Om Ganesha, Morning prayer. February 9, 1999
Namaste my Chelas. I sit here at my computer after doing my Pujas and I am stunned how many wrote in on the Darshan line and in the mail box out side my door thinking they are the worm in my story. I want to ease your minds, the worm himself did not acknowledge the story. So you see, all of you relax.
My prayer for all of you this morning is that you begin recognizing pride. That when you feel that pride is rising its ugly head you begin breathing deep with in your self and find the true you, which is covered with layers and layers of the desire to impress others with being right.
This is pride in its truest form. If you begin to think of the Mother Kali as She who Resides in Silence and Love and is the eater of her childrens pride, then you will be a lot stiller in order to feel her silent heart. The desire to be right is the thief of all that is good in you. If you cultivate nonviolence, humility fearlessness and straight forwardness, pride will have no meaning for you. Master Pride and let the higher I take over your life. Be very positive in your thinking of the Mothers Love. If you let pride get in your way, try again. You will find that you have a buried treasure of jewels and gold in the form of positive thoughts. Do not put your self down in any way shape or form. Just start becoming aware of your negative thoughts. This is the way you start mastering your pride. Then lay pride on the feet of Mother Kali. She will stamp upon them and throw what is left in the fire. I love you all so very much, please give up this second the desire to be right and replace it with the desire to love. I will help you all this day or when ever you call upon your Guru. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai