Om Ganesha,

Morning Pujas and Prayers

January 9, 2004

Namaste my chelas all over the world,

When you develop a deep hunger to know your Guru and your lineage, the hunger turns to thirst and then to Love and then to Respect and then to Trust.

I am the Mother of thousands and thousands of Gay and Lesbian Chelas and every one inbetween.

I hold you all close to my heart.

I am the Mother of thousands and thousands of straight chelas and I hold you close to my heart.

There will come a time when all of the world understands that your Ma is simply THE MOTHER GURU and that no labels should ever be.

On our Sacred Ashram their are no labels, my babies, all the young ones who were born Here or who lived Here most of their lives do not know prejudice or sexual orientation or any diversity that is strange to their hearts.

As long as no one is hurt and every one is kind then that is all that they need to know.

Love holds no gender, The Soul has no Gender.

Nor is God or Goddess any particular religion and yet they are all religions.

I myself turn to my Guruji in time of pain and need and of course to Our Mother Kali whom our Baba taught me to worship over thirty years ago and many life times ago.

When you sit this night call on the Mother Kali.

Tell Her these words.

I HAVE COME FOR YOUR BLESSINGS AND YOUR LOVE.

I HAVE COME FOR YOUR PROTECTION AND YOUR COMPASSION.

I HAVE COME TO YOU AS A CHILD COMES TO HER MOTHER.

I SIMPLY COME TO YOU BECAUSE IT IS MY PLACE TO BE ALWAYS AT YOUR FEET.

I COME TO KASHI WHEN EVER I CAN.

I HAVE GREAT GRATITUDE TO BE ABLE TO LIVE ON HER SACRED GROUNDS.

I COME TO YOU, MY MOTHER KALI.

BLESS ME ALWAYS AS I HOLD TIGHT TO YOUR FEET.

These are the words your Baba taught me and how much I have used them.

She or He, Baba or Mother Kali has never turned away anyone.

He is my life as well as my Love and my Guru.

I hand down to you every day of my life, HIS TEACHINGS OF FEED EVERY ONE AND KINDNESS.

His door will never be shut to any one.

You only need to respect the Paramaguru and Guru with all of your heart.

THE 11TH CUBBY HOLE IS ATTACHMENT.

ANY KIND OF ATTACHMENT.

It is a funny thought I think of now.

Many years ago our Baba told me of this karmic space or cubby hole and He said, that once one is Liberated in the Oneness of God and Goddess then they can be attached to God and Goddess and all of humanity.

I had no idea what He meant and placed those words in my heart as I do with all our Baba Laxman’s words.

I HAVE COME FOR YOUR BLESSINGS MOTHER.

The first time I heard these words were from our Naga Baba and I thought I would faint right then and there.

These are the words I use to say to our Swami Nityananda and our Baba Neem Karoli and as taught, our Mother Kali in all Her many Forms.

To hear these words addressed to me was startling.

The implication that these words could be directed to Ma stunned me.

And as so many will tell you I shied away from them and refused to call myself Guru Mother.

Our Baba just laughed and laughed and put His Blanket around me.

I never felt such a thing or such a space as being under Baba Laxman’s Blanket.

( boy can I feel all your minds working )

You too can find that PLACE WITH IN YOUR OWN BEING.

The Place that your Ma is always.

And that Place is at the Feet of our Baba Laxmanji, OUR BABA NEEM KAROLI.

The hunger for Guru Mother unfolds naturally as you sit more and more.

When you respect The Guru, you have everything you have every wanted.

When you trust The Guru then you have very few wants.

We will take a moment now and in the future as your Ma goes over the last 12 months of teaching.

THE READING OF THE WOOD AND SUCH.

Spiritual Hunger brings forth the Mother’s Love like never before.

Never betray this hunger.

This is how our Baba taught your Ma.

Great qualities are revealed to the chela about themselves.

It is my Great Pleasure to Teach you of this Sacred Kashi and what She means to Your Baba and Your Ma.

KALI LIVES HERE YOU KNOW.

All my Ashrams are STREAMS OF THE MAIN OCEAN OUR SACRED KASHI.

One can only have one Guru and many many teachers.

Love your Paramaguru and your Guru with all your heart and feel how the hunger for God and Goddess becomes a thing of the past as the Mother Kali feeds you on Her Sacred Land, KASHI.

This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.

I love you my chelas.

We are some family.

So many of you have been Here for over 27 years and at our Feet for many life times.

KASHI IS NOT FOR THE WEAK OF HEART.

KASHI IS FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO FOLLOW THE LIFE PLAIN OF FEED EVERY ONE OF OUR NEEM KAROLI BABA.

My Pujas and Prayers go out to our Mother Kashi.

THEY COME FOR YOUR BLESSINGS MOTHER.

PLEASE GIVE YOUR BLESSINGS TO ALL OF MY CHILDREN.

This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.

Love Ma Jaya

Tenzin Yangchen

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

Always at His Feet, Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai