We all have the power that nature has, yet we cover it with our intellect. We move away from our natural instinct to follow the path of our minds. When we see reality outside of our selves we begin to push our instinct aside. There is a sixth sense inside of us that needs practice to be understood. …...

The mind in its natural state is radiant and pure. Instead of feeling bad about your self , know who really lives in your hearts mind. Recognize the different states of pain, these are the negative sides of the Karmic Spaces. Learn to recognize the blessings in your self. You deserve the happiness y…...

The Mother Guru will be Home soon as you all know. The excitement can be felt from here. When we get Home is when we start our new year and your Ma is ready to hit the ground running. I can not tell you how much I miss our Sacred Ashram. Our Tony Cho and our Sharada Jaya has brought such fulfillment…...

Our Tony Cho is getting married to the most beautiful woman in the world, my Sharada Jaya. So many of you know her and love her. She and my Tony Cho have traveled the world together and love each other very much. The wedding will be held on our Sacred Kashi Ashram on 11/11/11. Of course you are all …...

No matter what we do there is the possibility of pain or pleasure. Our hearts can be big enough for this or we can go back and forth with reaction rather than understanding that this is what life is. To understand that you are never alone, reactions don't come so easy and you are left to go on with …...

The spiritual path is the secret path of infinity. Once you enter the path, then all of the Universe's secrets are known. You have a unconscious road map on how to proceed. The Guru Mother helps you read your map and watches you shed insecurities as She leads you on. The incentive wisdom begins to c…...

Soon I will be coming Home to our Sacred Kashi and my chelas. The beauty of Kashi lingers always in my heart. Living in the now is like living in the moments STILL POINT. Kashi always is and there for it is always our still point. In 1976 I could see my chelas coming Home and living with the Mother …...

Your Beloved is always Here in the internal present. We live and we die, we live and we love and we die again. We live and we find composure and peace in our life. We live and we find composer love and peace and we find Samadhi and then we never die, we return by choice. Living in the moment is who …...

Your Sacred Self is right beneath your skin, so close that you can feel the Self any moment you are quiet. Meditation brings you into the circle of life and death and into the mystical awareness of both. Alertness and generosity brings you deeper into the circle. With Alertness of generosity one beg…...

When one has a direct connection with the self, they become awoken from one natural state of being with the Mother in the moment. Not even trying to understand it just to know it and love being in this state. You bring on an understanding of surrender to live and respond to the moment. Just do what …...