Om Ganesha
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram
May 9 2005
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
I am so sorry to tell you all that our Little Jaya left her body this morning.
We got back a little while ago.
She looked so beautiful and finally at peace.
When we got there Her Mom was in bed with her, holding her and kissing her.
Her Dad and brother were there just loving her.
This little girls light was just shining upon all of us.
Nothing could not quench this Ma’s love for this little brave child of ours.
One could feel the Blessing of her existence even thought the breath has left, Her Spirit was greatly felt.
Such a beautiful child, simple angel of love.
Never complaining as the tumors multiplied and grew.
She is the child of all of our hearts.
Her physical beauty stunned all who were in her presence.
I kept caressing her as I trembled with grief.
The pain on her parents faces could have brought tears to a stone.
So many times in the past she asked upon rising if she was dead.
Now she knew and gave us all her blessings.
The blessings of a Divine Angel.
She looked so alive that we all waited for her to kiss her Mom, her Dad her brother and her Guru and the others one more time.
How many times did we all say to our own hearts ONE MORE TIME?
I want to take a moment of heart and thank all of you who took such good care of our little warrior.
Never have I met such a warm Doctor as Doctor Cunningham.
Such a heart and such feeling.
He just loved her and told us all about this love.
I loved him also and am glad that he got to take care of our little girl.
Sleep my little darling.
Sleep in the sleep of the angels.
May all the Gods and Goddesses be blessed by your presence.
May the grief in the hearts of your family be lifted.
May your Light never go out.
Heaven will see better now with your eyes of compassion.
So young,
So brave.
So caring
So compassionate.
Taking care of every one right up to the last minute.
This durable fire of truth that came and comes from your heart makes us all a better human being and I a better Guru just to have known you and to have held you in my arms.
So many times I wished I could have kissed it all better.
Put your seal upon all of our hearts and each time we breathe we will breathe you in, my little one.
I bow with gratitude to my Baba and all who are holy for having brought you into our lives.
Sleep well my child.
Rest in the ARMS OF GOD AND GODDESS.
I love you so very much.
I kiss your face.
I hold your Mom and Dad and Brother always.
I hold you all.
Listen my Chelas to the angels sing.
Then listen to the one sweet voice, that is sweeter than any other.
Our Little Jaya.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of our Neem Karoli Baba.