Om Ganesha Namaste my Nirmal. This is such a terrible fear. One always has to have lots of things to do or people to be around them or they sink into a great depression. I teach in Darshan, that being alone and to be able to meditate is the greatest thing in the world. To be able to get to know your self through meditation is not, at times a fun thing to do and yet if you do not sit and allow God to show you her love, what are we then.
To sit in the aloneness is to conquer life. To sit and trust in God is to conquer death. We fear that if we get to know ourselves then we will not like what we see. And. My chelas, that is truth. Yet it is also a way of change. And change is very exciting. There can be a whole new world opened up to you when you ask, WHO AM I over and over. You can get to know you by the breath, Gods great gift to us all. It is a very exciting time here at our Beloved Kashi. Use it well to learn at the feet of the Mother. Learn who you are and do not fear being alone with one of her chelas and that my Nirmal and my chelas is your self. I love you all. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai.
Nirmal wrote:
Namaste Ma:
Would you talk about the fear of being alone with yourself?
Love,
Nirmal