Om Ganesha, Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram, Sept. 23, 1999
Namaste my chelas, When you feel you are unworthy, then you become unworthy. When you feel that you are limited, then you become limited. When you feel that you are ungenerous then you become ungenerous. Yet when you feel that you are unloved, you can never become unloved. Guru and God always love you and is always going to love you forever and ever.
Do you not realize that you are part of the universal light. You must recognize who you are. Say to your self that you are filled with Gods light and you will certainly be filled with the light of God. Say your mantra over and over. It will become potent with the love and Name of God. Obtain the experience of feeling the Mother Goddess inside of you at all times.
Merge into the light which is inside of you. Sit for a moment after you read your Darshan Line, close your eyes and feel your heart open wide. Do not be afraid. When your mind says over and over, I am the light, then your mind has ability to rise into that light and become part of the whole.
God is the whole. When you close your eyes, you can feel God as complete. Complete as the Mother and Complete as the Father. The mind becomes the instrument in which you conquer the ego through the heart space deep with in your chest.
The Supreme Principle of the Cosmic truth is that you are indeed loved.
Oh my chelas, how much I, your Ma, want you to know how much you are loved.
The main purpose of the Guru is to lead you from the darkness into the light. Why not do it this moment. Why not let your self take the hand of the Guru. Is there truly a reason that you can not do this at this moment.
Do not reject the hand and heart of the Guru. She exists just for your liberation. Service is the fastest way to God. There is none faster.
When you become the seeker who knows that God the Mother dwells inside of you, then you begin to speak talk and act different.
Your roots of karma can be pulled out by the Grace of the Guru. Ask the Guru in your heart to open you to her love. The chelas life is filled with the so many possibilities to change and move on to a higher realm. If you desire to be free from negativity then remember that you are the chelas child. Your souls journey begins at the feet of the Mother. There is a place in you when you trust the Mother that is filled with boundless Shakti. You are essentially the self and the self will let you know you. All there is to do for now is put your trust in the Gurus heart and She will take you to your self void of Ego.
I ask the Mother Sati, beloved consort of Shiva to show you how to trust the Guru and be free of this world.
My chelas I wait by the River, the Sacred Ganga. Become inward and outwardly aware. Then all steps toward liberation opens for you. Start at the Muladhara chakra at the base of the spine and feel the Mothers breath coming in and out. The breath is not yours. It is the Mothers caress and go through all the chakras. When you come to your third eye the Mother Sati will take you through the Brahmarandra and into the higher realms of consciousness.
May Mother Sati hold you close to Her breasts. These are my Pujas and these are my Prayers.
I love you all so very much Love Ma Jai Sati Ma Ki Jai