Om Ganesha,

Evening Pujas and Prayers

December 12, 2004

Namaste my chelas all over the world,

Anger can keep you in her Cubby Hole and in this space there is a disintegrating force which can explode and bring you to the point of rage and in this second, all the Spaces becomes a condensed Karmic Space which you get use to and do not know how to get out.

I wanted you to know of the collected Spaces so you become quite aware of how you are living your life.

In reality there is only One Substance and this Substance is the Energy of God or Goddess and lives in side of you and out side of you and in every Being and animal in the world.

When you begin to follow certain patterns in your life that has hurt you either this life time or other lifetimes you are using Energy or Shakti that you can use to bring Harmony to your Self.

There are no rules to be a devotee of God or Goddess, there is only what your heart tells you how to be with God and Goddess in the moment.

Your mind will tell you one thing and the heart will bring you to a different place all together.

When you long for the Mother, you must know that She is longing for you.

She is the Lover of your Being and slips into every Space She can, waiting for you to burn with longing for Her Love.

Every thing else becomes enriched when you long with out shame.

When you can acknowledge your love then you are absorbing Her Mystical Powers.

All phases of life become livable.

It is my Baba who taught me how to Be with the Dark Mother and the Dark Mother in turn taught me that any way I love my Guru from the heart is a prayer so full that you become aware how much you are loved.

She burns away your Karmic mind that takes you into the darkness of the Karmic Spaces.

On the other hand there is such a great amount of positive or good Karma that is available to you if you become aware and awake.

See where you are this moment.

Were you waiting for your Mother Guru’s Words.

This is a state of prayer.

This is your primordial nature.

Every thing you ask for lives in its own true nature and it is all Prayer and Pujas.

Can you see for a moment that you have the ability to praise God and Goddess.

Can you simply say thank you no matter what kind of pain you are in, can you look toward the Father and the Mother with deep sincerity?

All of this is your Natural Essence.

My chelas you are my treasure.

My treasure that is so filled with love that it is easy to activate the positive Karma that is in you.

Of course the Cubby Holes hold goodness and yet this is not why you enter into them.

I am teaching you that when you find yourself in any of the Spaces, perhaps Desire To Be Right, you also must understand that you can take hold of the Mother’s Arm and expel yourself from within with Her Divine Help out into your life to try to live as best as you can.

It is said that knowledge is power.

I do not look upon knowledge as power I look upon knowledge as Power only when used for the good of yourself and humanity.

To have the wisdom to live a full life or a fuller life and not use it is not power at all.

Yet one can use tiny parts of the whole just to help them get started on the Path of Self Love which brings you to the space of loving others.

This is why when I was first taught how to teach of these Spaces, I knew it would not be so frightening to understand that you can use what you are comfortable with and the rest will just simply come along.

When the whole of God and Goddess begins to seep in into your thought patterns that the anguish of separation starts to dissolve.

In the Bhagavat Gita The Beautiful Lord Krishna is trying to show Arjuna how to get out of certain Spaces that he had gotten him self in.

The Karmic Spaces is not a new teaching at all.

From the beginning of humankind the seeker wants to hear what he wants to hear and so many times leaves every thing else.

Yet nothing can be thrown away.

Every thing exists and always will exist.

Take a deep breath in and feel the breath touch all your senses and breathe out all your impressions.

This will force you to think with the Breath Mind.

Start again, breathe in deeply and feel the breath touch all your senses and breathe out all of your impressions.

In other words, you breathe in and hold the breath as you can feel yourself come alive.

When you breathe out, think of where you have taken the breath or where the breath have gone.

Then breathe out, saying to yourself the impressions you got from your heart.

Do this for a little while, at least five to eleven breaths and just sit and let your breath mind take you where it may.

Now breathe in to the count of seven, hold seven let out to the count of five and hold for five.

Do this type of breathing, (this is intuitive Spiritual Exercise) and then just watch your breath coming in and out bringing a calmness that you can literally taste and feel.

You are on the path of full conscious living.

My Pujas and Prayers go out to all the Great Mystics who have ever walked this earth and those who still do.

I ask the Great Ones to help you all to open to your own intuition.

To bring you awareness of your goodness and the goodness of others.

This is my Puja and this is my Prayer

I love you all so very much.

Love Ma Jaya

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

Always at His Feet Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai