Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
When you begin to have the ego shed and melt you are making more and more room for your Beloved to come and spread out. Did you ever think that you can have a spiritual intimacy with the Divine Mother?
Well you absolutely can.
She waits for you to clear out that which you do not need and replace it with Her Unconditional Love.
Now this love is already there waiting for your call.
When the clouds of ego disappear you can have your spiritual ear open and be able to listen with a full heart.
To follow the heart is not to follow the mind.
The mind has more of a worldly quality than a love quality
Listen and be attentive to your heart.
The Mother will show you how to be attentive.
Those who have sudden anger can not hear the voice of the Mother.
This is anger’s impulses that the ego wants you to listen to instead of the heart’s impulse of love and caring.
When you are thinking of the past or future you are not in the moment and the LIVING MOTHER CAN NOT BE HEARD.
This is a Primal Problem.
A problem that is as old as time itself.
Jung says that one needs a problem to be able to use one’s consciousness.
It is almost like an exercise of God’s will in the heart.
Those who cry out I WANT EVERYTHING AND I WANT IT NOW! ARE PEOPLE WHO CAN NOT HANDLE FRUSTRATIONS EVEN A LITTLE BIT.
This is why your Ma says to hesitate before you are about to strike out.
This of course takes time and practice.
When you follow the egos impulse to have anger then you are not letting your self control take over from your heart.
When you can hesitate you can feel wholeness in you and the Oneness.
Sit quietly and see your self at the shores of the Mother Ganga on our Sacred Kashi.
See the Shadow Gods and Goddess dancing upon the Mother’s Breast.
See how they are filled with Joy to be dancing upon the Sacred Soil of Kashi Mother.
Even if you are fortunate enough to live Here and can walk Her Holy Earth, still close your eyes and feel the quality of Her Stillness and Silence.
Perhaps you can feel the currents of the Ganga going through you.
Breathe deeply in and out feel the rustle of leaves.
See the Mother Kali come to you as Mother Wisdom.
She is wise.
She is young.
She is old.
She has no age.
She is just life and death who is always with you.
She is your Mother from your Lineage of Naths.
Or She is The Virgin Mary.
Or She is Mother Kali.
Perhaps She is yet to be born.
She takes you to Her Heart and you feel such great love.
You know in the depth of your heart that She knows you.
She knows your Joy.
She knows your pain.
She knows all your actions.
She does not care, She just loves you fully.
When my Baba said to me years and years ago YOU ARE GOING TO BRING THE FEMININE TO THE WORLD AND YOUR CHELAS, MA.
I did not quite understand until He said that YOU WILL BRING THE FEMININE INTO THE CENTER OF YOUR CHELAS BEINGS.
Look toward the Mother of your choice as She blesses you with Her own beat of Her Heart.
Feel the Ganga flowing within this Love of Wisdom Mother.
Look into Her Eyes.
Recognize Her Eyes as the Eyes of Your Mother.
She brings clarity to the Essence of your whole Being.
She brings your Feminine Self to you, male or female, she brings your Feminine.
She brings you the gifts of life.
She calls you Home to Kashi.
She asks you if you can use Her Gifts and you say, yes Mother oh yes Mother.
You have made Her happy.
You have made your self happy.
You do not want an ego at this time.
You do not want to lose the wholeness of the moment.
Here is your destiny.
Breathe deeply and fully.
Now breathe in the Wisdom Mother into your heart.
You have to breathe deeply.
You are breathing in Her natural flow of life.
Doing such a meditation you can keep anger at bay and still be able to fight for the rights of humanity.
You attract to yourself, when you breathe in the Wisdom Mother your ability to work on all your problems.
She takes you into your unconscious. Yet you become very conscious of those around you.
Despair comes in when you think that all your problems with anger have gone away and then you realize that you still have to polish it more.
My chelas you can not lose Mother Kashi, The Wisdom Mother’s Paradise.
She is the Oneness.
She is the Potent Bliss of the Self.
She is not separate.
There is nothing that can not be resolved with the acknowledgment of Wisdom Mother.
She looms bigger and bigger in front of you when you can understand even slightly that She is always with you.
Mother Wisdom is Father Knowledge.
She takes you beyond suffering.
She takes you to the real you.
The part of you that the Mother Guru takes you to in Meditation.
Your relationship with your Beloved becomes easier and easier as you spend your life on Kashi’s Soil.
I ask the Wisdom Mother to bring you into my Pujas and Prayers.
I ask Her to let you all know how much you are loved by this Guru Mother.
This is my Pujas and this is my Prayers.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai