Om Ganesha, Morning Pujas and Prayers. March 19, 1999
Namaste my chelas. My Pujas and Prayers for you all this morning is that you begin to get a better understanding of my words. The chela must have implicit love and faith in the words of the Guru. Yet I love the interaction with respect of course between Guru and Chela. I have always had this with my teachers and my Baba with the Greatest of Respect and not a drop of familiarity. I want this between my chelas and my self. When I say to you that you are indeed a person of God and love and you know you did not meditate for so very long and that you think you are a phony and that your Ma does not know you, this is when you have to have enough faith to know that your Guru Mother indeed knows you and knows you quite well. After a while you begin to look for that great beauty your Ma tells you about, in yourself. Perhaps you will begin to watch your breath and look for your beauty in your breath and this then is the beginning of a long love affair with the Mother. Then you begin to go up and down. Mother, you say, I am disappointed in myself. I do not like me. When I listen to you Mother, I know that I am blessed and that last for a little, while I dare to begin to hope. And then you scream out to the Divine one, that the confidence has left you and you are feeling now. I say to you my Chelas, do not be down on your self, when there is a painful experience just think that this will not last and it is only temporary. Know that She who tears apart thought, is right there with you and will never ever leave your side.
You will become wiser and stronger for your experience. Through out it all, never but never leave the Mothers feet. I love you so very much. And as our Annie asks, I will show you all how to show your love to your Guru Mother as she holds you close to you. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai