Om Ganesha,
Evening Pujas and Prayers
August 13, 2004
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
Each person can bring to life the attitude of loving God and Goddess.
This attitude can help you touch the Infinite Wisdom that is latent in the movement of Mother Kundalini.
We all were sitting in the Hotel in Orlando looking out the window, watching the wind move the whole being of the trees.
The hurricane so far has followed us inland.
There is a mental peace knowing the power of Mother Nature need never answer to any one or thing.
The heart’s mind loves to see the joy of contradiction of life and death.
Eventually it will all come to together.
It is at times when one thinks that every thing is out of one’s hands to understand that this is not a conflict.
To understand that every one has an imagination that perhaps touch upon reality.
At times the imagination is living a direct path to an on going breath of the possible.
When one is always angry and negative they are not letting themselves expand and grow.
I have seen the same angry path so many take because they want to be right or in control.
This is a very lonely and sad path to be on.
To love only Guru or your Beloved is not a complete love unless you have kindness to all not just your Beloved.
To embrace with your Guru’s Embrace is to truly understand the rush of Shakti that comes with following the moments of love in one’s life.
Even as a child learning from Big Henry on a hot steamy day under the boardwalk in Brighton Beach, I could see the joy of having joy for others and not trying to be right all the time.
Big Henry would always say LISTEN GIRL CHILD, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU THINK YOU KNOW, YOU CAN NEVER KNOW ENOUGH NOT TO LISTEN TO OTHERS AND WHAT THEIR HEART SAYS.
I have often taught you my chelas the same.
To avoid a reaction toward your own self, and your wanting to be right is as important as to avoid reacting towards another’s actions.
When you are in a Spiritual Teaching and you do not meditate then you are losing the moment that is so filled with the quality of the moment.
How can you contribute to life if you are not quiet enough in life to see the beauty of others.
When your INTERIOR is awakened then your whole body can feel all of life and you are able to enjoy the life you are living, no matter what.
When you are constantly complaining notice that you are constantly procrastinating.
I am watching my chelas work so hard to develop our land and to build their own houses on the Sacred Soil of Kashi and so many all over the world appreciate what we are doing.
There is such elation on our Ashram that we will be able to go on living on our own Land and be able to house those who have been with us for 10 20 thirty years or even just a short while.
I look at my Little Natha Shiva Jaya and I can see how he will grow on his own land and I am made so full of heart.
This is a fulfillment in life that we all can share and be able to touch the Soul of those who come and visit and do our Month Long Work Studies.
To see those whose Soul is starving and being able to feed their Soul with their own Beloved is truly a Blessing.
It is the time to give up anything that will stop the SEVEN FIRES THAT IS WITHIN US ALL AND HEAT UP OUR PASSIONS TO SERVE OTHERS.
To live in an Interfaith Community is to be able to change impressions of the mind that has steered one to the same mistakes over and over in every life time.
To learn how to be of true Spiritual Service to others is to learn how to serve one’s self.
My chelas at this very moment breathe deeply and feel that you ARE THE IMMORTAL ALL PERVADING KINDNESS OF THE MOTHER GODDESS.
Yes you are the Kindness and yes Kindness with a capital K is a Shakti with in yourself that is so strong that it is so beyond the survival level as an angry person.
Let the out breath take all of your unworthiness, give it to your out breath and let it go.
Do this over and over until you feel even slightly relieved of the tension and stress of unworthiness that builds a direct bridge into the dark part of Karmic Spaces. After you have breathed for a while, see if you have enjoyed your breath.
If not then do one more in and out breath and know that your Guru Mother is breathing with you, in fact your breath is inside the Breath of your Guru.
If you have been enjoying the breathing then do a few more of the SPIRIT GURU BREATHS.
This is what I have named this type of breathing when I first learnt it from our Baba Neem Karoli.
SPIRIT GURU BREATHS.
This type of breathing brings out the SPIRITUAL WARRIOR.
This type of breathing can remove mental complexities and keep the mind in a kindness mode.
After a while you are learning to use your breath in a way that will add years to your life instead of less, due to all the friction of the human existence.
Through the Teachings of the Karmic Spaces you will discover the INEXHAUSTIBLE SHAKTI OF THE MOTHER SELF WITH IN YOUR OWN DEEP SELF.
When you begin to awaken you can find life in every thing even death.
The lights in the hotel are beginning to go out and so I will end this Darshan.
Truly this Darshan is living in REAL TIME WITH THE GURU.
I love you my chelas.
My Pujas and Prayers are that you know of this Love and live life in the Breath of the Guru Mother.
Love Ma Jaya
Tenzin Yangchen
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet, Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai