bhakti wrote:
Jai Shree Ganesha Ki Jai! Jai Shree Kali Mata Ki Jai! Namaste Beloved Ma, Prayers for your speedy recovery and that this time will not be too difficult or force you to lose yourself too much.I want to thank you for this year: all the pain, fear, letting go of things to hide behind: pride and ego…and finally being stripped bare and knowing what holding on to the Guru’s Feet means… what will pull you through the eye of the needle when all else leaves you and you must face your deepest fears of aloneness, where Ego, pride, and attachments cannot help you. Guru’s Feet brought me to this anniversary of my marriage to you, My Mother, on this first night of Kali and I pray to always hold those Feet. To be simple like a baby and suckle those toes as a baby. I began this year by sleeping at Mother Durga’s feet..hardly sleeping or eating- a crazy woman- and then stalking the cremation grounds at four a.m…finally marrying at Kali’s Dhuni and Kapalana’s playground. Forgive this indulgence my Mother, but I wonder if there is a path the Divine Mother prescribes for us, depending on the Streams of Shiva we choose that go hand in hand? A tantra of Kali and Shiva that we dance with. And how can we make the best use of Their Grace? Happy Anniversary Mataji, Your daughter Bhakti Camunda Ma
Namaste my Bhakti, I could not have said it better then you if I tried. You are indeed a Bhakti of Mother Camunda. I will teach you at our Beloved Kashi the tantra of human into God instead of human into each other. It is a wonderful path at the feet of the Black Mother. Love Ma Jai Shree Kali Ma Ki Jai
