Om Ganesha, Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram Sept. 29, 1999
Namaste my chelas,
After a while living on the surface of your life you begin to want to dive deeper and deeper into the heart of the Mother Guru. When finally, after much soul searching, you decide to follow your inner desires for God, you enter into the secret cave of the Baba. This cave is the unconscious place of God Thoughts. You have to carry a candle with you, because all your life times you have kept it very dark. You have been afraid to bring light to who you are.
After a while you become aware of the brightness of your Parama Guru and you do not need to have any other kind of light. Yet, at first you must dive deep with in your self and get past your own fear of finding yourself.
Descending into the unconscious and the Cave of your Baba, is something you can only do at first through meditation. You go through many levels.
You begin to find out things about your self that you could only guess at. And yet it is all very exciting for you. To discover the self is the one most important thing you can do upon this earth of ours. When you get near to your souls through the contemplation of the God Self, there are certain feelings that bring you close to bliss. This is the God Bliss you have searched for all your life times.
My chelas, you are closer than you think. The Soul waits for you to be fully in the moment. The Soul only lives in the light of the moment or else it lives in the dark.
It is only the Self that is real, all else is false. It is only the Self that can hear the words of the Guru. All else is deaf to the Gurus words. Do not just gaze at the Ganga River, jump right in. The ego would have you hesitate and lose the moment to yesterdays memory or thoughts of the future.
When you become aware that the self is alive and deep with in your being, the gross sleep of the world becomes the subtle sleep of the Gods.
Do not my chelas, live in the shadow of your personality, live your life fully in the center of your soul.
Sit in this moment when you are finished reading your Darshan and go deep into your Babas Cave. Feel the light open inside of your being.
I ask my Baba to take you all into the light of His Cave and introduce you to your own very true Self. These are my Pujas and these are my Prayers. I love you all so very much. Love Ma Jai Kashi Ki Jai Jai Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai