Ishwari Darshana wrote:

Namaste Ma,

What is it that causes one to have so little faith, to not know at the deepest level that one is divinely guided and protected, and to even doubt one’s Ma and all the company of the heavens? Difficult to write, a longing to know.

Lovingly yours, Iswari Darsana

Om Namah Ganesha Om Namah Laxsmi Ma Om Namah Kali Om Namah Shiva Ki Jai. Namaste my daughter Iswari Darsana, It is not doubt in God and the divine protection, It is not even doubt in ones Guru. It is simple fear of God and that steals the moment. You can not have faith when you are out of the moment. I love you so very much. Love Ma

Hello my dearest Ma,

After such an amazing ten days at Kashi, I thought I would be empty of questions. Far from it - I have a thousand! Still, let me begin with the one that has been on my mind for a while now.

The Hindu/Tantric/Buddhist religions seem to have an accepting attitude to the nature of evil, seeing it as part and parcel of things. Christianity, on the other hand, sees evil as ‘pure’, and existing in opposition to, and external from, ‘good’. It is a separate thing. Ma, is there such a thing as ‘pure evil’ and - as you stand astride all religions - how do you unite these two seemingly very different attitudes to evil?

My thanks and love to you, and everyone on the ashram and at the intensive for adding so profoundly to my life. And thank you so much, Ma, for the Brooklyn knishes. The matter at last is laid to a delicious rest.

All my love,

Harry Jaganath Deva xxx

Namaste my wayward son, Not even one morsel of a knish did you save me. Ok for you. That is that .

My son there is a little brightness in all that is black and evil or filled with a lack or awareness. There is a little darkness in the brightest of beings. Only God is perfect. I will teach you tantra which you do so love and the way one learns of this great art is simply to be continuous. Notice I say art, for indeed tantra is art.Continuous in your curiosity or devotions. You take the darkness inside of yourself and consume it all again and again and when you are done it leaves a soft shimmering light. This is the light that darkness left behind. It was squeezed out over and over again. On the other hand when one is not in the moment then there is the darkness that is full and hard and the light can not be seen or squeezed out at all.

It is so untrue that a being is all dark or all light. Evil is always there although your Ma does not call it evil. I call it error. Error compounded until the soul is hidden. More on this later, once my darling Jaganath Deva Harry, you consume this much. I love you my son and am missing you so very much. When you travel, bring your lap top if you can. Love Ma

Namaste our Ma, Could You please explain the connection between our seven Chakras, our kundalini and how to clear the path so we can achieve detachment with ultimate love. I love You so very much.

  Your,
  Ananda Devi

Namaste my Ananda Devi, When one is sitting at the feet of the Guru in the Darshan temple any where in the world the kundalini energy begins to rise automatically. The Guru takes the Chela through the different Chakras and open them up to receive her wisdom and Shakti. Just be very aware and when you find that you are getting too attached then just let go and place your head on the Mother’s lap. I love you so much. Love Ma

from Kali Mata

Dearest Ma, Namaste. Can the soul speak? And can one hear it? And distinguish it from the voice of the ego? Thank you, Ma. Love, Kali Mata

Namaste my Kali Mata, Yes the soul can be felt when one is quiet. The truth is that the soul does not speak in words but in feelings and instinct. You are all instinctively pure and honest people. If you quiet the ramblings of the mind then the soul can be felt every moment. I love the teachings of Mother Chinnamasta. She has no head and yet she is full of wisdom. This means that one does not need the mind to realize God. Just the soul. I love you. Love ma

Namaste my EllieKrishna. I loved your story. Thank you so very much. Love Ma

Namaste Ma, I love Elliekrishna’s stories of Lord krishna so much. There is something about this God that cracks open my heart and makes me swoon like a schoolgirl! Thank you. Must we feel devotion in order to experience the grace of longing? Because there is a deliciousness to the longing … and the gift of a touch from God. Will these “feelings” of devotion and ecstasy /bliss go away as I become more detached? Thank you, Ma. I love you. Ma’s Jaya

No my darling Ma’s Jaya it does not go away this bliss. Namaste Ma