Om Ganesha,
Evening Pujas and Prayers
March 19, 2004
Namaste my chelas,
Kashi’s Dusk comes later and later these days.
It is COW DUST TIME.
THE MOST HOLIEST OF TIMES
It is the time when the Gopies and the Young Cow Herders brought home to Brindavan the cows and it would create a great trail of dust on the road that Lord Krishna took to dive into the Yumana River and sport with the gopies and bring them and the cow herders closer and closer to the Formless God In The Many Forms Of The Lord.
It is the time to give up all stress and tension and enjoy the moment between day and night.
Keep very still and imagine you are in the Presence of your Beloved. ( you truly are as you read these words )
The Father Sun is about to sleep and the Moon will rise and Bless all as the Mother.
Yet at this moment ( and when you are reading these words you will receive the MOMENT OF COW DUST TIME no matter what time it is when your eyes see the Guru Mother’s Words written just for you) you are between the God and Goddess and you are their child in the Womb of Life and death.
Tomorrow at sunrise the Father Sun will come to you right behind the Divine Mother Usha.
Then again at evening time The Mothers of the Moon will take you to Their Breasts and keep you all safe till the morning.
Be content in the moment of Cow Dust Time.
Your body has the grace to walk the Great Mother Earth.
Be still a moment and go deeper into the Arms of the Mother.
Become whole and know your own purity.
Feel the Flames of Love bursting out of your heart.
My Agni Ma, THESE FLAMES OF LORD AGNI GO OUT FROM THE CHELA IN A HORIZONTAL WAY AND IS RECEIVED BY ALL THE SHADOW GODS AND GODDESSES MY JAYA DEVI BHAGAVATI AND THEN SENT BACK TO THE CHELAS TO USE OVER THEIR LIFE TIME.
I am doing Pujas on our Ganga Porch and a little while ago I saw my ladies our Principle Anjani and our Twameva and my heart was made full, I saw our Kali Shyama Jaya and after thirty years the love flew over the Ganga and our hands flew into the air as if I had not seen this child of mine for many years instead of every day of my life.
This is the love of Guru and Chela and now Cow Dust Time approaches our Sacred Kashi with such respect and awe that your Ma feels glorious in Her Love for Her Chelas and Her Beloved Baba Neem Karoli.
Tomorrow is our Swami Nityananda’s Birthday Celebration and I will teach our Head Swami’s Pujari my Madhava Ma Jaya Nityananda the next step in His Worship of this Great Avadhoot.
Our Baba Neem Karoli Always told His Indian Disciples to go to Swami and learn from this Great Man.
With our Baba’s Blessings we celebrate the Great Teacher’’s Life, who taught your Ma how to be with Her Baba and made Her ready to see and be able to touch the DIVINE FLESH OF OUR NEEM KAROLI BABA, A GIFT THAT I WILL TREASURE ALWAYS AND A GIFT I ALWAYS HAD EACH AND EVERY LIFE TIME.
OUR LIVES HERE SHOW HOW MUCH LOVE OUR BABA HAS FOR OUR SACRED ASHRAM.
This Gift I am slowly giving to my chelas, already many have seen Him roaming this Sacred Ashram.
This day our Mersh Swami thinks it is Swami’s Birthday, a fight I always had with my Beloved Billy Naga Baba, I know it is the 21 and so we celebrate our Swami’s Birthday on the 20th.
Our Baba laughs and laughs.
My Mooksha Ram Nityananda Jaya was called to The Paramaguru and The Guru’s Feet 29 years ago and I mean called.
My Beautiful Hilda asked in Her Darshan at Saint Luke’s WHO HAD THREE OR FOUR DREAMS OF SWAMI NITYANANDA, KNOWING THIS IS WHAT I BEGGED HER TO ASK.
And that is how my Mersh came to His Ma and never left my Feet.
For the past 29 years our Mersh has answered the intercom every single day of my life, he is the first to hear my voice from the place of Samadhi.
All right, sometimes it takes three hours to answer and then I forgot what I wanted and he forgets even when i remember.
This all happens between 2:30 am and 6am.
Enough of my chelas and yet it is never enough.
I love you my Mersh, so very much.
( now do not bother me tonight )
My chelas, by many Names does your Baba Live in your hearts.
You who come to our Weds Dead Dawn Darshan know that there is not one thing that comes even close to feeling your Baba then this early dawn.
All my children in all my Ashrams receive His Blessings at that time in a very deep way.
Where you are in every moment is where the Baba truly is and yet there is no where more special than His Kashi Ashram.
More subtle than air itself, and filled with the deepest love of Mother Herself, our Baba Blesses you and Blesses you and so does your Mother Guru.
My Pujas and Prayers are that you always feel this Love.
My Sanyasan are doing a great job and so is my Lahiri Jaya and our Anapurna Edwards Jaya and all of you in keeping our Ashram as beautiful as it is this moment AT KASHI’S COW DUST TIME.
I THANK OUR OFFICE AND ALL THOSE WHO WORK THERE IN OUR BABA’S NAME, IN FACT I THANK YOU ALL FOR THE MOST SACRED PLACE ON EARTH.
Know me my chelas and know your Baba’s Heart.
His Spirit Divine is in the Touch of your Ma’s Hand of Devotion when She teaches you in Darshan.
I love you my chelas with all my heart.
Cow Dust Time, THE TIME OF LORD KRISHNA AND MY KIMTI JAYA BHAGAVATI WHO I MISS WITH ALL MY HEART, I HOLD YOU MY SON AS YOU TOUCH MY MOTHER LAND’S EARTH AND RIDE YOUR BREATH BACK TO KASHI AND MY HEART, YOU VERY SPOILED SPOILED SPOILED CHELA, HOW IS MY HOUSE COMING IN INDIA?????????????????????????????
ALL OF YOU FEEL MY LOVE THIS COW DUST TIME.
Love Ma Jaya
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet, our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
Baba Baba Baba.
P.S. One time in India I told my Siddhi Ma that all day long I say BABA BABA BABA BABA BABA, She said in pahari, what else is there to say my Ma Jaya, with such love in her eyes.
