Om Ganesha,
Evening Pujas and Prayers
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
Some times our own mind can bring a sense of burden to our hearts.
Beneath depression there is a layer of anger and shame.
This can lead one from security of love to self hate.
When the smaller mind merges into the higher self, then all anger disappears.
The ego will fight this with every thing it has until the heart takes over.
At certain times one can feel the higher self.
This occurs at times of meditation or contemplation and always in the PRESENCE OF THE GURU.
This is the Love that one can feel for the Mother for the Guru, for the Teacher.
At this moment there is such a deep moment of love coming from the breeze over our Sacred Kashi.
Tomorrow we are celebrating our Neem Karoli Baba’s Mahasamadhi.
This celebration is a level of consciousness that will reach out all over the world.
It is as if our Baba some how grounds us all in the Rock Of His Self.
Then the 11 spaces do not exists.
The ego can not exist when there is so much love of chela for Paramaguru and Guru Mother.
Then one comes back to the ego yet never as deeply as before.
Once you have experienced the Love of you Loving Guru, then you become changed forever.
My chelas are Here from all over.
The excitement that one can feel as they enter Kashi is the excitement of Love.
Our Baba encourages us all to serve with out interfering with our mind.
To be in the Presence of Paramaguru and Guru is to be empowered with the Joy Of Compassion.
There are so many times over the past thirty years that so many have thought that your Ma was over protective.
I always ask my Guru Baba to never change this in His Ma.
In fact I will be more and more protective as I grow older.
This brings your Ma such a freedom to love you all deeper and deeper as I sit at the Feet of the Baba.
So many years ago, I asked to know who was calling out Ma Ma Ma.
I needed to know the heart of my chelas joy or pain.
This is a way of the chelas Being to understand how much the Guru Mother loves them.
One of the things that I am teaching my chelas is the Moment Of Intuition.
To not hesitate in the moment of intuition.
This is the complete joy of living at the Feet of the Guru.
The intuition is sharpened and honed.
When one is caught in the Guru’s heart there is so much deepened love.
The inward sight of the third eye is made brighter.
I can never let the Feet of my Baba Neem Karoli go, not even for one second.
My love flies toward heavens and earth at the same moment.
There are times when I can feel my heart blush with this love.
And yet there is no shyness in loving Guru, there is only sharing.
There are moments when I wonder that even if I live to be a hundred will I have the time to speak of my Baba’s praises.
And then I look around at all of my Ashrams and see how much you all live in our Baba’s Shadow by serving the way that you do.
This Thought becomes the joy that races throughout me.
It is the Suns one Light that brings one to the moment of living with Guru.
It is the Moons own dance that sings the praises of the Guru.
I live in the radiance of our Neem Karoli Baba and bring it all to you.
His Name is sweetness to my heart and I allow you all to taste this sweetness.
I ask you all to immerse yourself in your love of Paramaguru and Guru.
I ask you all to feel the Light of Mother Kashi.
I ask you all to feel compasion for all peoples of the world.
I ask you all to take care of our Mother Kashi and to put Her first from the early dawn to the moment you take sleep in the night.
My Pujas and Prayers go out to our Beloved Neem Karoli Baba.
I ask Him to let our chelas always feel His Love and to let the Mother’s Devotion enter into every chela’s heart.
I love you my chelas with all my heart and Soul.
Know of this Love.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet of our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
WELCOME HOME MY BELOVED KIMTI JAYA BHAGAVATI, YOU VERY SPOILED CHELA!