Om Ganesha Namaste my son, I love you so much.
Yes, Baba and I are the same essence. I bathe in his at all times, else I would not be able to live.
You are afraid to hear of who you are simply because you would have to act on it. You would have to give up all your fears and go out and teach others to love the Mother and worship the Father. You would have to know and understand your kindness and your own deep spirituality. I love you my darling and am taking you right to that door. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai.
“Mieczkowski, Rondo” wrote:
Om Namah Ganesha Om Namah Kali Ma Om Namah Shivaya Om Namah Laksmi
Namaste Dear Ma, You love us so much. Sunday before satsang I realized a bit of the magnificent depth of your love in how you took such good care of my mother in the last years of her life (helping her achieve her 70 year old dream of losing weight), and in her death and after-death a few months ago. I cried tears of joy. I felt Baba, I think for the first time, on Saturday while driving to our “Under the Bridges and On the Streets” street meals program. He was so beautiful, and BIG. His love feels so much like your love (except you are more svelte). Ma, are you and Baba the same?
Mother, I have been asking “Who Am I?” The answer (“I am a sadhu”) is what you have told me before, but I feel that is only the beginning of an answer. I will keep asking, but now I have such a strange (and big) fear. Ma, why am I so afraid to be who I am? Please help me get rid of this fear so I can go on to serve you and Baba.
Your son (who feels very blessed right now), Kali Baba