Jai Shree Ganesha Jai Shree Laxsmi Ma Ki Jai
Namaste my Chelas Namaste my Harry, I would like to ask my chelas out there if any of you know how to send our Harry across the pond in old England a delicious Knish. It has to get there fresh or he will never leave me alone.
Ok every one I will attempt to write about cross Karma. I knew that it would get every ones attention.
We are not our DNA. We are not our parents. We all have a uniqueness that has to be nourished. I always knew that I would teach and kinda prepared myself all my life by paying very good attention to all around me and what happens to so many people that I came in contact with. I never just said hello and forgot them. I turned them over in my mind many times. All of us have interests in certain things and some of us work on it and become that which we have come to earth to be. Now on the other hand when you are not where you are supposed to be you are where you should not be and there is a great deal of pain. What ever is written on my private line I can not talk about or repeat but there are many messages of sorrow and pain that I just do not have time to answer. I do take care of it all though through Puja and Prayer. The pain comes from not being able to deal with what ever is dealt you in your life.
In other words my Harry, We surely choose our parents to finish up what we have to get rid of or to learn or to learn how to teach and share. You write about willingness to take on some one else’s pain or Karma. This is a fine thing to say but not so easy to do. One has to make sure that you have the way to get rid of the karma or else it goes deeper into both of you. The ache in love is not necessarily a karmic ache, though it could become such a thing if you do not let it go. That ache in love is merely attachment and the great desire to be right or have it be right. The place that you speak of where love is God and God is love is free from all aches and pain and attachment. It is the place of unconditional love. You give and never look back and see who takes. If you take on Karma for the ego and by the ego then you are just adding more to your own karma and leaving that other person with his damaged ego and or Karma. We are born into situations that we can consume or be consumed by it all. If you consume it then it is clear in your heart, if you can not consume it then it is really foggy. In your case my love you are not foggy you have consumed your life and are just a little attached to people in your life not free with them. When you can care for them in a free unattached way then the cross Karma that is between you can flow like the River I so love. Our Rudra Das asks about the words I use quite often since he is a little boy. The wandering wanderer comes home. This is you and the others who have finally found Guru love. At first it is hard to take and then one can not live with out it. The Mother, Guru is always there guiding you pestering you and playing with you and protecting you . Cross Karma is the biggest thing I have taught and I will go into it more at the advanced intensive. I love you my son and always will my wandering wanderer. Love Ma Jai Shree Kali Ma Ki Jai
Whitehead, Harry wrote:
My dearest Ma,
Ma, your teaching on ‘cross-karma’ seems terribly important: as if it could be the fundamental fabric of the social universe. When you become involved with someone - either as friend or lover - can you consciously evolve that cross-karma between you - perhaps that ache in love that makes us think ‘I’d die for that person in a second’ is about the willingness to take on that other person’s karma? Is that the place where love is God; where our love makes us God, in a similar manner to that of the death of Christ? But is that not also attachment? Is it dangerous when our motives are so often suspicious - more to do with the pandering to our own egos by seeming on the surface to be wonderful to others? It scares me - karma is so powerful, and to take another’s on board when you are doing it for egotistical reasons . . . the selfishness of love: the attachment of it etc. I know how guilty of that type of ego I am and have been. I am always wondering how much of me is facade. To take it on without truth, without at least working on truth - is that dangerous, Ma?
All my love to you, Harry xxxxx