Om Ganesha.
Morning Pujas and Prayers
November 12, 2004
Namaste my chelas all over the world
To the Spirit we all enfold and caress, there is no second there just is.
I want to teach my chelas of longing and the beauty of longing for God and Goddess,
When the message comes to your hearts that it is time to return to that space and place that is within you, then you must remember that somewhere before the beginning of time you were one with all that there is and will ever be.
After so many years of teaching and sharing with my chelas the simplicity of the cry of the Soul that is hidden beneath the ego is making itself known in the deepest most profound way.
For this I am beyond grateful.
The Fires that always burn in the spiritual heart will be felt now more than ever.
I have never given up on any one of you, the joy of the pain of love drips like diamonds in a clear lake of simplicity.
There is such a thing in our lives that invokes stress called time loss.
This is a suppressed pain that you have when you think you are not living the moment fully, thus not living life fully.
The Feminine in all of us begins to turn up the heat of devotions to God as Goddess and we all become the Beauty of the Mother’s heart.
The Dhuni that is always burning in the space we call heart becomes that heated joy that only the fire that lights the wood of devotion can bring you.
Most ordeals in life are brought on by our tension filled minds.
If one can see that what is not pleasant can be fuel to burn in order to worship.
I have been teaching my Agni Ma and my Jaya Das as well as my daughter the Beauty of reading of the wood.
Truly the wood is just the joy that burns brightly as the light of worship warms our life as time surrounds us and does not rush past us.
Let us see this moment if our life is running by us and yet not touching our hearts.
I beg our Baba Neem Karoli and our Mother Smashan Kali to let my chelas feel like never before any life time, TO FEEL THE ASHEN ONE SPREAD HIS ASHES THAT HAS SHOWN US ALL THE WAYS TO COME HOME BY BEING AWARE OF THE BREATH.
See at first if you have tension and if the breath is breaking up the tension.
Keep the shoulders down as the breath comes in and out. Breathe away the tensions that you have carried with you for life times.
This brings you back to present moment.
The moment stretches out and we expand the presence of God and Goddess.
What is Kashi Mother’s Rhythm?
The external rhythm of the moment.
Conscious worship can place your heart in the present moment and alter stress or tension that may keep you locked in a Cubby Hole that you do not want to be in and yet do not know how to get out.
Very simply fall into the longing for God and Goddess.
This is the Blessing of the mystic.
The longing is the Blessings.
The joy is the remembering of God and Goddess
My Prayers will always be that the longing will always burn as long as the breath lives.
This is not a safe and comfortable life, it is a life filled with longings even as you fulfill the longings.
If you stay very still for just a few minutes a day, the longing will grow and one becomes the keeper of kindness and the giver of love.
There is such a beauty in losing one’s self in the longing.
And so we grow and grow with each breath in each life time as we build our Kashi Ashram and serve so many.
My chelas God and Goddess are magical, mystical, and filled with this longing that I will teach you of not just in words, but in Essence that has lived and grown in a tantric fashion over the life times.
Lord Agni’s burning love polishes the heart and heats the Soul
My Pujas and Prayers go out to Lord Agni, I ask this Great God of the Vedas to never let the burning of longing end
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer
I love you all so very much.
This love is a burning longing that can liberate and free the mind as one lives life with joy and Blessings.
Love Ma Jaya
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai