Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
June 11, 2005
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Last night our Pundaji and my Beloved Kimti ( you know, the spoiled one ) filmed an interview with Ma for Indian Television.
I have never thought of our Mother Kashi being separated from Kashi in India and She is not.
My love flows all through every tree and blade of grass and leaf and flower.
My love is in the eyes of every murtie and bell and of course chela.
My love for our Baba is buried deeply in my Soul.
My love for our Swami is part of my heart.
My love for our Baba Siri Chand is the love for the Formless and my love for my Yogiji.
My love for my Mother’s have no boundaries.
When you have the good fortune to live upon Her Sacred Ashram you have the destiny of your Soul come to rest on Her Soil.
Kashi Mother is the one thing you have taken birth for.
To serve Her as you serve others is a great purpose of life.
She brings you the bliss of tasting God and Goddess at all times.
Nothing of Spirituality falls by the way side when you are embraced by Mother Kashi.
She manifests differently to all of Her children.
Each of us then feels Her arms differently.
My chelas, make excellent use of Mother Kashi and Her Teachings.
All the Darshans that your Mother gives works through reflection in Her chela’s heart.
It is in Darshan that you learn deeply of the CUBBY HOLE OF LACK OF AWARENESS.
The Guru Mother shows you the quality in yourself that is total awareness.
This particular quality awareness comes straight from the Heart Of The Guru Mother.
LACK OF AWARENESS BRINGS ONE GRIEF AND A SENSE OF DESPAIR.
The ego brings a distracted HEART an even more distracted mind.
In Darshan The Guru says many times AWAKE MY CHELAS AWAKE!
Eyes closed heart full and yet you are told again and again to awake.
This erases all that is in the Karmic Space of Lack Of Awareness.
All that distracts you from the moment is yesterdays mind and does not belong to this conscious mind this moment.
The Guru Mother creates the moment where you can bring to the now the back ground of Spiritual Consciousness.
The Guru Mother creates the Inner Awareness of the moment and prays a silent prayer that Her chelas will be able to always bring themselves out of The Self Indulgence that is the connecting karma to LACK OF AWARENESS.
Procrastination devours Spiritual Intention.
The egos revenge is to bring one into the egos power of Procrastination.
The Mother Guru brings THE DIVINE AWARENESS OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH which is the tool of the Goddesses.
The Shadow Of Death reminds one that this body is not all there is to life and yet one must use it to push aside Lack Of Awareness.
Awareness takes one easily to the Mother’s Arms.
In Kali Natha Yoga one lives and breathes every moment every second in Awareness.
This brings you to the Grace of The Mother.
For with out the Grace of Mother one can not reach the Essence or Current of God’s own Shakti.
I have taken Form to show you all your own worth.
I have taken Form to show you all how to live at the Feet of the Guru as I live at the Feet of my own Beloved Baba.
My Baba and my Swami taught me many years ago that the thought of Yama keeps the moment fully alive.
Always I carry the Touch of my Baba to place upon your head and to bring you out of the moment of Lack of Awareness.
COME HOME AND SIT WITH THE MOTHER ON THE SHORES OF THE GANGA AND REPEAT THE NAME OF GOD AND GODDESS OF YOUR HEART.
Here you will know the sound of your own breath
Here you will know the sound of the the Breath of the Mother.
My Pujas and Prayers go out to My Beloved Baba in all of your Names.
Bring them all to your heart my Beloved Baba and cover them with your Divine Blanket of love.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet of our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai