Om Ganesha Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram
Sept. 16, 1999
You who are on a spiritual path must remember that when you live in a world of spirituality you must create for yourself the Shakti values of your prayers and conversations with the Mother. In other words, the way one lives there life is a measure of the way one has faith. If you have enough faith in your Guruji then you begin to live your lives in the service of others while you yourself are filled up with the love of the Mother. The world of spirit is always there for you to tap into to. When you begin to develop will power and discipline, your heart becomes a reservoir of Shakti.
You begin to realize that you are not only this body or personality. You are so much more than this. Will power gives you this insight.
When habits from your past occupy your mind simply say your mantra over and over. This weekend we are holding our womans intensive. The woman will walk away from our Blessed Kashi Ashram so filled with Shakti that has gone unused for perhaps centuries. They will become rich as Mas and the daughters of the Mother Kali.
Will power gives one that wonderful feeling of being proud of your self with out ego pride.
I can not wait for this intensive. So many are coming from all over the country.
Every body has the ability to create a discipline in herself to over come any samskara.
In order to develop strength of character you must realize that if you even use will power even slightly you are on the right road. Do not begin to analyze your mind or even your heart. Just go with the Mothers flow and begin to think in terms of I can do this. Then all you have to ask the Mother in a moment of silent thought is HOW.
Will power comes in small doses. It is the Mother of discipline. It does not matter what situation you are in, you have the will power not to fold but to look and see what it is you have to do.
With will power you become calm and balanced. Your Shakti self has no problems, why then should you fall into the trap of the world by belittling your self to your self.
Follow the cosmic will of your heart and your soul will know what to do.
Do not in any way be demoralized when other people criticize you or try to bring you down. You are the Mothers Child and the Mother is always with you.
Try to do the Mothers breath as best as you can. I will go over and over it with you. The reason this breath can go on the Darshan line is that anyone can do it. The only thing is that when you sit at the feet of the Guru there is a certain amount of space with in that must be filled in. The more you listen to the Mothers words or have contact with the Guru, the Mother, the deeper the Mothers breath comes in and out of your chakras. It is a breath of the Mothers heart that has nothing to do with your own breath. If anything, it will allow your breath to go deeper and deeper and you will be able to feel your heart in a new and wonderful way.
In the wake of the hurricane that was devastating to so many, I give thanks to our Lord Hanumanji who lights up our Kashi Ashram with his glowing truth.
Remember my chelas a little will power will go a long long way. I will help you as always.
A very grateful Ma that Her Kashi Ashram is fine and flourishing under the guiding light of Lord Shiva and the Mother Kali.
Have hearts full of gratitude and love my chelas. Where there is gratitude and love there can be no anger or pain. Where there is gratitude and love there can be only joy of the moment. Live in this moment with your Ma. These are my Pujas and these are my Prayers. Love Ma Jai Kashi Ki Jai Jai Shiva Ki Jai Jai Mother Kali Ki Jai