Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
Oct. 18, 2004
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
You will notice that your relationship with your God or Goddess improves dramatically as you do more and more of the MOTHER’S REMINDER OF THE CHELA’S BREATH- PRANAYAMA.
You will find that you can begin to understand that every one is not out to get you, there fore you can allow the moment just to be.
By breathing deeply and with awareness and following the different Pranayam you will find a new strength that allows you to surrender to what is.
When there is intense grief one has to hold the one they lost and acknowledge the feelings of pain and lost.
To accept the grief, at first will make you almost relieved that you can feel the pain in a new way.
As you breathe in and breathe out the pain you will find a vast love for your Beloved.
The open crack in your heart that has happen due to grief, can now fill with sun in the same space.
This is what happens in the Sacred Spaces.
The Feminine calls you to Her in one of Her many Forms.
Answering my Anasuyas question:
Ma -
Thank you for the blessing and for the cleansing. The love was truly beyond, the juice and moisture of your love blessing and healing us all.
You have said that for each cubby there is a Mother who watches over that karmic space. Which Mother helps in each karmic space? Thank you, Ma.
Love, Anasuya
When you are angry or in pain and are caught in a Cubby Hole then it is that moment that the Feminine becomes available.
For instance- when the heart is hurt and you want to strike out with anger if you Breathe in the Mother Dhumavati, then automatically you offer Her your anger the same as if you were sitting in front of a Dhuni making offerings to the Great Smokey One.
On the other hand if you are in that same Sacred Space of Anger because of a reaction to some one else’s anger, then you reach out ( if you want help and if you do not slip into the SACRED SPACE OF DESIRE TO BE RIGHT) to the Black Mother Smashan of the Cremation Grounds and She will enfold you into the Darkness of Her Golden Light and the Moment of anger will pass.
My Anasuya you have been with your Ma for so very long and you know instinctively which feminine Force you will turn to.
You all do.
As you come to your senses and leave the Cubby Holes you become closer and closer to SELF UNDERSTANDING.
You can begin to discover your True Self.
Your True Self always bows to the God and Goddess with in, living your life with devotion and awareness.
I can not stress to you enough THE LOVE THAT YOUR GURU MOTHER HAS FOR YOU, IF ACKNOWLEDGED LEAVES NO ROOM FOR ANGER OR JEALOUSY OR PRIDE OR ANY OF THE SACRED SPACES.
There is such a totality that comes to your Ma when I bow to my Neem Karoli Baba
He gives and gives through his heart and through His Will.
The work on our Ashram is a preparation for your life filled with the intoxicating nectar of God and Goddess.
So many times I can only feel the Divine Ash in my heart simply because my love for Him burns so brightly that there is nothing left but Ash.
I only know to bring you your Baba’s Love in such a over whelming way on our Mother Kashi Ashram.
I was watching my chelas work for two days.
My children who have come from our other Ashrams and our residences working side by side, taking care of Mother Kashi and I became intoxicated with the merging of my chelas heart with the Mothers Soul.
This is the realization of the Oneness.
There is so much to teach you and so much to learn as you put our Mother Kashi first in your heart and to return Her to Her original Form.
There is more Love ( if that is possible ) and more sharing then ever before as you all work together.
It is as if the Mother Kashi gave you one of Her Deep Secrets of LOVE AND SERVICE AND THE MERGE OF THEM BOTH.
The reality of who you are goes way beyond death and life.
This reality can never be diminished.
I watch you work and I lavish my love on all of you.
Life has given you this Work of taking care of Mother at this time and one day you will understand and be proud of how you have helped.
We must help our neighbors and we are.
Nothing has stopped our Feed Every One Program and this too is love beyond love.
So many splendid opportunities to come and work and listen to your Mother Guru in Darshan.
This perfect love that is always unconditional flows from our Sacred Ganga.
My Pujas and Prayers go out to Mother Ganga.
I ask our Mother to always keep my chelas in Her Golden Waters of Love.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer
Love Ma Jaya
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Jai Kashi Ki Jai
Always at His Feet, Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai