Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 19, 2005
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
All the strength that you need to have the courage to live your life fully can come from awareness.
Awareness of things that are near and things that are indeed far away on distant shores.
By being aware you can pass through the call of the ego to the dark spaces of the Cubby Holes.
When your heart mind and Soul’s Eyes follow the breath of life you bring to you a harvest of wisdom from all the ancient ones.
The breath does not just exist in this life time.
It reaches out through all eternity.
A gentle thought of the Goddess brings you to the secret Self of Wisdom.
It is the Mother Smashan who dances upon the chest of Her Lord Shiva in the cremation grounds who stands guard behind Lord Ganesha protecting and serving Her children.
She stands guard watching out for any of the darkness that clings to chela, life time after life time.
Then She consumes it.
She helps to enlarge the vision of Light in the chela’s third eye.
Mother Kashi holds Smashan in Her Being.
She cries out for all to hear, the dead and the living, THEY ARE MY OWN HEART AND BLOOD, I KEEP THEM SAFE AND TEACH THEM TO LEARN TO BE GIVERS OF COMPASSION AND LOVE.
She is not impressed with the right or wrong way of life and death.
She teaches and brings one the love of love and this lasts life time after life time.
She brings guidance where one would think that they are alone.
It is just a matter of listening to your inner most thoughts.
This night at 10pm my time, I will take my chelas into the world of the Mother’s Protective Thoughts.
Keep your journal ready and after you sit write down what the Mother said to you.
Look past self judgment.
Look past trying to impress yourself.
Go into the center of your chest and listen well.
Do not worry if you are writing your own thoughts or the Mothers.
You are learning to listen and after doing this for a while you will be able to tell the difference.
After a while begin to experience the moment through the heart of devotion.
Allow yourself to be devoted to your Beloved.
Let the Light of bhakti over flow your heart.
Do not worry if you do not feel anything at first.
Keep practicing.
Do this for about 11 minutes then look at yourself with your Mother Guru’s Eyes.
You can not doubt my love.
My love is too potent for any of you to doubt it.
You have to learn to live it.
Live in it as I have learnt to live in my Baba’s love.
Visualize your self being in the Mother’s Arms.
Breathe deeply in and out with awareness.
Then open your eyes and sit very still.
This space is called the SPACE OF GRACE.
You have lived at your Mother Guru’s Feet for many life times, now it is time to become aware of the beauty of all of lives together.
End your meditation with the beginning of living life in the Guru Mother’s Arms.
My chelas, my greatest gift to all of you is the fact that so many of you are building Homes on Sacred Kashi’s Holy Land.
I have often said that to live under the Mother’s Roof is the most sacred of sacred.
Now I must say to you that to build on Kashi and to purchase land Here is to live under the Mother’s Roof.
In fact it is even a deeper commitment coming from chela to Kashi Ashram and the Guru to chela.
All of Kashi Sky is the Mother’s Roof.
I can not wait to see the breaking of ground for each of your Homes.
And so each House will have the Name of the House and the Name of Mother Kashi after it.
In other words, Laxmi House will be Laxmi Kashi House.
I am so excited for all of you that the tears of happiness keeps falling as I write these words.
You have no idea what it means to be able to purchase land on such a Sacred and Holy Place.
I have practiced saying or writing these words for over thirty years and life times.
WHO EVER LIVES ON KASHI LIVES UNDER THE ROOF OF THE BABA AND THE MOTHER.
Allow the excitement of the now drench you in my love.
My chelas, my Pujas and Prayers go out to our Beloved Mother Kashi.
Mother of my heart bring my chelas the wisdom to understand Under The Mother’s Roof is indeed blessed.
Show my chelas how to commit and serve humanity as they breathe in the Essence Of Kashi.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai