Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 24, 2005
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
Your Guru Mother has always taught you to face your fears.
The only way out of dark spaces of the Cubby Holes is the way you brought yourself in.
Knowing that your Ma is with you face one of your fears this moment as you are wrapped in the security of your Ma’s Darshan Of Words.
Do not hide behind superficial thoughts that the ego places in your lower mind.
I am with you.
Some times the ego brings you a numbing dullness into the adrenal glands that you can not fight against until now.
You are your Ma’s child, and I am with you.
Embrace the moment.
This feeling of love in the Arms of the Guru Mother will protect your heart as you walk tall out of the Karmic Space that binds you.
Did you ever get the feeling of butterflies in your belly.
This is the start of acknowledging your fears.
Once you bring your fears out into the Light, it has no power what so ever.
When your heart is hurt, you become afraid of opening.
The Mother is always with you in all Her different states.
Because there is no time and space in the Mother’s Life you receive which ever state you are in need of in the moment.
Yet all states are filled with the ancient wisdom states.
Remember if you say to your fears, I ACKNOWLEDGE YOU AND THERE FOR I AM STRONGER THAN YOU.
THEN SAY, I KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE YET SO IS MY MOTHER KALI.
It is such a natural and welcome change in your life when you acknowledge the SENSE OF SELF that you are WORTH WHILE AND HAVE SOMETHING TO OFFER ALL OF THE WORLD.
Fear is like a germ and acknowledging fear is like the serum that cures.
Embrace your fears my chelas and I will help you. Negative mind sets blocks the way out of the Cubby Holes.
Every one of the 11 Cubby Holes are interlaced with Fears.
The ego works with fear.
The ego wants to inhibit your courage.
Just by reading these words, strengthens your courage.
This is called SHAKTI EXCHANGE.
You are exchanging fear for the energetic Shakti of the Mother Guru.
Cultivate looking your fears in the eye.
You are stronger than your fears, this is a natural law.
Do not let the ego set you up for failure.
When you encounter your self being critical of yourself breathe in and out of your heart and feel the exchange of Shakti.
It is almost like waking from a trance of self judgment.
The second you begin to distrust yourself or lose confidence in your ability to succeed, think of your Mother Guru loving you unconditionally and fully.
This brings a shift in consciousness and enables you to face your fears and let go of thoughts that bring you down.
When you close your eyes and find that a negative thought comes to you ask of your self, DID THE MOTHER TELL YOU THIS?
Ask your self over and over, DID THE MOTHER TELL YOU THIS?
See how the negative thought begins to disappear.
My Pujas and Prayers go out to all of your Beloved’s.
I ask the Beloved of your heart to always let you know how much your Guru Mother loves you.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet of the Baba Neem Karoli Ki Jai