Om Ganesha Anjani, Anjani, Anjani, my beautiful California Anjani, how this Ma loves you. What is going on with you is quite simple to explain. You are starting to really get closer to your Ma. Spending time in the Painted Kali Readings like you do has brought so much Joy in your life, that you do not even know where to put it all. Nothing seems to fit any more. Because you are going into the familiar, the place that you are leaving behind is starting to feel strange to you. Believe me my daughter, this is a very good thing. Just take a deep breath and say my Ma loves and trusts me, my Ma loves and trusts me. Do this as you wake up each and every morning, for that is when the anxiety begins. Then say it again when your first go into your Ma’s office and when you go to sleep at night. You breathe in saying these words and then you breathe out saying these words. I will take you into my heart cave and keep you very comfortable as you hold on tight to the Mothers feet, after all you are the Mother of Lord Hanuman. I love you, my daughter, Love Ma Jai Hanumanji Ki Jai

Anjani Ableman wrote:

Namaste Ma,

    What was once normal and familiar, no longer feels right.  I feel

like a stranger to myself. Like I’m in-between somewhere and I don’t know how to go on and make it right.

                            Thank you.

                                    Love, Anjani (Cal)