Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
November 11, 2004
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
To have a longing so deeply that one would force themselves from a sick bed to write a few words for Her chelas on the Darshan Line just reinforces the love one can have living on earth and in an earthly body for one’s chelas.
For years and years I have understood this love being chela myself, yet I must say never as deeply as this morning.
I wanted desperately to touch you all in the deepest part of your being with my Soul’s Heart.
Who would ever think that the flu or virus could render one so sick that she could not even write a few words to her children that She holds so dear.
I touch lightly the keys to the computer and send you all my love and the love of your Baba Neem Karoli.
The knower with in our beings understand the wanting to touch the heart of the chela and to ease the Journey toward their Beloved.
I have learnt in a haze of pain that all I want is for my chelas is to understand that their Beloved is never out of reach and is as close as the breath.
The primal cry of the Soul can be heard by all the angels and the different directions of the wind.
The Soul is always active yet never changing.
As I get older and I hope more wiser I long to tell you how you can make it into that space beyond Politics and pain of politics.
Four years will pass and all that we are and the goodness of human kind shall prevail and love will win out and joy of life will bring a certain wisdom that will certainly be understood by the heart of each moment.
Even life times passes on the road of your journey and yet the Mother cries out HEY DO NOT FORGET TO BE AWARE.
I AM THE MOTHER AND I AM HERE SO BREATHE ME IN AND I SHALL BREATHE YOU IN AND WE SHALL MERGE WITH A LOVE SO DEEP THAT WE SHALL TOGETHER BE ASTOUNDED.
The world is never devoid of the luminous sun.
Yet one can have blinders on their eyes and forget to feel the warmth.
I. Your Mother Guru will not let you fly by and not notice the truth of the beauty of your life.
I will scream out for you all to unmask your hearts and hold it open with both hands like Lord Hanuman.
When embarrassment can leave or if you can not care who sees your love for God and Goddess then you swim in a freedom that will be yours for ever.
I looked toward my computer and only wanted to communicate with my chelas about my Beloved and the way of the heart.
Your Beloved will hold you through the Self and you will feel its boundless dimensions.
I want desperately to teach you of the Karmic Graces and Spaces and have you all become aware when you are nearing a place that will close you in and hold you like a vice when all you want is to be free at the Feet of The Mother.
The intuition which has grown with you through out your life times shows the world as a non entity and yet to be loved and cherished.
Words grow from feelings of the heart.
I can feel the world coming from my pulsating Mother’s Heart into my childrens beings and I am made happy that I can reach you this way.
Oh my chelas we have all gone through so much these past 6 month starting with my Jimmy Boys Tragic death and all the hurricanes and the death of my best friend our Yogiji, the elections, and the repercussions of the elections and yet here we are with love in our hearts and Ashrams all over America and a closeness that is so rare between chelas and Guru that I can only fall to the ground with a gratitude so great that all else fades in comparison.
Oh Soul of love Oh the beauty of Guru’s Breath, oh the joy of even saying that you have Guru and Guru has you is such a blessing.
I ask the granter of all things to bring my chelas a bounteous heart filled with boon’s.
I ask to grant them a heart that never stops giving and a Soul that communes with their Beloved.
I ask that their Souls are ushered into the Great Unknown and the Fullness of Love that will teach the world of compassion instead of war, and love instead of hate, and Joy of life instead of fear of death.
This is my Pujas and this is my Prayers and yet I want to write and write and never stop.
I want each word to pierce your hearts so deeply that you will never doubt my love for every one of you.
I love you my chelas, and all who read these words.
You are my heart and I live to teach and share with you the TEACHINGS OF OUR NEEM KAROLI BABA .
Love Ma Jaya
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.