Om Ganesha,
Evening Pujas and Prayers
Feb. 3 2005
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
One day my chelas, you will want and need the Glow of God the Mother and God the Father the way you have a need for water and food.
Then one day my chelas, you will have a want and need for God the Mother and God the Father the way you have a need for breath, for without breath we will die.
It is this longing that will take you from want to need to having.
When you have unworthiness then it is hard just to live life fully.
Yet once you are understand that no matter what, you are loved completely by your Beloved, then unworthiness begins to melt away.
There is a dividing line between needs and wants.
When wants turn into the flow of need then you must dig deeply into your heart and find how easy it is to interact with God the Mother.
At this point you will know or beginning to know the meaning of life.
I wanted to understand what the universe was to me and my part in it.
I can remember my Baba answering my question, WHAT IS ANOTHER NAME FOR GOD? and He answered GOD IS SHARING.
These words gave me the freedom to express my heart thoughts to others and to share what ever I had or will have including The Beauty Of Our Baba Neem Karoli.
There is such a need in all of us to be loved and to love.
When one knows of Paramaguru and Guru there is not such a need to be loved only to love.
This happens when one feels the unconditional love of the Guru.
Standards of behavior becomes clearer.
The question one needs to ask as decisions are being made is WHO AM I HURTING WITH THIS ACTION?
And of course AM I HURTING MY SELF BY THIS ACTION OR INACTION?
You need to know how much value your Mother Guru places on your life.
Once you can feel this love even slightly, you will understand that you are never alone and that you are always loved.
The word karma actually means action.
The Mother of Karma is called Wisdom Goddess.
Procrastination is the negative place of karma.
I would like you all to put in your Karmic Space Journal, one action that you have put off doing and yet always think of.
What is it that you think you are going to accomplish and then keep putting it off.
THEN DO IT!
Some times we procrastinate because we fear of not doing good enough.
Or we have a fear of not being free if we focus on one thing of action.
In the same breath of procrastination is doing too much and not thinking just doing.
This alleviates or so we think, the fear of being alone or being in a place of silence and so many try to bring others down to make them selves the one to succeed.
Discouragement comes to one who thinks that they are wasting time when they meditate and just keeps going.
Discouragement is the connecting karma to despair and then envy comes in and the Cubby Hole Of Jealousy is born.
Born from the womb of your ego mind.
The structure of the Cubby Holes comes from the building blocks of unworthiness and after a while it becomes a structured way of life.
My Dhumavati Smokey One wants to understand the TIME ZONES OF PRIVATE SILENCE THAT PERHAPS THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND. I gave this on yesterday’s Darshan Line.
These time zones are connected to accomplishment that is either acknowledged or not known at all.
The all accomplishing wisdom of the Mother of Time, Mother Kali takes the different steps of your heart on Her shoulders and has you let go of all that is bringing you down and not letting you find the freedom of the wind in your life.
Each one of us is different and living in different time zones of our Karmic Life.
The more you let go the more it becomes complete.
Did you ever try to be with the Sun as it rises each morning.
To be inbetween Mother Usha’s safe and strong arms as She makes Her way into the new dawn.
This is letting go, this is freedom.
Time is surrender of life in many ways.
To have time consume you is to have life consume you.
To surrender to the winds of times brings about a freshness of breath and an ability to STOP before fighting the wind in a negative way.
Now that I have your attention I will let you think on these words for a while and see if you understand them even a little bit.
Oh my chelas fill your mind with the awareness of God the Mother and see how your life is permeated by the Goddess.
She will help you to remove the veils of time and illusion.
And yes to so many of you who have written in to the Mother, this is indeed an exciting time in our life.
Can you imagine getting letters like this from chelas who have been at my Feet for over thirty years?
I love you all my chelas, and my Pujas and Prayers go out to the God of the Wind, Mahavayu.
Hear my children’s prayers and caress them gently with your breeze of compassion.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love to love our Sacred Kashi my chelas.
For She is also the Mother of the Wind.
Love Ma Jaya
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet, Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
