January 31, 1999

Om Ganesha Ki Jai Morning prayer January 31, 1999 Namaste my Chelas Doing Puja out side this early morning, there was not a star to be seen, yet I knew that they were there, right over our Blessed Kashi. There is no mystery here only faith that they are there. I thought of a gift I can give you this morning.

The greatest gift I can give you my chelas is to let you know of the mystical union. In India it is described as such, chela sinks into the very essence of the Guru and cries out for the world to hear: I AM SHE, I AM SHE I AM SHE. At this moment all stands still and in that stillness one becomes the other in the deepest sense, this is Tantra.

Guru and Chela complete each other. My prayer for you this morning is that you know this will be in your life time. According to the Chidakasha Geetha the first requirement is faith. The second is Devotions ( Bhakti ) Those who have no faith can not know devotion Devotion is the fruit of faith.

I ask the Divine Black Mother to let my Chelas feel the Bhakti and rejoice in it this day. I bow to the three eyed Goddess, Durga, the Reliever of Difficulties and ask her to grant her wisdom to my Chelas. Offer your Ego to be slaughtered,my chelas and know the Mother. Beg for your ego to be slaughtered and one day you will become the Mother.

Build your own funeral pyre this day with your breath. Breathe in deeply into the pit of your belly and burn your own anger at the world. Burn blame and all that comes with blaming others. Breathe in and out of the belly, fanning the fire and feel the heat melt all resistance to giving up anger. After a few minutes doing this, bring the breath in and out of the heart. Feel the heart warm and anger melt. Now begin your day, knowing that you are the Mother and the Mother is you. Be aware of your breath no matter what you do this day.

If you are truly trying to be aware of the breath, then this day you will feel the mystical union so close to your being. You are the Guru, the Guru is you. She is only one breath away. I love you my Chelas. Love Ma Jai Durga Ma Ki Jai