Om Ganesha, Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram. Oct. 11, 1999
Namaste my chelas. The closest one can get to God is when the chela can say in a very clear heart voice, it is your will Mother Kali not mine.
When you can say these words, the feeling of surrender runs through you like a cool spring.
When you stop thinking me and begin to think the Mother, in the center of your being, there will be a feeling like a volcano ready to erupt.
Your whole unconscious will be activated in the Mothers Name.
Mother Kali will bring the liberation that one seeks.
Yet even after one surrenders, the ego still believes that it is in control and not God.
Surrender must happen for a little while on a daily basis, for the ego to die.
These next 10 nights is the best time to surrender. It is the 10 nights of the Mother and Her many Forms.
This night your Guru Mother will throw the rice in the Dhuni in all your names. The ego will begin to melt into the fire and then it will be offered up to Mother Dhumavati as smoke.
Sit this night and feel the beauty of being the Mothers child.
She who is the Universal Mother will be with you all in the next 10 days in a deeper way than ever before.
My Pujas and Prayers go out to the Great Black Ma of the night, Mother Maha Kali.
Mother Kali take my children close to your breast and keep them safe for their Guru.
Mother Kali show my children the beauty of the Fire that they will throw their rice and their ego into.
Mother Kali let them know how much they are loved by their Ma and their Baba.
These are my Pujas and these are my Prayers. I love you all so very much.
Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai