Om Ganesha,

Evening Pujas and Prayers.

December 2, 2005

Namaste my chelas all over the world.

Last night my chelas started arriving for our Intensive on shame and guilt, unworthiness and such.

The night was still and my heart was full.

I love being surrounded by my chelas from all over the world.

It was World AIDS Day and all of us felt our Dead beating in our hearts.

We promised to take care of our Living and bring dignity and love and joy to those who have this disease and who are not this disease.

My chelas cried and laughed and all of us together remembered.

We held a candle light vigil.

Ringing the bells from my Ganga Porch I thought my heart would break wide open.

One could feel the flame of love burn brightly and the vibration of Shakti so powerfully.

The vibration of Shakti is so strong on our Sacred Kashi Mother Ashram.

Today I taught Kali Natha Yoga in kuti Darshan and one could feel the Shakti coming from this ancient moving meditation all over the Ashram.

When one comes to meet Shakti the Mother rises and brings fulfillment.

One meets Shakti starting at the Sacred Bone right beneath the first chakra.

The Mother cries out DO NOT FEAR, THE SAME BLOOD RUNS THROUGH OUR VEINS.

YOU AND I ARE ONE.

And She smiles her Divine Smile of Eternity.

We are all captured by Her Smile.

We all become worthy by Her Love.

One goes beyond spirit and matter.

This is where your Mother Guru took Her chelas last night and where I will take them during the Intensive.

The Soul is always conscious and the Mother brings to the heart the consciousness of the Soul.

The road is hard until the jiva atman becomes aware of the Ultimate Nature of the Universal Atman.

The Gods and Goddess cry out LOOK INTO MY HEART AND SEE WE ARE ONE.

All veils fall away.

The stillness of the moment is a divine silence and indeed we are one.

Between the chela and her Guru there is a pathway of invisible light which at times becomes visible.

Here the Shakti goes back and forth between two points the chela and the Guru.

You all have a silent loving strong teaching that comes from the Mother’s Heart.

My Pujas and Prayers are that you are quiet enough to always be aware.

I love you all so very much.

Love Ma

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai