Om Ganesha,
Evening Pujas and Prayers
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Being aware does not take away your dreams.
In fact being aware can help you complete your dreams.
When you plan your future this is happening in the moment.
What is important is not to be disappointed at any out come.
Yet to plan in the moments is to flow with the now.
One who lives in the moment has lust for life and for God and Goddess.
Life is an entrance into the Goddesses Heart.
She loves to hold you like a child and respects you as an adult.
Each darshan you are receiving an expression of your self.
The idea is to live it.
Motivated by the Guru’s love and compassion Darshan flows all day and night even when you are not in Darshan.
The evolution of mind and heart can be felt as you read the words of the Guru who lives for all of you.
There are many factors of enlightenment.
There are many limbs of enlightenment.
The way the moon lights the night, so does enlightenment light the heart.
The way the sun heats the universe so does enlightenment heat the heart.
The way the stars shine in the heavens, so do the stars shine in the heart.
It is said that in Kashi the moon is fuller, the sun is brighter and the stars are just a breath away.
Every thing just becomes magnified especially love.
And the negative becomes smaller and smaller.
There is an evenness of mind knowing that there is great balance in the heart of Mother Kashi.
It just tips a little way toward Kashi’s child.
My chelas you must have harmony in your heart to hear the Mother’s Voice loud and clear.
Any time of the day you can bring your awareness to the breath and ride the breath back to Kashi.
I am receiving many letters from my daughters students, my Jaya Devi, my chelas, in Kashi Atlanta, in anticipation of their Ma being there.
I too can not wait.
In the excitement a new ancient energy is born.
It is the energy of the heart.
It holds the existence of God and Goddess.
We Here on our Sacred Grounds always feel this excitement.
This moment my chelas are getting excited to see their Ma in Darshan in a short while, the way they have seen me for the past thirty years.
This is what Darshan means THE SEEING.
Through this Darshan Line you are also seeing and feeling the Guru.
Yet there is nothing like the Flesh of the Guru.
All of Kashi is the Flesh of our Neem Karoli Baba.
All of Kashi is the heart of your Mother Guru.
When ever life leaves you restless and your want for your Ma is great, know that when ever you think on your Guru Mother She will come toward you.
There is tranquility in loving Guru the same as there is tranquility in Guru loving chela.
Through all the hardships and pain there are so many more hours and hours of joy and happiness.
Breathe in as deeply as you can my chelas this moment.
Breath out to the world the Mother’s Love.
Keep doing this breath for 15 minutes.
Every breath you are breathing you are breathing with the Mother’s Breath.
Do not even think on the in breath.
Just feel my love going out into the world on the out breath.
This is the breath of maturity.
The breath of life.
One becomes so secure of the Guru’s love that they do not even think that they are not breathing in the Guru Mother.
Yet to share the Mother’s Breath is called a deliberate thought of love.
This love strengthens your heart and keeps it open.
When the fifteen minutes are up, just sit quietly and feel the peace of the Guru’s Love surround you.
I want to wish my child our Achariya Krishna Priya Jaya Sati Bhagavati Saraswati Happy Birthday from my heart.
You are very special to me.
I also want to welcome my Nirmala Ma Jaya Home from Korea and China back into my arms.
She sure kept in touch with her Ma while away.
I love you my chelas with all that I am.
I only want your happiness and joy and to spend the rest of my life living with my chelas, on Kashi’s Sacred Grounds.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai