Om Ganesha,

Morning Pujas and Prayers

July 20 2004

Namaste my chelas all over the world.

Make an outention instead of an intention to find out all you can about the Karmic Spaces or Cubby Holes.

Try to memorize the 11 Cubby Holes.

1- JEALOUSY

2- ANGER

3- PRIDE

4- INDIFFERENCE

5- EGO OF SELF THOUGHT- SELF INDULGENCE

6- LACK OF AWARENESS

7- INTENT

8- WORLDLY DESIRES

9- ABUSE OF POWER

10- DESIRE TO BE RIGHT

11- ATTACHMENT

Get a journal and take from the Darshan Line every thing I write about the 11 Sacred Spaces.

In the middle of your journal keep a place where you can write when you recognize when you have become aware of slipping into one of the Cubby Holes.

I will continue to teach you all and this will prepare you for the Rest of your life as we keep learning together and sharing.

One will find themselves surpassing their own potentials that they set up for themselves.

One day you might be surprised how so much becomes visible that could not be understood or seen before.

You will begin to notice in the reflection of your own Being that something has entered into your Spiritual Self, Something big and wonderful.

I can remember how excited I was when I was given permission to teach these ancient ways of understanding LIFE AND DEATH.

I have tried and will try even harder to make it as simple as possible.

You soon become the translator of your own book of life.

Voltaire once said: THE HUMAN RACE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS IT MUST DIE, AND IT KNOWS THIS ONLY THROUGH EXPERIENCE

A CHILD BROUGHT UP ALONE AND TRANSPORTED TO A DESERT ISLAND WOULD HAVE NO MORE IDEA OF DEATH THAN A PLANT:

The Cubby Holes allows you to see doors open that will not shut after you, if you make mistakes.

They will shine upon your own PATH OF SPIRITUALITY.

Truly as you learn the ART OF LIVING YOU WILL LEARN THE ART OF DYING.

ONE WILL BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND THE NATURE OF ALL THINGS AND THE HEART WILL BE STRETCHED TO LET MORE COMPASSION FOR YOURSELVES AND OTHERS IN.

One thing you will not learn from the Cubby Holes is certainty.

This you can have with the UNCONDITIONAL LOVE YOU RECEIVE FROM YOUR MOTHER GURU.

Persist in this venture of getting to know your self with out putting any pressure on you.

You will see that it will all come naturally.

Being in the Mother’s Moment you will find that there is so much eloquence in your life and that consciousness does not have to come to you only from time to time.

YOU WILL BECOME THE EXPERT OF YOUR OWN FEELINGS.

The Cubby Holes are divisions of the whole.

There are many connected Karmas in each Karmic Space connecting in no order at all.

For from the 11th Cubby Hole ATTACHMENT one can slip easily into EGO OF SELF THOUGHT/ SELF INDULGENCE.

You can get so wrapped-up in attaching yourself to someone else’s SPIRITUALITY that your ego will call you to the FIFTH CUBBY HOLE.

I, I, I, TAKES ON SO MUCH PAIN WHEN THE MIND IS CONSTANTLY THINKING OF ONE’S SELF.

YOU BEGIN TO SINK DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO THE QUICK SAND OF PITY FOR YOURSELF THUS LOSING COMPASSION FOR OTHERS.

To hesitate before entering any negative part of the Cubby Holes can bring one the Living Teaching of discovering FREE WILL thus overcoming Destiny.

THE BASIS FOR ALL UNHAPPINESS IN LIFE IS IGNORANCE OR AVIDYA.

AVIDYA BRINGS ONE SO EASILY TO THE KARMIC SPACE OF INDIFFERENCE.

Mother Kali’s Radiant Blue Black Complexion signifies THE FORMLESS.

She is the Divine Nature of all of our Beings.

One of my prayers for all of you is TO HAVE ALWAYS LOCKED INTO YOUR EYES, THE GAZE OF MOTHER KALI.

This will ensure you the luxury of finding God Beauty in every one.

THE MOTHER HERSELF CAN ERASE WITH HER BLACK HAIR ALL THAT THE HAND OF DESTINY HAS WRITTEN ON THE LEAVES OF TIME.

Through these Teachings one can learn to give up the attachment to what was to that which will come alive in the moment.

The Flowing Light of Mother is beyond all that is considered beautiful.

She produces the Flowing Luminous Rays of Life that excites Her children with the Force of the mysteries who visits us in the HESITATION TO JUMP INTO ANY OF THE CUBBY HOLES.

I want my chelas to tremble with the Joy Of Life right up to the moment of Deaths Invitation.

This joy is not of the senses, it is the Beauty of the Mother which is the HEART OF ALL CREATIVITY.

I remember these days, when my Jimmy Boy would ask lots of questions about death ever since he was a young boy.

I tried to be as honest as I could.

Thinking about this eases my heart slightly and I will take anything that will ease my heart and allow me to teach for the rest of my days of Loving Service.

THE 10 MAHAVIDYAS ARE THE ESSENCE OF SUPREME WISDOM VOID OF EGO’S KARMIC SPACES.

Mother, You who directs all that pertains to Time bring my chelas to the place where procrastination does not live.

For to procrastinate in life is also to procrastinate in death.

The Mother Tara is the Formless Goddess to any one who seeks Advaita and she brings Her 24 Forms to all who needs and wants to be in Her Presence that takes up a Space that will eat all other spaces.

THE EGO ORIENTED EXISTENCE CAN NOT LEARN FROM THE MOTHER THE ABILITY TO LIBERATE THEMSELVES FROM ATTACHMENT.

I have always wanted to see my chelas riding in the chariot of Mother Dawn, just to have them see the Earth with different eyes.

To get a head of my self a little I want you to place in the back of your mind that THE CUBBY HOLE TEACHINGS CAN BRING ONE TO VIDEHA MUKTI WHICH IS THE LIBERATION FROM LIFE TIMES OF EMBODIED EXISTENCE.

I simply adore my Guru’s Form in any Form of any life time and there for do not want this for my self, yet you can have this Liberation and absorb it.

Oh yes, there is Free Will when there is no will at all just surrender to your yearning of truth.

THE NATHA YOGI JUST CONSUMES THIS SAMADHI AND GOES ON TO LEARN THROUGH THE GREAT FORM OF LORD SHIVA.

TO NOT HAVE FEAR OF DIM SHADOWS AND UNWANTED PRESENCE IS TO HAVE THE DEVELOPED HEART AT THE FEET OF THE GURU.

(this fear can also be the shadows of depression and sadness )

WE ALL BECOME DAUGHTERS AND SON’S OF TIME, YEARNING TO RETURN TO THE SOURCE IN THE MOMENT.

BOTH LIFE AND DEATH COMES FROM THE CENTER OF THE MOTHER’S HEART.

THE MOTHER’S HEART BREAKS OPEN LIKE A WOMB WITH CHILD AT THE BEGINNING OF LIFE AND DRAWS BACK INTO HERSELF THAT SAME CHILD AT THE TIME OF DEATH.

SHE IS THE ULTIMATE GARMENT THAT CLOTHES US WITH OUR BABA’S BLANKET.

It is She who reveals the Truth of our Beings in the Breath of the Dead Ego.

And this becomes the Ultimate experience.

My Pujas and Prayers go out to Mother Tara.

I ask my Mother Green Tara to wrap Her Holy Being around my chela’s hearts and bring to them Her Divine Breath in a Whisper of Eternity.

This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.

I love you all so very much.

Love Ma Jaya

Tenzin Yangchen

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

All ways at His Feet Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai