Om Ganesha. Morning Pujas and Prayers August 22, 1999
Namaste my chelas,
When ones kundalini is awakened, one becomes conscious of her powers, her spirituality and her truth.
There is a divine consciousness to which the Mother Kundalini exposes you.
You want to invoke the attention of the supreme God. You want to live in that moment of true love.
Mother will take you in Her time. Mother will bring you close. Just put your complete trust in the divine Mother. It is She who will take you to the Father.
There are certain times in your life after you have been in a Spiritual teaching for a very long time, you think that you will never be able to make it toward your goal. All of a sudden Mother begins to rise with in you and you begin to feel all that you have ever learned at the feet of the Guru, has been put into play.
Kundalini has risen and you are being taken with out effort or even meditation. This is called accumulated Karma Prayer and spirituality. Once this happens, one can not escape it. There is no turning back. This is what is meant by be careful what you ask for, you just may get it.
When you enter into the fifth chakra which is the throat center, it is called Visuddha, one begins to create. This creation can be about music, art, spirituality and such. To be able to raise to this chakra one must go through the heart chakra.
My chelas, there is no turning back. The Mother at that time wants to take Her child to the Father. We can hear the manifestation of our own creative powers from the place of the throat chakra. As you begin to rise to the third eye, the Guru chakra, there is such joy and happiness. Here you are able to feel at first Gods creation, which is the Guru. What was right in front of you all the time now looms larger than life and you become afraid. All the nerves in the body become awake and alert. Mother, Mother cries the chela, is this what I want. Is this what I need. Let me rest says the chela and all the attachments of the past begin to return. Yet it is not truly the actual attachments it is only the memory of it all. This is the place that separates, the truth from illusion.
From each chakra a energy is taken in and must be used for the good of human kind. If one selfishly misuses this power, then he is once again brought into the lower chakras of judgment of himself and others. I have met Gurus who are so afraid of their own passion that they become petrified of the beauty of a woman who is holy and pure. Woman are less than man they scream out to any one who would listen. The Mother Kali laughs as she dances on the chest of Shiva. A pure man can see the great beauty of a pure woman, this is a man who has risen past attachments and sexuality.
Sri Chinmoy has said in his book that men who look down at woman have a weakness and when they project these weaknesses onto woman, they feel that woman are the cause of all their problems. Both men and woman are Gods creations. Sri Chinmoy says: Right from the beginning I have been telling every one that woman must not be shunned but respected as the Mother:
You who sit at the feet of the Mother understand that every man must have the quality of a woman and every woman must have the quality of a man, There must be a balance.
My children, if you are reading these words in what ever place you are in, feel the great joy of Spirituality running through you and all you do. Do not be afraid of the Mother Kundalini. Kundalini Yoga is safe as long as one sits at the feet of the Guru and always returns to the center of the heart. You have asked for God, my children and She has heard you. You have asked for liberation and she listened closely to all that you asked of Her. You begged and you begged and now that She has risen in you, some get afraid and pull back. Rise into your self my children and let the Mother take you through service to others. My Baba always says, feed every one. I bow to my Baba a million times a day in my mind No one must be left out in the feeding. Not even oneself.
Develop compassion, this is truly a divine path of truth. Serve others and feel the Mother serving you. Your act of compassion can be very important to someone. You may never know who that someone may be. Consequently be compassionate and kind to every one and know the Mother well. You who give true compassion will be held dear to the Mother.
Remember, once you ask for liberation you can not turn back. Take a deep breath, judge no one, not even yourself and rise to the heart of God, THE MOTHER.
I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai