Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
May 18, 2005
Namaste my chelas all over the world,.
In your journal about the Karmic Spaces I want you to make a list of what goes on inside of you right before you get stuck in the Cubby Hole of Jealousy.
Do you feel yourself giving into negative feelings of any kind?
Do you feel yourself building up jealous tension?
Do you feel stress in the neck shoulders or any place else in your body?
What orders is the ego giving you?
Are you having negative feelings about people who are near you?
DO YOU FEEL LIKE A VICTIM?
My chelas, take a moment and write down all the feelings you can remember when jealousy touches your self.
The Cubby Holes give so many mental clues before you even enter them.
The black hole in astronomy is a dying star.
When jealousy begins to rear its ugly head, think of yourself on the edge of a deep black dying star.
Now see yourself looking toward a living bright star.
Self destruction will take you into the black hole of depression.
Self love will have you breathing deeply as you look toward your third eye and breathe in the light of all the stars into your sixth chakra.
When you have jealous explosions from time to time you are like an earth quake looking for destruction of the Self.
Take each thing or person that you are jealous of and practice going to the edge of a black hole and then pulling yourself back to your own inner star.
For this meditation to work you actually have to bring your self to the edge of the black hole.
Doing this meditative spiritual exercise will clear hatred hostility and other negative emotions.
The law of the Karmic Spaces are the accumulations of WILLINGNESS TO OVER COME THE DARKNESS AND COME INTO THE LIGHT OF EACH KARMIC SPACE.
JEALOUSY SUCKS AND DRAINS YOU OF YOUR ABILITY TO FEEL YOUR GURU MOTHER’S LOVE.
Jealousy steals your vitality away.
Focusing on your heart center brings life affirming strength.
Feel assured that happiness is right there and beauty is your birth right.
The lantern of your inner light helps you to discover your hidden treasures.
The Cubby Holes call to you to go into its dark spaces.
The Mother calls you to the Light in all the Karmic Spaces.
Chelas there is secret mystical worlds with in your mystical heart.
No one has to live in darkness.
Have a passion for freedom from darkness.
This moment bask in the love of your Guru Mother.
Jealousy withers the heart and the body.
The poisonous elements in your mental and physical body runs freely and stops the breath from going as deeply as it can.
The Mother’s Love Is Moist And Deep and Wild and you are invited to dance with the Mother every moment of your life.
Why become a shadow of who you are, when you can learn the song and dance of Mother Smashan.
AWAKEN AWAKEN AWAKEN ANEW, EVERY MOMENT TO THE EXCITING PATH OF SERVICE AT THE MOTHER’S FEET.
Be aware of what you are doing.
To follow the mind alone leads to a life with out heart introspection.
To follow the heart is to find a new intimacy with your Mother Guru.
The heart can not numb you the way the ego mind can.
Instead of letting the Cubby Hole Of Jealousy drain you, drown it in the Sacred Ganga.
Literally in your minds eye think of our Ganga on the Shores of our Holy Mother Kashi.
Now see the Cubby Hole Of Jealousy begin to fill up on Her Sacred Waters.
Feel how you can trust your own integrity when you deny the ego your presence in the Karmic Spaces.
Shock the ego away by drowning it in the Ganga’s Holiness.
Awaken your love by just realizing it exists and it is strong and filled with spiritual health.
You are the expert that can get you out of darkness.
You and you alone can take your self into the Mother’s Arms and let HER carry you out of the darkness.
My chelas my Pujas and Prayers are for your own hearts.
I strengthen your hearts to hear and read my words and understand them.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
I love you so much.
Love Ma Jaya
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai