Om Namah Ganesha, Namaste my Mara Tara,
Once, a short while ago, I had a discussion with a great authority on Tibetan Law,( well actually it was quite a heated argument). It was about the Tibetan book of the dead. I told him that my street people didn’t know diddly squat about Tibetan or for that fact about Hindu Law. He had written that one needed to know the deities to get to what he called the highest Bardo. Well I got to let you all know that my four Mama and Papas from under the board walk has more good Karma then any dam saints I know. These were real people in real life. They took that little girl Joyce Green into their homes ( card board boxes under the board walk) and did not care for their own safety. They taught me every thing I know today and a lot more.
My Mara Tara, all one has to do is to love God and her children with all their hearts. I love you My Mara Tara and love teaching you. I want for you so very much.
When the formless comes at you, there are no questions. You are about to enter into that place on the route you are taking. The light does come first.
Love Ma Jai Kali Ma
mara grayson wrote:
Namaste my dearest Mother,
in answer to my last inquiry, you stated “Attachment to the Guru is the only attachment that frees you from all other attachments”. It was, of course, exactly what I needed to hear, and although I felt that I “got” it immediately, I have been working on delving into the seemingly bottomless implications of your reply. Last night and this morning I was feeling especially isolated and
alone despite the knowledge that You, Baba, and so many of my loving Gurubai were there for me..Soo I decided that it was imperative to sit with disciplined intent today. After several dozen “not now"s, my mind quieted enough for me to focus on my breath and grab a clear image of You in my heart/mind..Soon after that, the blending of Baba’s image with yours began again with the fluidity of an old lava lamp. After a short time, instead of images, the interchanging pictures seemed to morph into a ball of light. For the moments during which I could keep myself from being the experiencer (“oh look a ball of light..Is that the beginning of the formless?”), I was able to (maybe) become the experience. My question is twofold: 1) how much about the Entities in Hindu/Tibetan etc. lore is it necessary to know about to get closer to God. and Guru? And 2)am I on the right track..I think I could use some more direction here. Even as I type this, I’m still trying to work my energy back down from above my head, but I feel fairly certain that the “tranquil” ride to Manhattan that I have coming up as soon as I sign off will do the trick. You are always in my Heart
Mara Tara