This is from the 11 KARMIC SPACES. page 126. THE WISDOM OF THE BODY. THE SOULS KNOWING OFTEN COMES TO US IN A PHYSICAL FEELING. How do you feel? I find my self asking that question more and more. How do you feel in your body? I am not asking about pleasure or pain. I am asking this question to devel…

The Spiritual Heart Center in the physical body is the space of universal consciousness. When intuition begins to become awake from the center of the solar plexus it also enters the heart chakra. Intuition can become conscious prana from which one can bring a way for the chela to become at all times…

I could not think of any place I would want to be other than our Sacred Kashi when I came Home last night My chelas who were taking the Yoga Intensive stood tall and proud. My senor teachers were magnificent. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the …

I can feel you, love you and see you from my window. So many of you are Home and I hold you so tight in my arms. Throw yourself into Kali Natha Tantric Yoga and take all you can take and then more. I will try to be out tomorrow night to teach love and touch you all. So many of you let your past dict…

It feels so good to have so many at Home waiting and walking and praying in our temples as Ma came Home this evening. I will be preparing you all for the Intensive and your time at Kashi. One of the key functions of Kali Natha Tantric Yoga is to soften your heart Karma so you can begin to feel all t…

So many are coming Home for the Yoga Intensive and the whole of our Ashram is in a state of excitement about it all. And so am I. All negative thoughts are being wiped away by our Mother Durga and all the wrathful forms of Mother. Your negative thoughts are being wiped away by your Mother Guru. Simp…

_________________________________________________________________________ From the 11 Karmic Spaces POSITIVE INTENT: Reach for a positive thought. Page 136 The simple practice of hesitation helps you stop reacting blindly to every thing that happens, but there is also pre- action, a positive hesitat…

Never in the history of time was a Mother Guru loved as fully and deeply as this Ma Jaya. I almost do not know how to take all your hundreds of letters from all over the world. All the Docs. and my children and grandchildren and great grandchild and my chelas who are my care givers give me such love…

Lots of tests yesterday and came Home and taught, My God I missed my chelas so much. Last night I took my Yogi Gange across. I can not tell you how close we are. He and Dr. Robert and I had some love going on and still do. I will miss him so much. Yet I had him for so many years and love him dearly,…

Morning Pujas and Prayers. Namaste my chelas all over the world Some times we talk so much how we felt yesterday or we are worried about tomorrow that we forget how we are right in this moment. The moment is the beauty of life and this moment i am fully with my chelas. We will know more tonight when…

Just to let you all know that I can feel all your prayers and light. They touch your Mother Guru like nothing else. At the Vero Beach Radiology they took good care of your Ma. Shiva Ratri Ma is my angel and Dr. Perone. And my Chandra Devi and my boys and my Soo Se has been my rock. Just everyone. To…

Thank you so much for your prayers. I can feel them coming in from all over the world. I miss you all so very much, each and every one of you. I can't wait till the Yoga Intensive, to have you Kali Natha Tantric Yogis all around me. Besides the physical sacred movements of this Tantric Yoga, I will …

I ask you all to be patient with your Ma. Took lots of tests and am waiting for the results. I am trying to keep up the Darshan Line every day. It is my pleasure to do so. I love you all so very much. From the 11 KARMIC SPACES. Understanding Shakti is the first step to understanding life. ( page 127…

Today I read these words FOR WHOM MUCH IS GIVEN MUCH IS REQUIRED. These words are so true and the reality of it must be contemplated. At times we become so afraid to give as if to give we would have less. My chelas when you give of yourself to others, you are wide open and so much more is given to y…

This night open yourselves to the Mother. Say the name of the Form of the Mother you are closest to. Om Namah Kali, Om Namah Kali, Om Namah Kali is my favorite mantra. The more you open like a lotus the more nourishment you receive. Lay in the arms of the Mother as you fall into that special place o…

Here is more from the book, THE 11 KARMIC SPACES PAGE 154 SPIRITUAL YEARNING. Yearning is the homesickness of the Soul. Spiritual yearning is so sweet that you feel your heart opening, which allows you to touch your true self. Transformation begins when your hunger for the world is replaced by deepe…

The Mother Kali speaks clear if you are quiet enough to hear Her Heart Voice. She whispers to you that you yourself are the one that you look for and you are the object of your yearning and seeking. You Higher Self is the goal of all your efforts. You are the Bliss beyond all anger. It is you that i…

The ability to surrender to the Universal Mother enables you to experience miracles. These miracles are the manifestation of Shakti growth on a higher level than you usually are. Devotees of the Mother learns to work and live in multiple dimensions. All that has existed, now exist, and will exist. T…

The Lord Of the Caves led us to Kashi to live together and serve humanity. Over the years The Lord has made us joyful in our home. We have called Him many names and if we were in our hearts He came. That force that created the unimaginable splendors and unimaginable beauty Those who have felt His be…

A lot of people enter spiritual spiritual life to escape responsibilities. You can not escape a thing if you are really a true seeker. Especially when one is serving, one is lost in taking care of those in need. The Shakti brings creative energy to every day living when one is flowing in the Mothers…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Sitting on the tucket with my son Soo Se was the greatest gift I could have gotten. This boy has my heart. He is such a handsome guy. At midnight my Jetta Jaya set off the most fabulous lanterns. Orange flames lit the sky and went so hig…

Promise your Mother Guru that you will do the best you can for your self this year. This is what I want for the New Year. New Years Eve was like no other. It seems that in between the Pujas we laughed the New Year in. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at…

This is the last time I will write 2011 I am so excited to be spending time with so many of my chelas from all over the world. I taught Kali Natha Tantric Yoga in the day and when night time came, we had book signing and questions and answers. I will let the pictures tell the story. I was doing Puja…

Happy New Year my kids and grandchildren and great grandchild. Happy New Year my Ganesha and my Dee Dee. I love you guys. Keep getting done with all you intended to do before the new year. I am helping you to not procrastinate. You can do it. Or just get one or two things done. Just slide into the n…

On Kashi Ashram one can feel the sweet silence of the Soul. Surging with songs of devotion Mother Kashi brings us all to our hearts. The silvery stars lie still over Kashi and shines on us all. The lunar light is always bright and one can feel the moon upon their brow. All of life is lit and love is…

One more week to the new year and more teachings on procrastination. Yet I would like you all to take these few days before the new year and finish up what you left undone. Or do as much as you can. Cleaning out old stuff will help you start the New Year I will be doing Pujas this week to help you a…

Here are more pictures for chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more pictures for my chelas. Merry Christmas. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai. Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Christmas Day was fantastic. I enjoyed the kids so very much. I missed you all who were not Here. Kashi was magical and so was the food. I was thrilled to be with my chelas for another beautiful Christmas. I love you all so very much. Keep your heart open by breathing in and out of the center of you…

Merry Christmas and Happy Hannukah. Christmas Eve was the most magical of times. Darshan was exquisite and the giving out presents to my beautiful babies was so heart filling. I loved every moment of the evening. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His …

My chelas are gathering for Christmas Eve and the excitement is high. Every ones heart is open and pouring love toward each other and the Guru. I want to wish you a joyous Christmas and Hanuka. I also want you to know in the deepest part of your Being that the Guru's Love flows forever. Love Ma Jai …

This time of the year is so sweet for our Kashi Mother Ashram My babies are Home and some have babies of their own. Generation after generation I get to raise these little ones on my lap, with kisses and hugs and bribes of all kinds of cookies and candy. This year seems very special to us. Perhaps I…

I have promised to write about the book a few times a week. Your letters astound me The way you are using the book pleases my heart so much. I want all of you to be out of the Karmic Spaces and this book will totally help you live the life you and I want for your self. THE MOMENT page 113 The moment…

The kids are starting to come Home for Christmas and I am thrilled, so thrilled that when I hugged them I wouldn't let go. I love them all so very much. I am sending pictures of my daughters Swami Devi's Ashram where Kali Natha Tantric Yoga is being taught. I am so proud of my Atlanta Ashram and how…

I hope you all had a nice cheat day. We had a great one! Don't Ask. My chelas there is one Goddess who is called THE MOTHER OF THE MEETING RIVERS. She can be any Goddess in which you believe in. We who love the Mother and understand that She is always with us, feel Her in every part of our physical …

I want to wish you all a very happy and healthy Hannukah. You are all in my heart this night and every night of my life. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

In every Soul there is a divine blueprint. You need to use your intuition to ponder and understand it. The lamp of your Beloved will shine on THE WAY and THE ROAD TO TAKE EACH DAY. It takes courage to become who you are. It takes a lack of awareness to ignore who you are. In THE 11 KARMIC SPACES IT …

When I take you into the Silence and the Formless, your body becomes relaxed and there is a passive condition of the mind and body and soul in which your spirit energizes, illumines and clarifies the conscious planes of the mind, then you surrender to your Higher Self where the wisdom of the Soul ta…

I wrote the book THE 11 KARMIC SPACES in my deepest silence and sincere wish for humanity and of course my chelas to understand where they were in life and how to get where they want to be. In the stillness of their hearts they can begin to notice the spaces in life that the ego calls them too. Ther…

Life offers you so many tools to use in any occasion. Yet the best thing to use is the breath. Making the breath work for you can literally change your life. One of the main things that my Baba has taught me is that never to let depression depress you. Stand back from it, observe its cause and remov…

THE BOOK IS NOW AT AMAZON. We are all so proud and excited. My chelas I want you all to recognize the 11 Karmic Spaces so when you find your self about to enter it you hesitate and move slowly away. In other words if you feel that you are about to enter into jealousy there is a funny emotional feeli…

This is just an extra Puja and Prayer Darshan I will write more later. Lets talk about Christmas Spirit and honesty. Yesterday after doing pujas for hours we went to my Egoscue which to me is always a miracle, my boys took the Mother to the movie. We then went into our Hanuman Van and your Ma went i…

As you sit at the Feet of your Guru, give up thoughts of the world. Don't try to stop the thoughts. Just offer them to the Guru. Ask the Guru to stop all the activity of the mind. As all activity of mind ceases to be, there is joy. This is the joy that lives in your heart of hearts that you will fee…

The joy of bringing food and Christmas gifts to those who are in need has always been my favorite thing to do. Though we constantly serve, making peoples Christmas is such a thrill. I am honored to be able to serve them. Like my Ananda Devi says all the time, Ma it takes very little to make some peo…

So many heart opening smiles. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

More book signing. What great Christmas gifts. It was an amazing night. I will always remember it. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of the Guru Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

More book signing. I loved it Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet of our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Last night we had a book signing and I signed book after book. It was a wonderful event We are all so excited. So much happiness and celebration. I love you all so very much. Dee and Ganesha, your book is on its way. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Always at The Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki …

Here are more book signing. I loved doing it for every one. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

My beautiful little boy is Home with his Nanas and his Ma. I am loving every second i spend with my Jai Rudra. Jai Rudra loved being with the Moos again and so did I. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Yesterday we visited BY THE RIVER. It was just like visiting family. All the residents thought of themselves as family. I could hardly hold it together, it was so beautiful. A true representative of this Teachings of our Baba Neem Karoli. I loved every second especially seeing people privately. I ca…

Painting the Ganesha's for all of you continues to be an unbelievable experience for your Ma and when you receive it, for you. It feels like Ganesha is holding the brush for your Ma and many times I do not see the painting until the last stroke. Ask Him to remove all obstacles from your Path of Life…

Here is my son Soo Se and I am thrilled to have him Home for a while and I think it shows. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of The Baba Ki Jai

Yeah ! THE BOOK IS HERE. And we are all excited about it. Dr. Jean Houston did a wonderful foreword and I am so grateful. The publishing committee never stopped working on it. And your Ma will be doing a Viral Book Signing on Friday night. You will be able to order your book and watch your Ma sign i…

Here are some Christmas pictures Swami Rudra Das took for the Christmas Card. The babies were wonderful as I held them on my lap. I enjoyed them so much. There was such lightness and joy in the air. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki…

Set aside a little time each day for just being. Five minutes a day would be fine. Sit down and watch the time unfold with no agenda other to be in the moment. As your mind begins to wander simply say to your self, MY MA LOVES ME, MY MA LOVES ME. Keep the posture erect yet not stiff. Think of your s…

Evening Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world The ego can't comprehend the Self. When you enter meditation on the Self, you go further away from the ego. The supreme spirit is in all of us. In Darshan the supreme spirit becomes awake in the form of curiosity. It starts with WHAT IS …

Out of the Self rises an awareness of completeness. Procrastination comes from not being aware what is offered you in time and space in this moment or what is called the minute after. The minute after procrastination has been canceled, there is usually a great space of accomplishment and gratefulnes…

Be in your heart all this day. Bring smiles to who you can. Serve in the Mother's Name. Give up anger and bring forgiveness to your heart. Respect all, Respect PARAMAGURU AND GURU, Respect Gurubais, Respect every one. This is the way my Baba Taught Your Ma. The Paramaguru and Guru must be respected …

Truth is a recognized entity. When you are aware, truth presents itself to that awareness. Truth presents itself when obstacles are removed. I ask the Mother Kali with the help of Ganesha to remove all obstacles in the path of my chelas Liberation. The Mother helps you recognize the love that flows …

Yesterday was WORLD AIDS DAY and I spent my day doing Pujas for those who are affected by AIDS or H.I.V. I took the same vow that I take every year to fight this disease until there is a cure for all. As my children gathered around our Ganga, I rang the bells for each year that AIDS has been around.…

All of you are already mystics and are already attracted to Enlightenment whether you are aware of it or not. It is the Mother's wish to show you as an extension of the qualities of the seeker who eventually finds Enlightenment. Kali Natha Yoga is the pathway of Devotional Non-duality. It is open to…

This morning's Darshan ( Dead Dawn Darshan ) i took my chelas where there is no separation between the created and the Creator. When the illusion of reality of the separate self is removed there is joy in the gracious space of the body mind soul and spirit. As I take you in, depression in the world …

There is such a sense of peace as one enters our Sacred Kashi. There is a smoothness and stillness as one passes our Ganesha guarding our entrance to Kashi. The ego begins to dissolve and the heart begins to open. This has been told to me or written to me hundreds of times. The Mother in all Her Man…

Consciousness is the unlimited universal energy field which becomes a reservoir of all information available in the Universe. As one becomes more and more aware of their consciousness they are fed by themselves information that helps one to live life in the Light. One begins to perceive or witness t…

At times time is short, yet when you are in love with your Ashram and your Beloved TIME LASTS FOREVER. Encased in gold, meditation time is splashed with the stars and the angels play at this time The Light of Stanu shines in your life and lights up your meditation as the breath counts me and counts …

Here are two River Paintings. Remember that beneath the Paint is written 108 Rams. Say three rams on each step of the ghats and then just sit and watch the Rivers current wash over you. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Bab…

At times when you recognize the feeling of contraction in your chest, when someone is angry at you and you recognize rising tension and irritation take a deep breath and that pause will bring you instantaneous acknowledgment and you instantly feel an awareness of the situation. With this pause you a…

What a beautiful Thanksgiving we all had together. And then movie darshan. Each day we all get closer and closer as my chelas come Home from all over the world. I love you all so very much. I bless you all with all the blessings in the world and beyond. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Al…

Each and every day I give thanks with each and every breath for all of you and our Baba and our Swami and the great beauty of Kashi. The drum of prosperity does indeed beat upon our door this day and says arise, arise and feel all the gratitude in your heart. Gratitude is the greatest gift you can g…

When you first wake, before you get out of your bed, bring your attention to your breathing for five breaths letting the breath do what it does, just follow it. Notice how your body feels,notice your posture( even laying down ) See if there is any thing different when you begin to sit up. Notice how…

To meditate is to get to know your self from the inside. In the quiet of meditation one begins to feel a gentle flow. This flow comes from the Higher Self. You are all perfect in so many ways. The waves and fog that hides the true you, can be blown away with a simple counting meditation. This is par…

This has been such a wonderful week. Once again I thank you all for my Tony Cho's and my Sharada Jaya's wedding. And for BY THE RIVER EVENT. You have come through for your Mother Guru and I am in ecstasy thinking how close you all are. The River Paintings are a big part of our Lineage. I sometimes f…

Ma's Boat. What a great event. All for BY THE RIVER. I am so proud of everyone. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Sat. night Darshan was magnificent Babies Babies every where. I loved every moment of my babies. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more pictures of the Best Event Of The Year, UP THE RIVER WITH A PADDLE. All day long the radio announcer was talking about By The River and Ma Jaya. So many are learning about your Ma's Dream coming true. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at Hi…

Our 200 hour Teachers of Kali Natha Tantric Yoga graduated last night. They were wonderful and had a full 10 days. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAY. THANK YOU CAPTAIN GANGAJI MA Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Yesterday we had our first UP THE RIVER WITH A PADDLE event. A race whose profits went to BY THE RIVER. I spent the day in my Gangaji' Ma's boat and had the greatest times ever. The river was magnificent even in the pouring rain. Every one did a fabulous job putting it all together and the crowds we…

Commitment is to the core of truth itself and is free of ego mind what so ever. When I come out to Darshan and see my chelas of many many year anxious to be with the Mother Guru, it warms my heart and there is nothing that I would not do for any of them. I find my self wanting to bring them to the s…

Your letters of thanks and appreciation for all the pictures I put on the Darshan truly touches my heart. I will put more, yet now lets go back and see how my chelas are doing with procrastination. So many of you are creatures of habit. We often prefer the old to the new, even when the new is better…

We are all still in the fairy tale wedding mode. Once again I must thank my chelas for what they have accomplished. I have never seen a wedding like this nor will I. Thank you again and again. On Sunday there was a pool party that my own Rudra Giri cooked for. I have the best chiefs in the world. Ou…

My family has begun to go home and so is many of the guests. I am so grateful to my chelas for making my grandchildren's wedding so unforgettable and profound. It is a night we all will remember for the rest of our lives. As promised I am sending you lots of pictures. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai …

Here are more pictures for my chelas. Enjoy them. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma KI Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Sometimes you may feel that God does not know that you exist. Yet, I, Your Ma must say to you that She indeed knows you are alive and She also knows every move you make and every feeling you have. Try to talk to God this moment from your heart of hearts. Express your feelings and make sure that you …

Take a few deep breathes. Go on and do it now. Breathe deeply and wonderfully. Breathe out with great joy. Feel that the Mother is teaching you special, just you and it is true. Feel the breath touch every part of your being. Be happy to be alive. Sometimes we forget to breathe. I will remind you th…

I have never in all my life been to such a wedding as last night. It was like a Hollywood Production. My Tony Cho had to be the handsomest groom and Sharada Jaya the most beautiful of brides. I will write so much more later. For now Here are some of the pictures. I love you all so very much. Love Ma…

Up all night just basking in the beauty of Kashi. The dawn explodes into a day that is said to bring fortune health and love to those who think of love this day. And on this day, I am marrying my Tony Cho with my Sharada Jaya in the most joyous occasions this great jewel of an Ashram has ever witnes…

As Kundalini begins to rise in the seeker, there is a great infusion of energy from the unseen worlds of inner awareness. It is the Guru that translates what is happening and what it all means Kundalini energy can bring states of bliss, ecstasy and consciousness of a higher level than one is used to…

This Darshan Line is always written in the language of the heart. It is like a mirror for your love and Oneness. The words are aligned with what is real within life. And life will speak to you each in your own way according to your own nature through the Guru and your heart. There are infinite numbe…

The ashram this night looks like THE JEWEL OF INDIA. It is so bright beneath the moon and the stars. It is wonderful how much my chelas are doing for our Tony and our Sharada Jaya. There is love in the air as we wait for the wedding day. I thank my chelas so very much. Our Tony was born Here and he …

Painting the River Paintings for the past over twenty years has been such a deep experience for your Ma and for my chelas. Do you realize that these paintings are spread out all over the world. And so many have so many, as they change as they grow. Your response to them is amazing. Yet they are a bi…

Well I must say, my chelas have really got it. Your Prayers have helped your Ma a lot. I burnt the cornea in both eyes and now I feel better and will teach tonight. My chelas try this day to see your life as a journey at your Mother's Feet. What you are seeking is so deep in your heart and I look fo…

Sometimes when you feel empty or alone, think perhaps that this is just the void and that you are becoming calm and peaceful. Always think that THIS MA LOVES YOU, and i sure do. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet.

It is so important to bring your heart into your life as much as possible. The book of life is written in your heart and can only be read when the heart is expanded. The grace of this Darshan Line is that when I write it for my chelas, then it is happening in the same second you receive it. You are …

When you are born you are born with all the mysticism of the world and beyond. As one grows older they seem to forget the joy of mysticism that they had at birth. The Guru reminds you of your beauty every day of your life. She reminds you of your connections to the Mother and the Father, Shiva Shakt…

Lets talk more about procrastination. It is the most letters I have ever received except for about the paintings which I am busy doing. I am proud of so many of you for expanding on this practice of non procrastination. Prem means the experience of deep love. It is the love you feel in your self. It…

The five hundred hour yoga Intensive was such a magnificent way to start the morning. The Mother combined the Sun and Moon Worship touching every inch of the tantric body. I had my chelas follow their Ma in a free form of Tantric Dance. It reminded me and my chelas of the way we use to do Yoga in my…

The celebration of Lights last night just kept flowing and flowing. Mother Laxmi made Herself available to all who called Her Name. I taught of the Joy Of Devotion and the offering of ones heart as they moved in Kali Natha Tantric Yoga. I shared with my chelas how my Baba shared with me. With medita…

Tonight we celebrate The Festival Of Lights Diwali. These Lights welcome the Mother Laxmi into the Home and the business. It is also about Light over darkness and how so many heroes in the Scriptures have won over the demons and brought about happiness into life. Many dance and do pujas to the Mothe…

When you stop procrastinating even slightly you create a real vigor about yourself and a deeper intimacy with the Higher Self. I am very proud of so many of you who have taken The Mothers Directions to heart. Now for this week or so, just do three things this week and that can be anything that you h…

This night as you lay in bed say over and over MY MA LOVES ME, MY MY MOTHER KALI HOLDS ME, MY MA LOVES ME MY MOTHER KALI HOLDS ME. I will be doing Pujas for all of you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

As I get ready for DEAD DAWN DARSHAN, I can not help thinking about all of you. I love your letters on Procrastination. Remember to do two things a day that needs to be done. I will be right there with you. To have Guru is to learn every day of the Guru deep inside you. A Guru is one who has been th…

Let life be a wonder for you. When clouds are dark in your life remember that each of us has a heart of creativity. We can create in our minds any way to get through anything, but when you create in your heart, in other words when your heart is open there is so much light to lead you out of dark and…

I am proud of so many of you for beginning your NO PROCRASTINATION PROGRAM. This is so important to shake out stale unwanted karma. I have longed to teach you of this and now it is time. Look toward your Ganesha when you receive the Sacred Art and ask Him like I do, to remove all obstacles that stop…

Last night in GLOBAL DARSHAN little Surya Jaya and I gave Darshan. I actually think She stole the show and she didn't really want to get off the couch. Teaching last night was like going deep into the moment and using the now to see the open burning heart. The love between Guru and chela could be fe…

Procrastination can be a defense against fear of failure and a sense of loss of control or other unpleasant things or thoughts. People behave defensively when they feel vulnerable or threatened. Defense serves you to protect ego from awareness. When you fear failure you might put your mind to work t…

How are you all doing with procrastination? Remember to do two things a day for the next week that you have put off. Little by little you will get the clutter out of your life. Two days ago, by popular demand I started to paint Ganeshas. They are quite deep. Once again there are 108 Rams written by …

Today I would like you to do two things that you have often put off. Just make that phone call or clean out that closet. meditate or do anything that you have put off. Today is the day that we begin to learn how not to procrastinate. It will be a journey and we will start it together. Exercise, danc…

When you think of Guru and Paramaguru you bring thought waves of love to your heart. When these thoughts reach the heart they become part of prana and this prana stills the mind. These waves also builds a bridge to the different spaces or looks one can reach during meditation. These Thought Waves Of…

To bring yourself to the highest goal of Life God realization, one must possess strength of the mind and soul. The Guru Mother brings you into your own strength. Spiritual strength is greater than physical strength, yet physical strength is so important. This is why your Ma wants you all to move you…

I am so happy to be Home on our Sacred Land. Being at our Kashi Ashram Atlanta, was magical as each person was touched by the hand of the Mother. They were so thirsty and I was thrilled to teach them to drink from the well of the Universal Mother. So many found in themselves what they have searched …

The joy of spiritual creativity comes to you in time of meditation. In other words when you are deeply emerged in your heart, many things that you can do to advance your spirituality comes to you if you listen with your heart. The Spirit that dwells with in you is the basis of all forms of the Mothe…

In a few hours we will be on our way to my daughters Jaya Devi's Kashi Atlanta Ashram. The excitement is mounting and I can not wait to embrace all in my arms. Last night in Darshan I have taken my chelas into the deepest place of the Self. I watched with pride how my chelas were able to absorb the …

So many came last night to my daughters Ashram. Kashi Atlanta was full to the brim. My daughter and my Achariya Durga Das New York took good care of their Mother Guru. So silent and so still. So much melted away Yet as I took them all to God and Goddess, there was such a deep silence. Every heart wa…

By living in community, you will enrich your capacity to receive the blessings of the Universe. The Guru lives for you and brings you into harmony within your self and others. She teaches you of gratitude for what you have. Gratitude allows the flow of grace to fulfill all of your life. If gratitude…

I am getting ready for our Dead Dawn Darshan in a little while and looking forward in deepening my chelas depth of Pranic Shakti that runs through them. And as I do this I am also getting ready to go to my daughters Ashram Kashi Atlanta where I can feel the excitement from Here. The Teaching have go…

The meditation that will open the chakras wide for those who are coming to the Kali Natha Tantric Yoga at the end of this month and prepare you for receiving such powerful ancient Shakti is this. To train your will and discipline of Pranayama begin at the spiritual heart chakra where you breathe in …

The deepest of teachings besides DEAD DAWN DARSHAN is of course when your Ma gets on the floor in the Dattatreya Temple or any place we are all together, and teaches KALI NATHA TANTRIC YOGA to Her chelas. I do not know of a more personal intimate Teaching than this. As I teach, I am sharing this ver…

The following words were spoken by your Ma during Mother Saraswati Puja. Now you all can hear them in your heart. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai Ma’s story from Mother Saraswati Puja 9 -30-11 And so it came to pass that on October 11, 19…

The next time you sit, say over and over I AM THAT WHICH IS THAT. All human beings are made of Light filling the heart with love and compassion. With the acknowledgment of this Light you raise your awareness of the Self. This is a definite message that your body and mind and your worldly life and yo…

When you feel that you have no one to talk to, listen to your intuitive heart and know that the Mother is there when no one else seems to be around. It is not even faith, it is truth when there is silence one can actually feel Her warm breath upon you. She will never betray you. Listen to your heart…

I would like to thank my Yoga Ma and My Ganesha Jaya for taking care of our Ganesha at the entrance of our Sacred Kashi so beautifully. And my own son Baba Hanuman who gave everything to make this magnificent flowing altar to our Home. And my Swami New York Achariya Durga Das who gave us my favorite…

Each of us have Kundalini energy half a sleep waiting to be awoken. The easiest way is to be aware of where you are and what you are doing. As you watch your breath you will find a self awareness that you didn't realize you had. You begin to open and when the heart opens there is always some Kundali…

The Sweetness of the 10 days of the Mother has come to an end for this year. Your letters of the way you experienced the different Pujas touched me so very deeply. Over the many years I have always given and given my chelas everything that I am and to see everything flourish as these 10 days of the …

The last night of Durga Puja brought us all into a space of ecstasy and joy. It was the most fabulous Of Celebrations. I am so proud of my chelas and the way they made Mother Kashi shine like never before. The Mothers danced on the Shiva Moon which was in sight all night. Every temple was inviting a…

Here are More Pictures for my chelas and my daughter Dee and my Ganesha to see. The flames were great and represented all religions. My Tony Cho, my grandson and his soon to be beautiful bride were shinning. And my Mukunda and Chinnamasta were glowing. He is such a gifted man. I love you all so very…

Last night was the Mother Saraswati's Night and what a night it was. Mukunda Styles and His beautiful wife Chinamasta came and I just love them both so very much. He is doing his workshop on the Ashram this weekend and we are all thrilled. Swami Anjani did a magnificent job as head pujari. After all…

Look deep into the flames and notice how strong the Dhuni is. Become part of our Sacred Puja. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The sweetness of Mother Laxmi filled all our hearts last night. You have no idea how much your Mother Guru loves the 10 DAYS OF THE MOTHER. My chelas have the opportunity to taste the different Forms of the Mother. Every night I take them deeper and deeper. Breathe in and out deeply and think of the…

Embraced by the Flames of the Mother, we all enjoyed the Pujas. It touched us all, as Mother Laxmi brought us into the heart of the fire of love. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai. Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.

The Jewish New Years is here. And we are celebrating Maha Laxmi's time tonight. I wish you all to be free from your ego this year. I wish you all happiness and joy in all you do. I wish you all prosperity and joy in your prosperity. I wish you to know in the deepest part of your being how much this …

Morning Pujas and Prayers Sept. 28, 2011 As I make ready for DEAD DAWN DARSHAN I can feel my residents become thrilled that their Ma will be teaching this Sacred Darshan. If you find yourself believing that you must always be right in your decisions, you are arguing against your self. You must know …

Fear arises out of duality. The flames of the dhuni burns all that is other than fire. Fire can not burn itself. It is the Essential Self that can not destroy it self, not even in the process of death. A long as there is the notion that I AM DIFFERENT FROM THE ABSOLUTE SELF THEN THERE IS PAIN. The M…

As you look at the pictures, picture yourselves in the Mother Laxmi's embrace. By looking deep into the photos you are in the essence of Puja. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Nee Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Last night was the first night of Mother Laxmi. Her essence touched all of us. One can breathe Her in this very moment. All the Laxmi Puja cards will be held till the last day on Durga Puja and then put in the fire. It is said that the smoke will rise to Mother Dhumavati and She will present them to…

Here are more pictures for my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I look over our Ganga and love to watch my chelas preparing for the puja celebrations in a little while. It has been magnificent. The depth of Shakti of Mother Kali could be felt. Let the pictures tell the story. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba …

Let the magic begin. Last night was the first night of Durga Puja, it was the Night Of Mother Kali. Cow dust time came upon us with the freshness of Krishna's embrace and we all felt it. Then as the rice was thrown, Kali entered the flames of the Dhuni and Shiva followed, laying down on the wood and…

Focus this moment on your essential nature in the center of the chest and allow the love to radiate out. Feel the warmth in your chest and breathe this love in and out for as long as you want. What does your essential nature tell you. Listen carefully and learn how to love you. In the world of intui…

For the past few days now I have been preparing you all for the beauty of Mother Laxmi Puja. If you remember your lists from last year, you will find that so much has come to pass. You who meditate on the Mother follow an ancient lineage of the Shakti Achariyas that date back beyond the dawn of hist…

Today has been a day of your Ma being so proud, I can hardly speak or write with out shedding tears of joy. MY SHIVA KALI PASSED THE BAR ON THE FIRST TRY. HE DID NOT ONLY PASS, HE GOT SUCH HIGH MARKS. I am so proud of you my baby boy. Tough if you don't like me saying this you are my little boy. I a…

You all hear your intuitive voice speaking at one time or another, now it is time to act upon the words. Place your hands together and acknowledge your spirituality. Place your hands on your heart space and then on your third eye and activate your intuitive intuition. Release the love that loves all…

Last night some of you around the world were able to see your Ma as I gave Global Live Darshan. Some of you couldn't. My chelas are working very hard to make this happen for every one. No matter what, I took every one of you into the Formless and according to your letters you all felt it. I asked yo…

Here is your Ma with Her Twameva. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

We are all born with a spiritual potential that allows us to be in a place of intuitive awareness. One may think that they are stumped in so many circumstance. They just cant get out of a situation and so they pay no attention to their intuition. When you feel this happening bring full mindfulness t…

The darkness of Kashi in the early morn always has a hint of dawn. When you close your eyes you can feel the light of morning before you can see it. Imagine you are in control of your healing prana and breathe into any part of your body that you feel the circulation of prana is not moving well at al…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Sept. 15, 2011 Namaste my chelas all over the world There is a current of prana running through us all. It gets stronger and stronger as you live life in spirituality. In Darshan the Prana gets so strong that it becomes subtle almost as if your are breathing through your …

Wake to a new day, a new start and a new way of looking at your life.Try not to go blindly chasing one desire after another. Do not exhaust yourself thinking on yesterdays thoughts. Search after a quiet mind by watching your breath even as you work this day. Identity yourself with the love of the Mo…

Whisper this night the Mother's Name and She will come to you, and watch over you as you sleep. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

A person can live day to day with spirituality in the heart. This is the true fountain of youth. Spirituality is the way of the yogi. Living on Kashi, you are in the world of spirituality. Liberation is absolutely attainable for any one in any religion. Liberation is the deep desire to share spiritu…

The beauty of Baba's Mahasamadhi is still on every blade of grass every bird that flies over Kashi, the very sky and sun over our Sacred Ashram It seems that all the Pujas in the past 35 years have come together to create this moment of beauty. All the different Ashrams across the country and world …

Last night the beauty of Kashi stunned so many including your Ma. We celebrated our Baba's Mahasamadhi, the highest Samadhi one can take. The ceremony gently moved from day to night with the graciousness of a swan. I love you my chelas and I love how you made every thing so beautiful as I watched fr…

Tomorrow we celebrate the new memorial that will be unveiled this day in New York City. I often think how my Achariya Durga Das New York took us to ground zero where we feed the police and contractors firemen and women and all who were there. The foreman took your Ma around while we both shed tears …

Replace doubt and fear with love and acceptance. Those who doubt others doubt themselves. See yourself in your mind in the midst of all of your accomplishments. You all have authentic power, true Shakti that can be used to better yourselves and others. The light of true Shakti, is in any darkness. O…

To have gratitude you have to except the self which is in the self. You have to understand that deep inside of you is your truth. Then victory is yours. The treasure of understanding begins to bloom. You see the Mother in all directions and somehow you know that She can see you at all times. Do not …

I am Home again and ready to start our year. Coming out of our Hanuman Van the sweet smell of Kashi touches all the senses. The warm breezes whispers I AM HOME, I AM HOME. All of our Sacred Kashi looks fertile and ready to hold us all. The center of Kashi is Her Heart of compassion which is availabl…

Your Guru Mother is on Her Way Home. Just getting ready this early dawn to come to our Beloved Kashi to infuse your life with the Presence of who you all are. Practice surrendering your self to the Mother with in. Simply be aware of your Higher Self deep in your heart. My own Mother Kashi awaits me …

As the sun rolls over and through our Sacred Ganga and the sky waits for light to separate the darkness, a billion cells of joy run through our Kashi. The millions of souls filled with life and filled with death rejoice at the new day. The Ganga stays up all night and chants words of peace and love.…

Try taking deep breaths during you day and night. Saying My Ma Is Coming Home, My Ma Is Coming Home to yourself. I will breathe into your heart and prepare you all for the next year of Baba's Teachings. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

YES I AM COMING HOME IN A FEW DAYS AND I CAN FEEL ALL OF YOUR HEARTS AND CAN NOT WAIT TO WALK OUR SACRED KASHI GROUNDS. Your higher self can see so far beyond than your ego sight can ever see. Ego needs the illusion of enemies to keep alive. When you are dominated by your ego, then you look to domin…

One time there was an old couple that lived in Kashi at the shores of the Ganga and longed for a son for many years. Way beyond child bearing time, the older couple both had a vision of Lord Brahma telling them that they will be loaned a child for 16 years and at that time Lord Yama would come for h…

Early this morning I received news of my Ramesh, Jelly Bean, Kali Jaya Bean and Shiva Bean. I am so happy to put their letter on line. I can not wait to hold them in my arms, all of them, when I first lay my eyes on the littlest bean. How blessed we all are. Take care of them my Baba and bring them …

One of the hardest things to do on your spiritual path is to be a open human being, no matter what has come to you or what ever tension you are under. When the heart is open the crust over our heart begins to break away. And it does leave you vulnerable, yet it also leaves you whole. When you can st…

The ego promotes paranoia. It has you thinking that who ever loves you does not love you and wants something from you. Your Soul Spirit knows better. You have to remind yourself that the Mother made you in perfect harmony. She teaches you to welcome love and not hide from it. We are all decent lovin…

Leaving the physical body behind for a moment, unfurl your physic wings and surrender to the Mother with in. Soar over Kashi and embrace Her grace. Watch the sun bring its warmth to the Mother to receive. The mind staggers to describe the beauty of light upon light. She The Mother extend and extend …

When you can sit my chelas, breathe in a great light through the top of your head into the base of the spine. Hold it at the base of the spine then breathe it out over the top of the head. Breathe in the light again to the center of your chest. Let the breath become natural in and out. See your self…

In satsang you are swimming in reservoirs of collected energies. Your own intuitive nature is being exercised as you live in community. In the circle of life and death when in satsang you have to trust that your vision is important to the circle and you are willing to share honestly what your vision…

Say to your self this morning THOUGHTS ARE NOT FACTS, OVER AND OVER. Do this for about five minutes and notice how you begin to feel a mental balance. Your thoughts can not go round and round when you say these words. They just become mysterious creations of the ego mind. They do not accurately refl…

Practicing awareness we reach deeply into the silence and pierce through seven layers. When your awareness is awakened you live your life in a more deeply way. Years ago, when I came into Darshan and you all stood, and then sat down and then I took you into your awareness. Now I do not have to take …

We all have the power that nature has, yet we cover it with our intellect. We move away from our natural instinct to follow the path of our minds. When we see reality outside of our selves we begin to push our instinct aside. There is a sixth sense inside of us that needs practice to be understood. …

The mind in its natural state is radiant and pure. Instead of feeling bad about your self , know who really lives in your hearts mind. Recognize the different states of pain, these are the negative sides of the Karmic Spaces. Learn to recognize the blessings in your self. You deserve the happiness y…

The Mother Guru will be Home soon as you all know. The excitement can be felt from here. When we get Home is when we start our new year and your Ma is ready to hit the ground running. I can not tell you how much I miss our Sacred Ashram. Our Tony Cho and our Sharada Jaya has brought such fulfillment…

Our Tony Cho is getting married to the most beautiful woman in the world, my Sharada Jaya. So many of you know her and love her. She and my Tony Cho have traveled the world together and love each other very much. The wedding will be held on our Sacred Kashi Ashram on 11/11/11. Of course you are all …

No matter what we do there is the possibility of pain or pleasure. Our hearts can be big enough for this or we can go back and forth with reaction rather than understanding that this is what life is. To understand that you are never alone, reactions don't come so easy and you are left to go on with …

The spiritual path is the secret path of infinity. Once you enter the path, then all of the Universe's secrets are known. You have a unconscious road map on how to proceed. The Guru Mother helps you read your map and watches you shed insecurities as She leads you on. The incentive wisdom begins to c…

Soon I will be coming Home to our Sacred Kashi and my chelas. The beauty of Kashi lingers always in my heart. Living in the now is like living in the moments STILL POINT. Kashi always is and there for it is always our still point. In 1976 I could see my chelas coming Home and living with the Mother …

Your Beloved is always Here in the internal present. We live and we die, we live and we love and we die again. We live and we find composure and peace in our life. We live and we find composer love and peace and we find Samadhi and then we never die, we return by choice. Living in the moment is who …

Your Sacred Self is right beneath your skin, so close that you can feel the Self any moment you are quiet. Meditation brings you into the circle of life and death and into the mystical awareness of both. Alertness and generosity brings you deeper into the circle. With Alertness of generosity one beg…

When one has a direct connection with the self, they become awoken from one natural state of being with the Mother in the moment. Not even trying to understand it just to know it and love being in this state. You bring on an understanding of surrender to live and respond to the moment. Just do what …

Around 1975 or so, I asked my Teacher about my students coming Home to my arms. She said OH DARLING THEY ARE ALL AROUND YOU. I knew there were hundreds more because my Swami Nityananda and my Guruji Baba Neem Karoli had told me so. Ask at Saint Johns ( where Hilda first taught and I was able to get …

Love is a tremendous power that dissolves everything that is in its way if the human being is willing. Love comes from a different dimension than every day life. It opens the the heart. The heart has to be open because it is limited. When the Soul is crying for its Beloved it is the primal sound of …

Each of us has a primal depth that one has to find. From a mystical point of view Jung says with out a problem there is no growth. The moment you have consciousness is the moment you find your individual identity. The problem that comes to us is the way to come Home and still live upon earth. The na…

When you begin your sitting, watch the out breath and just let the in breath come as it will. Do this breathing and let the out breath take you out into the universe. Feel the sensations and the movement of the breath. Let anything that arises be touched with your Mother Guru's hand. After about fiv…

There are times in my chelas lives that because of a traumatic experience, they can not feel what else is going on in their lives. They are consumed in the traumatic experience. Yet no matter what it is the Mother's Breath can be felt in just one second on calling Her Name. Instead of being disassoc…

To live life fully, one needs to face the negativity in their life and then let go. There is the fear that you will not be able to handle negativity or past pain. Yet if you know anything of the Dark Mother Kali you do know that she is with in you to help you drop your fears one by one, bone by bone…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world? What is it that you most want? What is it that you most need? Can you understand how much you have? Can you meditate on the love that surrounds you at any time of the day and night? Are you rejecting those that can bring you love? Your …

It is through the community of Kashi that we truly live out our sense of belonging. When one lives on our Kashi with the Guru Mother, there is always a way to tap into your purest of hearts. When the Buddha spent years of searching he finally sat under the Bodhi tree and went through all of the 10 t…

As the years come and go and my chelas grow closer and closer to the Mother Guru, it astounds me to understand that the greatest lessons that I have ever received were under the board walk with those four beautiful people that had such a big part of my life. Big Henry Old Hudson Chicky and Chews. To…

Thank you for all the letters about the Darshan Line. I am trying to keep my word as I do every year about writing the Darshan Line ever single day that I am away. Every day I write Om Ganesha Morning Pujas and Prayers From Our Sacred Kashi Ashram, and every day I have to erase it and put in from Si…

Do not judge your meditation by saying: this is a bad meditation, or my mind is running wild. There is no such thing as a poor meditation. You get something from every time you sit. Even by knowing that you are thinking the whole time, this is a glowing awareness of what you are doing. There is such…

Guilt is not rewarding in any way shape or form. There is only high energy and low energy. Guilt is low energy, the lowest of energy. The past is the past and can not be changed by bringing it into the moment. The way you are perceived is mostly some one else's judgment. Let people think what they l…

Today I do Pujas for all Mothers all over the world who lost a child much too soon in life. Remember the beauty and the joy we all had in our children. Remember the sweetness and let go of anything that would shade the light of the past. As I light candles for my son, I am so grateful for the time I…

You have within you a legendary power that is called KUNDALINI. She takes you on the most intimate internal journey. The Guru guides you through this journey always watching and sharing that which Her Guru shared with Her. Every one who has the desire to make a difference in the world must start out…

On July 31, 1973 or 74 Our Baba Neem Karoli appeared to me in my house in Brooklyn. My Swami Nityananda had told me that my Guru was yet to come when I asked Him if He was my Guru. And then it all started, The Christ had appeared to your Ma before this and I loved Him dearly. Our Mother of Guadalupe…

There are two or three doors one can choose to walk through at any moment. When you have any of the Karmic Spaces calling you like jealousy pride anger or such, you can choose to walk through another door and into the light of no boundaries. There is always another door or another response to any of…

Through out India you will find statues of the Gods and Goddess gesturing with all four hands different mudras. I have had the great honor to be taught mudras from our Baba and our Swami. It took me 39 years to perfect mudras that change the atmosphere in the Dattatreya Temple or any where I teach. …

Take time this day to see what words or mantra soothes you and keeps you in your heart. You hear the words surrender so much on the spiritual path, yet what does it really mean to you? Surrender means different things to different folks. Once you know that the Guru lives deep inside of you close to …

Use your power of visualization to realize what you want in life. Stop pursuing what you do not want. Reach out to others with love. Accept others for what and who they are. Sending away judgment and replace it with love. Ask your own spirit for help. Your spiritual willingness to hear your soul, yo…

Meditation brings to my chelas a chance to LIVE life, a conscious life and to live fully the destiny of your Soul. When you are able to listen to your Soul you are to speak from your heart with less fear. You begin to forgive yourself and others for the past and you are able to look toward the futur…

I look over the ocean deep into the waves and all I can think of is our Ganga. For 35 years I have always looked over our Ganga while doing Pujas and Painting. As you walk around your Ganga give thanks for our way of life and our beautiful Ashram that fulfills us all. In speaking to our Swami Achari…

I can hardly breathe with the missing of my Ashram and my chelas already. You can not even begin to know how much I love you. Please take care of my Ashram, your Ashram, Baba's Ashram, Swami's Ashram. My chelas, love where you live and you know you already live where you love. I love you all so very…

I am asking you all to take care of my Ashram, my Soul and my Life. The Home Of Our Neem Karoli Baba, my Guruji and your Sat Guru. The Ashram is the cosmic mind of the One. She lifts the veils of ignorance and brings the Light of Kashi into Being. She brings you Self realization, and love. Please ne…

As I get ready for my working retreat, I want you all to know that I will continue to write our Sacred Darshan Line every day. I need to do it as much as you need to read it. Today I want to speak of your fears. I will be working with all of you and what you are afraid of. So many of my chelas are r…

Yesterday I spent a few hours at BY THE RIVER. The dream I dreamt over 35 years and saw it come true. To see so many people be able to live in their golden years being productive is a joy to my heart. I thanked them for living in our By The River. They bring me so much joy. How do I thank my chelas …

The Essence of Guru Purnama is still spinning all over the world. I have never been so proud of my chelas. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.

I had thought that I put my beautiful baby girls picture on the line. Mommy and Daddy I need more pictures of our three beautiful children. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Guru Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba KI Jai

I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Baba Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

So many came from all over the world. So many Blessings for me and my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I do not even know where to begin about Guru Purnama. Talk about blessings of the Mother Kali. She was in all of us every moment of the celebration. All of your Beloveds seemed to bless us all. There never has been a celebration like this was. It lasted for hours and the singing was brilliant and be…

As you came up to your Ma, you and your Guru Mother were the only two people on earth at this time. My love swam through you all. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The Great Goddess Kali Mother can bring you such strength of mind heart and soul. She will enhance your qualities of Spirituality if you ask Her. She lives and breathes to serve Her chelas. She will help you create a path to your heart through love and service. Just call on the Mother Kali and She w…

The entire Shakti of the Mother's Vibrations begin to permeate my chelas Being, as I take them deeper and deeper. Creating a sacred place to sit and meditate allows the many forms of the Tantric Mother to enter the heart of the Seeker. Her piercing gaze is always watching and guiding. Murties and pa…

AND IT BEGINS. Our Gurupurnama Intensive began last night. And the love was just beyond words. I love this time of year. All who come Here wait all year for the thrill to be at the Guru Mother's Feet for Gurupurnama. And the Mother is equally thrilled to touch each chela individually. Tantra weaves …

This mantra will help you understand the depth of this Gurupurnama Intensive. OM NAMAH KALIKE Know that this mantra is extremely strong and will help you absorb the Teachings that your Ma will be giving you. It will help you to destroy resistance to change KALIKE IS THE BLACK MOTHER OF THE SMASHAN, …

For the past few days I have doing Pujas for our Harvard Annapurna and her family. Her young cousin, her beautiful cousin has been brutally murdered by her boy friend. My whole being goes out to Her Mom and Dad and family and of course my Annapurna and my Agni Das. My heart breaks for any Mom or Dad…

As so many of you are heading Home for the main intensive of the year and Gurupurnama, I give you this mantra to make you ready for all you will be receiving as you sit before the Sat Guru and Guru. It is at this time that you come eye to eye with the one who loves you forever and unconditionally. A…

This week my Grandson Jai came to be with his Grandma. He came with his beautiful girl friend Stephanie whom I love. Every one greeted this wonderful young man whom they all knew since birth with such love. I was so proud of him. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Nee…

Last night was the 200 hour Kali Natha Tantric Yoga graduation. There is no more intimate teaching than when your Ma teaches Her chelas this Sacred Yoga. This group called themselves Ma's 11 Nagas in the Lotus. I love it. Teaching them this morning the ICE LOTUS which isn't finished yet, I could see…

Listen to your own mantra for a few minutes. Listen to the Name of God Or Goddess. If you do not have a mantra then just say Om Namah Shiva over and over. Om Namah any of the Gods or Goddesses. Listen to the sounds in your mind. Bring the chant that you say to your self to the left side of your temp…

Gurupurnama is almost upon us once again. I too celebrate the living Guru who is my Baba, JUST BECAUSE HE IS. I too worship the Mother, just because he showed me how. I too love my chelas beyond comprehension. He showed me how and the love poured out of me all these many years. And we all come toget…

As you go forward in your meditation you may observe that you are going deeper and deeper. After a while you may notice that you have an absence of thought. It is a sigh that your ego has temporarily died. You will notice when it comes back and that is when you say to yourself THINKING. When you can…

No one gets away with anything. Every one has to live with their deeds all of their life and death. True judgment is up to the Universe. My Prayers go out to the Little Baby Girl Caylee who is not with us any more in flesh. Yet Her spirit is always with us always. We must all keep fighting for justi…

If you begin to utilize the favorable circumstances in your life by being grateful for your good health, your spiritual path, the beauty of your Kashi Ashram and the way your Guru Mother loves and takes care of you, you begin to think positive ways. You most likely will receive an appreciation of se…

When a thought of anger pride jealousy fear or worry creeps in, just start saying my MA LOVES ME OVER AND OVER pushing out the negative thought. The way to fight darkness is the thought of light. Affirm the good and the bad will vanish. You are the captain of your own ship named destiny. Take advant…

We heard from my Colombian John that his beautiful wife Yomaira gave birth to a baby girl 10 lbs 8 oz. I am beyond thrilled and can not wait to get pictures and to hold my little baby girl in my arms. How wonderful is this. Congradulations my children. I love you so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki…

Soon there will be the most important time to be at an intensive Here on our Kashi Ashram It is the Guru Purnama Intensive. I will be teaching about the depths of samadhi in life itself and I will be taking you into that same depth. And then of course Guru Purnama which there will be my chelas from …

When your thought is in harmony with your creative Infinite Mind you are starting to become ONE with all. You can not choose who you are One with, you are part of the Mother Nature's cycle. Your heart opens wide as the next thought flows in. You can choose to receive it or not receive it. Saying you…

Mantras are combination of special words, at times they are given by the Guru to the chela. They are imprints on the Universal Flow of pulsations. They were uttered since the beginning of time. They etch out a path for us all to follow into the Formless. They transform the negative mind into the pos…

All Shakti comes from the Mother within. All the Energy that anybody can possibly use is within the deepest part of our Being waiting to be brought onto the surface of our life. This happens when we first recognize it as spiritual energy and our lives are divine. Soon we work the Shakti into our con…

You have the power to not accept any negative thoughts once you can tell yourself that the thought is negative. Speak to the Divine Mother as much as you can during your day and night and She will become the delight of your mind and heart. She is already the essence of your heart and the Soul of you…

The letters you have been sending me over the years saying that Sat.Night Live is like a Kashi Kids Album. Over the years you can see how the kids have grown. Now you see my babies babies babies. My Handsome Grandson Tony Cho and His beautiful Sharada Jaya are always wonderful to have Home. What a t…

I always try to teach you to reach for the stars and see your dreams come true. Now a dream of your Ma has finally come true in New York. SAME SEX MARRIAGE IS LEGAL. All those years of fighting for what is rightfully every human beings right has come true in New York. All those years of your Ma doin…

One of the most essential point of Kali Natha Tantric Yoga is to keep the back as straight as you can with out being stiff. Relax your shoulders and Mother Kundalini will rise gently under the instructions of the Guru Mother. This inner energy or pranic shakti will flow through all your spine and to…

There are times when the Guru Mother needs the words of chelas. These words about my Marpa truly touched me and reminded me that Guru and chela are the same. I am chela too and I hope that my words reach my Baba's heart as Sita's reached mine. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at Hi…

Riding the Kali Kart all over the Sacred Kashi Ashram with the kids and my Shiva Kali who I many years ago held on my lap as I do the babies, I was in total bliss. We went to feed the MOO'S only Surya Jaya decided to eat the bread herself instead of feeding the MOO'S The lady cows were beating on th…

Here are more pictures with the MOO"S and the kids. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

This is the longest day of the year. The day of SUMMER SOLSTICE. Some say it is the day of finding love in the deep recess of the heart. On this first day of summer, renew your love of spirituality. The Mother Laxmi sings in the wilderness of your heart. The Ganga flows like molten gold Kashi looks …

This has been a wonderful week of Teaching and Learning The Residential Kali Natha Tantric Yoga has brought so many into ecstasy. Many tools were given and used. My Teachers were wonderful. It was a pleasure to teach our fabulous Teachers who took this intensive. This ancient yoga is being taken all…

Kali Natha Tantric Yoga brings such blessings of mind body and soul. The Intensives are so intimate and real and Karma seems to disappear in front of your eyes and body. Each movement is a prayer. Each asana is a worship. I love you chelas Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai. Jai Laxmi Ki Jai. Always at the …

Morning Pujas and Prayer. The beauty of being Guru is to see all my children grow into beautiful young adults that represents our way of life so well. And then they had children and their children had children and your Guru goes into divine bless to be given the opportunity to see so many return Hom…

There is no reason that one has to constantly want to go deeper and deeper into the past. By living in the moment one can know the past and be ready for it to reenact it self over and over. To keep digging and digging is no help in knowing one's Self. To be totally aware of the moment is to understa…

I wish for my chelas the sweet silence of the Soul. Surging with love for the Beloved, even the stars are still when the Soul rises toward Home. Lulled by love the Universe bows before each and every Soul. Life is lit and love becomes a bright flame which seeps into our every day life. The luminous …

Morning Pujas and Prayers From Our Sacred Kashi Ashram As I prepare my chelas for DEAD DAWN DARSHAN this morning, I must thank all my first line teachers for doing such a great job in taking care of those who are Here. Watching from across the Ganga, i saw the small groups talking so excitedly about…

Thoughts come to you from the ego's bubbling brook of chaos. They confuse you in the early morning hours when you begin to start your day. Yet if you have a deliberate thought placed by your heart truth, then it will not take you long to figure out what the ego is trying to accomplish. Beyond your b…

We just returned from the Egoscue Clinic with Shawn and Jess. I can not believe the progress I am making with a condition that all doctors across the country gave up on and were willing to put me in a wheel chair. I am so grateful for this method and what it is doing for so many of my chelas that go…

Evening Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Last night was Global Live and Sat night Live. The Shakti seemed to travel through the sky and touch each of my chelas in all my Ashrams. The Silence was deep and filled with the Mother. It is She that dispels the darkness of the heart a…

The waves of life always roll on. They never stop. The Guru teaches how to swim in the waves of time and get every thing out of the moment. The moment is now. The waves are hitting the shore now. No one can stop them. This is the cosmic law of life and death. The waves of the Mother's Ocean is like …

To understand the Essence of the Divine Mother is total freedom. One starts to feel the vibrations of the Universe when the Form of the Mother turns to reality in their hearts. Nourished by the touch of kindness one feels kindness for every one. The Mother's love is like the strength of steel. The c…

It can frighten you when you first begin to change. So many fear internal changes. Yet if you breathe deeply and feel the stillness you will feel that the changes is further away from your ego thoughts. While you are getting use to this new place in your being you are being transformed. Transformed …

To the ego mind time is essential. When time is taken out and removed the mind stops unless you choose to use it. The breath is the warrior of the Soul. To have an endless preoccupation with past thoughts takes you out of the moment. Nothing truly exists outside the moment and yet every thing exists…

I have been spending time with my first born Denise and my son in law Ganesha. They are so taken care of on our Mother Ashram by my chelas, I want to thank you all so very much. Dee and her friends and husband feel welcome by all of you always. So many have watched her grow into a beautiful young mo…

My chelas there is nothing inconceivable when one is in God. In other words what ever you need in life you can ask the Mother Kali to provide it for you and if it is that which you need She will create a way for you to have it. There is always an empty space of spaces with in your being that the Mot…

Often I can't help but think how wonderful this Darshan Line is for my chelas and my self. I can feel you all growing from the Darshan Line alone. And when you bring in Darshan and living in Kashi, you have enough tools to bring you into Bliss of the Mother. The five hundred hour Kali Natha Tantric …

Breathe my chela, and have freedom from unhappiness. The ego has you think that unhappiness is a part of life. In a way this is truth,yet you do not have to be a fan of it. There is so many different ways of bringing your whole being into a place of being joyful and that happens when you are serving…

I am more then thrilled that the five hundred hour Kali Natha Tantric Yoga training will continue this weekend in our Atlanta Kashi Ashram. My Swami Jaya Devi's Ashram is so close to my heart as my Swami Daughter is. They all will be swimming in the grace of the 10 Mahavidyas which I have taught my …

There is not a moment in life or death that I do not love my chelas. I bow to our Baba for all of our lives and the power to take care of all of our dead. Love Ma Jai Baba Jai Nityananda Swami, Jai all the Mother's and of course Jai Shiva Yama Always at the Feet of our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

We are all still swimming in the after glow of this magical weekend. My Sita Jaya's beautiful poem reflects the beauty and truth of it all. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai Namaste Ma, *Walk the Earth* A day li…

The knower of the Self can attain Liberation in one life time. As one sits at the Feet of the Guru and Paramaguru the mind starts to rest and the heart takes over. In this state of spiritual illumination the Paramaguru and the Guru opens the heart so wide that it can never close again. The Yogi sees…

More pictures of the Sanyasan Ceremony. We are all still floating in the Essence Of This Weekend. It is a weekend that we all will remember. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here the Mother Guru is performing the Ancient Ceremony of feeding the Sanyasan. Congratulations my Sanyasan Swami Mata Giri Jaya. I am so very proud of you and all my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai P.S. I want to take this moment to once again t…

More pictures for you to see the joy in the weekend. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

WHAT A WEEKEND! So many of my chelas made their way Home to our Sacred Ashram We celebrated our Swami Mata Giri Jaya taking Sanyas. It was the most potent fire puja and the making of a Swami we ever had. Every one was so thrilled for her. My chelas came from all over the world. The babies and childr…

Here is my Mata Giri becoming a Sanyasan. What a proud moment for your Ma Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

AND I GIVE YOU MY SANYASAN SWAMI MATA GIRI JAYA Here your Ma is giving our Swami Her Swami Name and Mantra. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

My Mata Giri waited over 35 years for this moment. My Sanyasan were all so proud of her and many of my chelas shed tears of happiness. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

More for my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Last nights birthday celebration was beyond any thing I have ever thought it could be I laughed , and I cried out with joy. Tears came as my Betty Davis sang a song so potent and real. AND THEY BROUGHT BACK DEAD BOY ED my chelas band from years ago. My Christos sang just like the handsome young man …

Here is just a taste of our Betty Davis. More later. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The Ashram looks beautiful in the late afternoon sun. The Dancing Shadow Gods glow with the wonder of Kashi. Gracious City. Holy Womb. Sacred Kashi. Baba's Home. Baba's Home. Ganga flows through hearts and Souls. Never ending always blessings. Gracious City, Holy Womb. Sacred Kashi. Baba's Home. Bab…

Hundreds and hundreds letters came pouring in wishing your Mother Guru a happy birthday yesterday and your Ma read them all, every one of them. I spent the day in meditation and reading all the congratulations. I cried and I laughed and was made very proud as you all wrote from all over the world. I…

The excitement is building as we get closer and closer to the celebration. Last night I began taking my chelas into a deep space that welcomes them Home to my arms. The greatest lesson I can give you all is of course is Love and then just as important Gratitude, thankfulness for all your blessings b…

And they are coming Home from all over this Earth. My chelas are coming together to celebrate their Guru's Mother Birthday. 71 years old and teaching for forty years and still loving it. My Baba was right when He told me about the love between chela and Guru and Guru and chela. There is nothing like…

KALI NATHA TANTRIC YOGA has brought so many yogis and yoginis for our 500 HOUR AND 200 HOUR INTENSIVES I teach it in the most intimate attention thus allowing me to focus on each student. In the past it has been rare that I teach small classes yet this is the way my Swami and my Baba taught me. This…

one so deep. It seems as the days go on, my chelas are expecting more and more of themselves which is good as I am taking them into the Formless deeper every Darshan. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of My Guruji Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are my babies. They bring me so much joy. My Janaka and his 6 month old baby brother Prana. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba KI Jai

The Mother Guru is always taking you into your full potential in Darshan and other times. The Universe wants to give more wealth more Shakti more health, you only have to ask with conviction. With the help of Mother Laxmi, personal development is always right there. Cosmic Intelligence brings self e…

If you do not speak from the heart you will not be able to hear from the heart. One who does not hear from the heart can not live a full and joyous life. Do not have a dry heart, my chelas be full and juicy. Read your Shakti Thoughts and live in the arms of the Mother always speaking from the heart.…

Evening Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Take this time to speak to your Soul with the understanding that knowing your Soul is listening can bring calm and joy to your heart. As you begin to fall asleep, ask Mother Laxmi to be with you and then know that She will be watching ov…

Today is like Christmas for me. My Baba Hanuman is making all our dreams come true by building us a fountain as you come onto our Sacred Grounds. Our Achariya Swami New York Durga Das gave us the most beautiful Ganesha and our Baba Hanuman has made magic in just a few days. This is his Birthday Pres…

Your natural state is a state of God Intoxication Bliss. Yet you must understand this state, for with it you have to live your life. The deliberate thought of fullness of the Universe can give you the ability to live fully in your every day living. Entering your breath by being aware of your breath,…

Last night at GLOBAL LIVE DARSHAN, I could not hear you, so you would be able to hear the Guru Mother. So I gave you the Shakti Flow I would usually give to you plus the Shakti of the Global Darshan. So go with the Flow of the Mother because you certainly got a lot. In other words, I didn't know you…

While watching or counting your breath escort your self into your inner sanctuary. You have the power to allow your soul to come to a deep peace. Ask of the Universe to shown you areas in your life where boundaries still exist. Old judgments and prejudices will make them selves known. You will under…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world One of the greatest obstacles to experiencing the full bliss and joy of life is simply that there is not enough gratitude. Gratitude comes from reflection on all of our blessings. Meditating helps to remind us of our deeper connected s…

The Infinite Gift Of Mother Laxsmi will always have the capacity to bring to you what ever you ask Her to. I hear my chelas prayers to the Mother to guide them Home to their Blissful Divine Self. If that longing is strong enough for Mother Laxmi to hear then one can expect to receive Her Gifts. Any …

Because of my Swami Jaya Devi, my Swami Dhumavati and my Sati Mayee I went to EGOSCUE 16 weeks ago. Unable to walk more than three steps, your Ma walked in to their center in Palm Beach with the help of my Swami Rudra Das, and from the second they met me, they have been taken care of your Ma every w…

The Formless does not take you into deep Samadhi until you can enter it on your own consciously. The Guru Mother lights the path to the Formless and has taken you into this magnificent space of peace love and joy many times. A space with out space, a time with out time. Just nectar, pure nectar of N…

I want to wish you all a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. Thank you for your many many well wishes on this day. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Every time I am asked for a meditation I always say one should get in touch with their inner being or inner body. Focus on your breathing. Breathe in for 7 seconds and then hold the breath for 7 seconds then let out the breath for 7 second and hold out for 7 seconds and then start again. If you can …

Happy Birthday my Sushie Pie. I love you. Hurry Home. Love Ma and Baba and Swami. Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Having access to the Mother Vibration is truly liberating. She frees you from the bondage of worldly desires. The Universal Source of all things is the Mother. Beyond Her is the Formless and She is in the Formless Essence there as well as Here. It is Her realm of all stillness and beauty and of joy …

To use your life as an expression of Divine Love is more of a blessing then you could ever be aware of. The language of love is translated through actions. When in love with the Mother one acts as if the Mother is with them during all their actions. I live with my Baba always with me, the same as I …

As most of you know I am with out my Shody for a few more days. I AM ALIVE but I miss my Shody. She is so annoying but I miss Her, go figure. Reality certainly can bring power to your life, the same as truth. The danger in reality is that it can free you of so many illusions and and there are those …

Human consciousness is always aligned with the vibrations of creation. Knowing this we can influence our own vibrations by deliberate thoughts. We can participate directly with the Universe when we have harmony with the world we live in. We can reach the deeper purposes of our lives by being aware o…

10 years ago with my Achariya Durga Das. Achariya Fla. Durga Das and Achariya Rudra Das and of course my Shody, and many chelas we went to GROUND ZERO in New York City. So many first responders took care of us and we of course fed them and heard their heart wrenching stories. None of those Fire figh…

Our Souls and bodies are fed in many ways. Kali Natha Yoga is the Divine Food of both body and Soul. As you do your Yoga think of all that you have and concentrate on every moment and movement as a gift from the Gods, Mother Kali and the first Nathas. Always be in you heart and watch your heart open…

My chelas when you begin to perceive that the essence of the universe is with in you, you begin to be quiet to feel the Shakti with in. Thoughts that are positive brings vitality and thoughts that are negative brings you a tiredness. When you fail to recognize the world with in you begin to exclude …

When you can feel that you are on the Journey Home, their is happiness in your heart. A deep inner sense of your Being comes to the surface of your life. Male or female you all have the Shakti of the Mothers flowing through you. When you quiet your self even a little, you can actually feel the flowi…

The door of gratitude is low and one must be humble to truly know of gratitude. Pride is one of the chains that ties you to anger. It does not allow you to be humble. When you are grateful you can hear and see so much more in your life and you learn to appreciate more. The world pulsates with rhythm…

Walking around our Sacred Kashi this morning as every morning that I walk, I am taken back from the beauty of this holy land. I yelled for my Sita or Vajra or Jewel Lotus to come out, but I guess they couldn't hear. I wanted to see Vajra's famous pool table that the whole satsang is talking about. W…

The Shakti to create depends entirely upon your spiritual awareness. There are three steps one can use for manifestation of their dreams. Belief in your own spirituality, visualization of what it is you want ( remember nothing is too big or too small for the Universe) and then the materialization of…

Our babies had a great time. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi KI Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Hanuman Jayanti was such a special time for all of us. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Kali Ki Jai

Repetition of a mantra as you go to sleep brings the world of the Gods and Goddesses to you as you rest. The repetition of your Beloved at any time can bring your heart so much peace. One begins to realize that you are your Divine Self whether you are awake or asleep. You sleep most profoundly when …

Yesterday Easter Sunday was like a beautiful dream. Hanuman Jayanti and Easter Sunday coming so close together brought a beautiful essence to our Sacred Ashram I will start to send you pictures so we can all share it together. Here is Bubbie loving Her great grandchild. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Ja…

Once again it is Hanuman Jayanti, the birthday of Lord Hanumanji. Lord Hanuman is a reincarnation of Lord Shiva and was born to serve. It is He whom I turn to when it comes to teaching how to teach my chelas to serve others unconditionally. He is the most humble and most respected of the Gods. One o…

Forgetting The Divine Self, you are lost in the ego mind. You are lost into the process of becoming. The seeker gets tied up with becoming something all the time, you want to be this or you want to be that. You do not see what the Mother Guru can see. The beauty that hides deep in the center of your…

Prana is the subtlest form of energy. As the universal store house of energy it underlies all other energies. Prana is the manifestation of the Supreme Spirit as the sustainer of life and death and all forces in the world. Without prana there would be no life on earth. This is the meaning of prana i…

Every time you wish for something that you can not have and you grieve for it, you are opening yourself to pain that you need not have in your life. If anger, and hatred and revenge in the world would be taken away there would be no wars. This day do not burden yourself with thoughts of greed or rev…

The ego practices on the flesh to see what vibration can be used to take one out of the moment. When the lower mind reacts to the ego by paying attention to thoughts then the thought process is used to pull one away from the Higher Self and brings one into a low vibration. The whole of the Universe …

You have amazing Shakti with in that has not yet been tapped. What ever you want or need you can have. How ever what you want consciously is obstructed by your ego. The ego will confuse your Higher mind and not allow your wishes or dreams can come true. You need to have faith in your own being. Fait…

I am so grateful to my Achariya Rudra Das for taking thousands of pictures over the years where my chelas can witness my babies growing so strong and beautiful. My little baby boy was put in my arms and I was excited and thrilled. Such a big boy and didn't cry with his Ma. Mommy and Daddy were so in…

Each moment has been filled with a mystical prana that I have been teaching my chelas about. Taking them beyond the breath is bringing them to the silence that they never felt before. This brings a better use of each second of ones life. Even as you read these words, the very air you breathe becomes…

Beyond all religions and philosophies, Beyond all Yogic disciplines THAT WHICH IS THAT, ARE THE MOST PERFECT OF ALL WORDS. She who is the giver of all life is the Mother of all. She instills in the Soul a vision of the blissful realms of the Self. She is the compassionate Mother who teaches by your …

When the Guru loves you so deeply, your heart must open, this is Universal Law. No matter how long it may take I promise you your hearts will open and love will flow through you. This takes faith and yet it happens as soon as you acknowledge that you are the Mother's child. Your whole Being changes …

This weekend I taught everyone to get to know their Souls in the silence of meditation. The knowledge of knowing the Atman ( the universal Soul ) is to be attained in the moment and not wait for after death. If you can get to know The Self you will be able to reach your true goal in life. Liberation…

Here are more pictures for my chelas. I love you all Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai P.S My Dee just likes to keep track of Her Mama and so she gets the pictures also.

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world We are Home on our Sacred Kashi. Every thing about our Mother is wonderful. It is good to be Home. Our Atlanta Kashi Ashram was absolutely beautiful. I was proud to be there. I taught constantly THE INTENSIVE AND THE FIVE HUNDRED HOUR …

So many of our babies came up for a blessing. They are so cute and they love their Guru and I love them. I think I am the happiest when I hug the children. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I have taken Kashi Atlanta deeper than ever before. My daughter Jaya Devi Swami has done a wonderful job with her students and my chelas. The depth in which I took them was deep into the Emptiness of the Formless. To be able to feel God or Goddess or Spirit on every breath is to not feel negativity.…

We are walking out of the door this very second. I will take the Essence of our Mother Ashram with me. Please take care of our Sacred Land. I miss it already. I love you all Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

And just now my Sita wrote this to me. I love it I love Her so very much Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai *Gratitude * *Namaste Ma * In Kashi where the soil is moist with gratitude I laid my head upon my Mother’s lap and shed an ancient tear so long had this now spoken yearning clutched at my heart My thr…

When the yogi realizes the real nature of the self he becomes untouched by worldly desires. Knowing one's Self does not mean that one must give up things of the world, indeed it is the opposite, WHAT EVER YOU ASK FROM THE UNIVERSE IT IS GIVEN. You just have to be open to it. You just lose the attach…

When one reaches out to the Mother Kashi in their hearts flowers smile and birds sing and one notices the stars. Kashi Paths are Paths of bliss that runs through any pain that you bring to Her. When you feel stumbling blocks on your path turn to the strength of Mother Kali. She will eat that which c…

Over twenty years ago my Amritha gave me a present of the cutest little puppy in the world. I named this frisky little boy Jivan. He was my constant companion for over twenty years. A few years ago he lost his sight and his hearing and still brought so many so much joy. This past year so many of my …

I sit this early morning going over last night at Darshan. The Essence of Shakti comes so fast and takes one so deep now. All that can break the fetters that enchain your soul should by practiced and welcomed. Let the ego perish in its own funeral pyres. In this way you enjoy life to its fullness. L…

Today is April Fools Day but you can still all cheat. Be good and do not go over board ( like your Ma) My Twameva be good! My Swami Jaya Devi be good! I just started with M and M's with pretzels inside of them Oh My God. Do as I say and not as I do. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma K…

Make the most of every moment. Take the golden opportunity to discover and encourage all that is best in your personality and your spiritual heart. This is laying the foundation for a truly successful and meaningful life at the Feet Of Mother Kashi and all Her beauty. The Guru reaches out to you wit…

This night bring the image of Mother Laxmi to your mind. Say over and over Om Shri Maha Laxmi Ki Jai Step into the arms of the Mother and then say as you drift off, Ram Ram Ram almost like a whisper and drift off in the Light of the Mother. I love you all so very much. Love Ma and Baba Jai Kali Ma K…

All though you can make your own time to pray, you can be lying down, walking or doing any action it is also good to set a time each day to sit in meditation. Try sitting down at a quiet time of day or night and just be a witness to your own breath. Early in the morning when you first awaken or befo…

My babies are the heart of the Ashram. They always have been and always will be. They bring their Ma such joy and happiness. Our first babies have babies of their own. And all our kids are so close to each other and their Ma and their Beloved Ashram. Thank you my Baba for our beautiful kids. Every o…

Sit quietly and visualize golden clouds of the Mother's Shakti entering into your third eye. This is the mystic center between the eyebrows. Feel that your brain and your nervous system are receiving the gentle rain of the Mother's refreshing energy . Feel the waves of bliss and joy sweep over your …

Last night my brand new beautiful baby girl was placed in my arms. She is only four days old and mommy Mirabai Jaya and Daddy Naryan Jaya were beaming with pride and happiness. I named my new little angel from heaven GOPIE JAYA. A beautiful name for a beautiful baby. The whole family is blessed by M…

As the mist rises over our Ganga this morning, and the Murties come into view, I think of all of you, (yes i mean all of you ) how clearly you come into my mind and heart. As you rise out of your ego mist you become clearer and clearer to yourself and your devotion to the Mother. It is as simple as …

This night when you sit, look at your Laxmi Painting and breathe in and out of your third eye. Then take five deep breathes looking into Mother Laxmi's third eye and then breathe from Her third eye into your heart. Then just sit as long as you want keeping your eyes open until you truly want to clos…

All of you have unlimited shakti within you and it is your part in your life to find it and use it for the good. Your Mother Guru's part is to lead you to your own power and show you how to use it to bring you closer and closer to the Universal Mother. There is just one kind of energy in this life. …

Kali Natha Tantric Yoga helps clear the mind from within and connect the Soul with deep movements of body with total awareness. This yoga is a root yoga and you move from a place of wisdom. As you practice Kali Natha Tantric Yoga you experience positive effects almost immediately. As you continue wi…

Something went wrong with my computer and so I am sending you more pictures of our Swami's Birthday. Every one loved it and the Essence is still with us all. I send it through the Darshan Line to all of you. The love is intense and strong. Just breathe in deeply and out deeply and feel the connectio…

We all welcomed our Swami Uma Home. She is Home to stay. Welcome Home my Swami. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Celebrating our Swami Nityananda's Birthday in front of His Temple was such a wonderful honor for all of us. Telling stories of Swami to all the young children was so sweet. My chelas loved hearing how Swami prepared His Ma for Her Guru to arrive. I will never forget those lessons He taught me and h…

It is said OUR LIFE IS WHAT OUR THOUGHTS MAKE IT. To pursue your life as a fully vital human being you must understand that you are not your thoughts nor are you your past. Are you truly following your heart or are you following the way of your negative thoughts sent to you by the ego. It is valuabl…

Take this night and make a list of all that you are grateful for. Start tonight and add one thing every day even if you say I am grateful for my breath. This will bring more awareness in your life and it will make it easier for your Ma to take you deeper and deeper. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai La…

You must make a positive effort to curb the Shakti that is normally drawn downward and bring it up toward your head. All that I have been teaching you leads to this. Yet I know how easy it is to forget as one gets caught up in daily activities. The ancient yogic techniques that I have been teaching …

A Great Big Happy Saint Paddy's Day to all of you and especially to my lucky four leaf clover MY MATA RAM, MY WILD IRISH ROSE. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Teaching Dead Dawn Darshan is one of my favorite things to do. Taking my chelas so deep and trusting them with such an advanced teaching allows them to grow into their Divine Selves at a quicker pace. In the stillness of the heart the Soul melts into the shining space of Harmony. When the Soul is at…

Here is the pictures of our Mukti Devi's beautiful baby boy. He is so gorgeous. What a gift from the Universe for us all. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Let me remind you to be grateful this night for all you have in your life. You have the Living Guru who loves you all so much. Your whole life is ahead of you, start right this second to live it. Live in the moment and understand that what ever you want you have the power to ask the Universe and the…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Kashi has filled my heart with the nectar of love. Her joy courses through my veins and my soul is nourished by Kashi's Being. With the feathery garment of joy She soars into the heavens and back to Her Land. She is the truth of life and the beauty of death. Her Ganga flows…

To look up at Kashi's Sky is to see the evening about to come upon our Sacred Ashram Each moment is a different picture from my Ganga Porch. Each moment is a wonderful blessing. Last night in Darshan the Silence of the Formless brought a magical essence to our Dattatreya Temple. The Soul was in comm…

There are barriers which keep you from the energy of intuition. They are obstacles that come between you and the inner Guru. Surrendering, and what I mean by surrendering is to surrender to your own truth, to the beauty inside of you. On a spiritual journey you must learn to listen to your instincts…

Watching my Jeffery Chandra and the folks he brought to Kashi in our Ganga today reminded me of how many of you has dipped in the Ganga and received Her Blessings. I have spent so much of my day doing pujas for those who were hit by the Earth Quake in Japan and the tsunami that is spreading to many …

Today I need to tell you of my two ladies who have changed the lives of two old people and gave them hope and joy as I made them ready to greet death and then how to greet each other. Yes I consider my Ganesha Ma as one of my Little Family of Raja Ma and Ma. Yesterday our Jack left his body to be wi…

Life needs us to recognize its oneness and its beauty. The Mother's name is imprinted in all of creation The power of the Mother belongs to all of life and can not create spiritual illusion. The Mother can strip away illusions that cover and suffocate not only our self but life around us. All of cre…

On Kashi one learns how to reclaim spiritual love and spiritual power known as Shakti. Yet so many have forgotten the existence of the Feminine Power Of Shakti. All of Kashi is the reminder of the Feminine. If you accept the existence of spiritual powers which is represented in all religions then yo…

Last night we celebrated Shivaratri. The night was beautiful and the Puja magnificent. The air around us was the breath of Shiva and we all breathed it in deeply. Such deep silence and graciousness. Our Kashi was bright under the Kashi Sky. I love you my chelas Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai Laxmi K…

Tonight we will be celebrating the Night Of Lord Shiva. My chelas from all over the country will be Here tonight to celebrate Our Lord Shiva. The Mother shines on all of us. I am watching my chelas preparing the altars for tonight across the Ganga. The one thing my kids can do the best in the world …

Take this night and make ready for Shiva Ratri tomorrow. Ask Shiva to bring courage to you in your spiritual and material life. Then listen deep in your heart to the sound of Shiva's drums as Shiva Dances His Dance Of The Earth and the Heavens. I love you my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Jai La…

Do you know that the Mother loves you as you are. Now it is for you to love you as you are yet ready to change for you. You change so you can have more and more joy in your life and bring joy to others.The fires in side your spiritual heart are rubies ready to burst into flames of bliss. All the jew…

In meditation in Darshan when you can feel the inner power one can feel bliss in the pranic currents. You experience bliss and at times one feels fear also. This is the ego that sends you thoughts of unworthiness. In order to understand this you have to trust your own intuition and go with the flow …

Morning Pujas and Prayers Feb. 28, 2011 Namaste my chelas all over the world The breath can take you into Earthly Samadhi if you would only be aware. Sit in the stillness and become aware of your thoughts passing through. Watch your thoughts as a silent witness. Find a space or the tiny bit of time …

All of life is a God Vibration. It is always constant. When you become aware of God the Mother's Vibration you are always in your heart. The basic fundamental existence of every human being is the Vibration of Love. Anger takes this love and colors it dark. The Mother takes this love and spreads its…

Being with my babies is such a delight. My Madava and my Nesa brought my baby Arjuna Jaya to his Guru for the first time. What a cutie. He was the only baby boy with all my girl babies. I had such fun. They all came to Darshan to sit on Ma's lap. Such joy. I love you all so very much. Enjoy the pict…

When you find yourself in a place of bliss then it is easier to forgive. There is a light of forgiveness that shines upon this world, you have to get into the center of it to feel when it is the right time to forgive. The sure reflection of the Mother's love comes from the mirror of your heart. Yet …

As you meditate more and more a glow comes over you. Silence follows you and leads you in to the stillness of the Mother. Then the heat of spiritual passion begins to burn and the journey begins. The fire in the soul connects with your life force of the body. When there was days of confusion there i…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Feb. 23, 2011 Namaste my chelas all over the world This day in Yoga Darshan I taught NAGA OF THE LOTUS. It is part of a series your Ma is teaching and it is just bringing the bloom of Kali Natha Yoga to my chelas. It opens one to the movement of the heart with in. The lot…

The subconscious mind may be aroused by the rising of Kundalini and brought into action in any direction and made to serve you by concentration. The practice of concentration like concentrating on your Ma's Voice in Darshan requires the control of the mental ego thought. All modes of consciousness i…

In the smallest second briefer than a dream one can change their life and the feelings of their heart. It can not be replaced with an ego thought for it is unique. It is God's Creation of the Feminine and it is the Mother. One realizes in this one second that to journey where they have come from tak…

The spiritual tradition of KALI NATHA TANTRIC YOGA is both self transcendence and self transformation. It takes the whole out of the whole or in other words it goes beyond words or explanations yet one who takes it for a while seems to be able to lead fuller lives. I watched last night how filled wi…

There are so many times that you become restless. You almost do not know what to do with yourself. When you feel restless you are prey to illusions and you can be victimized by guilt. Yet meditation can overcome restlessness, all your feelings that include unworthiness can begin to disappear with th…

When thoughts over take you call on the Light Of The Mother. She is the inherent Shakti behind all that exists. She can blind your ego thoughts and teach you how to reach for a happier thought thus dismissing the ego. A steady awareness of Her flow of love allows us a happy and blissful life. To att…

We have raised so many children over the past 34 years Here on our Kashi Ashram Each one of them is such a joy to my heart. Where ever they are in the world they all come back to the Mother Guru. Last night I went to see my Jewel Lotus in her school musical. ( yes I went out at night after all it wa…

To be in the Essence of the Guru is to be in the Essence of your true essential self. The Guru takes you into the heart of you with out the negative moods of the ego. The heart of the true you can express to the Universe all that you are Take the moment my chelas and feel the spiritual Heart in the …

At times the Mother Laxmi has different color eyes. It depends on who gets the different paintings. Purple is the color of Lord Brahmas. This happens when you are in need of that which is closest to the Formless. Pink is the color which represents Mother Laxmi Herself Which means one must love thems…

Thank you so much for your Valentine Gifts. They are much appreciated. In the silence of your heart you can reach out to Mother Laxmi and She will hear you. Your quiet makes Her visible to you. She brings you gifts of abundance and health and prosperity. She takes your illusions and brings Divine Re…

Ask the Mother Kali to take you into the great fire of Kali Of Time's Dance. She dances before Shiva as all time is stopped. It is the place I take you when I take you all into the Formless. Mother Kali is compared with all the blessings of the night. She protects us all in our darkest hours. She br…

Most of my Sundays are spent in total solitude and meditation. I find myself doing more and more pujas and prayers for my chelas than ever before. Every Saturday Night Darshan more and more are coming to feel the Essence of the Formless and it is such a pleasure to take so many so deep. My chelas ar…

Bowing to the Mother Laxmi's will, we can find acceptance in our hearts and mind for our own faults and short comings. She will give us the courage to learn from our mistakes and the strength to forgive ourselves and others too. When in the heart you can feel all that She endows you with. She saves …

Be still a moment this morning before you start your day and draw aside the veil. Look beyond what seems to be into what your heart knows to be. Kashi is magnificent in the morning light She brings to all a certain wisdom of the mind of the Mother. She brings to you the Eternal stillness of Her love…

Many times when your thoughts bring so much chaos in your life, take a deep breath and say to yourself STOP This simple word becomes a deliberate thought and for a few seconds you have control in your life. That is all most of us need to bring us back to reality and into the moment. Doing Kali Natha…

As soon as you separate yourself from the mind, you find that you are more connected to God and Goddess. As you detach from the mind the heart over flows with love and God Bliss is not far behind. The Great Mystics have always known this. Now it is time for all of you to feel this and live in your h…

Laxmi is part of our daily life. There is not a thought, a gesture or an action which does not contain the Shakti of Mother Laxmi. She is the power which links the dancer to the music. She establishes a link between all things. She takes us beyond all kinds of wants and provides us with abundance an…

All forms of discipline and awareness of consciousness brings to you the development of the open heart and eventually awakes The Kundalini Force. The psychic energy is transferred directly from Guru to chela. As chela I can still remember in my Baba's presence years and years ago the feeling of Divi…

It is amazing how much Teaching means to your Mother Guru, especially when my chelas are going so deep. Each Saturday Night Darshan gets bigger and bigger. More people want to feel the Essence of the Source yet they do not know what to call it. They only know that what they feel is the greatest spir…

When you find it difficult to communicate with others begin to dwell on who you want to know you and their beautiful qualities. The person you think you can not talk to will feel your love and communication will begin. There is no human alive who cannot respond to love in some form or another. To di…

The lotus flower is not compelled to spread its fragrance. To spread its fragrance is in its nature. When the lotus of the heart blossoms it naturally spreads the fragrance of love and Shakti to all who come in contact with it. When the Guru opens your heart the true flowering occurs and the person …

You know I have never ever looked back to see who was taking when I served and I have taught you all to not look for thanks from any one just take care of humanity and the Mother will take care of you. Yet today when I went to our BY THE RIVER, I was so taken back by the appreciation that all BY THE…

To experience the flow of Mother Kali's Nectar you need to understand the heart of She who is the Queen of the night To know Kali you must delve into the deep caverns of her love, They are deep and wonderful. You find that you can forget about the small stuff in your life and concentrate on the deep…

I want to thank you all who wrote in about the five hundred hour Intensive and the Intensive on the mysticism of fire. It was wonderful teaching you all and do not forget to sign up also for the 200 hour intensive also. It is such an intimate setting teaching my chelas as I can look over our Ganga. …

Keep the Mother Kali's Name always in your heart. This way when there are dark clouds, she can light up the sky and bring you joy. Keep the Mother Kali's Name always in your heart. This way when you feel dejected, you will find that She welcomes you to Her Arms with out fail. Keep the Mother Kali's …

Each person who is Here for the 500 hour Kali Natha Tantric Intensive and the Intensive of the Mystical Flames are receiving so much. They are all so thirsty and It is a pleasure to invite them to sit at the Mother's Well and to drink deeply. Kashi has been gracious to all who come. My soul surges w…

This 500 hour Kali Natha Tantric Intensive and the Fires of mysticism, has brought so many into their hearts like never before. The Shakti ran free and one could experience the many Forms of the Mother at any given moment. When there is an absence of peace in ones heart than one acts to circumstance…

Another Kashi Dawn comes upon us and I ask my chelas to be grateful that such a paradise exists in all of our lives. The rare mystical experience that so many seek is coming right to you in the next breath you take only if you are mindful. Thus the validity of your breath is in your thought forms. A…

Tantra is the connective essence to the inner self and the whole Universe. In tantra you learn how to change your vibration to match and pulsate with the Great Wisdom Mother. With an open heart one can feel the vibrations of the Universe open one's self to love and the beauty of the Universal Mother…

I looked around at my chelas that were taking the five hundred hour Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Intensive and saw such excited faces and felt such love coming from each one's heart. I taught as I use to teach 35 years ago and as my Guru Baba taught me. I am so proud of my First Line Teachers the ones I …

Our Sacred Ashram is filling up with my chelas and guests that are taking the 500 hour Kali Natha Tantric Intensive. Old and new ones are Here and more to come. So many Teachers Here to learn how to teach this Sacred Yoga. I am preparing them all this night for early tomorrow morning's Yoga Darshan …

It amazes me how many of you remember that your Ma had Her first taste of yoga and perhaps taste of a personal god at Jack LaLanne He left his body yesterday Meeting my first yoga teacher ( and My Kali Shyama Jaya in about 1973 or 74) I was thrown out of my first class because I could not believe al…

It seems that on Saturday's Nights Darshan more and more people are coming from all over. They are thirsty for the Formless and the Shakti of Mother. They do not know what to call the Essence that they feel but they are certainly going deeper than ever before. It is a joy not to hold back so much an…

The excitement about our five hundred hour Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Intensive is building up day after day. I am looking forward to teaching my Teachers my self in a few Yoga Darshans. I called to the Universe for my teachers to come and they certainly are. This is such an ancient root yoga that touc…

When you breathe in the moment remind yourself that THIS IS IT. Look at the beauty of feeling and being and living in this moment and know that all good things are on its way to you. And that you can feel it in this moment Look deeply into your present moment enjoying your breath and feel the love t…

I am back on the computer and I missed you all so very much. My chelas some of you think you are not adequate in the things you chose to do in life. Yet as the Mother looks toward you, most of you who think you are not capable all I can see is such potential and would be joy in your life. I will ded…

The journey metaphor is used in so many cultures and yet when I look around our Dattatreya Temple and see how many we are who have been on this journey for so many years it brings me to tears of joy. We have succeeded in so many ways on this Journey of Life on Kashi Ashram and Kali Natha Yoga. The j…

Last night at Saturday Live Global Darshan, I could feel all my chelas from all over the world sitting and listening to their Guru Mother give Darshan. That which is Shakti enters into each and every chelas heart who heard my voice and something opened in all of them. This ability to hear and feel t…

The beauty of this Teaching is that you are beginning to understand that we are all connected in some way. This brings you all closer and closer to your Gurubais and your Guru. You begin to understand that what is in your heart is also in the heart of others. So when you judge others you are really …

When you wake in the morning before getting out of your bed get in touch with your breath and feel the various sensations in your body and thoughts Can you enjoy the feeling of the breath coming in and out. Ask your self AM I AWAKE NOW? So often in life you do not take the time to see if your though…

If you find that you can not sit for any length of time then do walking meditation practice. Periods of sitting meditation can be changed off with walking meditation. Sometimes when you are very agitated or angry then walking may improve your disposition You can focus on your steps or say your mantr…

Walking around our Ashram in the early morning with Shody today reminded me of the sweetness and of the power of surrendering to the Divine inside of all of us. My Baba showed me where to live 34 years ago and although I didn't know how we would be able to do it we moved in to our seven acres and tw…

At this very moment do you realize that it is all we have to work with. Yet we always get lost out of the moment and find it hard to find our way back. What I mean by lost is that we momentarily lose touch with our essential selves when we leave the now for our yesterday or our so called tomorrow. T…

I have been using this Retreat that I am taking in my rooms to bring you all closer to yourself. I have tried not to miss a Darshan Line. My chelas I am also preparing your for the 500 hour Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Intensive. I have also been painting and doing Pujas for the Shri Laxmi Art. I my self…

Your Ma is astonished and was so pleasantly surprised to see how far my chelas have gotten on our NEW PRESCHOOL OR NURSERY. OK we are starting all over and hope to open by Sept. Ouy Vey. I am so proud of my young ones like my Bhagavati who graduated university and is helping us get the nursery toget…

I loved riding around our Sacred Ashram with our Jai Rudra who came HOME with his Mommy and Daddy. Daddy just came Home from Afghanistan and its wonderful to have him Home in my arms safe and sound. Of course my own Gita who I raised on our Ashram is my love. And our Jai Rudra is the sweetest little…

There is nothing that you can not accomplish when you call on the Mother. When you live in the Mother's Light there is nothing that you can not do. It is said that God said that when two or three together call on me I shall come. It is the Mother that cries out, call on me and I shall enter the spac…

I thought you would like to see the process of how your Ma does your Laxmi Paintings. I write the Rams over 108 Rams that go under the Hair and the paint of the Mother Laxmi. It is one of the reasons that when you receive your painting the Essence Of The Mother hits your Being so much and you feel s…

Mindfulness is being aware of what is happening in the present moment. It means, my chelas, to notice the flow of your life as you are walking talking or anything you are doing in the moment. What ever you are doing observe what you are doing. When you are mindful your whole day becomes a dance. Min…

This year learn to act as if the life you visualize for yourself is the life you lead. Pretend that what you visualize in your mind is happening now in the moment Create your thoughts as intentions that already has manifested. Tell yourself that any vision you have in your mind is already here. It i…

Where ever there is love there is also joy. All of your birth rights is the joy of love and the abundance of prosperity. I ask all of you that you hear the song in your heart that the Mother Laxmi sings to you in the quiet moments of your life. I love you so much my chelas, Feel this love. Taste thi…

Here are the blessed Little Bulls beneath the Virgins Picture. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

Here are more pictures for your heart. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

More for you my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

HAPPY NEW YEARS MY CHELAS. Last night was the sweetest New Year's Eve we ever celebrated. I am only sending you a few pictures for now and the rest later on today. Being with all of you at midnight was indeed magical. The celebrating of Mother Earth with the 64 special bulls was the highlight of the…

In this New Year I ask Mother Laxmi to hold you tight in Her Sacred Arms and bring health prosperity and love to you every day of the new year. Be willing to release that which has inhibited you to receive the Mother Laxmi and She will come. Allow Her to create the miracles that will come to you in …

I am painting your Laxmi's as fast as I can with out losing any of the Essence or Rams beneath the paint. As soon as you call our Twameva, She The Mother Laxmi belongs to you and the magic happens. Look into this GENEROUS MOTHER'S EYES when you receive Her and tell Her all that you want for the New …

Doing Yoga with my great grand child was the best ever. I certainly enjoyed him. The Yoga Darshan was fabulous. Every one was filled with joy to be taught by their Ma. And in the back were many of my young adults who i raised and now watch how they serve all over the world. I love you all so very mu…

I gave Kali Natha Yoga Darshan this morning at our hockey court. I looked around the court and couldn't believe the beauty in every ones eyes. I did puja as I was talking and the Essence flowed through every one. From the Mother to Her child. I watched my chelas growing more and more flexible and mo…

We are soon to start our New Year Retreat. My chelas are so ready to do this Retreat right into New Years Eve. I love this time of year when we are all together. It feels that we are the great freedom of the racing winds. The Mother is the Light that shines in the Sun and the Moon. You all are the S…

Merry Christmas my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are pictures from Christmas Eve. My children are so delightful. They all make me very proud. My Great Grandson had a ball. I thank our Baba every day for the life we all lead. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

It is almost New Years Eve and the best present I can give you is a way to start your New Year at the Feet Of Mother Laxmi. I am painting like never before so I can get Her to you as fast as possible. As soon as you call my Twameva with your order, She Mother Laxmi opens your heart. I have never spe…

I love you all so very much. What a great Christmas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

It was the most precious Christmas ever. My young adults all came Home to the Guru Mother's Arms My great grandson Anthony and mommy Michele was at the main table. My Soo Se who is my love and of course everybody's kid who is a beautiful young man our Tony Cho and his bride to be whom i adore. On an…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Christmas Morning. Every house on the Ashram is celebrating Christmas. So many of my kids are Home and my heart is full. All the babies and my great grandson are having a ball. We are so blessed. I am sending you pictures of my greatest miracle. It is my Achariya Durga Das …

I wish you all a merry Christmas filled with joy and laughter. Last night your Ma was in bliss surrounded by my children my young adults and the babies and my Little Priya Jaya my Ambika and my Skanda Rams new baby girl. WHAT A LITTLE BEAUTY AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO HOLD HER TONIGHT. And what a thrill …

You all have the power to become what ever it is you want to be. Relinquish your need to be right. This is the single most important Karmic Space that you must conquer in order to find happiness. No one needs to be proved wrong. Quiet the need to be right and give up the need to make others wrong ju…

Walking into my Keshav and our Bhakti's House was like walking into the Mother's Temple. The whole house was magnificent. What grace to be living at the Feet Of The Mother. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I just came in from doing Pujas for all of you beneath the total lunar eclipse. It was like a theater and is still going on just a little. I am running out again to see the last of it. What a blessing I am humbled BEFORE THE GREAT MOTHER OF THE VAST SKY. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki JAI ALWAYS AT THE FEET…

My young adults are making their way Home to their Kashi where so many were born. Some are Here already and I am more than thrilled. They are my heart and my life. I have raised so many and my heart still beats fast in anticipation at the thought of them being Home for Christmas. The other night the…

We went to By The River and walked into my DREAM COME TRUE. It is such an amazing place to be and to live. I thank you all for helping me make my dream come true. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Today we went with my Fabulous Ananda Devi who is nothing less then my hero. We served so many of the Mother's Poor and in need. I will send pictures of your Ma and Her chelas serving in the pouring rain and I loved it. My chelas. I am so proud of you all. You gave so much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Ja…

Those of you who want to feel your spiritual divinity must know in order to be free souls, blissful souls is to know within your being that the Mother is always watching you. What ever you believe in or what ever your religion is, the Mother's Eyes are always on you. She knows every thing you don't.…

Painful is the one who keeps themselves away from the essence of the Universe. Painful is the consciousness that is closed to love. Painful are all the limitations that you put upon yourself and others. Painful are your limited perceptions of who you are and who you are going to be. Blissful indeed …

Focusing on your inner life allows you to live in the world and keep your heart in the Mother's hands. There is a lot of joy when you allow yourself to understand that there is a whole wonderful life that beats in your spiritual heart. Falling into the gentleness of your inner breath allows the Moth…

This morning as the morning sun rises over our Sacred Ashram, fall into the gentleness of your own true self. Release any anxiousness or tension. Allow your beautiful hidden self to come forward. Invite your hidden self to come to the surface of your being. Gently lay down all your fears at the Feet…

Sit quietly in the Stillness that I will bring to you. And ask yourself WHAT IT IS YOU ARE GRATEFUL FOR. Go over your life and count your blessings. See how your blessings can motivate you into greater blessings. It is all the matter of being grateful for what you have that will bring more and more …

Be in your heart all this day. Bring smiles to who you can. Serve in the Mother's Name. Give up anger and bring forgiveness to your heart. Respect all, Respect PARAMAGURU AND GURU, Respect Gurubais, Respect every one. This is the way my Baba Taught Your Ma. The Paramaguru and Guru must be respected …

At times you may feel that the only time your will and the will of your Beloved merges fully is when you leave your human body. This is not true. For it is possible for your will and your love to be united with the Mother's desires for all of you. It does not happen all at once and yet it can. Do yo…

Most fears and worries begin in the mind. The ego sends us thoughts and images and then the ego promotes deep fears. Then one becomes victims of fearful thoughts. One begins to constantly listen to their thoughts and this brings nothing but pain. Pain that is not necessary. The higher mind is a wond…

Take this night and sit and ask over and over WHO AM I WHO AM I??? Do this for five minutes then count your breaths for 15 minutes. ONE IN ONE OUT TWO IN AND TWO OUT and so forth and so on. If you lost count and you probably will just start all over. Focus on the numbers and let the thoughts just go…

One of the most beautiful things in our lives is the way all of our children are so close. Here is our Soo Se ( he will be Here soon ) with Madava Ma's and Reesa's beautiful baby boy my Arjuna Jaya. It just is wonderful this blessings for our children that our Baba gives us. Our Hanuman Bajarangi my…

The essence of the Men's Intensive is still alive all over Kashi. As you can see in the pictures all the men were filled with a Light that came from deep with in. Meditations of the heart brought them all into the moment and the moment was full of peace and bliss. Not looking at the world alone but …

Once all the Gopis were dancing in the Yamuna. They made a wide circle around their beloved Lord Krishna. Thousands of gopis danced the night away. The beautiful ladies held out their arms to embrace their Lord. And lo and behold each gopi held Krishna in her arms. Lord Krishna became many Lord Kris…

It is such a joy for your Ma to sit before my men, my men who want the Mother with all their heart and souls. I took them into the mystical place of their chest cavity that only pure love can be used as the key. The journey there was like a miracle of love power and shakti all in one moment of the N…

Last night was pure ecstasy as I watched the men drinking from the well of the Mother. It was almost as if they couldn't get enough. They came Home thirsty for the Mother and I watched how their hearts opened wide and I was made happy and grateful. So much more to come this day and tomorrow. I love …

Just holding my new little chela Lila Jaya brings me so much joy. She even came to the Men's Intensive. I enjoy my little girls, they are my beauties. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

So many scriptures and holy books tell us that the Self is timeless. That it is space less and beyond form and mind. Yet to know this for yourself you must sit and meditate and listen to the words of the Guru and PARAMAGURUJI. She will lead you where She has already been. As you move toward God each…

Happy Happy CHANUKAH to all of you. holiday of my heart. When you started your path into spiritual life you felt very vulnerable. This happens when spiritual longings take over all longings. And yet in this place of vulnerable feelings there is also the deep expanding of the heart. Last night some o…

WORLD AIDS DAY. We are celebrating the lives of all whom we lost and those who are living with AIDS on Saturday night. There will be more people Here on that day and it will by the Men's INTENSIVE. So many count the years yet your Ma counts the minutes since this plauge began to rip my sons and daug…

I am getting ready to do DEAD DAWN DARSHAN. I want you all to make your mind up that you are going to walk through life with the Mother. Make up your mind that you want peace and love in your life and it will be there. You have to make up your mind to walk in love with the Mother. Love is how you tr…

Let yourself fall gently into the Mother's breath and allow yourself to ask the Mother what ever you need or think. Keep breathing in and out as you feel the Mother's Breath caressing your brow. Allow yourself to feel your great love for the Mother. Let yourself be guided by the Mother as She has on…

Do not get so involved in the holidays that you forget to breathe with awareness. Breath is your connection to the Mother. One should rejoice in the joys of the breath. This leads to the development of great strength. By watching your breath depression can be driven away. The breath is the beginning…

By constant meditation on concentration, one acquires the ability of performing the opening of intuitive consciousness. One gains in intensity of meditation the ability to trust their gut feeling is the right way to act upon. The Light of intuition is veiled by the ego's thoughts of unworthiness. Th…

I love to share the pictures during the holidays with my chelas. You all seem to appreciate them. I love having my Grandson Tony Cho with us for the holidays. I ask you all to stay in your heart this years celebrations and make sure no one you know is alone. Our Kashi welcomes so many to Her Heart. …

There is so much for all of us to be thankful for that all I could think of doing was to sit all night and bless you all individually and I am still doing it and will continue all this day. Hundreds and hundreds of you received the blessings of my Gratitude And Love. Happy thanks giving to all of yo…

The beauty of these teachings is that you can follow your heart at all times. You can learn a new relationship with your self and with others and with experiences in life. Your desire for God and Goddess is in you. Through meditation you can merge with both. All this day, feel the merge in your hear…

Meditation is like a river communing with the Great Mother Ocean. Or like a snowy peak of the highest mountain bathed in the full moon. Such is the experience one receives in meditation. The Soul communes with the ocean of the self. The ego's ignorance is dissolved in the light of wisdom. Soon we wi…

It is your birthright to vibrate with the strength of the Universe. To be able to use the Universal Power to live a great life and to face any thing that comes your way with great courage. When ever you feel your spirit beginning to sink know that these are just thoughts that the ego sends you. Thin…

We are on our way to go shopping Ouy Vey. No one but no one knows what it is to go shopping with our Shody. She already has my credit card and a list that reaches the floor.. REMEMBER THIS IS A LIGHT CHEAT DAY. TWAMEVA THE WORD IS LIGHT. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always…

Last night our Bhagwan Das sang to His Baba with such beauty and devotion that it brought tears to my eyes. He and his wife Kali know that Kashi always welcome them Home. The Darshan was filled with new and old ones all waiting for the Formless to claim them. The silence was magical. The night was f…

Having seen Kashi all is seen. Having heard of Kashi all is heard. Having touched Her Sacred Ground all is touched. Having known Kashi all is known. She is the Supreme Light of the Universe. Shiva's first Lingum is in the center of Kashi. All darkness is dispelled by the grace of Mother Kashi. She p…

Sit this night and I will take you into your heart. Sit this night and I will take you into the Mother's Soul. Sit this night and bring yourself into the miracle of the breath. Sit this night and feel my arms holding you and taking all your unworthiness. But most of all sit and know you are sitting …

The difficulties for so many on the spiritual path is the difficulties of unworthiness. I can only tell you if your eyes see these words then you are so worthy of my love and every one's love and it does not matter what any one thinks of you only what you think of yourself. You always think the wors…

The Mother knows what is suitable for Her children. Turning to your inner Goddess frees you of all pain and past soul wounds. Turning inward you bring to yourself the joy of understanding who the Divine Mother is in accordance to your own path. The power of the Mother's love dissolves the ego and se…

This moment follow the breath into your chest and out of your chest for a little while. Bliss will begin to come to you as you quiet your mind and glimpse at the God Self with in your being. Joy is yours as you think of God the Mother and God the Father. Go deeper and deeper with your breath. Let ha…

When you next sit bring yourself into your breath becoming very aware of the rhythm of your breath. Breathe deeper and deeper into yourself. Remember to say to yourself IT IS JUST A THOUGHT AS YOUR THOUGHTS FLOAT BY . Bring your self before the spirit of the Universal Mother. Immerse yourself in Her…

Last night my chelas who took the Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Intensive, graduated and we had a beautiful ceremony, They are now official Kali Natha Yoga Teachers. This is such an exciting time for all of us. The gratitude I saw in my chelas eyes brought tears to my own. To be grateful is to recognize y…

My baby Lila Jaya was dressed last night like her big sister. What a little beauty. And more Kali Natha Tantra Yogis. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

All you need to nourish your Essential Self is to look each day inside your heart and see the beautiful you that the Mother sees. The thing that so many do is identifying with your ego. You are not your ego same as you are not your past. You are the moment and the moment is you. The heart is the mom…

Take responsibility for your life. Meditate on your prosperity and what you really want from the Universe. Choose your own personality that you want. You have chosen up to now. Now choose to be an open beautiful human being. Create your limitless boundaries or no boundaries. When you say that you ha…

Let us honor all our troops all over the world this Veteran Day and all who gave their lives over the years. Early this morning my Janaki Ma was finished with my wound care. She has come in every morning for two months and I believe saved me a lot of hospital time. Thank you my Janaki Ma. So I was a…

The whole Universe is the Dream of the Mother. All of you are part of Her dream. Your truth is Her bliss. Your heart is her kingdom. When you utter Her Name She hears you and comes to you. She is spirit Light Consciousness Bliss and the Soul of Her children. Become the Goddesses witness Stand apart …

The fullness of Kali Natha Tantric Yoga has been taught with great depth on our Ashram Those who are taking the Teacher Training are truly sinking into this ancient yoga. It is like every cell of the yogi's body was fashioned by the gentle rays of Kali Natha Yoga. Some of the Asanas emanates from th…

As you all know the babies of this teaching brings your Mother Guru and from your letters they all bring you also the same joy. I have held on my lap the parents of most of these babies and I am so proud of them all. On Saturday Night Live, there were so many guests and I wondered If I could take th…

Here are more pictures Our little Lila Jaya had her first Diwali. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba

This moment let yourself pretend that you have no pride. Bring your self to a full moment of humility at the Feet of your Guru Mother. Now with detachment direct your mind to any thing that is negative in your life. With the breath remove all these negative thoughts that you know you have. Do this f…

Last night was the first night of our 10 day workshop for our Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Seminar. The depth in which I took my chelas was unsurpassed. Before any one noticed 45 minutes passed. Even those who never sat before sat easily in the Mother's Shakti. I look forward to tonight. My Dr. Robbie Sv…

Here are pictures of our own Baba Rama with his most beautiful granddaughter Priya Jaya. What a little beauty. I remember holding Daddy in my arms at that age. Mommy and Daddy are so proud and so is our Baba Rama. I can not wait to get my hands on her. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma KI Jai Always at our Baba N…

I love to look over our Ganga in the afternoon and watch the Shadow Gods and Goddess dance in the sun light. I think of all of you and the way the Mothers Dance goes on and on no matter what time of day or night that it is. The joy of the merge between The Mother and chela blends us all together and…

This weekend is a Kali Natha Tantric Yoga weekend and I preparing all of you to surrender to the deepest space of Grace inside of you. I will take you deeper into your practice. Just keep breathing in and out of your heart and notice how much more deeper the breath of Shakti is becoming. I love you …

I am so proud of all of you who went out to vote. Now pull yourselves up by your boot straps and know that you have done good by voting. There will be other times to have your voice heard even louder. I love you all so very much. And it is this love that keeps you all powerful and in your heart. I l…

The day that you can make a difference is here. Please go out and vote and make sure all your friends vote also. Offer to take who ever needs a ride to vote. I love you all so very much. I know that you will do the right thing. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki…

My Pujas and Prayers are that you, every one of you go out and vote tomorrow. It is so important that your voice makes a difference and your vote is your voice, the voice of tomorrow. There are not enough words that I can use to tell my chelas how important this is. I also want to thank my Mata Giri…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Oct. 31, When you receive wisdom from your own intuition you get the unique sense that you are dependent upon your true self. The Guru brings you to the point of self revelation as your instinct is tuned up. The ego clouds your intuition by bringing you thoughts of unworthi…

Evening Pujas and Prayers. Oct. 30, 2010 Namaste my chelas all over the world There is nothing in the world like a Kashi night. One can feel the joy of the moon goddesses watching over our Ganga. I invite you all to enjoy a Kashi night any night of the year. To look upon the reflections of the diffe…

Begin your day noticing your inner spirit or your relationship with your Beloved. When was the last time you talked to your Soul. Doing this you can sustain your courage and attitude to succeed in any thing you want to do. The soul brings you true inner wealth. Once you establish that your soul is p…

I am back. Sorry for the interruption. You all know how much I love my Robbie, Dr. Robert Svoboda. He will be giving one of his last public appearances as he is embarking on a three year long sabbatical from public speaking engagements. He is fabulous and has helped thousands all over the world with…

This day look for your positive qualities and shed a great light on them. You are all endowed with limitless possibilities. When you can find your own positive qualities then you can find it easily in others. Once you begin to understand your own beauty it is easier to overcome your ego. To attain e…

I always think of my son in law Ganesha when I write Om Ganesha, I think of you too my first born Dee Ann Sadie and so on and so forth, ( I kid you not, I was young when I had her and so I named her after after one ) Yesterday we did an interview for a movie that Sofia ( sp ) is doing She is such an…

My Jaya Devi has done such a wonderful job getting ready for the Mother Guru. I am so proud of her. The Atlanta Ashram is as beautiful as ever. You could hear a pin drop. All my chelas that came from our Kashi Ashram Mother Land did so much to help. It was a big wonderful crowd. I do miss my Ashram …

Here are more pictures for all of you. I love you all so very much. And you are all spoiled rotten. And I love you any way. Take care of my Mother Kashi. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more pictures. So many beautiful children and babies. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

In the late afternoon The Guru hears your heart as She does Her Pujas. She can see your supreme beauty and love. She tries to send you thoughts of Guru and Paramaguru so you can know how much you are loved. She wears a garland of all your names all over the world and does japa. You are always in Her…

I am just about to leave for the airport for our Kashi Ashram in Atlanta. So many letters from my chelas in Atlanta that my heart is wide open. New York was fabulous. Our Achariya is working miracles there and he took such good care of his Ma. Our Sushila traveled to our Ashram and made your Ma look…

And indeed they all came from all over the world. It was wonderful meeting so many old friends from different countries and religions. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Morning Pujas and Prayers Here are more pictures from the night they honored your Ma. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Morning Pujas and Prayers I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The Guru can take you right into the Dance of Lord Shiva. As you sit at the Feet of the Guru, you become Nataraja himself and the dance goes on and on. As your eyes behold the Form of the Guru your eyes become blissful and will always see the Form of Guru all your life times and during your death ti…

LET THE TRAVELS BEGIN. Early tomorrow morning we will be leaving for New York and my Swami Achariya Durga Das. I can not wait to see him. Your Ma is going to receive a very prestigious award. I will let our Swami Anjani write you all about it. She is there preparing for her Ma. And then HOME for one…

Here are more pictures of Sat. night live. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

What joy! My newest chela came to Darshan last night to my arms. Mommy looked wonderful and Daddy looked so proud. Big sister just looked and looked. And our Little Lila Jaya is so very cute. Boy do my Agni Das and my Anapurna make beautiful babies. Every one cheered and were so happy. It was easy t…

Last night we also had a wonderful private wedding for Gopi Ma and Greg. Doesn't my Ma Durga look wonderful. I love this chela of mine so much. And that is my Babaji smiling away. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Sitting quietly with a straight back become aware of your breath. Settle into the rhythm that seems to bring you comfort. Begin asking WHO AM I, WHO AM I. Say these words to yourself over and over falling into another comfortable rhythm. As you breathe in feel yourself receiving blessings from the u…

I have been walking on air all this day. My Agni Das and my Anapurna welcomed their little baby girl early this morning a few minutes after I spoke to my Anapurna and my Agni Das. My Ariya is a big sister now. This beautiful family are so much part of my heart and I am so happy for them. The baby ha…

Here is the River Painting with Shiva And Shakti across the River and always Bhagavati calling out. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

You keep writing in about the Bhagavati Poems and so I looked deep in the files and found this one. Remember these were sung in the early eighties. When you read these ancient words look at your River Painting and go deeply into the River Herself. There are many ways to use your Paintings like count…

As you read your Mother Guru's words I want you to put aside all of your unworthiness for a little while. I want you to see only a great light within your heart. As your mind wanders say to yourself. I AM LIGHT, I AM LIGHT. It is this Light that your Ma sees when I look at you. I can also see the fo…

Mother Durga looks alive and beautiful this day. I have just completed my Pujas to the Divine Mother. She holds your Ma's Heart. Look at Her Beautiful Eyes and ask Her for a Blessing. She will gladly give you all the Blessings you need. Blessed is this Kashi of the Divine Mother and Neem Karoli Baba…

We are expanding all the time and for this i am beyond grateful. Here is our newest chela. My baby's baby. Our Arjuna Jaya. Our Chandra Devi's first grandchild. Is he not the most beautiful baby boy you have ever seen? I am walking on air. I can not wait to hold him in my arms. I love you all so ver…

How does one describe a night of magnificent magic and beauty? I have never felt my Baba so deeply and fully in all my chelas heart like I did last night. Every moment of the puja was pure joy. After so many years She (Kashi ) never ceases to amaze me. She shone like a pure diamond beneath the clear…

I loved watching my Sanyasan worshiping the Mother Durga. My heart was filled with pride. The Mother Durga blessed us all. I bow with great great gratitude for all that we have. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Last night was the first night of Mother Saraswati. She is the Mother of wisdom and knowledge and art and song. She was the patron Mother of our Kashi School for over 25 years. She is also my mentor. She rides the pure white swan and wears white most of the time. The night was filled with Her Love a…

The sweetest night ever. This was the Essence of Mother Laxmi. Just see them coming toward you. It will happen. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The grandeur of Mother Laxmi lies in the heart of the chela. She intertwines Eternity and Infinity in Her golden hands. No grief nor fear can arise when you call out Her name. Her Name is the key to this Earths treasures and heavens gifts. She unlocks the gates of your heart. As She brings to all of…

This night sit quietly and call the Mother Laxmi to you. This is in preparation for Her Fire Puja on Thursday Night. For the next few days speak to the Mother Laxmi and listen for Her answers to any of your questions. I will help you. Practice devotion to your Beloved. This will remove the fog of ne…

Mother Laxmi consort of Lord Vishnu is the Goddess of prosperity both of the physical and spiritual nature. She is also the Goddess of fortune, power, luxury beauty and auspiciousness. She is at times draped in a red sari. Her arms are filled with gold bracelets. She is also called Shri. My chelas S…

These days of Durga Puja brings my chelas Here from all over the world. They sit by the Dhuni Fire as they do every year and every life time. I look around as the rice is thrown and the SACRED FLAMES DANCE and I see such changes in my chelas and I can only give thanks to our Mother Laxmi for the Gra…

Last night was the first night of Laxmi Puja. On the last night of Durga Puja all your requests for Mother Laxmi will be placed in the Sacred Dhuni as we watch the smoke rise up into Kashi Sky and the Universal Mother Laxmi grants you your requests. Mother Laxmi completes the fierceness of Mother Ka…

As I write this Darshan Line I look over our Ganga and watch my chelas setting up for Laxmi Puja. Last night's Essence is still in the air. Mother Kali was dark and powerful last night. She did not wait for an invitation to come into their hearts She invited Herself. Every moment was the Queen of th…

The first day of Kali Puja took us all from Cow Dust Time into Kashi Night. The whole Puja was magical. There is no where like Kashi on these days or any other day. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The Night Of Kali was a night of bliss. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Tonight is our first night of Kali Puja. She is making ready to consume your Karma and your Pain in the flames of our Agni Dhuni. She is the furious form of Mother Durga. She is said to be the brave warrior Goddess of every battle with the demon race. She dances upon Shiva's Chest and He gives Her a…

Kali Natha Tantric Yoga aims at both self transcendence and self transformation It helps one to go beyond the ego contractions into the negative. With Kali Natha Tantric Yoga one becomes in tune with the Infinite. One becomes whole, complete and filled with wisdom. How wonderful to realize your Belo…

In preparation for the first night of Durga Puja which is the Night Of Mother Kali I am taking you all into the Black Mother's Heart. It is up to you how deep you want to go. Allowing your breath to go deep inside of your solar plexus, you must sit up as straight as you can and breathe in through yo…

I spent the day painting for all of you. Painting the River Paintings has brought you all even closer to your lineage and the story of Bhagavati who always called out to Her Swami Nityananda who taught Her at a very early age to be with Her Guru Laxmanji. Writing the 108 Rams beneath the Waters Of T…

Last night I took my chelas deeper than they have ever gone. Even the new ones and guests sat for over and hour. It was my joy to take them into themselves beyond ego. Holding my babies in my arms I went into such bliss. My Little India Jaya cries out I love you Ma as she squirms in my arms for Her …

When you are quiet and still, meditation beckons you like water to a thirsty man. In meditation you begin to recognize the imbalance of the heart. As you look forward to meditation you begin to examine your values and beliefs. You ask does this action hurt any one? Does this action hurt me? The answ…

Here is our new handsome baby boy. Arujuna Jaya. My Luke Madhava is a Daddy. My baby is a Daddy. I am putting his letter on the Darshan Line. I am so excited. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai Namaste Ma, Baby Boy Arjuna Jaya is…

In practicing meditation it is important to develop a steady penetrating awareness of your heart chakra. Once the heart is open and flowing meditation becomes easier and easier. Practicing meditation helps one cultivate a strong awareness of all of their actions during their lives. It takes time but…

My babies are the most beautiful babies in the world. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Looking over my Ganga I feel tears of joy and happiness flowing down my face like the Ganga Herself. We were blessed with another beautiful baby yesterday. Two babies in two days. Has a Guru ever been so blessed? Our Skanda Ram and our Ambika had a beautiful baby girl. Whom I named Priya Jaya. A bea…

When you receive your River Painting allow yourself to swim deeply in the Ganga. As you look upon Mother Ganga you will know how to still your mind and gently flow into the beauty of the River which indeed flows in your heart cave always. I love you my chelas and I love to paint for you and take you…

Some of you have written in about a breathing exercise to teach those who are addicted. I am proud of my chelas who teach others with out judgment. Beside me being with you all as you teach, this meditation can strengthen your mind and focus your heart. Concentrate on your breathing. Try to relax as…

In the early morn of a Kashi Day the path of bliss opens to us all. This path of light encircles gloom and the sunrise of a Kashi Morn raises our spirits. This Kashi Path of Peace goes through all turmoils that the ego brings us and melts them away. All of Kashi's Paths are Paths of power and succes…

It is so vital that you count your blessings to appreciate what they possess. Inside every acknowledged blessings are more and more blessings. It is as if the Universe can hear and see your gratitude and sends you even more to be grateful for. This will bring you a positive out look on life. You can…

I am so excited OUR CHANDRA DEVI AND OUR SWAMI RAMAYANA BABA BECAME GRANDPARENTS. A LITTLE BABY BOY NAMED ARJUNA JAYA. I can not wait to hold my baby's baby in my arms. Good going my Luke Madhava. God bless them all Mommy Daddy and Grandparents. Oh my God I am another Great Grandmother Guru. Love Ma…

Last night was filled with the deepest love. My chelas came to see their Ma and to be in my arms. There seems to be more and more each Saturday Night Live. And my newest chela our beautiful baby Shivani only one month old and the most beautiful joyful baby ever came to see Her Grandma Guru. Mommy an…

Today I would like you all to be more aware of your surroundings. And more aware than ever before about how you feel during your days. Pay attention to how your body feels and work with it. Slow it down or speed it up. Your awareness will know. And do not forget to say to yourself MY MA LOVES ME, MY…

As you live in the present moment be increasingly aware of the deep love you have with in you. Stir this love with the breath as you breathe in and out with awareness. Be aware of every thing you do and live in the present moment with your Guru and Paramaguru. Become aware of the deeper reality of t…

Liberation is the awakening to our primal harmony. It brings us back to our roots and yet to live fully in the moment. Mystical enlightenment is an inner truth. Now known by you and spread simply by breathing in and out the moment. On the inside you are totally different. On the outside you look the…

We all have insight. We all have intuition. They are one and the same. Awareness is the secret to understanding your own intuition. The Mother Of Intuition lives deep inside of you. It is the ego that keeps clouding your intuition and the desire to understanding your insight of all things. In Darsha…

I promised all of you that I will write you the original Poems that the River Paintings are based on. They are very simple rare and sacred. This one was sang on April 20, 1986 The story is about a little girl of seven who went to live with Swami Nityananda to learn how to eventually be with guru who…

I spent the night painting THE GANGA, THE RIVER PAINTINGS for all of you. Your responses were beautiful. As soon as you receive your painting every thing will change as this is the painting of your Lineage. 108 Rams are under the river. This is also what takes the Mother so long to do each painting.…

The Essence of Saturday Nights Darshan permeates the Ashram still. One only has to breathe to feel it. At the beginning of Baba's Mahasamadi we placed the ashes of one of my Beloved chelas into our Ganga. It was quite beautiful and fitting on such a night. His partner my Oscar and our Jamie ( my Sat…

Here are more pictures of our Baba's Mahasamadhi celebration. All night was like a river flowing through Kashi whispering our Baba's Name. I love you all. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more pictures of our Puja last night. Everything was perfect. Perfect like a flawless diamond. How I missed our Kashi. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at The Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Last night our Ashram shone in the beauty of cow dust time. Our Baba's Mahasamadhi was celebrated by so many. They came from all over the country to be with their Ma's first Darshan of the year. We always start our year when I come back from summer retreat. There is no such thing as the ending spiri…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Sept. 11, 2010 Namaste my chelas all over the world On this day we remember those who were lost on 9/11 We bow our heads in honor of all of us who have lost so many. And yet we must ask have they died in vane? Do we all have strength to carry that day in our lives forever w…

Preparing for our Baba's Samadhi is simply a movement of gratitude. I chant His Name as I place flowers on His Feet for all of you. When I asked our Baba how long does Liberation take for my chelas, He answered ONE BEGINS TO SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY, YOUR LIFE BECOMES LARGER, IT ALL LOOKS THE SAME ON …

In all of us there is a sense of Home when we are where we want to be. This Home is deep in every human being. For your Ma my Home is my Kashi Ashram, the place where our Baba lead me to in 1976 or where He led our Naga Baba our Billy, and he took your Ma. Yet you can keep the home fires burning as …

As I look over our Ganga on this new morning the reflections of our temples shine like diamonds on our Ganga. The scent of Kashi fills my nostrils. Her beauty fills my heart. I whisper from my Ganga Porch I AM HOME I AM HOME. I whisper in my sleeping chelas hearts all over the world. I AM HOME, I AM…

The state of non attachment also brings the state of surrender. Surrender is to ones own heart not to any other being. The moment you surrender you will begin to change in a profound manner. Your heart will experience peace and love. Imagine this moment you just let go and surrender to your heart. A…

I AM HOME and our Ashram is like a precious diamond. I am watching the pouring rain washing all of our Kashi and it is so very beautiful. Every thing looks so fresh and inviting. I have to thank all my chelas for how much work they did in order to make our Kashi so pristine. My rooms are exquisite a…

We are on our way Home to all of you and our Sacred Kashi Ashram We are all so very excited. Yet my heart is quite heavy. Yesterday we lost our beautiful child whom we all love so much our Darshana Jaya. Her Mommy and Daddy and satsang were gathered around her as our little girl took her last breath…

We are getting ready to come Home Let me take you deep in to your heart through your chakras. The chakras are like markers of where you are in the moment. As you sit and breathe deeply feel the heat gather at the base of your spine. Concentrate on the flames coming from the heat. Feel the heat sprea…

I can feel the excitement coming from our Sacred Kashi. The whispering in the trees as they say in the bright sun MA IS COMING HOME, MA IS COMING HOME. I can feel you all and I know that you can feel the love of your Guru Mother. My breath is the caress of Kashi's breeze. My eyes can not see beyond …

The greatest ecstasy one can find in the human body is becoming one with The Beloved. Yes this can occur when you least expect it mostly during meditation. The body partakes of the feast of the soul. The Soul pervades the body with the sensation of the breath coming in and out. This is merging love …

In a few days your Mother Guru will be Home. I can not wait to look over our precious Ashram from my Ganga Porch and ring the bells when I do Puja. My heart is filled with the beauty of Kashi. From the shadows of our mind the clear bright light comes when one thinks on Kashi. You rise from any compl…

Every day i give thanks for so many things in my life especially my Baba Neem Karoli and my chelas and of course our precious Kashi Ashram I watch how my chelas live the freedom that they find on Kashi's shore, the freedom of living in one's spiritual essence. Spiritual poverty has no place in our c…

How wonderful to be lost in the Mother's Arms. And yet to be fully present in the moment. To be able to go into the mystical secret of being in Samadhi and yet to be able to work in the world and give it your everything. How would it be to use one's Shakti to break free of restrictions and to live t…

The beginning of our new year begins when your Mother Guru comes Home from retreat in a weeks time. So many of you have tears this year, tears of longing for your Guru Mother. I wiped all your tears and held you all so very close. I have kept my word and no matter what occurred this retreat I wrote …

The constant repetition of a mantra is known as Japa Meditation. Japa becomes ajapa ( spontaneous ) Japa when the mantra automatically repeats itself with out conscious effort. It is said in the scriptures that ajapa japa comes from the heart whereas japa comes from the mouth. Ajapa japa is complete…

I have begun preparing all of you for my Home Coming to our Precious Kashi. Breathe in deeply all this day when you can think of it and feel the presence of your Beloved. When you do feel that you are not alone, milk your Beloveds Presence. Keep breathing deeper and deeper. And when you can, sit and…

One thing you have to understand is your individuality. Though we are all the same there is the uniqueness that the Mother loves so much. It is only when you deny your strength that you make yourself week. By denying your own worth you deny others your beauty. I have tried not to miss a day on this …

The last few days have been stormy and the waves have been high in the rain. Truly it has been beautiful. Our Swami Bhagavati Das constructs your Ma a cave so I can watch Mother Ocean as I complete all my Pujas for all of you. Sitting outside in the pouring rain certainly shows so many that we are m…

The Mother Ganga is the playful garland on the head of Lord Shiva. If She can play with Shiva how much more can She play with us? It is said that just a drop of Her waters one can know their own Liberation in the moment of living this life. She is the purifying waters of the heaven that She came fro…

There is always a divine guidance inside of you. It is the Mother of intuition. Merely wishing for intuition is not going to work. You have to trust the wisdom that created you. Surrender to your own intuition Trust in the miracle that you already are. The Mother speaks through you. When you have ma…

When you are in the flowing moments that I take you into in Darshan all is well and all can be over come. No one thinks of their deep problems as they flow into the Formless Sensations that they were born to feel. Each Darshan they go deeper and deeper and less afraid to explore their own spirituali…

Our family is growing larger and larger. Our Kamala Jaya had a beautiful baby girl I named Shivani. She is a real beauty. I am putting pictures of our Little Shivani on the line. I can not wait to get my hands on her. Congratulations Mommy and Daddy Don't they look so happy and proud? I love you all…

There are times when you are in such need of the Mother that you hide under your own pride and desire. Her love opens your silence and as we enter even slightly Her heart pulls us in. We step over our abandoned pride and enter into Her temple of love. She keeps us with Her until our tears dry out. O…

External appearances are the basis of forming first impressions about any person. While most people judge others on the basis of their first impressions about any person there are those who are thoughtful and wait and watch to understand a person more profoundly before they make up their mind about …

Know that I miss my Ashram so very much and all of you. I look toward the beautiful Mother Ocean and I ask The Mother in all Her many Forms, She who pervades all things to keep my chelas safe and allow them to be close to Her. She who will do auspicious things for us is truly the Mother. I bow my bo…

Inside, deep inside of you there is sweet harmony behind all the chaos of life. There is a simple order in the love that is born from your spiritual heart that goes beyond complications that life brings. It is a matter of allowing the love that you already have to come to the surface of who you are.…

Try to understand that when you feel at peace even for a moment it is because you are expanding. When you expand all your views begin to change The sense of freedom and peace takes place with in the heart waves of your heart. When ever you feel love even for a second, milk it, enjoy it and that too …

When unexpected feelings come to the surface, when remarks are made that really mean nothing at all and still hurts you a lot then you must understand that you are not in alignment and in balanced with your true and natural. You can tell if you let your body speak to you. See how you feel. Ask your …

There is something in us that we seek but do not know what. Some thing that would make every thing make sense. Then we enter spiritual life and continue seeking for this some thing. It is not an idea, it is not a concept it is something that we want from the depth of our selves. Something in us urge…

Woven into the heart of every human being is the dance of love. This dance is not brittle nor can it be stopped. It can be deep into the shadows of ego and one can find it hard to hear the music of the Dance. It lives in the inner world of our being. It does not belong to the time or the space of li…

Here my chelas is THE MOTHER'S BREATH FOR HER CHELAS. Close your eyes and let out a big sigh breathe in again and let out another sigh. As you do this think of all you want to let go. Let go of all tension and stress or any negative thoughts. Let go of all your troubles and any trivia that you are h…

In the Teachings of Kali Natha Tantric Yoga the entire creation is conceived as a manifestation of the Divine Black Mother Maha Kali. She is the Conscious Force that flows out and in of all beings. It is said in the scriptures that She is the Play Of Shakti Who Is In Constant Sight Of Our Lord Shiva…

Hiding out in my Swami Bhagavati Cave that he made me with the rain pouring down and looking at the dolphins my mind drifts where it always drifts back to my blood Home Kashi and all of you. Yes She is my Blood Home because She is in my blood life time after life time. I watch the sea as she gets ro…

Rumi says "YOU ARE MORE VALUABLE THAN HEAVEN AND EARTH. WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY? YOU DO NOT KNOW YOUR OWN WORTH. DO NOT SELL YOURSELF AT A RIDICULOUS PRICE YOU WHO ARE SO VALUABLE IN GOD'S EYES" I love these words of Rumi. Once you can glimpse your own worth you are filled with humility you who are so v…

One can not practice the state of samadhi. You can however experience samadhi when all of the shaktis are balanced. When all the chakras are flowing with out any distractions one can taste the beauty of samadhi. Harmony along with gratitude for the ability to learn each day of your life sets the cha…

One has to own the quality of Kashi in themselves. They have to see that Kashi could be a reflection of themselves. The inner most quality of my chelas who adore Kashi in their heart is like a very pure instrument that one can play any time. When you dare to live your own destiny you necessitate a d…

My chelas have been calling in and writing about the vote in California that gays are being able to get married. I am more than thrilled and celebrated when I heard about it. Yet it saddens my heart that there has to be an issue in the first place. I have celebrated the anniversary of so many gay an…

My Kashi Jaya sent in his story that your Ma told five years ago. She transcribed it for us. Thank you my Kashi. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai ENJOY Namaste, Ma, I just finished transcribing this story you told 5 years ago. I thought you might enjoy rea…

Our Tony Cho's Birthday was celebrated yesterday as we do every year although his birthday is a few weeks away. He came to see his Grandma with my Xmena his girl friend whom I love dearly. My chelas deep inside of you is the distant past in all its glory. You have seen the very birth of the sun only…

Subconscious impressions are like grooves in a record. One has to work upon them. If you do not work on them you continue to produce the same out come over and over each life time. With the practice of concentration meditation and creative activities in life you allow the emergence of a greater reas…

Intuition is potential in every being. Though we all exist in the realm of name and form it is through intuition that one can find the deep formless deep with in. The chelas deeper aspirations do not belong to their physical being. Yet when the body is healthy it is easier to be healthier of mind an…

Our Baba came to your Ma this day in 1972. My whole life changed then as well as yours. I have always heard the words Ma Ma Ma every since I could remember and was quite shocked when I was a little girl running free on the streets of Brooklyn when I happened to ask my little friend if the word Ma Ma…

So many of you are writing to the Mother that you want to go deeper. This past year I have taken you all very deep inside yourselves. During this retreat I will be preparing you all to go even deeper by the time I get Home to our Beloved Kashi. There are so many ways to get close to the Mother Guru.…

The River Of Peace is a meditation you can do at night. It is a meditation on relaxation. It is a meditation that takes the stress from the day and uses it for fuel for the next day. Sit quietly and let out a great big sigh. Breathe in and do it again relaxing relaxing. As you breathe out think of y…

When your heart is open even when things do not go right in your life there is so much help available. Ask the Universe to help you. Ask God to help you. Ask Goddess to help you. Ask the Source to help you. Ask your Beloved to help you. In other words you are not alone. You are never alone. You only…

Taste your life, taste the calmness of your mind even when it is difficult. What ever you do always think that I am alive and my Ma loves me. Always reach for a greater thought. Simply enjoy being alive. There is great love from the Mother for all of you. When your mind is quiet look out at your wor…

I never thought that I could miss my Ashram so much. She is such a big part of us all. She is our Golden Mother. Feel Her all around you. You all are immersed in Her. See Her with your inner and outer eye. Feel Her warmth. Feel Her peace and the peace She brings all of us. She is our Silent Embrace.…

Well your Ma will be on Her way in a little while. I am just finishing my morning Pujas for all of you. I will write as soon as I get there. Please all of you be good to each other. My heart is with you every moment of every day. I look over my Ganga and I am so grateful to be spending the rest of m…

I am leaving tomorrow for retreat not too far away. Please take care of our Mother Ashram Take care of our Temples. Sit with Baba when you can and Hanuman and all the murties. Baba said that they too will miss the Mother's Essence. I do not know why, they are always with me as I am always with you. …

My Swami's at my L.A. Ashram did a wonderful job at Gurupurnama. I blessed every one of them and still am. Thank you my Swami Son my Laxman Das. Thank you all of you and of course my Swami Daughter Bhava Tarini. I love every one of you. Achariya Shiva you look great for a old Swami. Only Kidding Lov…

Of every thing I received for Gurupurnama this is the best. I could not believe my eyes. Where is my hippy son???????????????????????? I love you my Arlo but this is too rich to keep to my self. I am with you always. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Do you even realize how many wrote to the Mother asking for their picture with the Mother? I am trying my chelas. My Achariya Rudra Das Swami never stopped taking pictures and others also. Thank you from your Gurubais. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma

Love is the greatest power that their is. It goes far beyond any thing you can imagine. When you are afraid of love you tend to draw lines. You tend to say " this is what I can open to and to who I can open to " This is what does not allow you to understand to what capacity you can hold another or h…

Some of you would do anything to get close to the Mother. My son my Vishnu Jaya had a fight with a wave. He is going to be fine. I am doing so much Puja for him and for my Radharani Look at that smile. Only a chela would smile like this when half his ear is off. OUY VEY Love Ma. Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai A…

GOD I MUST LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I love you guys. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Please if I did not get to your pictures forgive me. I mixed up all the floppies. I am still looking. Just know that this Ma loves you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

This night I will take you all in. Sit any time after 9 my time and I will take you individually in. This will be my parting gift before taking my retreat. Just breathe deeply into your heart and feel the warmth of the Mother flowing there. Be gentle with yourself. Do not force it. I will take you i…

Here are more pictures for you of your Guru Bai with your Ma Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of My Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more for my chela's hearts. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I love you all more than you could ever know. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

With the Shakti still flowing from Guru Purnama I give you your summer practice. It will prepare you for the Mother's return from retreat. I am already missing all of you and my Beloved Kashi. THE GURU MOTHER'S HEART BREATH. Sit quietly and breathe in and out making the breath go deeper and deeper. …

One of the greatest moments of the weekend was when my Kimti was able to do arti to his Ma. Straight from rehab after being sick so long, he demanded to stand on his own two feet to hold the Lights. I was so touched. I love my Kimti Jaya so much and was quite honored by him holding the candles. I lo…

The beauty of the weekend is still with us and probably will always be with us. Your letters have been amazing. I will treasure them always. Here are more pictures to share with you. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more pictures for my chelas. Doesn't our Shody look beautiful ? I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Yesterday was the most fantastic Guru Purna Ma that we have ever celebrated. I almost could not take the love coming from my chelas. It was flowing like a water fall and all toward their Mother Guru. I am so blessed with my chelas and my life Here for so many years at our Beloved Kashi and our Villa…

There is such excitement all over the Ashram and all over all of my Ashrams. There is such love Here on Mother Kashi that one can hardly breathe from the joy of it all. I am going out in a few hours. There are so many Here on our Mother Ashram. I myself can never get enough of the Feet Of My Guru or…

I breathe into your Beings all the Faith in the world. This is on the Mother's Out Breath. You can breathe in deeply that which the Mother gives you. Let it touch every part of your Being. Hold the Breath and feel it warming your heart like never before. Let the breath out with a sigh of aaaaaah. Fe…

One by one they came up to their Ma for their hugs and for love from the Guru. If there was time I would have sat an hour with each one of them. My chelas are my life. I want so much for each and every one of them. I am the Mother and they are all my children. I ask my Mother Kali to watch over them…

Sometimes when things don't go right in your life, you tend to blame others instead of copping to your involvement. Attachment is wanting to control others and to have others agree with you. This you think is love. This is pure attachment You want to control others and have them give you your due. D…

At this time of Guru Purnama my heart is so full with love for my chelas and my own Guruji. My Sita Jaya the poet of Kashi can say it better than me. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai Namaste MA, I love you. Thank you for this y…

All the energy you place in negativity takes from your life. You all have the power to live full lives that is not sucked in by the ego. Communication with your Soul is something very few of us know how to do. And yet the Soul waits and waits for your acknowledgement. A simple moment any time of you…

In a few days there will be Here on Kashi what every one is waiting for THE GURUPURNAMA INTENSIVE. COMMITMENT TO THE SOUL It begins Thursday and goes right through Gurupurnama. It will be quite powerful and will leave my chelas with a feeling of freedom that they have never had before. We will explo…

Teaching Yoga during our Kali Natha Teacher Training was such a joy for your Ma. This group of people are wonderful and consuming everything about yoga that they can from the Teachers and of course your Ma. The yogi is taught to take care of their bodies and all its needs and to see beauty inside th…

Yesterday brought me tears of joy and happiness. From taking my grandson and his friend in the golf cart and seeing my Smokey One's and my Sati Mayee Jayas house starting to be built to going into the BY THE RIVER brought tears to my heart. Tears of joy and happiness. My Anthony keeps my heart open …

This day i want you all to know and understand the love the Mother has for you. This love never runs dry. This love is always full and filled with everything the Mother is. You are all perfect as you are this moment. I live at the Feet of my Baba as you live at the Feet of His Ma. Indeed this Kashi …

By being aware you begin to notice that what you have asked for has already come to you in one form or another. Step back a second and look deeply at all you have to be grateful for. Look and think about this a few times a day. Every time you hear a phone ring take a extra deep breath, this also wil…

The world is changing. So many are writing me of Iceland and that they legalized same sex marriage and the Prime Minister married her partner. Prayers do work. Now don't you all go running off to Iceland, it will happen Here as well. This is not just about Gay Marriages,it is about human rights. The…

Your reply's to yesterday's Darshan Line kinda of surprised me. I thought you knew that I would never let go of your hand no matter what. You are my child and I am your Mother. I am always with you. Yet I am thrilled that you finally got it. Now this day try to really picture it and feel it. Feel my…

This moment holding tightly to the Mother's Hand step away from that which you are use to. Have the courage to change only slightly or more. Remember you are holding on to my hand and I promise never to let go ever. As you take this step your perception expands. Your vibrations becomes filled with m…

Samadhi is the fullest extension of Higher Consciousness. In Darshan the Guru takes you from step to step through all dimensions slowly. In other words it may take years or months or perhaps only days. It depends how serious you are about reaching your destiny this life. Of course there is a lot of …

There is a collective consciousness that takes you to a deeper place that you can go within yourself more easily than when you go by your self. Take Darshan last night. Each word the Guru Mother Spoke took my chelas deeper and deeper inside themselves deeper than any meditation on silence. The satsa…

The nature of all goals is written in The deepest recesses of your Being. We are not our bodies or our minds or our emotions or any restrictions around us. We are able to use the true energy that is the real you to expand what you are spiritually You are then able to become the infinite life force t…

I love you so very much. I want to wish you a wonderful birthday, ( i know I know I know a day late ) Take it girl any way you can get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so proud of you the way you took care of my Sushi and now my Jack. I am praying, this you must know. OK so now your embarr…

When your Ma takes you into the Formless or close to it, time is no longer aligned, it is a circle that is all around you yet it does not touch you, for you do not exist. You can feel the flames of time always waiting for rebirth yet soon the you that you are familiar with begins to disappear into t…

When you are attached to something that you seem to want so badly and you finally get it, you realize that you never wanted it at all. This is because everything changes with the flow of life. If you can become calm and embrace your own flow of life you will begin to realize that to appreciate what …

My chelas are my life's blood. The older children use to sit on my lap the way the babies do now. I watch them grow and go on to become wonderful human beings ready to serve where ever they go. The beauty of our Mother Ashram is that the children know where they were born or grew up and respect that…

Begin to gather the courage to follow the spiritual life you have always dreamed of. So many of you write to your Ma asking if I would be your Guru. Even if you think that thought then you must know that Ma is your Guru. I don't have to be your Guru for you to be in this Teaching. And your requireme…

Begin to trust in the beauty of your own Essence. This is my Prayer and this is my Puja. I want so much for each of my chelas I can taste it If you trusted in the beauty of your own Essence you would take so much pressure away from your heart. There is so little to be done in life except to be. This…

One of my chelas just wrote What happens to the allotted breath we are given if it is not used in one lifetime? Does the Mother Guru give of Her breath to Her chelas? I waited for this question and I chose to answer it right away. Yes of course the Mother Guru does give of Her breath to Her chelas. …

Your Soul has a purpose and that purpose is love. Love brings a huge amount of joy. You were born to live in joy. Others will see this joy in your eyes and will want it for themselves This joy awakens a desire to live to serve and serve to live. The Guru brings this joy to Her chela's hearts. In Dar…

There is a spirit that flows from the circle of infinity when you can meditate for 23 minutes. When you sit, ( do not force yourself to sit ) start to count backwards from 29. Do this for three times and watch how your breathing becomes quite subtle. Then breathe in for the count of 7 and hold for 7…

Evening Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chela all over the world. There is so much love when you live in community especially Kashi. I can not believe we are Here since 1976 and I am more in love with our Mother Kashi than ever before. We are growing in leaps and bounds and I am so proud of all that my…

Sitting on the floor with my Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Students for the last day of this Sacred Retreat I couldn't help but notice how every one yes every one has changed. I decided to take them all deeper than ever before. Allowing them to understand the beauty of their own being. Each chela could fe…

The Sweetness of Lord Krishna comes to you when the Guru offers you an unripened mango and tells you it is yours to have when in ripens and is succulent to taste. The Guru watches the chela hold on the the mango and asks Lord Krishna to place in the heart of the chela the patience to wait for the sw…

When I take my chelas into the Formless, time is meaningless. The place is no where. The feeling is pure bliss. Spiritual bliss. It is a dream with no dimensions. There is only the blazing Light of truth with in. When I take my chelas out of meditation there is such of feeling of joy running through…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world These last few Darshans I have been watching my chelas going more and more into the Formless There is a certain glow about them. Now to keep this glow. It is easier to live with the Mother on the Mother's Ashram for in every Darshan one …

To understand your open heart is to understand life. To understand your closed heart is to understand only death. To understand how much you are loved completely is to understand all kinds of love. The masculine spirit and the Mothers Shakti Both together take you to the lake source where you drink …

Lately it seems like you are drinking this Darshan Line. You seem to be absorbing every thing that I put on it. This Darshan Line is like a Garland of Lotuses on our Baba's Neck. Opening and blossoming in words of Prasad. I love you my chelas. Breathe in THIS SACRED DARSHAN LINE AND BREATHE OUT THE …

The Shakti you have been receiving from the Mother Guru all these many years now penetrated your whole being. This is why you miss your Ma so much. It is like missing your self. I have taught you all so much and look forward to teaching you for many years. In all of your hearts is the tantric skull …

There comes a time that the spiritual path that you are on runs through your heart. It is as soft as a rainbow when this happens. The currents of love comes from the Guru and makes you want the Mother with all of your being. This current carries the love back to the Mother and She comes to you when …

This early morning I taught those that are taking the Kali Natha Tantra Yoga Intensive. I started the Darshan with a lesson in the feeling of Shakti. I promised to teach them how to bring the Shakti when they teach. The essence was deep and wonderful. Shakti and the movement of The Grateful Monkey m…

Our Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Intensive has begun. There was never a teaching so intimate as these 10 day Intensives. I truly give everything to every single teacher. And they in turn bring it out to the world. I love when my old ones take the course. I believe that every one of my chelas on all my as…

Last night took my breath away. My little girl got married to the man of her dreams, her babies daddy. They both looked so happy and beautiful. Cory is leaving for Afghanistan on Sunday and I pray to all the Gods and Goddesses to keep him safe for us all. My Gita has been our little girl since she w…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world The heart of the seeker is bigger than the Universe itself. The center of the seeker is the center of the Universe. You have to make any conceivable effort to reach the Higher Power inside of yourself. Each morning you have to give thank…

Studying the ZOHAR in the KABBALAH is just like studying the UPANISHADS OF THE SACRED VEDAS. This is the beauty of an INTERFAITH TEACHING. The KABBALAH LOOKS FOR DEEP MEANING IN WORDS WRITTEN CENTURIES AGO. I love the KABBALAH, Our precious REBBY AND MY GOOD FRIEND REBBY ZALMAN IS A GENIUS IN ANY RE…

It takes an enormous amount of energy to take the wrong path in life. The second you step into any of the Karmic Spaces you can feel the darkness coming to the surface more quickly. You attract more trouble to yourself. Life does not get any easier You work more and more in the dark instead of the l…

As you breathe with awareness, ( and I must say that many of you have been doing just this) ACCENTUATE THE POSITIVE THOUGHTS BY THINKING THEM BY CHOICE. Now just let the thoughts go as you breathe out. When the negative tries to over come you, do not argue with your self just keep breathing in and o…

This Sunday morning as I look over my Ganga from my rooms I can only fall on my knees and thank our Baba for the lives we all have had and have and will have together. Perhaps this past week being alone as I take my retreat brings back so many memories of all of us in so many situations the good and…

Here are more photos for you chelas for you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are deep profound pictures of our Swami Madhava taking Sanyasan. Look deeply at each picture and feel the Essence. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

There is a secret life deep with in that longs to be found. It is a form of you with much less ego. It is a place that can help you heal your own wounds. Every wound is different. Every wound can be healed by the meditation on the heart. Strength comes from the love for the Mother. Strength comes ou…

My Sanyasan all in their orange cloth transport way back in time. My Swami Madhava Ma brought tears of joy to my heart. I am so happy for him. These pictures I am sending out to all of you were taken by our very own my Swami Achariya Rudra Das known to the kids as Swami Hot. He is also our cook and …

Every one looks so beautiful in these pictures. My Shody looks like an actress. My Soo See is sitting where he sat since he was two years old. My Mummsie I love you so very much. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Evening Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world The responses from this past weekend has been tremendous from all parts of this Earth Your request for more pictures have touched my heart. And so here we go. I love you my chelas so very much. Feel my love and live your life in my arms.…

The day and night of our Celebration was beyond words. I can only thank my chelas for making this 70th birthday of mine one that will never be forgotten. I want to thank so many for the memories these past few days will bring to the many I would like to thank my Twameva, my Sita, my Sati Mayee and m…

Looking at these pictures open my heart like never before. How does it feel to make your Ma so happy and joyful.? I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.

I can not remember when I was so happy. Thank you all so much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

My Betty took my breath away. She is so fabulous, so beautiful and so talented. Handsome as a man and the most beautiful woman as a woman. I heard ( not mentioning names ) some of the men in the audience ask who she was and how they can meet her) You should have seen their faces when I told them. No…

I have had many beautiful birthdays on our Sacred Ashram yet this year was more than just a birthday it was a celebration of all of our lives together. Every moment of being with my children on this special night was like being in heaven. The video that we all watched together brought tears of happi…

Here is just a taste of my own Madava Ma's ceremony becoming a Sanyasan. I will send more tomorrow. He was so perfect in his orange. He made me so proud to be his Ma and so was Baba thrilled with him and of course his Teacher Swami Nityananda. I love you my Swami Madava Ma so very much. Love Ma Jai …

My Acharya Shiva was so surprised at his birthday cake. I love him so very much. He and the Other Elder, are so close to me, my Achariya Durga Das. Hey if I am an Elder then they are too. Again thank you, thank you thank you. Every one of you who made this night so special, I bow to your feet. Love …

The video took so much time and work to make. My Ganga Jaya and my Mata Giri Jaya what can I say, I do not have a clue how you got it done but I sure loved it. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Last night in the Ganesha Room we held the wedding of my Achariya Durga Das and my Saraswati Jaya She looked like the most happiest brides in the world. It was a simply beautiful wedding. I loved welcoming her into our family although she and her sister have been very close to their Ma for years. He…

Thank you all so very much for all the birthday gifts and wishes from every part of this Earth. It really was and is very touching. The Ashram is filled with my chelas and your Gurubais. The love is rushing through the air like electricity. So many are Here and so many more are coming. I can not bel…

It is on this 70th birthday that I begin to live the other half of my life. In other words instead of going into the forest, I choose to continue to teach my chelas for as many many years as I have. I watched you all over the past 38 years whether you were with the Mother or not at that time. I prep…

The Ashram is filling up and so is my heart. I can only say WELCOME HOME to all my children. Although so many may not have a clue that they can live in open spaciousness, I will teach you to understand that you can live with out restrictions more often than you know. The more one makes of the realit…

The place inside of you that is One With The Breath and One With Every One And Thing is THE CONSCIOUS SOUL OR THE ORIGINAL THOUGHT. IT IS THE SPACE OF INNOCENCE THAT NEVER CHANGES AND ALWAYS REMAINS, EVEN WHEN THE BREATH DIES WITH THE BODY AND THE FLESH IS BURNT UPON THE FUNERAL PYRE. Breathe deeply…

For the past forty years I have promised my chelas that when I reached seventy I will double up on the teachings bringing them closer and closer to the Source. And now that time is near. My old ones will remember my promise to them. The excitement on our Ashram is running through all of us. They hav…

I like to change the times that I send you the Darshan line as I do my different Pujas. My afternoon Pujas always have the Shadow Gods and Goddesses in them. In other words I love looking over my Ganga and see the afternoon Sun play with the shadows of the many trees which of course the Sun God Hims…

MASTERING ONE'S OWN DESTINY LEADS TO A DEEPENING APPRECIATION OF THE SHINING SPIRIT WITH IN. Freud spent years and years processing feelings and where feelings come from and to get to these hidden places he had to find a method to bypassing the ego. He did not know much of eastern practices, yet he …

WE ARE HAVING ANOTHER BABY GIRL. This is the best pre birthday present I could have. Arya is having a baby sister. My baby is going to be a big sister. I can not wait for her to tell me tonight I am so thrilled. Congratulations my Harvard Anapurna and my Agni Das. I love you guys so much. Ma is goin…

We are all Light Vibrations and Pulsation's. We are connected to the Universe and each other as such. Breathing deeply with awareness is the first of many spiritual exercises the Guru teaches you to do. In a comfortable position concentrate first on the inbreath bringing you a golden light This Ligh…

The best thing you can do for yourself is every morning fill yourself up on love. Feel any clouds of darkness disappear as you begin your day. Do deep breathing before you get out of your bed. Now you are ready to start your day. Remember all through your day that gratitude is the greatest source of…

The whole of our Path Of Service is a preparation for the Oneness of all things. In this Oneness you swim in bliss at your leisure. You begin to choose the time and place to lose yourself in Samadhi It is the Grace of the Mother that brings you to this state of Being. It is the Mother that swims in …

There is nothing more intimate than when your Ma teaches Kali Natha Tantric Yoga in the Dattatreya on our Sacred Kashi Ashram. I find my self teaching from the deepest part of my Being the Divine Asanas that are so ancient and yet so new. So many are shocked how much more flexible they have become s…

Our Saturday nights are growing more and more full. I can not wait till we can enlarge our Dattatreya Temple. Yet the essence of the past thirty five years are in the walls and surrounds us every moment of every Darshan. So many have come from all over the world to sit at the Guru's Feet. I love the…

I have always said that I wish to be the dust under my Guru's Feet. To understand His Beauty always. My wishes have come true and no matter what happens in life my Guru is there to bring me the Grace of the Guru. This is like a fine wire which is infinitely strong and yet the Grace of the Guru can a…

When a yogi realizes that the Self is free from impressions of like and dislike, he has no need to criticize any one. This happens due to meditation. Meditating on the breath forces you to look deeply into your heart. Confusion is an ego mind game and causes you to waste time over and over again. It…

As you breathe in and out with the newness of awarness, as you live your day notice what others have to say and then see if they are listening to you when you speak. Now see, as you breathe with awarness if you are hurt that they or someone is not listening. If you are, then notice how much energy o…

Insecure people often perceive that so many others are mistreating them. When some one has a different opinion than you, you begin to think that they do not like you. This keeps you always afraid of getting close to anyone. Your reaction system is totally out of balance. By knowing deep in your hear…

There are times that you feel that you can not see out of the darkness of your life. Call on the Mother and She will bring you confidence and joy in life that breaks up the darkness and leads you into the Light Of Your Life. She will never fail you. Even if you do not understand, it is wonderful to …

When I paint Shri Bhagavan Krishna I am taken to the Yumuna River and can feel the love that the Gopis had for their Beloved. It is as if the brush is painting by itself. I close my eyes and when I open them the beauty of Krishna is before me. I then do Puja to Shri Bhagavan This brings me right int…

Thank you for your gifts from all over the world. I love you all so very much and that is the greatest of all gifts. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

As the breath rises and falls allow the breath to go deeper into your chest and breathe out contracting your belly. The moment will change for the better. The ego's self importance is erased by the breath. Emotion you use to see how you feel in the moment Through emotion you can see which path to ta…

Things of the past can not hurt you in the moment. Be aware of the moment by watching your breath. The breath comes in and out and when you are aware of this you too can rise and fall on the journey of the breath. The essence of a Formless Space is deep within you. You can feel touch and caress the …

The individual creative Force is called Prana. This Force sustains our senses and the mind. When we meditate on the Source we are meditating on our true selves, the you without the ego. Meditation illumines the world and allows one to see beyond duality. The Absolute Self is reached by being gratefu…

As you breathe in deeply become aware of all the space with in your Being. Acknowledge this space or notice this space being filled with the Stillness of the words that you are reading. Now breathe out the stillness and become aware or notice that there is still the Silent Space With In You Even Whe…

There is a world of silence in all of us. The silence becomes the Word Of God the Mother In the silence of the womb we find peace in our existence. The Mother teaches us of life as we all live at Her Feet. I can think of no better life than listening to the Mother in our hearts. She leads us all dur…

And they lined up after Darshan to be with their Ma for every second they could get. Miami sure missed their Mother Guru and I them. As we all sat together saying our Beloved's Name who ever our Beloved could be in our own way, the night stood still with the power of love. I recognized my lord and H…

MY LITTLE MAN AND HIS GURU MOTHER and his lolly pop Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Divine Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here we are in the little room before your Ma went on. Pre darshan darshan. It was so good to see every one. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here is my handsome chela the jewelry, my Ramesh, who is measuring my finger for my birthday present. It was such a light moment. I love you all so very much. Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I am sending you all the Beauty of Kashi's Breath this very moment in time and space and if you can not see these words in the moment, then when you do you will feel the MOMENT THAT IS. Breathe deeper than you ever breathed before. When you let out the breath send out the breath to someone you resen…

Coming back to Miami last night was such a deep experience for all who were there. Their beautiful welcoming touched us all so very deeply that there wasn't a dry eye any where to be seen. Teaching after teaching was taught and learnt by all. I could feel them all taking the night into their being a…

Breathe in the acceptance of your own existence. Hold the breath for as long as you comfortably can. Let it out slowly knowing that your breath is merging with your Paramaguru and Gurus breath. Hold the breath out as long as you can comfortable and start all over. If you are doing this at night then…

You are always in my heart. Love is the Mother's gift given with an open heart to all Her children All the angels know of this gift and hover over you to make sure you keep on receiving it. The Mother showers you with the gifts of love along your path whichever way you go. Paving the road with Gold …

Once you feel the non duality of the Self you begin to live life fully. This early morning in Darshan I took my chelas into the non duality of the Self. I taught them of the Shadow Gods and Goddess. I taught them how to go beyond the world of sorrow fear and insecurity. It still amazes me how much I…

Thoughts dissolve in the vast sky when you say to your self IT IS JUST A THOUGHT. If you let them turn over and over you find that you are very attached to your thoughts and they come at you constantly effecting your physical body. Childhood youth and age glide by on the wings of thoughts if you giv…

This day be open to new experiences. Do not inhibit yourself by being self conscious. Make sure you know that your Ma is with you. Do not be self consciousness. Be free like a child. When our hearts are open to new moments we can receive and we can create. Use creativity for its own sake. Do not see…

The beauty of meditation is that over time and with tons of practice your gradually learn not to follow your thoughts yet to always follow your hearts. Lately Darshan has become full of nectar and sweet juice. I ask our Baba many years ago when I could bring my chelas the nectar of meditation and He…

There is inexhaustible will power in all of our hearts. We all have the power to love and to love well. Without the power of love we are all nothing. With the power of love we are all roses in Her, The Mother's Garden The Self is the source of Shakti on every level of one's being. You all have the a…

I look over my Ganga this early morning and can feel the mist of Gratitude over our Sacred River. To some you will not understand the expression THE MIST OF GRATITUDE. When there are so many chelas in one place all loving on the Guru and the Parama Guru there is a mist that lingers over waters that …

Kali Nath Tantric Yoga is life's process towards universality of existence. It is the movement towards the Tantric Mother. It has the aspects of many Yogas and is said to be the ancient original yoga that Lord Shiva gave to the Nathas. I love teaching it to all of you. In June we are having our 10 d…

Shodi and I have been enjoying our Great Grandchildren. We came back to our precious Kashi Ashram and my daughter and son in law and great grandchild baby Anthony were there and have been wonderful guests on our ashram. My Denise grew up here and is loved by every one and so is my son in law Ganesha…

My chelas are still feeling the effect of this past weekend and the Intensive on Intuition. I will continue to teach on Intuition as much as possible. The Shakti is still running deep. When we were in Atlanta I made sure we went to see my little girl Jaya Darshana. She is such a hero and has been in…

We went to see my Shiva Devi. When she heard her Ma's voice She cried from happiness from the bottom of her heart. She is so brave and courageous I love her so much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of The Baba Neem Karoli Ki Jai

I am Home our precious Home. I must say this Intensive on Intuition was the deepest most profound intensive I have ever given. Every heart was wide open. Every Soul was touched. And everyone loved their Guru Mother like never before. My Swami Jaya Devi took care of her Guru with all her heart. I am …

The Mother is in all of you, directing you, leading you to the Greater Moment Of You. Sitting in a relaxed position, breathe in and out rhythmically and command the prana to go in and out the Spiritual Heart. Feel how Your Spirit is making itself known as the breath flows and you are aware of the fl…

OK ATLANTA HERE I COME. I AM EXCITED AS WELL GET READY. MY MOTHER KASHI ASHRAM RESIDENTS, PLEASE TAKE CARE OF OUR MOTHER. I MISS YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH LOVE MA JAI KALI MA KI JAI ALWAYS AT HIS FEET OF OUR NEEM KAROLI BABA KI JAI

Morning Pujas and Prayers So much love Here in Atlanta. My Swami Jaya Devi and all her students made such a nice space for the Guru Mother to come to and share our Baba's Teachings. The softness of the night filled each heart to the brim. We all loved it so much. The merge of the Ashrams brought so …

Kashi Dawn approaches us like a lover. There is not a morning that I am not excited to start my Pujas ( around 2:30 am ) and wait for the light to begin its dance over our Bejeweled Ashram Mother Kashi sits waiting to be caressed by the beginning light of Usha the Goddess of Dawn. The clouds come to…

You can feel the excitement of our Atlanta Ashram from here. My chelas at my daughter's Ashram has worked hard and long getting Atlanta Kashi ready for the Guru. I am very proud of them. We will be there in time to have Resident Darshan. I can not wait. My Achariya New York Swami Durga Das will pick…

Here we are at one of my favorite places on our Beautiful Ashram My Janaka is so beautiful. He looked ready to jump in. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always and forever at His Feet.

In your mind's eye let the Lotus of love unfold its petals as the breath comes in and out of your third eye. Stop a moment and feel the Lotus gently caressing the area around your 6th chakra. Breathe out the top of your head and feel the lotus close and then open on the in breath through the top of …

Every one craves for happiness. Yet to want only instant gratification one begins to immediately think of loss. Instant gratification must end. Yet to love Guru and Guru loving chela never ceases to bring you happiness. There is no beginning or ending. There is so much in your life that does not hav…

From the first time you began to think about Karma, you have opened your Higher Mind. Some times Karma becomes clear when you are very young. Once you understand that all of your actions shape your future you begin to make adjustments to your life. The one thing you can remember easily is the feelin…

MOTHER OF INTUITION PLEASE BE ACTIVATED IN MY THIRD EYE AND BRING ME TO THE PLACE OF INSIGHT. MOTHER OF INTUITION PLEASE BE ACTIVATED IN MY THIRD EYE AND BRING ME TO THE PLACE OF INSIGHT. MOTHER IF INTUITION PLEASE BE ACTIVATED IN MY THIRD EYE AND BRING ME TO THE PLACE OF INSIGHT. Say this mantra fo…

Today after Rehab, Shody and I walked around our Sacred Ashram and I could not believe the beauty of our Kashi. We have been walking at different times during the week and each time it is like magic. How fortunate we are we who live on Kashi's sacred land. I hope that I can continue to walk. We are …

There is such joy that flows between Guru and chela. When you do not believe in your self this joyous flow begins to stop. It is when you are wide open that you receive so much. You have taken flesh to flow in the Mother Guru's love. Before I start today I want you all to take a few moments simply t…

This night as you lay yourself down to sleep, think of your day. Think of the many blessings you have received this day. And with all your heart give thanks for your breath. The breath that keeps you alive and vibrant. The breath that leads you to the Mother Guru The breath that follows the Guru lik…

Easter Sunday was such a beautiful day for all of us to be together. The center piece on each table was done with such care and the food had no comparison anywhere on this earth. Looking around at all my chelas and guests there was such bliss in the dining room. There were no issues to defend or any…

Namaste my Dee and my Ganesha. Dee from all my chelas they want you to know they all thank you so much for sharing your Mama especially at the time of the holidays. Please kiss my grandchildren and great grandchild for me. We all will see you in a few weeks time when you come back to your Home our K…

Tonight we celebrate Hanuman Jayanti, the birthday of Lord Hanuman. Our Baba is said to be a incarnation of Lord Hanuman. Hanuman is a incarnation of Lord Shiva. We here on Kashi love to celebrate any of the birthdays of the Gods and Goddesses and to celebrate Hanuman's is a special treat. So joyous…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Well your Ma is back. I always miss our Darshan Line when I can not get to it. I also miss you all so very much. It was so good to teach last night and it was exceptionally deep. I took my chelas into the space of choices and how to ch…

When you feel a lack of energy coming upon you, bring your concentration to your breath. Breathe in deeply into the third eye and to the back of the head and down the neck and spine into the third chakra. The chakra of fire and gems. Begin to do Bhastrika, quick out breaths that you do and the inbre…

Just be a witness to your breathing. Do not change anything, just enjoy the fact that you are breathing in and out and the Mother Guru is aware of your existence and loves you so very deeply. Always remind yourself that all things pass. As soon as a dark cloud comes upon you and the breath is forgot…

One of the Greatest Joys in my life is teaching Kali Natha Tantric Yoga to my chelas. Yesterday was no exception. The depth of this yoga went deep into the Souls of my children. It is the intimacy that my chelas ask for so much. There is no teaching like this. To sit with Ma doing yoga with you is b…

Confusion is a mind game that the ego sends you to cause you to procrastinate. It stops you from getting things done. And yet the mind keeps going back to what has to be done, so depression finds a way of getting into your psychi. Confusion brings poor concentration. Confusion comes from the ego ask…

You have written to your Ma so many questions about the Sacred Paintings. I have tried to answer them all. I have just finished painting Shri Bhagavati Tara. It took me all night. Yet when I look at Her I know that She will change my chelas life for the better. I am sending you pictures of Shri Bhag…

When you sit in meditation the sensation of breathing puts you in touch with life. You become conscious of the preciousness of life. You also become aware of your posture. Sit still with your back straight head upright. Keep your eyes focused on the floor a few feet in front of you. Bring your atten…

Little by little one gets use to the silence on the path. In the silence one learns how to interpret the world in a spiritual way that will last him all of his life. Never worrying about the attachment of the world the seeker seeks his Beloved at all times. Death can not reach out to the one who bre…

Yearning greets what you desire. Yearning with gratitude of that which you have is the secret to receive what it is what you want and need. Being obsessive ties you to that which you do not have. Don't obsess do action. You have to travel toward your dreams and then it will come toward you. Stop bei…

Every once in a while some one comes across the barrier of life and death and all of a sudden she is in your life time. Perhaps not for so long but definitely quiet well. This woman is a woman whom I admire so very much. And the question came from all over the world in a nice kind way. MA WHY ARE YO…

Step back in your mind's eye and feel the breath coming in and flowing out of the top of your head and all around you. Now take a deep breathe and hold it for as long as you can. As you are holding the breath feel the Blessing of the Breath then let it out in a burst of joy. Breathe in again and hol…

In the attempt of understanding life one becomes confused. This is the time when so much confusion in your life stops you from living fully. Agree to look at your feelings. How does this or that make you feel? Does your decision make you feel good or not good. Take a look at your body and listen to …

I am sure that you can feel the growth since the ladies Intensive. You all seem to be more confident than before the Intensive. Even the men could feel the different energies after the woman's intensive and they themselves started to come to up the mark. You can observe your feelings whether they ar…

Kashi is our Beloved. She shines in the late afternoon sun. She beckons us all to Her arms. There is no more hiding our hearts. She will find us no matter what. Your Guru Mother finds comfort in Her Arms. Swimming in Her sisters Waters The Ganga protects us and guides us to our Baba's heart. Years a…

Happy Saint Patrick Day my chelas. I love you all so very much. There are many reasons that one gets angry and are filled with rage. Start on your road to freedom by understanding that the reason so many of you feel anger in the heart is that the goals you set can not be reached so the ego tells you…

This past weekend has been beyond all my dreams. Your letters keep pouring in and I am grateful for every one of them. I am still working with so many of you and I will start to teach about the mirrors of the Mother's Pulses. Go back over the past few days and look up any meditations that I have giv…

Here are the new Shri Bhagavati Taras. She is very intense and very much filled with love. She will protect you every moment. I love you my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Thank you all so very much for your letters about this Intensive with the Woman Chelas. It was all about the pulses of the Mother. It changed so many lives and will continue to do so. You are all attached to the Mother in many ways yet no way as deep as the pulses So be aware my chelas. I will conti…

The Woman's Intensive has been so exciting that I can not wait to go out to my beautiful ladies this morning. Yesterday I have taken many to the point of levitation. Levitation of the heart and Soul. It was powerful and yes sweet. My ladies were and are shakti in form and I am so proud of them and h…

Where do you have the most tension in your body? Breathe into the tension and say as you hold the breath, SPLIT THE TENSION, FIVE TIMES, and breathe out knowing that you have only half the tension you started with. As you keep doing this breath you will find that you have less and less stress and mo…

Making the right choice is difficult for so many. Confusion comes from asking many questions. Try to stop asking some of your questions and figure them out your self. There are so many answers that one gets confused. By being aware one can figure out what choices to make. Do not be afraid of failure…

I want you all to think when you meditate this morning how you are linked to all that is around you and above you and below you. Meditation is like this. It connects you to all that will bring you education of what ever it is you feel that you need or want to know. When you are flowing your are conn…

My ladies are coming Home and I can not wait to see them and hold them and share with them. There is still time for some of you to still come to the Intensive. I love these Intensives as I see you all changing so fast at the Mother's Feet. You are all Mas You are all mine. I will teach you to apprec…

What would you do if you knew that your Beloved is always with you? Would you change how you do things in your life? Your Beloved lives in the mystic cave that we all have in the deepest part of your chest. Your Beloved will show you how to use your intuition if you are quiet enough to listen. Sing …

My Baby did not want to leave Her Guru Grandma. I was in bliss all night. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Being with my babies before Darshan are my most precious moments. They are all my life and I enjoy them so much just the way I have enjoyed raising their Mommies and Daddies. This teaching has grown all around the world with such love and compassion and I am so proud of my chelas. I love you all so …

I took my babies out to Darshan with me. It was global darshan where I took my children in all over the world at the same time. And then it was time to give up my babies and my little Aria started to cry and wouldn't leave Her Guru Grandma's lap and I was in ecstasy of course. So I held tight to her…

The ego mind will always cut out a large percent of reality when you begin to sit. The ego mind will leave you cold with fear if you let it. To say your mantra before you begin to sit is to occupy the ego mind. When you sit the mind begins to send you subtle energies. Energies that mostly bring nega…

I love painting for you my chelas. My paintings reach all over the world. There will be times when I take you in as you meditate in front of your Sacred Art. There are many many Rams written under the paint. They flow from the Painting to your heart. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma …

Close your eyes when you can and concentrate on the base of the spine. This is your base chakra and brings a sense of belonging. You almost can reach down and feel your roots to life and death. Keep the breath gentle and light as you focus on the base of the spine. Take another five deep breaths and…

Imagine a place where only you and your Beloved dwell. A place beyond your imagination.. Where the air is filled with musk and jasmine. In the form of beautiful wells and gardens and fountains you sit at your Beloved's Feet and listen to Her voice This is the mystical Garden of the heart and where e…

The past few Darshans can be used for stopping thoughts that have no roots and bring you back into the place of the heart. This brings you back to the now and opens the gates of your Being. Thoughts can fill your head and bound you to negative feelings all day long. Say to your self MY BELOVED YOU H…

Thank you for your replies from yesterday's Darshan Line. Are you ready to enter into that stage of truly learning and keeping the essence of what you learnt to pass on to others with out any one knowing you are teaching or sharing or both. You become the listener as well as the knower. I am both th…

Becoming intimately involved with your higher self allows you to understand why it it is that you do certain things You begin to get a grip on your life and are able to see your dreams come true or not. You never feel out of control or in control. You are always just there in the moment. This is whe…

Dedicating sat. night to my chela Mahadev brought every one to tears. The night went deeper then ever before We all missed him so very much. I took my chelas into the Formless so we all could be closer to the bliss that our Mahadev felt. I love you my chelas with all my heart. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki…

Having seen my Baba I know that all is seen. Having heard my Baba I know that all has been heard. Having touched my Baba I know that all is touched. Having known Him all is known. Having you all grow at His Feet is a thrill that this Guru Mother loves anew every moment. When I enter the cave of my h…

This morning my Mahadev left his body. He was surrounded by his family and Gurubai and His Ma. He got every thing he wished for. I am so proud of this son of mine. His beauty in death is just as beautiful as in life. Sleep well my son. I love you so much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Fee…

Coming Home from the Doctor today we stopped by my Mahadev's room at Laxman's House. I can not tell you how brave my Laxmi has been this whole year and then bringing Her husband to His Ma to die in her arms. It was like the simple mystery of dawn coming to be in front of us. I have taught so many ho…

We are all born with the power of intuition. It is part of our spiritual path. If you look at animals you will notice that they have the power of inner knowing. This is intuition. We can pick up all we need from the other five senses. One could understand what can not be seen. This is the experience…

When you do not love yourself as God loves you, you imagine that others could not love you either. You begin to think that you are all alone and that no one could ever love you. You begin to put on a glossy mask that will hide your true nature and become what you think others want to think of you. T…

The Mother trusts you with Her Earth. So many have used Mother as a sanctuary and this is perfect. You have to have time to process out any negativity that is in you. When you see yourself as more and more prosperous negativity leaves you. Little by little it begins to leave. Negativity has no place…

I have been doing the Darshan Line of prasad for many years and I try hard not to miss. When you do not hear from your Mother Guru then just know that you are always in my heart of hearts. Look deeply at your paintings. Your letters to your Ma about the paintings have really touched my heart so deep…

Here are some more pictures for my chelas of Sat. Night Darshan I love you Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Feb. 19, 2010 When you receive your paintings. Allow your heart to open wide. Feel the beauty of the art enter into you. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

When you are comfortable within your self you can begin to use the Mother's Shakti in a new and different way. You can begin to understand your purpose in life. Perhaps you have the ability to nourish others. When you become comfortable with you you are able to goal set. These are goals set a little…

To create beauty out of hurt is a gift that one can learn and when this is learnt life becomes big. The essence of beauty is in the heart of the yogi. The yogi sees The Mother in all who they come across during their day and the pressure of dislike leaves the heart. The radiance of the heart of bein…

Sit in silence and open your self to the love of the Universe. You have the ability to transform yourself into a being of Light. You have to allow this to happen to you. You have to open to the joy that the Mother wants you to know and understand. The question I receive a lot is CAN I TRAIN MYSELF T…

Can you feel the joy of being on a spiritual path? Can you feel the love that is yours? Can you see your own beauty? This past Shiva Ratri you all shined like beautiful children Your Soul showed so many possibilities and abilities. You became awakened to your own joy. You are the mystic. You are the…

When you learn how to experience spirituality, you first learn how to live. The essence of spirituality lives deep in the heart cave in the center of the chest. The burning zeal of wanting the Formless is always with the one who seeks spirituality. Then one day everything is different. Your whole li…

You are all my valentines. Happy Valentine my children and grandchildren and my Great Grandchild and my Ganesha Chris. How does it feel to be loved by the Mother Guru unconditionally? This love affair has been going on life time after life time. You are all spoiled by it. Always have and always will…

It is said that he who utters Lord Shiva's Name during Shiva Ratri is freed from all sins and karma. This is how powerful This night is. For this is the Night Of Lord Shiva' Lord Shiva was married to the Goddess Parvati on this day. The Shiva Lingam is worshiped throughout the night. It is also said…

No matter what you do in life The Mother is always there. When one puts all their hope in the Mother of the Universe then there is nothing to do except to get closer and closer to the Mother. She will bring you closer to Lord Shiva who is also watching over you no matter what. He is the King of the …

One of the most important lessons you can learn in life is learning how to handle your mind. When anger and other emotions come up, watch them like a witness. Conquer your impulses by being aware of their existence. Every human being have different moods, the only difference there is in people is th…

As dusk came upon Kashi our Shiva Doggie left his body in his Ma's arms' I held him as he took his last breath and was so grateful for being able to have this deep handsome dog for so long. Of all my dogs my Shiva was the most devoted and I appreciated every moment with him. I want to thank all of y…

Breathe in all it is that you need and breathe out all that is keeping you back. Come toward the Mother with the in and out breath. Do this for a minute or five minutes or however long. Be aware of the breath and the breath will always be there for you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet …

The path of kundalini progresses from the unknown to the known. The follower of the path of Kundalini and faith folds his hands in pranam and prays to the Mother to allow him the courage to fight the ego and go on the path of Kundalini with courage and fortitude. One of the biggest fears is the fear…

I told my Baba that I would teach of Death in case that He my Beloved would ask me in the future. The future now is upon us and it is time that I spoke and taught of Yama God of Death. I actually have begun a little while ago. I taught on how you welcome Him into your life with open arms and hearts.…

Morning Pujas and Prayers. Namaste my chelas all over the world, The Breath can bring you closest to Intentional Bliss than any thing else in heaven or earth. Sit very still after you read you Mother Guru's Darshan Line. Ask the Mother Earth to hold you in her Loving Hands. Move around a little bit,…

Kali Natha Yoga awakes prana in one who practices In Kali Natha Yoga the mind surrenders to the prana of the Mother and the prana is allowed freedom of expression as it works itself up the spine. The chakras flow with out effort. All the chakras The devotee finds herself coming from meditation with …

Morning Pujas and Prayers Feb. 4, 2010 Namaste my chelas all over the world The new series of paintings of the group of paintings that I have been doing is the powerful art BHAGAVAT RUDRA. The red tears that spill down Lord Rudras Face shows the devotee how much he is loved for the tears of Bhagavat…

Evening Pujas and Prayers Feb. 3 2010 Namaste my chelas all over the world Breathe in my chelas, breathe in my love and let the words flow in your journal. Write what you feel in the moment. Let the words come from your heart. After a while you can feel you wrote enough. Then go over your words and …

The sweet harmony between chela and Guru can be felt all over the world. Each time one discovers the Self deep with in himself he grows more and more toward himself and his beloved. Having felt the Guru only once one walks the path of love. Having heard the Guru even once all is heard. Having touche…

QUESTION HOW DOES THE CHELA SURRENDER TO THE GURU IN ORDER TO FIND ANSWERS FOR QUESTIONS THEY HAVE. MUST IT ALWAYS BE A MATTER OF SURRENDER. ANSWER It is not to the Guru that one surrenders to, it is to your most intimate Higher Being that you bow to. It is all in you. Your innate wisdom comes from …

Your response to yesterdays Darshan Line was far out as I was hesitant to send it out as it was. Yet I am glad that I did. Death has been a subject that has been taboo to so many. People are just scared to speak of death. As if speaking would bring on death. Of course this is not truth. Death wants …

As the dawn comes to us at Kashi my heart is filled with my love for my chelas and my Ashram and of course my Guruji. You fill my heart as I take you into the void of life and death. I have begun to paint Lord Rudra with the blood red tears falling from his beautiful eyes. It is very powerful and wi…

Question WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MY INTUITION AND YOU ? ARE YOU MY INTUITION AND IF NOT DO I NEED TO KNOW WHERE MY INTUITION STOPS AND YOU BEGIN? ANSWER What ever chakra you are focused on and give your full attention to holds your intuition in that moment. Yet the most juice comes from the ce…

When I called for my Graduates to come Home for Kali Natha Yoga, I promised them that I would teach a lot. I did not keep my promise, i not only taught a lot, I taught like never before and much more than I though I would. The Shakti Ran wild though I was watching very closely. My chelas went deeper…

Who would believe that I would teach Sacred Tantric Moments . It is not about your Guru Mother teaching it is about my chelas able to hold the Mother Shri Bhagavati as they are learning the beauty of spirituality The sweetness is the nectar of the lake of spirituality I have been taking my chelas in…

The Guru always invites us toward the great elegance of Soul. There is an immense dignity in the merge of one with their Beloved. Some times in the stillness of meditation one can hear their Beloved call them. The Guru arrives in our lives and is filled with the radiance of the Emptiness. For a whil…

Here is our Mother Shri Bhagavati She is so powerful and I am joyful that She is in your life Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The Mother Bhagavati in all Her forms has become a big part in THE RHYTHM OF KALI NATHA YOGA. She is the Mother of Tantra. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

This has been one of the most incredible Intensives ever. I took my chelas the deepest they have ever gone with in the Rhythm Of Kali Natha Yoga Every one was so deeply grateful. We also celebrated my Swami Jaya Devi's Birthday. I will treasure the surprised look on her face for a long time. Then my…

The most letters that I have received from all of you from every corner of this planet was about about The Darshan Line and the Intensives. This Intensive THE RHYTHM OF KALI NATHA YOGA SEEMS TO HAVE TAKEN A TRIP OF ITS OWN ALL AROUND THE E WORLD. You are truly learning and I am loving it. Last night…

My chelas are coming Home now for the graduate Kali Natha Yoga Intensive. I would suggest that each of you who are Here on our Sacred Land walk around our Ganga for seven times each day you are Here. This will prepare you for being with your Mother Guru. I can not wait for this Intensive to start . …

When you meditate you begin to become aware of all the subtle energy around you. These energies can guide you through life as soon as you know how to read them. And I will be teaching you how. You will be able to feel what is ahead of you. When the energy seems frantic you begin to calm your self wi…

Morning Pujas and Prayers. One can conquer the world if they stay in their hearts through thick and thin. Once you are out of the heart, the world devours you. To consume a problem with love is to recognize how much of The Goddesses Strength you truly have. Let the Sun and The Moon and all the Stars…

Well my chelas there is still time to call the office to come Home for the Intensive. I am beyond excited and so are my chelas As you get ready to come to your Mother Kashi you can feel Her Rhythm beckon This Rhythm of Kali can be felt this very moment inside of your heart cave. The task of Mother a…

Try to see through any darkness that is around you. Bring the Light of the Guru's Love to the darkness and watch it disappear. Do not deny the Mother's Ability to bring Light to Her children's lives. The only reason She took flesh is to bring Her children to the Feet of the Paramaguru and to the ONE…

Your response to yesterdays darshan line has been amazing. As you watch your breath this day feel your whole body energizing. You are being taken into the rhythm of Mother Kali just how I have been teaching you for years life times and almost forever. When you close your eyes you can see the energy …

My chelas can you hear me? My chelas can you feel me? My chelas can you feel the CENTER OF YOUR SKULL? The place of THE CUP OF NECTAR. My chelas if you can know for sure how much you are never alone then all anguish will disappear. In the CENTER OF YOUR SKULL IS THE SKILL OF KNOWING HOW TO ENTER SAM…

We got to the hospitals about 5:15 yesterday. My Shody was operated shortly after that. During the time we were there, your Ma did not stop doing Pujas and Prayers for hundreds of people. About a hour before we were allowed to see my Shody I felt that someone had left their body and was saying good …

Notice how each Sacred Painting is different for each of you. She gives you what you need and you all need that which is different and yet that which is the same. I love you all so very much Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

The Mother Shri Bhagavati always has Her Lord Shiva's Tridents around Her. He has given them to Her to protect Her chelas. When you receive your painting stare at the Tridents and say to your self, LORD SHIVA LOVES ME, LORD SHIVA LOVES ME. LORD SHIVA LOVES ME. I love you my chelas Love Ma Always at …

Well here comes monday and we are ready to start all over. Shody will be operated on tomorrow and come Home in a few days. Thank you all for all you have done for our Shody and your Ma. Our Swami Krishna Bai has really had to come through for her Ma and even I know it was not easy. My boys were grea…

You can sit back every once in a while and appreciate how we live. Our community certainly takes care of every one. When Shody's nurse came yesterday, she asked Shody lots of questions about our Ashram She said that she never saw such a beautiful place. Of course our Shody was beaming with pride It …

OUR SHODY IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE IS VERY BAD IN ATTITUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL WRITE MORE LATER. I JUST LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH. MY RAJA MA KEEP WRITING YOUR MA. DO NOT FORGET SHE HAS TO GO IN ON MONDAY. I LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH. LOVE MA …

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world, Our Mother Sri Durga is known as A GEM AMONG WOMEN. She will always come when Her children call on Her with deep feelings. As you become more and more aware of your life and all that goes on in your life and the lives of others the more…

Thank you for your letters about our Shody. Just got off the phone with her. The pain is starting now as we expected. I will still be doing lots of Puja. I am telling you right now she is not a good patient OUY VEY! I want to thank all of you who have been with her in the hospital. I sure am lost wi…

With all the events that surrounded all of you these past few weeks I must say that my chelas have kept the Ashram together and flowing with the Mother's Shakti. I am proud how you held your Mother Guru and allowed the shakti to flow strong and wonderful. Now we have to see what we have to do with o…

We got back from the hospital just a little while ago. It hurt my heart to leave Shody there. She has never been away from her Ma for way over thirty years. She came out of the operation with flying colors. Our Durga Das Achariya is staying with her tonight. She will be home in a couple of days and …

I send you your paintings with a full and open heart. All the paintings are painted just for the person who ordered them. Under the paint of all paintings is written Rams and Baba's. Some time as you say Ram Ram over and over, you can almost see the Names coming through. These Mothers are the Black …

Turn to the Mother for anything you want and need in your life. Ask Her to take what you do not need. And remember that She is always with you and so is your Guru Mother Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Ma teaching Kali Natha Yoga. I love you all. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

With the holidays over, we can start to get back to our routine. I will begin to answer questions from my chelas all over the world. We just have to get through our Shodie's double knee surgery We go in early tomorrow at five am. I will not leave her side until the Doctors tell me that all is fine. …

Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram Happy New Year all my chelas all over the world. Happy New Year to my children grandchildren and great grandchild I miss you Guys. The beauty of the New Year is that we all can start over knowing that the Mother of the Universe forgives every on…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Here are pictures of New Years Eve. Start this year off knowing how much your Guru Mother Loves You. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Happy New Year my chelas. Another New Years Eve on Kashi Ashram There were tons of my chelas from all over the world. It was a night of the blue moon. Rare and beautiful. Today is the start of a newness for all of us. It is as if the decade opened its heart for us and we all traveled in. And when ou…

I love you all so very much. Especially on this last day of the old year. To heal old wounds is to allow love to flow through your body and engulf your heart and mind, turn to the Unconditional Love of Paramaguru and Guru. Leave all darkness of thoughts and actions in the old year to turn to dust wi…

As the year comes to an end, your Ma is one proud Guru. Here is my New York Ashram at work in three different locations. As a little girl your Ma walked down this street many many times in Coney Island. I never saw anything like my Achariya Durga Das has accomplished. So many were served and taken c…

In all Paintings Of The Mother Bhagavati there are Sacred Nagas always protecting Her as She enters into deep Samadhi. If you ever feel anxious or afraid of anything at all, look at the Sacred Nagas in your painting and feel your heart ease. Then look into the Mother Bhagavati's Eyes and feel more p…

As we begin to close off 2009 and reach for 2010 our hearts feel free that we have lived together with our minds and beings intertwined. Each day of my life I have more and more gratitude for all the miracles we have witnessed and so much more to come. The universal law of miracles is at our finger …

More Christmas Pictures for my chelas. Little Anthony watching His Great Grandma at Christmas. My little Santa Clause. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

More and more of my chelas and babies and children are coming Home for the New Years. This has been a fabulous holiday. Your letters about the babies and how happy they make Ma touched my heart. Soon we will get back to our schedule with your Ma answering your questions. For now just enjoy the child…

Morning Pujas and Prayer Namaste my chelas all over the world This morning I called all my chelas to the Dhuni as I was doing Fire Pujas in my rooms. Mother Usha greeted us in the Sun rising and the Fire Gods and Goddesses Blessed my children. The Joy of all being together on Our Sacred Ashram. I am…

I am going out in a little while to be with all our babies and my Great Grand child. Thank you all for all your letters and cards and gifts. It was a fabulous Christmas. My daughter Denise Ann wanted to send all her love and appreciation to all of you for making every one feel so at home. Don't forg…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Christmas Morning Merry Christmas my chelas, my children, my grandchildren, my great grand child and every one of you. Feel the hands of Christ embrace you, hold you and take your pain. Feel this day of the birth of Christ inside of your heart. There is so much to celebrate…

I wish you all a merry merry Christmas. Each and every one of you. You are blessed by the Mother and our Baba every day of your lives. Having gratitude and humility flow together hand in hand. I have watched my chelas raise their children and teach them such respect for the Guru and the Guru's Ashra…

Here we are after Darshan with our babies. Babies babies every where. My chelas are Here from all over the country. The little ones are growing up together including my great grand son. The little girls play with the little boys toys and try to hide them. The poor little boys don't have a chance. My…

All day one could hear the sound of all the toddlers playing and laughing and growing up together just like their mommies and daddies. After Dead Dawn Darshan when I usually teach Kali Natha Tantric Yoga, i played with the babies instead. Here are pictures with your Ma and the babies. Such a delight…

The Ashram is filling up now with my babies and their babies. There is such joy here and all hearts are full. The invisible embrace of our Baba touches us all. I hold the babies and I can not believe what love is Here. These little guys are just too cute for words. And they are all mine and I thank …

Namaste my Dee Dee and my Ganesha Chris and all my Grandchildren and Great grandchild Merry merry Christmas to all of you. Over the years you have seen my children and grandchildren grow into such fine young people who have given their Mom and Grandma to the world. Many of you have asked me over and…

Yesterday we had the pleasure to feed and to give hundreds and hundreds of gifts to so many people in need. We had a police escort when we went to our TREE PLACE where we have been going for years. Sometimes I feel that the folks who gather under the tree are forgotten people or those that some call…

Here are more pictures for my chelas I love you all so very much Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

There is a great moment in life when you know that you are being watched by the Mother. Your whole being is blessed and you know it, you feel it, and you are it. This is our moment my chelas. Our dreams are beginning to come true. And yet something in us tells us that we have always been blessed yet…

Today we go out to serve the community and bring hundreds of gifts to children men and woman. We are honored to be able to do this many times during the year and see the smiles on so many faces. It certainly is a Divine Privilege to give and give. Our whole teaching is about service. And as my child…

The question is HOW DO WE CHANGE OUR BEHAVIOR TO BRING US GOOD KARMA? The answer One can not change their behavior only to bring themselves good karma. It has to come from the heart with out any seeking of a reward of any kind. In other words you learn to live unconditionally. Unconditional love in …

The question this night is WHY DO WE EXPERIENCE SHYNESS AND HOW CAN WE USE SHYNESS AS FUEL? ANSWER Life time after life time when one is rejected a lot of the time, he gets afraid of being rejected again and stays behind the mask of shyness, Confusion comes and one hides even more. The only way shyn…

Meditation is the Great Key that opens the door to the Heart Of The Guru. One can learn to blend in with the Shadow Gods and Goddesses as the breath holds you all together on our Baba's Sacred Kashi. The Shadow Gods can open all the DOORS OF INFINITY. This adds to your SPIRITUAL WEALTH. When you los…

To have a dream come true in ones life time is by far an experience that one never forgets. To have that dream being celebrated by politicians senators congress men and women went beyond all of my dreams and yet what touched me most of all was the residents, those that live in BY THE RIVER, speak so…

The question this day is HOW DO WE HONOR DEATH WHEN WE ARE AFRAID? Answer This is every ones question at one time or another especially as we enter into spiritual life. As you live at the Feet Of The Guru you learn more and more about death. You also learn not to fear death but to embrace him. If yo…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world HAPPY HAPPY HANUKAH TO ALL MY CHELAS. I wish you all joy on every day of this joyous holiday Let candles be lit in our heart every day of our life. We also celebrated my Shambo becoming an American Citizen I love how we celebrate each …

The question is COULD YOU PLEASE TEACH ABOUT THE KARMIC SPACE OF INTENT? WHY DO WE GET CAUGHT IN IT OVER AND OVER AND HOW DO WE GET OUT OF IT? ANSWER When everything is going fine and you have good health and you are in a good space is when you begin to make all kinds of promises to your self. You m…

I find your questions real and deep and so I will continue to do the Darshan Line with answering your questions. Put the answers to good use as you live your life at the Feet of Your Guruji. One of the things I loved the best when studying with my Baba and my Teacher Swami Nityananda were the questi…

Here is today's question from our Janaka Jaya ( My Betty Davis ) In Kali Natha Yoga you talk about the merge of the masculine and the feminine. Can you explain the importance of that merge and also describe how we go about creating it? ANSWER There were numerous sages and rishis and holy people who …

Saying Her Holy Name, Kali, Kali, Kali, one can have Her turn Her Divine Eyes Toward them. She who creates, preserves and destroys, loves all Her children with a deep passion of heart. She is the endless sunrise and the endless sunset. She is the moon in all Her Many Glorious States. Take refuge at …

Namaste my Dee Dee and my Ganesha, my Chris. I am so proud of you guys. OK MY CHELAS Please be good today and do not over do with the food. I am covering you but not for being little piggies. ( I should talk ) Really be good. My Twameva this means you too. Have a great time and when my new ones ask …

Every moment holds a message that you need to hear. What ever the message is It is yours when you are willing to be aware. At times you have to be fearless to face the moments message At times if aware you can find more strength than you ever thought you had. Experiences are missed when you are too …

QUESTION FROM MY SWAMI JAYA DEVI IS TRUST AN ASPECT OF SAMADHI? ANSWER This is a great question as my Swami Jaya Devi will have to gain this trust from her students. All Teachers must gain trust, this goes with the territory. I watched very closely as my Achariya Durga Das New York began to gain tru…

The question today truly touches my heart. QUESTION---- PLEASE TALK ABOUT HOW YOU ARE ALWAYS WATCHING YOUR CHELAS. FROM MY RADHA KRISHNA JAYA ANSWER---- When I take you deep into the Formless in Darshan you will always hear me saying I AM WATCHING, I AM WATCHING and truly I am. Going into Samadhi or…

This Saturday at our open Darshan we will celebrate Worlds AIDS Day. We are doing this sat night because more people can come than any other day. Candles will be lit and my chelas will surround our Ganga. As always our Bells will be rung for each year this pandemic has been around. Of course in our …

The question today is from Betsy. Just as we continue to grow, learn and evolve, is God or Goddess evolving as well? This is a far out question and the answer is very simple. Each life time and every generation everything changes. The Deities must watch and see how much the chela can hold and learn …

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Here is my Baba Hanuman's Question. Why does the soul need lessons. Why does the Soul, when it leaves the body have to come back for lessons and carry with it the seeds of karma from life time to life time. If the soul is one with the …

Here is the first question of our new study and Darshan Line. This line of full prasad has gotten deeper and deeper and you my chelas, have the choice to let the heart open and the higher mind to absorb. The first question is from my Agni Ma Question One Namaste Ma, Thank You so much for everything …

During this time people begin to remember the spirit of the Mother Goddess with in them. Yet the beauty of the Universal Mother is that She always forgives even if you forget, She forgives you and always asks for you to start over. Earth Mother holds us and the life we lead with out complaint She is…

Here are more pictures for my chelas Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

There is nothing like spending Thanksgiving with the Guru Mother. The day was fabulous and full. Once again our chef Swami Rudra Das out did himself. Every one was touched deeply with the food and the love. The Thanksgiving Table was filled with such beautiful fare. I am always so proud of my chelas…

Happy Thanksgiving my chelas. All that I have is because of my Guru, your Parama Guruji Neem Karoli Baba. This year I will be able to share so much of the teaching with all my chelas . I have the go ahead to take you as deep as you can go. I will lead you into the arms of your Beloved who ever your …

Did you ever feel that the Soul is longing to return from where it has come from? It is feeling of absolute yearning. This yearning can open your heart like nothing else. This yearning can call the Gods and Goddesses into your sight. This yearning is so great that you forget to be afraid and you fea…

So many of my chelas have written to me about this Darshan Line and how it has helped them enormously. Through the Darshan Line you can get to know your soul like never before. You can begin to understand the texture of your Prana and its relationship with the Soul. The Soul is always alive. One can…

In these pictures you can see and feel the love. It flows through each and every one of us. Taking my chelas into the Formless, one could see the brightness all around them and in them. I receive so many letters asking for pictures. My chelas do you realize that you are seeing the children growing u…

The Mother's essence is transformed into divine acts during your life time. Perfect acts of compassion. All you need to do to feel these acts is have an open and full heart. The Mother appears to all of you if you call Her from your heart. She will appear to you beyond the third eye. Her Light will …

We all were created to be together, to help each other. The beauty in all of us is ever old and ever new, The fundamental reality of the Universe is in each of our hearts. In fact the balance of all things is in each of us. The body is entwined with the soul and brings an uplifted feeling in each pe…

The Goddess of Dawn comes over our Sacred Kashi wearing the apparel of a new morning. A new start. She comes upon us all and we greet her with our awareness of a new day. She bathes our world of Kashi in the golden color of Her Being. She brings us life and light. Dispelled are fear and grief. The d…

With in you all is the beauty that you seek to express. Look deep inside and find for yourself that you are the ocean of beauty that you wish to swim in. No matter how you explore the Universe, you are the living breathing Universe that perhaps you never thought to explore. The truth that you long t…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world The idea of having a spiritual place is truly ageless. Every culture in the olden days has sensed the need for setting a space where those of similar spirit can come together and practice yoga and spiritual exercises. Knowing this my Bab…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Here is your Autumn Breath Four. THE BREATH OF THE SOUL MEDITATION It is very powerful so do what you can do. It is not a contest or competition although you are all amazing to me and all winners Your yearning for the Mother touches me i…

I breathe in Kashi this early morn and think of all of you. I breathe out any staleness and know that you are all in my heart. A Kashi Morning is a morning in paradise. Let us watch our chakras or lotuses open slowly as we focus on them with great awareness. The center at the root of the spine is ca…

This very moment as soon as your eyes see these words feel the love of the Mother enter your heart in the center of your chest and touch all of your chakras one by one. There is nothing that love can not heal or help. I want, no i need for all of you not to take this flu season lightly. Please be ca…

First I want to tell you how proud i am of all of you. I have stepped up the Darshan Line and took you all deeper than ever before and I, your Mother Guru intend to teach you like never before. I want to paint for you and write for you and just take you all to the deepest part of the universe inside…

As I do Pujas to the Shadow Gods and Goddesses of the afternoon, my heart goes out to all of you. The Ashram is especially brilliant in the afternoon sun and the Shadow Gods and Goddess dance on Her Holy Soil. The Pure Consciousness of our Kashi Ashram is Love and Service. The nature of the Self can…

When there is no where to go except straight ahead then you have found your path. Your path of love and service. The rumors will spread like a wild fire and you will feel how good it is to depend on the Mother in every situation. When there is no where to go but downward, the Mother brings out Her h…

Take this night to be grateful for every thing you have in your life. Talk to your soul. Breathe in and out deeply feeling like never before. Feel the breath touching every bone in your body. Feel it entering your heart. Touching your skin. Let the breath soothe your heart. Allow the breath to conne…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Walk to the well with your Ma. The well of the sweetest water you have ever tasted. Turn as the earth and the moon turn, going round and round with hearts filled with love. The blood of Mother Earth turn to sweet wine and make sweet our …

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world So many different streams of love flowing over our Sacred Kashi at this moment. There are those who are celebrating our beautiful Ashram this weekend. I love watching from my window the different people from all over enjoying and respe…

When I asked our BABA what is the meaning of Supreme Blessedness? He simply answered, ONE WHO HOLDS ON TO THE FEET OF THE GURU NEVER HOLDS ON TO FEAR. ONE WHO HOLDS ON TO THE GURU'S FEET NEVER HOLDS ON TO ANGER, ONE WHO HOLDS ON TO THE GURU'S FEET IS NEVER WITH OUT LOVE, THIS IS THE MEANING OF SUPRE…

Evening Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world Your Ma is Home and Home for a long time. I have missed you all so very much. I have all your letters from all over the world. I love you all also. My Amritha took such good care of your Ma She has been doing so for over thirty years thi…

I would like to take this moment to welcome so many new chelas from all over the world to our Darshan Line. The words that you receive from the Mother Guru is prasad for you to drink like nectar and to learn and enjoy. I want to welcome our OWN SHIVANATHA ( DADDY ) whom I love so very much and whom …

Did you know that when you burn incense it symbolizes the AROMA OF SPIRITUAL VISION AND HEART. I have just finished doing Pujas to our Neem Karoli Baba and I thought I would make you all part of my Pujas in the moment. Just like the fragrance must be lit to truly be received in the incense, so does …

My Amritha has been taking care of your Ma beautifully. She is leaving no stone unturned. Her home is just beautiful and so is my little house she has for your Ma. I will write soon. Please take care of my Mother Ashram I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Ou…

All Gods and Goddesses are in all Gods and Goddesses. The Essence of your Beloved can and does fit in all Forms of Goodness and Kindness. Your chosen deity abides in the heart of all deities. All Forms of Gods and Goddesses are real if you believe they are real. They are Here to take one to their SU…

I have known the silence and loudness of life. I have known the sadness and happiness of life. I have known the silence of the woods before the winds of spring begin. And I wonder within the depths of my mind of what use are words. Do they not hurt us? Do they not pull us from the moment of love and…

How blessed are we who live in community. We are at each other's side through thick and thin. One of the most favorite letters I receive from my chelas are those asking for blessings for their Guru Bais. Just in the asking are the prayers heard and answered. We are together in our daily joys and our…

All that is negative is sustained by ignorance. Ignorance is just like darkness. Yet the moment you bring light, it will disappear. Call the Light to you now this very moment. This is the easiest path for realization of the Mother. Calling the Light to your heart. Bring compassion into your life and…

The fire of love from this past weekend is still burning in my heart. It was such a great experience of love and spirituality. So many of you had your hearts open and they are still open wide. You have made a deep connection to your Mother Guru and She to you. I will continue to bring the sweetness …

Morning Pujas and Prayers Oct. 26, 2009 Your Mother Guru is Home. I love being on my Ashram. Even after so many years the sacredness of Kashi touches the deepest place in all of us. My chelas, never take one second of living in community with your Guru Mother for granted. Breathe in the Mother and f…

I love you all so very much. Here are some more pictures from the magnificent INTENSIVE ON ALLOTTED SPACE. But first I want to tell my chelas all over the world that Denise who I address the Darshan Line to is my eldest daughter. She and I are very close as well as my Ganesha her husband and they ar…

Morning Pujas and Prayers I love you all so very much. Atlanta has been an out rage. So many came to see the Mother. My Daughters Ashram is such a pleasure. I will write more later. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

ATLANTA I AM COMING RIGHT NOW. MY KASHI RESIDENTS PLEASE TAKE CARE OF MY BELOVED KASHI. SHE YOU AND BABA ARE EVERYTHING TO THE MOTHER. OK MY ATLANTA HERE I COME RIGHT TO THE ARMS OF MY DAUGHTER. LOVE MA JAI KALI MA KI JAI ALWAYS AT THE FEET OF MY NEEM KAROLI BABA KI JAI

My Keshav and my Bhakti has been fighting for our Keshav's life for a long time. Their biggest dream is that they can have their land on Kashi begin to be cleared out. The other day their dream came true, their land was being cleared and they are on the way to build their Home on their Beloved Kashi…

This night place in your conscious mind impressions of love. Breathe in an out of your heart and send these waves of love to all the world and to people you care about. Feel the night sky of Kashi soothe you like your Baba's Blanket. Know that your Ma and your Baba are with you every single moment o…

Oh My God is my Atlanta Ashram excited or what? They are so happy that their Mother Guru is coming that you can feel the joy from Here. I love all my Ashrams and the way that they love their Ma. All the Ashrams do service and take care of so many. I am such a proud Mother. Between them and the Mothe…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Oct. 19, 2009 Namaste my chelas all over the world, Many times I receive letters asking "Ma why cant I sleep at night, I turn over and over thinking how inadequate I am and was when certain things came up. Ma I even fell worthless, why Ma do I feel like this? I can only a…

Last night looked like a fairy land Here at our Sacred Ashram We celebrated Diwali which is the festival of lights celebrated in many cultures and religions. It is the celebration of light over darkness of good over evil. A simple celebration filled with good will and joy in all of our hearts. The D…

Feel the flow of Shakti flowing toward the Mother Kali by riding the breath to your Sacred Ashram. Place your feelings of love on the breath and know that your heart can be open just by thinking of our Gracious City. Take a picture of your Sacred Kashi and place a candle in front of it, now breathe …

Sit quietly this night after 10 pm. my time and I will take you in. I will take you into your heart like never before. Start with the simple breath of breathing in seven holding seven out seven and holding out seven. Do this five times then just focus in your heart chakra. It is time to feel the Mot…

There is a new man in your Guru Mother's life. He is so handsome and cute and all mine. His name is Shiva Jaya and he and his sister are my little Beans. Since my Jelly Bean was a little girl I started to call her Jelly Bean and now her and my Ramesh's babies are Little Beans also. They all bring me…

There are five sheaths, food life breath which is prana mind, intellect and bliss. The body of the world is created out of food. Life increases by eating and perishes when there is no food. It is the sheath of food. Compound of skin blood flesh fat marrow excreta and urine. None is looked down upon …

I must say that my chelas have raised the most beautiful children in the world and they are raising their babies the same way. I some times cry with happiness the way our children respect the Mother and the Baba and of course their Ashram Christmas is coming and they are all coming Home with childre…

They did wonderful. It is such an intimate teaching when Ma teaches yoga. We are all together in the Dattatreya Temple and the shakti flows freely. I love to see my chelas so happy and accomplished. I once again want to thank my Teachers whom I taught personally and for many years. There dedication …

My Keshav Jaya has been fighting this fight for so long. He is my hero. I was so happy he was able to come up to me in Darshan. I could see the Light healing him. Please do Pujas with your Ma for my Keshav. I love you all Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

My Jelly Bean and my Ramesh had a baby boy in Ireland. Little Bean has a baby brother. I am beyond my self with joy. My Mahama said the baby is strong and beautiful and is nine pounds. His name is Shiva Jaya. The victory of Lord Shiva and all he has done. They will be Home and in my arms for Christm…

At times even in meditation you can be partly in the ego and partly in the Mother. The Higher mind takes over and the feeling spreads through out your body, the feeling of the Higher mind. I have often asked my Baba WHEN WILL THE EGO GO. He answered the same all the time. When you can surrender deep…

It is due to self doubt that one develops a distorted vision of themselves. The ego sends these doubts and the seeker latches on to them. They begin to sabotage themselves. The dark shade of stress slurs the beauty of your being. Confusion comes in more and more every day. You begin to slump over an…

Kali Natha Tantric Yoga has opened every one of my chelas hearts to a point that I never would imagine. You can become anything you want to be my chelas. You are in charge of your life and your body. The song I have learnt from our Baba to sing. You can not get lost my children for I will always cal…

As I wait for my Jelly Bean's New Little Baby, I hold this little family in my arms. I love them all and our Mahama Grandma is also in Ireland waiting with my Ramesh the Daddy. As I am doing Puja I wait with such joy in my heart. Here are pictures of your Mother Guru teaching Kali Natha Tantric Yoga…

It is amazing the doors that can open when your heart is full and flowing over. The birth of true compassion comes from awareness of an open heart. Yet so many are afraid of wounds from the pass that they keep tightly closed. In order to find the Light that is inside of you, you have to be courageou…

As one walks the paths of Kashi one can feel the pulse of the Mother every where. The limbs of trees can almost reach down and lift you and hold you like their own leaves. The whole body becomes so quiet, so still. Mother Kashi sees us all. In Kashi woods the spirit becomes so calm. One feels like t…

Those who I have trained in Kali Natha Tantric Yoga for so many years have made the most fabulous Kali Natha Yoga Teachers. I receive so many letters each day from those who are taking this Sacred Course that their lives are changing for the better. It warms my heart to be able to see this Yoga go o…

To be a great grandma at such an early age is such a blessing. Son of my Grandson. Thank you my Baba for such a gift. The Kali Natha Tantric Yoga has progressed so fast and my chelas are all keeping up the pace. I can hear them cry out to the Mother, I WANT TO GO FURTHER MY MOTHER . She hears and th…

I have spent the last few days welcoming my KALI NATHA TANTRIC TEACHER TRAINING CHELAS. I am so looking forward to this Sacred Teaching. I very rarely teach the way I teach the Teachers. It is so intimate and free. I watch my Teachers grow and learn so much from the Guru Mother. I hold them all tigh…

Simply talking to the Mother can comfort your heart like no other can. Asking for advise in time of need from the Divine Mother cools the heat of anger in the heart. Many seekers make the mistake of justifying bursts of anger as indignation. There is light in all of us that is moist and cool. This l…

Last night was the last night of Durga Puja for this year. Our Swami Bhagavati was the Mother's Pujari. The Mother's own Pujari. He was wonderful. We all went into the space of Divine Ecstasy. This is my favorite Puja. The torches that were carried lit more then Kashi's Sky. They lit the whole of ou…

OK my chelas I got your many many letters about your Ma taking pictures. You are all so prejudice when it comes to your Ma and I Love It. So here we go. Little by little you will get to know your Ma through this Sacred Line. Before the Dawn came I taught my men this morning Kali Yoga. It was magnifi…

My Mother Saraswati My heart understands that you have given us so much. How can I have any feelings of unworthiness when you gave me books and music and the beauty of art. You are indeed The Mother of all. This night we celebrate your existence. We proudly throw the rice in the Dhuni and watch any …

This morning after our Dawn Darshan I did Puja to the Moon over Kashi and took these pictures for you in the moment. I love you all so very much. It is exciting to share my moments with all my chelas. Love Ma Jaya Tenzin Yangchen Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet, Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

My Beloved Keshav and my Bhakti Ma are on their way Home to their Sacred Ashram from the hospital where my Keshav underwent yet another operation. He is one of the bravest men I know. I have been doing very intense Pujas for Him and if you wish to join me then sit quietly and see our Keshav surround…

I have spent all day yesterday and will spend all day today doing Laxmi Pujas for my chelas. I have added on to your requests and made sure we did not leave anything out. The requests will be burnt in the dhuni our Laxmi Dhuni during Laxmi Puja on Thurs. The requests will be in the smoke offered to …

I just this second came in from our Ganga Porch doing Pujas for all of you. There is a gentle rain now and all of our Gracious City is being nourished. It is so dark in the rain yet the pictures can be seen. The Moon just came out as i was completing my Pujas for you all. You can almost see a face i…

Here are more Kali Pujas. Our Swami Dhumavati was wonderful Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Not only was last night Kali Mother's Night, it was also Jewish New Years. My Raja Ma Jaya did the Jewish prayer for the New Year. It was quite a beautiful moment. My Raja Ma brought tears to so many eyes. Do not forget my Raja Ma, to tell your Mom Sushie, a happy New Year from Her Ma and tell her I…

The Pujas have been the best ever. Sitting before the Mother Guru at this time one can feel prosperity and health running through them. Laxmi Mother's Night was one of color and beauty laughter and joy. She made Herself known to all. I loved looking at my chelas as they went into the Goddesses. The …

The night arrived quickly as the Puja for Mother Kali went on. I was in ecstasy as well as my chelas and guests. The sweetness of the Dark Mother could be felt by all. The first night of Durga Puja in honor of Mother Kali. What good karma my chelas have to be at a puja with their Guru Mother doing P…

It is always at this time that I enjoy Mother Ashram so much. The first night of Durga Puja. This is the night of our Mother Kali. I look across the Ganga and see my chelas working hard getting ready for our Ceremony. The whole Ashram becomes alive as the night gets closer and closer. Kashi is a liv…

Tomorrow is Kali Mother Puja. Autumn Breath One------------------THE DUSK DIVINITY It is the beginning of our Durga Puja and for us the beginning of our New Year. Fire born in the cave of initiation is the fire of love born in Tantra's heart. As we sit before the sacred fire tomorrow night we can fe…

On this Path Of Service one should develop a spirit of non judgment. Finding this, one can learn to serve humanity with an open heart and a non judging mind. Developing a spirit of charity to over come jealousy. When you see a person more prosperous than you, feel delighted as if they he were your o…

For the lover of Guru there is no place as rich as at the Guru's Feet. My Baba has taught me this years and years ago. I in turn teach all my chelas. To run to the Guru's Feet at times of stress one learns how to consume all of life. It is the Guru who tears the veil from the inner eye. It is the eg…

Last night darshan and celebration of my Beloved's Life and Death touched us all deeply as we sat together at the Dhuni. It was the first time my chelas saw me since the beginning of the summer retreat. I knew my heart was beating outside my body and all could see and feel the love flowing from the …

Namaste my Kashi, my beautiful Mother of my heart . There are no words to describe what this Ashram means to your Ma and what each one of you mean to your Ma. I cry with you, I laugh with you, you all complete your Ma. We moved Here in 1976, Oct. 11 and took root immediately. The flowers of our hear…

Breathe in the The Love of Mother Chinnamasta for the count of seven. Hold the breath of Chinnamasta for the count of seven feeling the whole of your being expanding with Her Love. Breathe out slowly to the count of seven and feel that you are sending Mother Chinnamasta's Love to every one on this e…

I just love you guys so very much. I can feel the excitement from here that the Mother is coming Home. This love between Guru and chela is so strong that some times I think that the computer can not hold the words. Every one works so hard on the Ashram and for this I am so grateful. I can not tell y…

Evening Pujas and Prayers Sept. 7 2009 Namaste my chelas all over the world I can feel the heart of the Ashram calling out to Ma. I am doing Pujas for every one of you. The Temples call me. My chelas wait for me. And your Ma's Heart is full. I am coming Home. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His…

I am getting ready with my Prayers and Pujas to come Home. My heart is already there. Our Sacred Kashi I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

This moment ask The Mother Ganga to free you from that which you do not need. Ask to be in the Non Duel Atman. Let all dark clouds of illusion disappear from your being and dwell in our Sacred Ganga. Let there be a revelation of the Truth of Kashi and Her Mother Ganga come to your Heart now. Be dren…

Soon I am coming Home to our precious Ashram. The different moments on the Ashram completes each of us in many different ways. The force of the wanting mind, (the ego mind) tries to take the moment of bliss and have it disappear like it was never there at all. When you do this and make a habit of it…

Let us all give thanks for our lives this morning, for the prasad of the Darshan Line. And for all that we have and will have in the future of the now. I bow to Mother Laxmi, She who has brought to heart and mind the ability for prosperity and turned it all into a reality. On the spiritual path to E…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Sept. 2, 2009 Namaste my chelas all over the world To understand your connection to your Guru one must sit in a quiet space and breathe in and out with awareness, Saying to yourself. I AM THE BREATH AND THE BREATH IS ME. I AM THE BREATH AND THE BREATH IS ME. I AM THE BREATH…

This day speak to your Beloved like you never have before. Speak from your heart words that you did not believe existed. Feel your heart and know that your Beloved is the radiant sun that dwells in your heart. The petty cage called mind can not comprehend the beauty of the Soul and the joy of your B…

To live in community is to live with so many different personalities and possibilities. When the clouds are rumbling and the ocean rough with high waves one turns to another for comfort and understanding. Living in community brings comfort to the seekers heart. I look over my Ashram from my Ganga De…

Take this night or when ever you get this Darshan Line and sit and meditate on your heart center right in the center of your chest. I will open your heart and take you deep. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba KI Jai

And so we are getting ready to come Home. I can feel every inch of Kashi getting ready for the Mother to come Home. Each moment I fall more and more in love with my precious Ashram and my precious chelas. I have never seen so many chelas work so hard to make an Ashram ready for the Guru Mother's ret…

Meditation is the art of inner listening, inner seeing and inner felling. Meditation is a practice that all religions accept. When you live with Guru, then you learn to meditate at the Feet Of The Guru The quality of awareness that one receives due to meditation can last all of your life. Meditation…

As you learn at the Feet of your Guru Mother, all ancient Wisdom is activated inside of your Being. You begin to grow out of the narrow confines of your mind. The more you are at the Feet, of Guru and Paramaguru, you begin to breathe in the Fresh God Air of your own truth. When there is a fullness i…

From a mustard seed a whole forest can be born. From a dream, By The River is born. All over the country my chelas are serving and helping the poor and the hungry. Yet I must send these pictures to you. They make me smile ( my Achariya Durga Das New York is so jock) they make me cry, and of course t…

Faith is a state of heart. Nothing dies if all are remembered. Life times come and go. Yet the Feet of the Guru is always there to remind you to hold tight. The Mother Guru speaks to you of the Baba Guru Neem Karoli and His Light becomes your Light. Be encouraged to understand your connection to you…

Morning Pujas and Prayers from Siesta Key. Namaste my chelas all over the world SUMMER BREATH SIX----------------THE ART OF FORGIVENESS As you cultivate a beautiful state of being in your heart you are able to draw upon it in any situation. When you learn to meditate even a little you are learning m…

When you can honor all that is in you whether it is dark or light you become greater than all emotions. With a deeper sense of confidence in your self my chelas, you can conquer all things dark and light, I WILL TEACH YOU, I WILL BE HONORED TO TEACH YOU THE WAY YOUR BABA TAUGHT AND IS TEACHING ME. A…

I can feel you getting the Ashram ready for your Ma's Homecoming. This is when our new year begins. You have learnt well all summer, in fact all year. When we come to the end of the out breath we just let the breath flow out in a smooth stream of joyful bliss that will last. Rasa is the true nectar …

I just completed my morning pujas and want to share this moment at the Feet of our Baba with all of you. The Grace that you can feel if you let your heart open this moment is the start of always having the heart feel love no matter what is going on in your lives. This day walk around our Sacred Grou…

Mindfulness is a feeling, a feeling that embraces all feelings. Mindfulness is a gift given to us by our past actions into the bloom of the moment. We only have moments to live our lives. We have this moment and this is the only chance we have to appreciate this moment. It is truly miraculous. Yet s…

In order to become sensitive to the needs of love, to hear the echo of love, is to clear out the rubbish of your mind where there is just you and the Mother. You do this by breathing out and in every chakra saying to yourself: breathing in the first chakra, breathing out the first chakra and so on. …

To see your dream come true so completely is to live life filled with gratitude. I received these aerial pictures of our Sacred Ashram and By the River. Can you believe this? I ask any of you who can help in any way to fund raise or to help our Achariya Durga Das and my other chelas keep making this…

The breaths I have given you are very powerful. Choose one you are the most comfortable with and do it for three days straight. After you do the breath, sit and feel the closeness of your Ma. Sit how long you want and then do the breath again and when done do the same thing. Make sure you have time …

Are you ready for SUMMER BREATH THREE------------THE JOY OF THE CHAKRAS AND THE BLISS OF THE MOMENT. When you can get to know your chakras and what they stand for, your life changes for the better. There are so many chakras, so many more than the seven we all know. When you stop buying into the thou…

Leave behind your old way of thinking that you do not deserve happiness. Of course you all deserve happiness. In order to believe this you must shed unworthiness. What you need in life is what you already have. You must begin to trust the power of your mind. All that you need in your life for full p…

When you can give unconditional love, you will find yourself feeling full instead of empty. In relationships of any kind stifle the desire to be right. Practice this and you will find love instead of anger. Allow space in your togetherness and this can be between lovers, friends, students, married s…

The responses I have received from sending you the SUMMER BREATH ONE----BREATH OF THE BELOVED has truly touched my heart. My chelas it is time for all of you not just to learn of correct Pranayama but to become part of it and the breath becoming part of you. When you are breathing in and expanding y…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the word To be able to take care of children that have so much less than most kids is a privilege. My Ananda Devi Jaya and my other chelas have brought so many smiles to kids starting school. They all worked so hard to make the kids first days at …

My Shodie is my life. The other day we were talking, my Dee Dee and I, and she could not say it enough how much Yashoda was Her Other Mom. My Dee is my first born. And I know for a fact that Shodie feels the same way about her. I loved it. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Ka…

Yesterday we celebrated my Tony Cho's Birthday. I can not believe what an amazing young man he has become. He is so loved by so many and his girl friend Ximena whom I adore came to grandma to celebrate as always. We are all so very blessed. Happy Birthday my Grandson, son, chela, and so many other t…

It was almost 20 years ago when my Achariya and I took pictures and labeled them the TWO FIFTIES. Now we are almost the TWO SEVENTIES. And getting closer and closer. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Every day you are given many hints on how to live in the moment Make a list in your journal of living in the moment and how it feels. What do you want answers to. And if you get the answers what will you do with them. What is the purpose of finding answers if you do not listen to them. All the answe…

In one split second you can change your life. By being aware you can begin to understand that prosperity is always available. You have all you need this moment to be prosperous. By developing your inner sense you will begin to know that you lack nothing. And so your Guru Mother teaches you of art an…

In the beginning there was the silence, unbroken and undisturbed The silence was dark until the universe was born then silence became light. The winds broke the silence and as the winds touched nature, the first music came about. The sound of the wind brought to voice, the earths wants. The notes ca…

Look deeply and feel your Divine Will. This is the Will of God and it works through you when you become still enough. Surrendering to your own Divine Will, you begin to feel The Mother Kali coming through you. She allows you to sence Her Essence. Some times it takes a little while to recognize She w…

I have promised all of you that I would keep writing the Darshan line even though I am on retreat and I have kept my promise and will continue. Do not forget that this Darshan Line is the Mother's Prasad and should be treated as such. You can always join me sitting as there is never a time that I am…

The Self exists at all times through life and death, always waiting for you to become aware of its existence. The Mother leads you always to the Self. Ask Her to take you in the Moon light. Ask Her to take you in the warmth of the Sun. Tell Her you know that She is the Supreme Deity Bow low in your …

Some times there are fears passed down life time after life time from oneself to oneself. Conscious meditation melts these fears away. Meditating on the Mother's Love can affect your whole atmosphere. Love winds around love. This moment breathe in courage and demand from yourself the ability to achi…

Mother Kali is known to the world as the mysterious and wonderful deity in all of India. Call on Mother Kali this night and wait for Her to answer your call. Kali is the feminine of time. It is said that if one meditates on Mother Kali then they too become the keeper of time. Sit and meditate and go…

We all seek to converse with the Mother Goddess that dwells with in our very being. When the heart can only hear life passing by, it is the higher intellect that catches the shakti of the moment and cries out wait. Wait and find out what you are missing in the moment by going too fast in life. The h…

THE SIMPLE SEAL OF GRATITUDE is not just a meditation that I have asked my chelas to do during Ma's Retreat, it is a way of life, a way of thanking the Universe for all it has given to us at any given moment. Take a deep and filling breath and then give thanks for that breath then let the breath go …

The yearning in the heart of the chela opens the road to the Guruji's Arms Who ever calls on the Mother attains Her with one call from the heart. She can hear you, She wants to hear you, She must hear you. Contemplate on Her Feet with all of your heart and soul. You and all that comes from Her Being…

Please take care of my Mother Ashram as She takes care of all of you. Prana is the subtle energy that can be directed through all chakras by the mind being focused. The prana is sweet and sacred and should be used as such. It is important for health and spiritual well being. When the mind gets pollu…

In all the years that I took retreat, I have never missed my Mother Ashram and my chelas so much. We have all grown so close and your Mother Guru wants so much for every one of you and I intend to see you have it all. The closeness to chela brings the Guru the desire to show chela how to open and me…

I sit Here at my desk and look over our Ganga. This seems to be the hardest year to leave than ever before. You all have grown so close to your Mother Guru that I can hardly stand to be with out you. You have touched my heart in such a big way by growing toward your own true self. I am thrilled to b…

You all have the key to unlock the inner treasure of your spiritual powers. When you meditate on your heart you are endowed with a great love that every one can see and feel. Kundalini can be awakened by the Force of Love. As you sit this day, recognize the mysterious depths of the heart that are no…

It is essential for your spiritual growth to keep an open mind and heart. A closed mind closes the heart tight. At the Feet of the Guru, one learns that the heart is always in the current of The Mother's Love. Swim in this love, be aware of this love, become this love. When you constantly ride the b…

This is usually the hardest time for my chelas at Home on our Sacred Kashi. This is the time I go on retreat. I take all of you deep in my heart and do pujas for all of you every day. You all know where I am. I am in Siesta Key and I promise to do the Darshan Line every day like always. This Darshan…

All religions exist with the knowledge of A God Head or Trinity or The Formless God and of course love and kindness and service. Every path of kindness reaches the same goal. Paths may be different, yet we will meet at the same place. Even though this is true, there is still so much blood shed in th…

These are my favorite pictures. My Handsome Grandson, Tony Cho and his beautiful girl friend my Xiemena. And of course our Shody Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

You have asked for more and more pictures. I am sending them to you with all the love in the world. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Divine Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

This night can change all life on Earth for the better. Who ever or what you believe in, sit quietly at the appropriate time and pray in your own way at that time. Let us make our Universe a place where one can find all the peace health and prosperity that they need. I love you all so very much. I a…

I can not remember a more beautiful Gurupurnama. Every second was a heart second. All were touched, all felt the love flow through them. The Ceremony is so ancient and I am honored to perform it with my Pujaris who were magnificent. My chelas drank the day like sitting by the Mother's Well and parta…

My chelas from all over the world, sitting and singing as one. Gurupurnama All on the path. Many Paths Different Gods and Goddess all filled with love and the ability and desire to serve. And so our Baba said FEED ALL AND INDEED WE DO. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always A…

The Intensive is touching every one like nothing before. It is providing a way to be touched by Guru, Teacher, Mother, and all that is. Open wide my chelas and let the breath breathe you into your flesh, into your life, into your heart and into my love. The grandeur of spirituality can be read from …

Our Intensive is going so well and quickly. My children are anxious to understand all that there is about the many forms of the Mother. The Intensive is bringing every one to the Emptiness and joy of being in the Bliss of the Mother. To have this feeling of being the knower is beyond all feelings of…

With tears running down my face, I am writing to tell all my chelas that our Mata Kailash passed last night. I also want her friends to know especially my Boston Durga Das, that I am holding them all close to my heart. What a great lady and I am honored to be her Guru for so many life times. Rest we…

As you sit in meditation this night, bring the Mother to your heart. Breathe in deeply and out deeply. After a while let the out breath become longer then the in breath and look up toward your third eye. Face all your thoughts that rise with a smile in your heart no matter what they are. You can do …

Welcome Home to so many of you who will spend Gurupurnama at the Feet Of The Mother Guru. It is such a wonderful time for us all to be together. As you sit at your Guru's Feet, She in turn never lets go of Her Baba's Feet. So you see my chelas, I know how you feel. We have been Here so many life tim…

I still can not get that wonderful feeling of pride for my chelas from I already miss my Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Participants. We all do. Taking this yoga out into the world my children are smiling from the inside out. Those who heard my voice from all over the world wrote in, telling their Ma how t…

When a teaching touches your whole Being you want to know and to understand more and more. You have the ability to place your attention on anything you want to. Placing your attention and wanting to learn how to use what you are paying attention to is a big part of your life. Teaching last night eve…

The Kali Natha Tantric Teacher Training Course is coming to an end tomorrow. It has been an amazing Course and I feel so close to all who have taken this course. It has been quite a journey. Put in for the next Kali Natha Tantric Teacher Training as soon as you can. Learn at the Feet Of The Guru for…

So many have the tendency to constantly complain. Have you ever gone through a day when you did not complain once. Be aware and pay attention. Notice how much your negative thoughts lead you through out your day. Paying attention to your thoughts has you become a vibration energy for either negative…

All religions exist with the knowledge of A God Head or Trinity or The Formless God and of course love and kindness and service. Every path of kindness reaches the same goal. Paths may b different, yet we will meet at the same place. Even though this is true, there is still so much blood shed in the…

As Guru Purnama approaches I always write down everything I am grateful to my Guru for. The past many years, I must have wrote down hundreds and hundreds of reasons to be grateful to my Guru and yet always on top of my list is my chelas. The trust my Baba has in His Ma always overwhelmed my heart wi…

This moment be in the Mother's Moment, by bringing your awareness to the Light with in. Now feel the Vibrations coming from these words to your heart. Bring all of your concentration to your breath and think of any Form of the Mother that you are comfortable with and whom you love deeply. Now feel t…

And they are making their way Home to the Mother Guru for Guru Purnama. I can remember the first time I placed my lips to His Feet and went into instant samadhi. He was and is my life. He gave me life and He taught me the true meaning of life and death. Serve, Ma He said loud and clear and continue …

When you can begin to love God in every human being you see, all miracles can happen. Perhaps you will be able to see that which no one else can see and there fore no one can have the power to hurt you. You just have to think, " I CAN SEE GOD IN THIS PERSON AND YET HE CAN NOT. Then all you have to d…

When my Mother was two years old she was shot in the abs and was given a one % chance of living Like a miracle she lived. It happened in the street in Coney Island during a celebration for the fourth of July. It was also said that she would never have any children Well she lived and she had four chi…

Did you ever watch the uncluttered purity of a small bird? Have you ever thought of what joy this bird is bringing you, bringing humanity? What a huge amount of Shakti he must have to be able to bring a smile to so many eyes. This is a gift from the Mother the bird, the power in the bird to be able …

Om Ganesh, Namaste my chelas all over the world, Awaken this moment to the present moment and the love that is there for you to have and to give away. STOP EVERY THING AS YOU READ THESE WORDS. Come to the breath. Do nothing just watch it come in and out. Feel your whole body calming down. Know that …

Morning Pujas and Prayer Namaste my chelas all over the world Meditating on the fourth chakra, the heart chakra one can catch a glimpse of the divine joy which radiates through the human and spirit body. If you find yourself struggling with yourself keep meditating on your fourth chakra. The Univers…

On July 17, 2009 my Ma Sodashi and my Sunanda will being moving into the first house to be built on Kashi. They will have this title always. I am so proud of them. They have stolen my heart and their Kashi and their Gurubai's hearts also. Soon other homes will be built. I can not wait. To see your d…

Instant cosmic consciousness is available at any moment in your life. It can happen when you are meditating, walking, working or anything. It comes as a gift at times or when one has worked and practiced and is wide open. One can feel pleasant currents of inner energy and this is just the beginning.…

all over. The babies are getting big and are still my life. I am so grateful for all we are allowed to do for every one in need. Thank you my Baba for all your Blessings. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Being surrounded by the LIGHT OF THE MOTHER and knowing it is an experience so intense that you yearn for it constantly. Knowing this awakens this Light slowly but surely. One must go slowly. For the heart becomes so full and you want to enjoy every second of the process of love. It is the Guru that…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world When you speak with truth and devotion, your inner Guru's Light lights your whole life. The external Guru is an empty valley that you speak your inner thoughts and feelings to The Guru shows you the Self that lies beneath your egos wan…

Meditation is the state of inner consciousness that gets rid of all that is not reality and of the Self. Living in meditation is living in the moment of movement with the Spirit always there in your heart and mind. Know that nothing is more important as love and that love is the base of all spiritua…

When you read the Darshan Line, absorb the words, let them become part of you. They will help you remember what you already know. It will say the words to your inner place that will vibrate for you. It is in this vibration that you will connect you to the truth of you. You get in touch to your sourc…

Living in community rounds out sharp edges that past lives has left you. It also fills in gaping holes that the ego can hide in while you are contemplating your life. Once you have found your Guru or Teacher, the basic concepts of holding the jewel teachings of the Guru becomes a reality that you lo…

Do not adapt to the workings of your mind. If you are not in your heart you are out of the moment you are suppose to be in and negative thoughts enter into your being. However if you begin this moment to BREATHE IN AND OUT OF YOUR HEART YOU WILL FEEL A GREAT AWARENESS COME INTO YOU. It is this aware…

Prepare your whole Being to receive the Mother Laxmi's Blessings. THERE IS A NATURAL STRUCTURE OF GRACE THAT EVERY ONE HAS FROM LIFE TIME TO LIFE TIME. WHEN ONE SPEAKS OF OR THINKS OF ENLIGHTENMENT, THIS NATURAL STRUCTURE OPENS TO RECEIVE THE BEAUTY OF LORD GANESHA AND MOTHER LAXMI. WHEN YOU ARE TIG…

The Cosmic Will governs all our lives. The Cosmic will knows what to do to bring you peace and love. It is human expectations that bring chaos to the day and night of the seeker. Your Soul knows what to do to bring you happiness. It is the ego that brings to you fear. With such a fear you find that …

In my heart flows a river of love that no body of water can compare to. It is sparkling like a river of bliss. Sparkling day or night She is my Mother. She winds Her way through the mystical forest of my being. On Her shores are trees laden with beautiful blooms. One has mystical visions just lookin…

I just heard that the power will be turned off in a little while so I want to get my Darshan in before then. This Darshan Line has become so important to so many. It is truly the prasad of the Guru Mother. I find myself using words that my Guru used while He was teaching me. At times His voice is th…

Darshan reached all over the world during Global live on Saturday night. So many babies. A Darshan filled with babies. I kept holding my Great Grandson Anthony JR. so tight, I just couldn't believe he was Here. So many generations represented Sat. night. It was like all the angels were watching in b…

Teaching Kali Natha Yoga this past 10 days has been beyond wonderful. The joy of seeing my chelas moving with the rhythm of the universe is something I will never forget. It has been an exciting week and my little Great Grandson is Here. I am thrilled . I love you all Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Alwa…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers from Our Sacred Kashi Ashram Here are pictures of my Great Grandchild Baby Anthony Jaya Das JR. before Global Darshan last night. Baby Jelly Bean and big Jelly Bean are also Here. Little Arya comes into Her Ma every night. And of course my Little Jai Rudra whom I am doing…

As you go further and further on this journey called life you will find yourself judging less. Judging yourself less and others less. This begins to free up time spent being angry and jumping to conclusions. When we judge we do jump to conclusions this bringing anger into our lives. The Mother has g…

My chelas and others do not believe how deeply I have taken them during the Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Intensive, it has been so wonderful. A few already signed up for the next one. Many do not want to miss any of them. I told you all this. It is the most intimate teaching I have ever given. Just knowi…

Morning Pujas and Prayer A blessing on my children's house, the first to be built at Kashi. Almost finished and my ladies will move in. This is the way of truth and to a new beginning in life. Again and again I cry out to the Gods with such gratitude. I love you all so very much Love Ma Jai Kali Ma …

The realization of negative experience can awaken your fierce strength and divine courage to give up all negativity. It is when darkness touches your life that you can use all the Light that is in you and consider this Light a great Blessing. The Great Light in Meditation can be accumulated and used…

Namaste my Kali Natha Teachers who are taking this course with your Ma. Namaste my First Line Teachers who I taught personally and who are giving their hearts and Souls this Intensive. I am proud of you. I can not wait to teach my Teachers who are Here, personally tomorrow. For ten days my Sacred As…

When you keep still you will be able to hear the hidden music of your soul. This keeps your life from being isolated in the ego. Being still stretches your life in the wonder of the now. The mystic stands at the edge of the world waiting for the Mother of the Universe to take us in to the Formless. …

There is nothing you can possibly do to change what has been already done. At times some think that it is a spiritual thing to wallow in guilt and condemnation. It definitely isn't. To spend time thinking every thing is my fault is just wasting time and refusing to learn. Refocus on your passion for…

This moment begin to visualize A Golden Light between the brows. Feel the Light getting brighter and brighter. Now feel the Light begin to melt and drip into your heart. Take some deep breaths and feel the Mother's Love more deep than ever before. If you have time meditate on each chakra breathing T…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world, This night for about 15 minutes, breathe in deeply any darkness around you and then breathe out a great light. Then breathe in the Great Light and breathe out all darkness. Only do the first breath once, breathing in the darkness and …

Whether we return from a journey of sorrow or happiness our Beloved's Voice is always welcome. The voice of my Beloved is like a dance danced on a tranquil moon or a warm sun. My Beloved dances in my blood. I always listen for the sound of my Beloved's heart beat. My Beloved's Breathe is woven into …

This morning touch the living truth of life. You can put your hand out in the early morning breeze and feel the wind. You can wait for the sun to come up and feel the heat of the sun. You can touch all of life with your mind. The mind reaches out past the dullness of the ego and enters into your hea…

The reaction in Miami is still flowing in. They are so grateful to have your Ma there and I was greatly honored. So many wrote that they never felt as they did that night in Miami I took them into their hearts, deep into their hearts and they were able to by pass their ego minds. The Shakti of the M…

You know how I always write how proud of my chelas I am. Yet last night my chela and my Grandson, made us all prouder than any other time. So many worked so hard making such a big event happen. Everyone in Miami knew my baby, my Tony Cho. He is so respected as a business man and friend in Miami. He …

WE ARE ON OUR WAY TO MIAMI. I WILL WRITE YOU ALL ABOUT IT AS SOON AS I CAN. I LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH. LOVE MA JAI KALI MA KI JAI ALWAYS AT HIS FEET OF OUR NEEM KAROLI BABA KI JAI

I want to thank my Grandson Tony Cho for putting together the most exciting of evenings for his Grandma. I very rarely travel to Miami any more and yet I would go any where for my Grandson. My Snatam Kaur who is like my own child will perform there also. I always said since she was a little girl tha…

A person who can not control the emotion of anger can not control their life in any way. When you walk in wisdom you walk with your eyes wide open. Awareness wakes in the morning as soon as you open our eyes and stays awake. Nothing is hidden all is in the open. This person knows where true nourishm…

I am spending the day in Puja and Prayer for all of you. It is my favorite thing to do. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Here are more pictures for you my chelas. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

You all keep asking for more pictures even those who were Here. We are all still in the joy and bliss of this weekend. It will last us forever. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

My mind is still attached to the beating of my heart that is what yesterday meant to me. They were Here from all over the world. It was wonderful being with my Grandson Tony Cho. He is so handsome and smart and quite a business man. I find myself missing my Dee Dee and my Ganesha Chris. Next Year fo…

WHAT A BIRTHDAY CAKE. Even the Ganesha's were able to be eaten. Thank you my Devas. We miss you my Sita. Your wife and child represented you beautifully I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at the Feet Of The Guru Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

It is a wonderful gift to being able to bring the Guru Joy. I love to bring my Guru joy and bliss. Last night after kirtan a beautiful woman came running out toward me. I wondered who would have the courage to do such a thing. She was exquisite. It took me a few minutes as She began to dance with su…

In a little while I go out to the birthday party. I can not wait to see ever one. It is pouring rain and we all will be blessed in the rain as we celebrate in the Dattatreya Temple. Every one is so close to each other. The moment is big and beautiful and loud and serene. The Mother Ashram looks beau…

Well the excitement has begun and the vibrations of love is so high that I can hardly breathe. They are coming my beloved's, my chelas from every part of the world. I wait with both arms open wide to hold you all. It truly feels that this year I do not want to let you go. I am so proud of all of you…

A few days ago Yoga Guru Acharya Sri K Pattabhi Jois, founder of Ashtanga Yoga left His body. The whole world mourns this great holy man and great yogi. So many were His and still are His chelas and miss Him terribly. I loved to feel His Spirit when He lived in His Flesh and so now we love His Spiri…

Most people are separated from their spiritual life by layers and layers of stress. Procrastination laziness and day dreams do not make it easier to become one with all of your spiritual work over many life times. This moment is your answer. This moment can change your life by asking of your Beloved…

As you meditate more and more you become better at it. New areas of working with the chakras come to the surface of the mind. Spiritual growth involves the greatness of the human and spiritual heart. Once you are aware of your ability to be aware of the different chakras and spaces in your body as y…

When you wake your awareness, you awaken to all of life. Awakening to light always changes. Light has no mind to do things over and over. It always changes. I watch the lights over Kashi and the Shadow Gods dancing beneath them. It is like a theater that is constantly performing for us. The inner li…

There are two thoughts that run through us. One is THE PASSING THOUGHT, THE OTHER IS THE ATTACHING THOUGHT. One passes and the other clings and goes into a whole dialogue that can last for a few seconds or for hours. The one that passes makes no impressions at all. The other clings like glue and it …

At times one can not feel or see the beauty in the world. We expect life to go on as we know it. We can not even imagine change and yet life changes every moment. Beauty is called to you from the open heart. When the heart has a hard shell around it and the playful part can not be felt you feel all …

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas Healing the heart wounds takes practice and patience. Can you identify intuition as it is happening? Every one has intuition. There is nothing mysterious about it. We are all born with the beauty of intuition. Making choices through the heart one begins to…

I am writing this quickly in case the electricity goes out. We are in the middle of a thunder storm. This is just to say I love you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

When you wallow in your weaknesses you find all of life hard to take. Standing with your life firmly in your hands and taking your responsibilities upon your self and not blame any one for anything, then you are ready to stand in the spotlight of living. Your internal power comes to the surface as y…

Happy Mother's Day my chelas. Thank you for all your presents for Mother's Day. They are greatly appreciated by your Mother Guru. If you are prepared to accept the higher power that lives deep inside of you then begin by knowing how disciplined you truly are. Last night in Saturday night global dars…

I am getting ready to out to give Darshan The Shadow Gods and Goddess are dancing beneath the trees. There is not a breeze. All is soft and mellow. All is complete. After so many decades of teaching, I still get quite excited to teach and see my chelas. Tonight my eldest daughter will be Here with h…

One of the most important things in your life that must be cultivated is balance. When you are balanced in one life, you come back in the next life ready to cope and to live fully. Your spirituality is always deep and profound no mater who you are. There are clouds of darkness that covers your spiri…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world When you feel upset and you let life upset you, you will find that things begin to break down. This is because the jagged edge of your emotions touch every thing in your life. It is like two people talking to you at once. You cannot even…

Living on our Sacred Kashi, one lives a life in the spiritual sense consciousness. This is a consciousness of loving and appreciating all of Mother Earth's gifts. And this appreciation turns into a life of gratitude in which ones life is dedicated to the heart instead of the worldly mind. A life in …

To truly get the most you can from the Darshan Line, close your eyes a few minutes and breathe in and out deeply a few times. Then go over the words once or twice. Then sit a few minutes and know that each word was written for you, just for you my chela My chelas have written in that at this point m…

Through meditation you can begin to enter into a dimension of calm. If you are out of control with your anger, meditation can begin to help you not only control but to understand your anger. I can not even begin to explain to you how much you can receive by going deeply in. In order to receive the t…

I do not want you to worry about your Ma. Everyone is working together especially my Amritha and Dr Perone and our Chandra Devi, my Achariya Rudra Das and others My Twameva is always listening if her Ma needs her and on and on. My spiritual daughter Swami Jaya Devi would be here in a New York minute…

If you had choice what would you choose, anger, fear, jealousy , oneness brightness fear poverty in its many forms or happiness fulfillment joy wealth in its many forms and the attainment of your dreams? Now stop a moment and close your eyes and see what you already have achieved in your life. If yo…

Last night was questions and answers for my Ashram Residents all over the country. It is all meditation and depth. As I answer your questions I take you to the place where you can hear best with out the ego butting in. The questions were deep and therefore the answers touched the heart like never be…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world You all know how much you mean to your Mother Guru and so I am asking you, no telling you to help me keep you all healthy and safe. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WASH YOUR HAND CONSTANTLY DURING YOUR DAY. We must sop this swine flu in its track. …

There is such a freedom in loving the Guru and feeling the love of the Guru flow toward you. It is one of the reasons that your Ma is so excited about our Kali Natha Tantric Teacher Training that is coming up this June. 10 days on the Ashram with your Ma. Being able to see how much love can accompli…

Awareness is the true nature of Reality. Fear of the unknown, fear of death is the driving force behind the quest for immortality. It is said in many scriptures of all faiths that those who sees themselves is seeing God. Being single how can one see one's own Self? If one can not see Him Or Her how …

Darshan means seeing the Sacred. From the standpoint of the world one finds it hard to begin to see in stone or marble or wood or such THE SACRED. Yet it is the seeker that places the sacred breath of understanding inside the living murtie. It becomes real so very real. In fact it is real. One then …

Take a moment and breathe in Kashi's Dawn. Breathe in deeply into your very being and feel drenched in Kashi's own Ganga. Breathe out the Dawn all around you and feel blessed all day long. I love you Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet our Neem Karoli Baba

Oh My God, I am back and missing you all so very much. What a few weeks! But I am back and full steam ahead. I have spent every moment in my Private Temples doing Pujas and Prayers for all of you. For the new ones, I do not know if you know this but my Temple Office over looks our Ganga and I am alw…

When you feel your thoughts turn to negativity begin to breathe in and out of your heart. If you let negative thoughts linger in your mind you are feeding your subconscious so much darkness. As you develop SAKSHI BHAVA, ( a detached witness to your mind,) Your heart opens more and more. Surrender to…

To feel the dream of holiness of the heart, one only needs to be in the heart. Be aware of the Light of God and Goddess that shines always with in your own being. Supported by the love of Guru and Paramaguru there is nothing that you can not accomplish. Love is the mirror of Mother Kali's Deep Dark …

Take a moment and come to the Sacred Feet of our Neem Karoli Baba. Now feel His Blanket around you and I and all of Kashi. He who is the Lord of Souls love you so very much. Feel this love and be joyful. Love Ma Jaya Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Feet, Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

Breathe in for the count of seven a flowing stream of love coming from your third eye to your heart. Hold the love in your heart for the count of five and then breathe out for the count of five, hold out for the count of five. Now start all over again. Do this over and over until you feel totally re…

Take a little while this evening and write in your journal all you are grateful for. There is so much in all of our lives to be thankful for. As you write know that the Mother is your refuge. That She takes care of us all. That She is the Soul of all Souls. She is the Reality behind the world as we …

Some times it seems impossible to control the wayward mind even in meditation. We get bored or distracted or simply can't hold the shakti and fall asleep. Most of the time today's mind is the consequence of the past, yet if you continue to pursue meditation, the past will fade into the now and even …

When ever we gather together for a ceremony or a holiday, the love can be felt all over the world. I get letters from all my Ashrams which every one was represented at the Bandara by a few or more of my chelas. I held you all close as we celebrated Easter Sunday. I love you my chelas with all my hea…

Happy Happy Easter my chelas, Last night we celebrated Hanuman's Birthday. My chelas came from all over the country if not the world to celebrate with the Guru Mother the birth of Lord Hanuman. The night was filled with hearts of joy. I walked around our Ganga into the arms of my chelas. All looking…

In the midst of all the celebration the heart grows bigger and bigger. One can feel themselves glowing from the inside. Tonight we go out to our Temple and celebrate Hanuman's Birthday, All day think on this most gracious God of service and feel the joy of these thoughts. These are chosen thoughts, …

This week is a week of celebrations and contemplation. We all grow closer and closer as the years keep us all aware of the love in this Teaching. In the words of Tantra, the Guru breathes love out with every exhalation and the chela breathes in the Guru's Breath keeping the lineage of love going and…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world The Guru Mother takes the initiate to where the Guru was once taken by Her own Guru. She is always watching and protecting as Her chelas rise to new heights. Meditating on Kundalini as pervading the body to the tip of the chelas tongue a…

Many years ago I promised myself that I will always keep this Teaching of our Baba Neem Karoli intimate and I have kept this promise over the years. I wanted even then to know you all, every part of you, because I had and have unconditional love for all of you, nothing that you did could ever keep y…

I ring the bells and look over our Ganga. Dawn has not broken yet. The inner light of Kashi reflects off our Sacred Ganga. I listen in the silence. The melody of life and death plays over and over in my mind. My heart responds. I miss my Atlanta chelas. I miss them all. I wonder if my Florida Kashi …

Evening Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world I am Home on our Precious Ashram. She just wraps Her arms around me and I can breathe. My Atlanta Satsang was beyond themselves this trip. Every thing was newly painted and your Ma felt so taken care of. There were so many new ones and I…

Namaste my Dee Dee and my Ganesha, Chris. All the computers have been down in the hotel and so this is the first time I can write to all of you. I will make it up as soon as I can get Home to our Beloved Kashi. I must say that I have been so proud of my Atlanta Ashram. The houses are beautiful and t…

Keep the Mother Kali's Name always in your heart. This way when there are dark clouds, she can light up the sky and bring you joy. Keep the Mother Kali's Name always in your heart. This way when you feel dejected, your find that She welcomes you to Her Arms with out fail. Keep the Mother Kali's Name…

Commit to yourself and for yourself and for the good of humankind. Yes we all have the power with in us to be able to accomplish so much. And all it takes is one word, commitment. What is your lineage? A lineage is the uninterrupted current that runs through the Guru, Her Guru and Her chela. It neve…

Let us not complain that we serve too much, let us serve more for there is so much more needed. When the world loses anyone who has served as tirelessly like our Kali Priya all over the world and especially in Africa, then She should be remembered and honored. The tears flowed yesterday and once aga…

The Mother is the giver of life to all. She brings visions of the blissful realms of the self. The Eternal Bliss of the Mother lives in the heart of all. She paves the way for one to learn from their mistakes. One learns from the beat of their open heart. If the heart is closed then one can not hear…

This Kali Natha Yoga Intensive went beyond time and space. It was such an intimate way of learning from the Guru There is nothing like it and I already miss my chelas. To control the mind is not an easy thing to do. The ego mind finds it difficult to withdraw and fix itself on your Beloved. Once the…

Last week we celebrated Ma Yoga Shakti's birthday in our Dattatreya Temple. To have two woman Gurus at the same place at the same time is something we all will not forget. The Essence of our love for our children could be felt by every one. Ma Yoga Shakti loves our Sacred Ashram and doesn't hesitate…

Evening Pujas and Prayers I just came in from Sat. Night Live. There was quite a crowd. I took my chelas the deepest ever. A promise I made years ago and will keep constantly taking them deeper. Sit with the Mother this night and feel the compassion for yourself and for others. I love you. Love Ma J…

This weekend I teach once again Kali Natha Yoga to our Teachers who will be taking this sacred yoga out into the world. The asanas will help the yogi and yogini to become a full participant in the process of life. The most powerful source of life that you will learn is your breath. The breath of the…

Kundalini energy is experienced in many ways, one is that She is the life force of the world. As Christ Consciousness She is the completeness of man or woman all these words brings a completeness to small harsh minds and opens the chelas hearts to the highest vibration of love. Neither male or femal…

THE DOCTOR SAID THAT EVERYTHING WENT PERFECT WITH OUR LITTLE JAI RUDRA. I am flying on the wings of angels. He just has to be checked out quite frequently. I can not wait to hold him and his mom and his Grandmas in my arms. There is so much love on our Ashram and in these Teachings Thank you all for…

Tomorrow our baby Jai Rudra is being operated on his brain. He is so filled with vitality and love. He is the Ashrams little man. I can not tell you how much I love this little man. Do Pujas with your Ma after nine PM this night and all day tomorrow. To both his Grandma's, give my Little man a great…

Yesterday we celebrated Ma Yoga Shakti's Birthday, She brought Her chelas with Her and all got to know each other in our Dattatreya's Temple. I drove around our Sacred Grounds in our Kali Kart with Ma Yoga Shakti. She loved that I took Her to see the BY THE RIVER, and to my Sodashi’s and my Sunanda'…

We walked around the Ganga to my waiting chelas. Waiting to celebrate our Swami Nityananda's Birthday. The wind and rain seemed to pick up the closer we got to Swami's Temple. My heart was beating fast. After so many years, I thought can I still bring the Essence of this Great Yogi to all who came t…

I am going out this very moment to our Swami Nityananda's temple to celebrate His birthday. This day is so very special to your Ma. It was our Swami who taught me to be with our Beloved Baba. I will write all about tomorrow. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Holy …

The fourth chakra in the center of the chest brings balance to the chakras above and below it. Love is the primary gift of the fourth chakra. The Mother is love, powerful love, living love and functioning love. The Vedic God of winds Vayu keeps the prana moving in and about the fourth chakra. When m…

There are waves that bring you joy from Mother Ocean that roll and dash against the sandy shores of your mind seeking for a moment of peace and to flood your hearts with deep visions of who you are deep in your heart. Life time after life time you form various impressions of pleasure and pain that y…

When you sit in meditation and your body is quiet and your mind is becoming more and more still, feel the distant past. Watch it come into the moment. Allow the meditation to unveil who you are deep in side. See the very birth of the moon and the formation of the surging oceans. Feel The Mother's in…

Happy Saint Paddy's Day. It is as if our Mother Kashi is wearing the green today, She is so filled with fertile beauty. I miss our Mata Ram Jaya. She is taking care of her sister. Count your blessings this Saint Paddy's Day, in fact count them every day or a few times a day. Any moment that you can …

Congratulations my daughters. I blessed your house so much and both of you. I love you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai Always at His Divine Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

This past weekend has been filled with growth. Every blade of grass has so much help and guidance to grow, can you imagine how much more we as human beings have to raise to our potential. There is a kind of image that you can feel coming from your heart that will lead you into what Carl Jung called …

Prayers for my beautiful little boy. The little boy with such a strong and wonderful name. Jai Rudra. Victory to Lord Shiva. And indeed this little boy is admired and loved by all the goddesses and gods and his Paramaguru and Guru Mother. I am so proud of his Grandmas My Swami Dhumavati Jaya and my …

I have already received so many thank you letters from my ladies about the Intensive, that I am in awe of all the gratitude. I know that I use the word in awe a lot, I do this simply because I can not think of another word that would fit the bill. Stopping the pursuit of all the egoistically thought…

The Woman's Intensive has been going fully into the heart of every chela. Hearts are opening and for some, tears are flowing. Tears of happiness and understanding. The Intensive is about personal Shakti. Every one has Shakti flowing through them, man or woman. The Mother's Shakti is never empty, She…

Afternoon Pujas and Prayers There are so many gifts given to us from that which we can not see that being grateful as much as you can is always appropriate. There is what the rishis called the in between world where our guardian angels watch every breath we take and every move we make. Sitting quiet…

When you find yourself fighting with yourself it is the ego you are trying to escape. Do not fight inside yourself, resolve it inside of you and be free from the ego for that moment. The moments add up and you find where there was sadness there is now moments of joy. Yet the ego never gives up. Bein…

There are times when a little one comes into your life and born into the Teaching that you just fall in love with the baby the second you see him. This little boy is my Jai Rudra. His mom Gita was raised Here for a long time. The Grandmas Swami Dhumavati Jaya and Sati Mayee have been with their Ma f…

When your mind is calm it is like a clear vast empty sky. Clouds pass across the vast sky and disappear. Watch the clouds and do not try to push them away, They will go on their own for they have no roots. They are transient. Just take notice of them and return to the beauty of your breath. They can…

Morning Pujas and Prayers Namaste my chelas all over the world My ladies are coming from all over the Country for the Woman's Intensive. There is still time to sign up for next weekend. There is nothing like it. I too am getting excited. We are going to touch upon every spiritual subject and then so…

I usually spend Sundays in meditation and prayer and doing pujas for all of you and those who are in need in the world. Yet I always make time going over Saturday Global Live Darshan. I never write anything before I give Darshan and yet some Saturday nights are very different than others. I always t…

This day make it a point to watch your breath. If you find that it is hard to be aware of your breath and still work or live your life, then make sure you read this darshan line a few times. You see you get the Darshan Line unedited and straight from the Guru's Office Temple over looking the Ganga. …

How is it possible that for over twenty three years I still love to hear and see my Arlo perform. I believe that his singing and playing has gotten even better than ever before. Last night the crowds loved his concert and when he called out to his Guru I was beaming with pride. His voice held a powe…

In your next meditation, do it on the breath. Simply be a witness to the breath coming in and out. Do not try to make the breath do anything, just follow it. You may even lose yourself in your breath and that is fine. The Mother is always in your breath. Summon your shakti of will and determination …

It seems that as I grow older I am teaching more and more. Sharing more and more of my Guru my Beloved Neem Karoli Baba. No retirement for this Mother Guru. Dead Dawn Darshan given only for residents on wed. mornings become deeper and deeper each week. The Kali Natha Tantric Yoga Intensives receive …

Meditation can bring one to answers that are deeply engraved in our beings. In mediation the questions flow freely but the answers are right there. At times the ego sends the questions thinking that one can not reach far enough to gather the answers together thus ruining the meditation. Yet it is th…

Morning Pujas and Prayer The Sound of Om races through the body at double speed as one sings the Gracious sound OM It is the most satisfying word in satsang yet this is not the reason we chant OM. The sound connects the heavens with the earth. This day chant the sound of OM no matter where you are. …

Teaching Kali Natha Tantric Yoga this weekend truly has been wonderful. It is a great great group of teachers that will carry this lineage. They seemed so attentive and awake. It was a pleasure to teach them personally as I did. One Guru and one chela and the beauty of being taught on Kashi's Sacred…

Our Saraswati Ganga Ma's Memorial was so beautiful and heart felt. So many friends from all over the county came to honor this beautiful chela of mine. enter our hearts and Her love could be felt I love this woman with such dignity and joy of the life she was given. I love her with all my heart. My …

Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram You have found your path and now you are seeking to be on the Path the best that you can be and do the best you can do. The path is never crisp, crystal clear. Yet if you are on the path in truth you can stand any challenge. Yet truth by its own…

Many years ago I use to play my music to take Karma and keep hearts open. Over the years my Nirmal kept me in beautiful music of my choice. Now it seems as I listen to the music it is for my own enjoyment and also the taking of karma, The two seem to mix together. And together it comes out into the …

You can learn to accept love through the surrender to the self. So many can not believe that they are loved thus creating a deep separation from your Higher Self. In the moment every thing is there, the mistakes and how to fix them. There is a hint in the moment that teaches you how to live fully. I…

As you live your day this day think how much your Ma loves you. Say over and over my Ma loves me and know it in your heart of hearts to be true. I am on my way out to make my Dr. Rounds and thinking o/f /all of you. Every second away from my Beloved Kashi is like a life time. I love you my chelas. M…