Om Ganesha,
Evening Pujas and Prayers.
November 28, 2005
Namaste my chelas all over the World.
In the early pre dawn hours I received word that our Nityananda Jaya had passed.
My heart became so heavy and filled with sorrow.
He just wrote to me dictating to my Mia Kashi.
The movie that my Mia Kashi made of our Nityananda will keep him alive for always.
He is such a big part of all of us.
I hold you all during this time.
He died peacefully in his sleep.
He is the golden flower that will live in my heart always.
I am sending you all his last letter to his Ma.
I love you my son, be at peace now with out pain or sorrow.
I am with you as you are with all of us.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
Om Ganesha
Namaste Ma,
Cow dust time, the time of the long shadows - white and all colors - It is my favorite time of the day specially on ThanksGivings….
Happy Thanksgivings Ma!
I always enjoy this day of the year in the US cause its the most peaceful one, all minds are set on sharing food with friends and or family…the quiet holiday before Christmas and before starting a new year….
Thank you Ma for your words on the film. I knew it would be difficult for you to see your son this way ( a lot of suffering, I think I got it finally) … thank you.
And here is your sons letter to you… (he loves dictating, we’ll have to get him an assistant so he can continue to tell all his stories and all those that didn’t make it to the film) :
Dear Ma,
I received your message via Mia Kashi and I was so pleased and humbled and honored that you viewed it as you did. And that you are my Ma, my Mother. Through you I have found rebirth, new life, hope , laughter and sunshine. Each time that I have come to Kashi I have felt home because of your love , your unconditional love and my dream is to one day, despite all the hurricanes and moscitos and hot weather, that I may one day come to a point in my life to give up this life and start a new life at Kashi. But until that time I intend to let the world know who you are Oh Mother in God, let the world know your battle, your fight to bring change in this world and to make us all accountable and better human beings to rise up and be the God-self who we are . Your loving Son, Nityananda Jaya
ps.: Ma will you please say a special prayer for me in that the doctors are now telling me that because of all the infections I had, it might be necessary to remove part of my right lung. But in the way of You Ma I am living in divine healing and absolute health so I know this will pass. So in the meantime please pray for me. Your Son Nityananda Jaya
