Om Ganesha, Morning Pujas and Prayers Sept. 3, 1999
Namaste my chelas, Is it true that you may think that you can be ruled by your senses? Is it true that if you make the same mistake over and over, you think that you are not growing? Is it true that if you forget the Mother, you think that you can never get her back? Is it true that if you do not meditate for a long time you have to start over again from the beginning. Is all this true. Yes! Only if you make it true. No it is not true at all if you listen well to the Words of the Guru.
The senses are to be conquered, and at the feet of the Mother, this can happen. When the senses are conquered then the whole of life becomes consumed.
The same mistake over and over again sometimes leave you in disgust. Yet if you begin to acknowledge the same mistake over and over it is a start.
If you forget the Mother, the Mother can never forget you. She is there in your flesh. She is there in your heart. She is there in your movement and your stillness. Just ask Ma to come to you and make Herself known. She will be right there.
If you do not meditate do you have to start all over when you do? No of course not.
Meditation is like putting money in the bank, you get interest on what you have in it.
This is what our Baba calls accumulated prayers, karma and spirituality.
Why is it that I am asking questions on my own Darshan Line.
I have been thinking of all the good questions that have come to me over the many life times and years and decided I would ask them to myself and our Baba and our Swami.
It is time for my chelas to hear of what they all have been asking over the years.
Study the answers and in the studying the answers you will see that you already have the answers.
The Sacredness of our life at Kashi can not be surpassed anyplace upon this earth.
Being together and serving God the Mother and God the Father has brought us all to the feet of the Great Black Mother Kali.
If at times you sit at the seat of misery and pain. When you think that the Goddess of patience has fled, leaving you alone and forlorn.
Call out to the Mother who dwells coiled in the Muladara at the base of the spine.
Om Mother Om Namah Mother Kali Kundalini, rise and take my spirit with you to your Shiva.
As She pierces through the Muladara, the second chakra welcomes her. Swadhisthana, opens wide and the Mother blesses all 6 petals.
By this time the sushumana is lit from deep inside its own passage. The Mother is ascending toward Her lover, taking Her children toward her consort.
The navel center is on fire, waiting in anticipation for the touch of the Mother. 10 petals open and receive Her caress.
My chelas are filled with the Powerful Mother at this time. The Manipura is the home of Her power. There is a triangle in the middle of the belly. She sits in there in the midst of flames of the surrendering devotee. The More the devotee surrenders, the more the flames rise, heating the small chakra under the heart.
In this place of the Manipura chakra, the Navel center is hot and safe if one looks toward the heart.
The Goddess rises to the small chakra under the heart and melts all resistance. ( This is done every night in Darshan as you all sit at the feet of the Guru as She sits at the feet of Her Guru.)
Downward the ashes of the heart falls into the third chakra melting the knot of karma.
Mother is then ready to arrive to the place of the devotees heart. 12 petals open to celebrate her arrival.
The smoky color is surrounding her whole being. She then pierces the knots of all worldly desires. The singing of the all 10 Mahavidyas can be heard in the heart.
Rise my Mother Kundalini says the chela of the Mother, rise and bring to my throat the opening of the 16 petals. Rise my Mother, I am waiting, I am bathing in the Ganga of my heart ready to communicate to the world the essence of all you give me. The Vishuddha chakra is now open and fully blossomed.
Rise my Mother and rest in the Soma chakra right before the Guru chakra.
Here is your mate yet you must not merge here. Only rest my Mother and see if your child is ready to behold his or her Guruji in the 6th chakra.
Now rise my Mother fully into the Ajna chakra. Here the veil of ignorance is pierced by the Gurus sword of discrimination and love.
The Mother Kundalini rises to the Ajna Chakra. The great sound OM can be heard and its vibration seen. This is the place of the Guru chakra. Between the two petals is the Guru
When all 6 chakras have been pierced, the thousand petalled lotus opens the Brahma Randra and the Great Mother is awoken fully to the arms of Lord Shiva.
Here all questions have already been answered and all questions forgotten. Here is the place of Bliss.
Here is where I want to take all my children. Let not moments of darkness take you from the feet of the Mother.
These are my pujas and these are my prayers.
I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kundalini Ma Ki Jai