Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Often one has to understand that they have plunged to a lower depth than they ever want to go, until they pull themselves up out of any darkness.
It is at this time that one grabs hold of the Mother’s Guiding Hand and lets Her lead him out of any darkness.
One then learns that any kind of suffering and grief can open a human being to the Mother’s Touch.
One lets the Mother get close to the very essence of their Being.
This can only happen when one accepts that they are under the control of the ego and Worldly Desire.
Each time I give Darshan I see that my chelas are ready more and more for the SILENCE THAT DESTROYS THE EGO.
It took many years and life times to reach this point.
Now you are ready for that secret mystical place of STILLNESS.
Our upcoming Intensive is about the Formless and one’s desire to be utterly surrounded in the Formless and the Cosmic Atman.
The Soul has the great wisdom of love.
For all the years and life times that one has studied and searched for the quiet and peace it is accepting of love of one’s self and others that this acceptance opens the heart like a budding lotus.
Yet there are some who love to be in pain and despair.
In this space they let the ego deal with all of life.
The HIGHER SELF is ignored even though one knows this is self destruction.
In the moment all is presence.
Out of the moment nothing can be resolved, the ego keeps one in darkness.
Your mental frame of mind looks toward the ego and the Cubby Holes to hide in.
Your heart’s mind is ready to seek a deeper spiritual love that leads one to the Bright Side Of Life and yet can acknowledge the dark and does something about it.
The betrayal of the ego is the welcoming of the heart of human kind and the Gods and Goddesses.
There is nothing more powerful than the chela crying out to the Mother.
She can not refuse this chela anything.
In the action of pranaming one is showing respect to humanity and the Gods.
This is the surrendering of the moment.
At the hour of death one may have many regrets and the story of their lives may come to them.
Yet if we live our hour of death with out the body death then one is prepared for Death’s Moment.
The illusion or dream can be cut away in the simplicity of surrender.
There are so many who have a near death experience and find that they do not fear death any more.
Yet we do not have to wait or even look for such an experience.
One can befriend death in the moment.
Holiness follows the moment of the beginning of the ego dying.
Yet every moment is life and death in the moment.
Living in the moment one is free from identification with the ego and is ready for the Formless.
A split second of total attention is enough to send the ego packing.
In the Formless there is a deep alertness and wakefulness that extends to every day living.
The Goddess Annapurna is the Living Deity of Kashi.
Mother Kashi holds all the Goddesses and Gods yet She acknowledges Mother Annapurna as Mother of all of Kashi.
She is the Essence of all who is giving, all who is nurturing.
When one does Kali Natha Yoga they are 100% alive in life and death.
It is in the heart of the Kali Natha Yogi and Yogini where all the oceans and seas and rivers meet.
Then all movement is in the Living dynamic of life.
Awareness in every thing you do unconsciously or consciously is brought into the awarness of the Kali Natha Yogi.
The direct essence from the Mother can be felt in the heart when there is time put away each day for meditation.
This is how one stays nourished, how one goes into all connections with the Mother and then into the Formless.
Then all the dimensions of the Mother’s love helps you find yourself in every day life and death.
Every thing is given in meditation whether you feel it or not.
It is all accumulation of spirituality.
This is why so many people keep returning to Kashi.
To accumulate the wisdom of meditating on the Mother in the Moment of the Mother.
I ask the Great Mother Annapurna to nourish all my chela’s hearts as they live life always a breath away from death and death always a breath away from life.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
My Prayer of Life and my Prayer of Death.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai