February 23, 1999

Om Ganesha, February 23, 1999 Tuesday Morning Pujas and Prayers. Namaste my chelas.

So you all see that you got a extra morning puja. I can only live in the moment and so the moment it is. I am still here at our Kashi and will be leaving in a short while. Then you will have to wait on weds, when we can find a place to send you the Pujas. My Prayer for you this morning is that you begin to understand the value of meditation. That truly meditation can lead you to the merge with the Guruji This experience takes place within yourself, separate and apart from every one else. Meditation is the way to the heart of the Mother. Did you ever feel that you were not close enough and there was nothing you could do to get closer. Listen my children. Meditation destroys all that is dark and in the way of you getting to the feet of Kali. Once you have the Mother Kali in side your heart cave she can lead the aspirant to the state of enlightenment. She then becomes one with the absolute self Shiva. I call on the Goddess Sarasvati this dawn, she is the giver of all Knowledge. She is the source of all artistic and creative inspirations. She has been with me since I have begun the River Paintings. It is to her that I dedicate my Pujas in my little Kuti each day. She blesses the paints and I begin.

Meditation can give you the map to the heart of all the Mothers. Kali the Deity of the Night leads the chela to the Golden sunrise, and the Mother Usha, She then merges into the Goddess Sarasvati. The dazzling colors of gold and silver represents the Mother Goddess Lakshmi. These are the colors of the sun after the Goddess of the dawn goes into the heart cave of the Chela.

Is it all confusing or are you understanding your Ma. Meditate Meditate and understand all that I say. Meditate and become all that I say. Move from the darkness and beauty of Mother Kali into the shades of Dawn of the Mother Usha and then into the knowledge of the Mother Sarasvati and then into the Gold’s and silver of the prosperous Mother Laxsmi. These are my Ma’s. These are my Pujas and prayers for all of you this morning. I love you so much. Love Ma Jai Shree Kali Ma Ki Jai