Om Ganesha August 27, 1999 Morning Pujas and Prayers
Namaste my chelas
I listen to the name of my Baba in the joy of creation. I listen to the name of my Baba in the light Florida breeze as it caresses my face. I enjoy the sweet taste of his name, as I say it day and night. I listen to the name of my Baba as the thunder booms over head and lightning lights up my world. Not death or life itself, can stop the sound of my beloved’s name. It pounds against the walls of my chest and rushes through my veins. When this life is terminated and I wait upon new birth, for I must serve, His name shall fill the heavens like Gods own song. I listen to the name of my Baba, is it I speaking it in whispering tones?????? When I finally find sweet rest from life’s own being, His name will not rest. I have sang it, said it, screamed it and now the earth will take over instead. Under the great tree of life, His name shall fall from the branches like golden falling leaves.
The smile of natures dawn shall come upon the earth shouting His name. I will leave His name in my chelas hearts forever. Some had said that your Guru is dead, how can your ears hear his life or your mouth say his name with such conviction and truth. I say to the world, My Babas death is a myth. There are only currents of love coming from the saying of His Holy name.
I bow my head and kiss his Sacred feet. His flesh upon my lips taste sweet. If this is the feet of a dead Guru, then what is life. I say to all of you chela, say the name of your Guru day and night. You will have the bliss of the Gods just like your Ma. Love Ma
My chelas and all others who read this line, This is a time for all of us to serve from the place of the heart. The way that your Ma gets through this day, is to simply have great talks with the Guru, your Parama Guru. There is nothing you can not tell the Guru in your heart. There is never any judgment or bargaining. The Guru Mother only loves and blesses and teaches one how to be on this great Kashi Path of service.
If you can conquer your enemies of pride and anger, then you will find a smooth road to spirituality before you.
I wrote the poem above about your Baba so your hearts can be as full as your Mas when the going gets tough.
When you have the great blessings to sit at the feet of the Guru, there is a map for you to follow. If you are reading these words on the darshan line or the web sight then you too indeed have been blessed.
The spirit of those many yogis who sat at the feet of the Baba and all the great ones are here in these words to help you and set you free.
This night I will be seeing lots of my chelas for the first time in many weeks. One may think that it is only the chela who longs for the Guru. Remember the True Guru is always chela and She is also the Mother who longs for her children.
This Neem Karoli Baba of ours is the imperishable, changeless and as full as the fullness of the moon this night.
At the feet of the Guru one learns how to die and leave the body through the top of the head. Only the Guru can show you how this is done. Those who serve others and have no prejudice at all will learn what to do at the being of the process of death.
There are many different type of deaths. The hardest death is the death of the ego.
One wants to learn at the feet of Her beloved how to die while they are still breathing life.
If you stay in your heart and rise slowly to the top of the head always saying the name of the Guru, then you have nothing to fear of Kundalini.
The cave of Brahmarandra awaits your presence as you rest in the heart cave of the Gurus love.
If the soul passes through the eyes instead of the top of the head one goes on to understand the soul of human kind through Agni the fire God.
Yet if you learn to die and the soul leaves through the top of the head, then the soul not only understands the soul of human kind, She understands the soul of God.
You may ask what does this all have to do with the Morning Pujas and Prayers.
My chelas with great anticipation I await your presence this evening and the greatest gift I can give you is my Shakti filled with your Baba and Swamis Nityananda words on death and life.
If your mind is always on the Guru then the worldly mind can not be that which takes you from the God you so desperately seek.
You see, this Ma indeed does miss Her chelas all over the world. And so I am giving my Mata Giri permission to video this darshan this evening and many other darshans to come.
In order to do this, I must bring you all to the place of understanding your Sat Guru our Baba.
I have never given one Darshan or written one word with out the Baba next to me for the past 26 years and many life times.
To understand the Gurus words is to understand life and death. Breathe in deeply the words of your Guruji. Breathe and love your life at the feet of the Guru. These are my Pujas and these are my Prayers.
I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Baba Ki Jai