Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
June 19, 2005
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
I would like for all of you to put in your journals what has been a disappointment to you in the past five years.
Then I would like you to list the joys that you have living at the Feet of your Paramaguru and Guru.
Notice how your different goals keep changing as you look at them with a different respective.
Allow your self to go from one space to another yet with great awareness and gratitude.
Write in your journal what you have been the most ashamed of.
After you write your words, know that you are loved no matter what.
Know that shame has no place in your life.
As a result of many experiences one may have shame that is not even theirs.
The nature of the Universal Mother is that Her children are all close to Her Heart and that all shame disappears with the Mother’s Love.
When you consciously know this then there is a certain love that is different in your life and the process of returning to God and Goddess is always there.
When you can think of all the experiences that others have made you feel ashamed, what does this do to you?
Now notice how you feel when you say the words I AM LOVED TRULY LOVED BY MY MOTHER GURU.
The ego uses the weapon of guilt and does not let you grow.
The ego manipulates the beautiful mind of the chela.
The ego never tells the whole story of shame or guilt.
The ego never lets you see you own Light of Consciousness.
The ego always makes you feel that you are not the LUMINOUS ONE.
The Mother always shows you that every experience teaches you how to leave all dark spaces as you climb the spiral stairway out of any space at all.
See what caused you shame and look at it with the eyes of the Mother’s Love.
Notice how you can unstick yourself as you look at shame in the now.
YOU OFFER ANY GUILT AND SHAME TO THE MOTHER AND SHE WILL TAKE IT FROM YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE SHE LOVES YOU.
My Puja and Prayer is that you understand this love that is totally unlimited.
Know that you JUST ARE!
THAT THE MOTHER JUST IS,
And the two of you merge in the moment.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Let the ego go, my chelas and fill that empty space with my love.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai