Om Ganesha, Morning Pujas and Prayers. August 13, 1999
Namaste my chelas.
My prayers and pujas go out this morning to the Lord Krishna.
In the Gita Lord Krishna tells of the three gates of Hell: koma (lust), krodha (anger), and lobha (greed).
Lust gives birth to anger and greed. Lust is the great enemy of spirituality. When the senses are controlled by the mind, a supreme devotion will be borne, which will destroy ignorance. Ignorance is the very base factor of lust.
Lust comes in many different forms, some you do not even recognize. The feeling of loneliness, for a woman or for a man can hide the true feeling of being separated from Guru and God.
When you bring these thoughts to the Guru inside of you, She will listen and guide you to the truth. When you begin to chase after lust in the form of a human being your whole being changes and no one recognizes you. You lose your place with the Guru as you continue to chase lust in Her many many forms.
I have seen a few chelas, ( not many, yet even one is enough ) who have gotten closer and closer to God and then freaked and began to chase lust in her many forms all in the name of loneliness.
Why would you want to adore any one or thing which is not permanent, when the Mother can satisfy the desire for love and companionship if you just come closer and closer. I have seen my chelas beam with a deep and wonderful light as they sit at the feet of the Guru.
I have seen those who forgot Guru descend into the deepest despair when the feet of the Guru was forgotten.
There are no words to describe the bliss of being in love with the Guruji.
Those who resign them selves to the destiny of chasing lust in her many forms and give up self effort suffer from a blackness that all who come near them can see and feel.
Past karmas come flooding back and over take them and they become attached to their own righteousness.
This person is nothing but a slave to his own wants and desires. What you do in the present is always much greater then what you have done in the past.
With out surrender to the feet of the Guru, one becomes the lost and lonely wanderer, sliding and sliding away from family Guru and friends.
Yet there is always the chela that wakes up in the final hour and comes toward the feet of the Guru asking forgiveness and Her truth. These people, my chelas, are dear to the Guru, they have to have humility and a great desire to bend low before their Guru Bai and Guru.
Karma must always bear its fruit. You should pray to Lord Krishna to Grant you the inner sight of loving the Guru through the third eye.
Some of you may say, Ma you are a Shavite why are you praying to Krishna. My chelas I say to you that my Shiva is so vast and so great that He is all forms of the Gods and the Goddesses. My Mother Kali is so great that she is also Mother Sita. This is the beauty of loving Shiva. This is the beauty of wearing the Ash and bearing the Trident.
Pray to Lord Krishna to give you the courage to give up chasing Karmic Lust.
Kiss the moment at the feet of the Guru and give up the past by living fully in the moment of truth.
Mold your own destiny. Form your own divinity. Be not a slave to lust.
Pleasure and pain rise out of the seed of Karma. Eat it all. Follow the Mother into the moment.
Self effort is greater than the power of destiny. Eat the fruit that Karma bares.
( I can feel my Mata Giri and my Krishna Priya all roused up over these Darshans for the past 7 or 8 mornings, well kids you got your book, just pay attention and remember who you both are!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
OK, Eat the fruit of your own Karma and become greater than Karma. These are my Babas words, become greater than your own Karma.
My dearest friend Yogiji always tells his children, become greater than Ma referring to himself.
Do you not think how much joy we who teach can have if our children become greater than our selves.
Only the moment can bring you this joy. STOP CHASING LUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God is the moment!!!!!!!!!!
STOP BEING A SLAVE TO YESTERDAYS KARMA!!!!!!!!!!!
You are the Mother Gurus child. You are the love of the Guru. Read the words of morning darshans well, and bring them to your heart of hearts. Become wise in your life and stop chasing after those things that will hurt you.
I ask Lord Krishna to teach and protect my children at all times.
Ask Lord Krishna to take your lust and replace it with pure bhakti.
These are my pujas and these are my prayers.
I love you.
Love, Ma.
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai