Om Ganesha, Namaste my Soma. God, how this Mother’s heart misses you.
Dr Chin said the other day to me,:Ma everyone has one heart, you have five hearts: I almost laughed and cried in the same moment. She was more right than she knew. She said that the Buddha told her this.
It is true. The Guru indeed has to have more heart space then the average person. When one fills with the pain and agony of chela, Guru has to switch to a wide open space and wait for the Guru of Guru to take it all. Meanwhile life must go on and others must be taught. The pain in the first space of the heart stays as long as it is needed. Then it slips into the empty space of Gods light with only the memory so Guru can always remember the pain of the chela and she can then ease it.
I do not think that you were looking for such a complicated answer, yet this is the way it is. I love you all so much and your pain is my very own. Your joy is my very own. Your mistakes are your own. Your accomplishments at the feet of the Guru are yours alone. I love you my daughter. I wait by the River to see your reflection as you stand behind me. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Gail Melnick wrote:
Namaste Ma,
I’m sending this a second time (a little more expanded than the first) because the first one didn’t seem to reach the darshan line:
Ma, can you speak of the Guru’s Heart? Does the heart space over the Guru’s Head hold all of the feelings the Guru has for Her chelas and all the people of this world? How does the Guru’s Heart contain all Her love, pain, frustration of seeing our self-sabotage, our wrong understanding, our wounds? This would take a heart bigger than the Universe…
I love you so very much, Ma.
Soma
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