Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
May 25, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world
When you hear your Guru Mother tell you to listen to the voice with in you, you must understand that I do not mean the voice of your mind.
There is a deeper voice that one has available which is deep with in the heart.
This is the voice of the ancient Mother whose voice is also combined with good old fashion common dignity and love.
We all have the access to the wisdom of who we were at any given moment in time and space and in the spirit of death when we become the naked spirit once again.
One travels a long dark tunnel or journeys a bright light of compassion through life.
This is the choice of the individual.
Choice is the greatest gift given to all of us by the heart of the Universal Mother.
Yet there is so many times that I give thanks for the ability to have no choice at all.
Seeing the temples reflect in the early pre dawn upon our Ganga what choice does this Guru Mother have other than to bow in gratitude for every star over Kashi.
The big bandara is quickly coming upon us and my chelas are starting to come from all over the world.
The children or should I say young adults are coming Home to their Mother Guru and Mother Kashi holds Her Arms out to embrace them all.
Under Kashi Sky one can feel the subtle rosy dawn begin to make ready.
How small and naked we can all feel when one feels the awe of Mother Kashi’s Sacred Grounds.
Spring is my favorite time on our Beloved Grounds or is it summer when the heat reach our heart bones or perhaps when the cool autumn breaks through the 90 degree weather and then winter, warm winter beautiful winter Here on our Ashram.
Truly now that I am thinking out loud it is every moment that I love the best.
So I guess your Mother Guru truly does live in the moment.
Teaching of Shiva Shakti and giving to my chelas mudras of Smashan Mother completes the moment of yesterdays Darshans, Dead Dawn Darshan and Kuti Darshan.
All of Kashi is spacious and filled with colors of Spring.
I wonder why the tears come this moment.
Or is it the joy of having my chelas all come Home to my arms for this time of celebration and joy and pujas.
I will write here what all my close chelas are thinking just to let you all know that your Ma is doing ok.
It is coming upon us the day that I have lost my Jimmy Boy May 31, two years ago.
I have come to celebrate his life with his Mom and his love for so many of you and our Sacred Ashram.
So let us continue to remember his heart and all the hearts of those we have loved and never lost.
Kashi can hold all of us.
All my Kashi Ashrams.
Where ever my chelas are, I am.
Yet there is no place like this Place in the heavens and on the earth.
Just to think that while your Guru Mother has flesh you are able to be with the flesh of Guru in life as well as death.
I breathe you in my chelas.
I breathe out your heart aches and yet the Guru Mother can turn heart pain into joy.
The Mother Kashi is earthy large transparent holy and filled with falling stars.
I wonder if you know that as I write this Morning Darshan In the Moment of my Pujas, you who read the words in the moment live in the heart beat of the now.
We are all truly blessed.
I write to all of you from the place of my worship when I write to you as I breathe in my Kashi.
I teach of the Great Earth Mother.
And yesterday in Kuti Darshan I taught of a movement in Kali Natha Yoga where the Natha Yogi places her forehead on the ground and listens and sees the Earth Mother’s Womb.
This is in the Tantric Dance Of Jungle Ma.
Each Asana is part of your Mother’s Life.
Part of your Lineage.
COME TO OUR TEACHING TRAINING, FIND OUT WHEN IT IS AND KNOW THAT YOUR MA MAY TEACH IT AGAIN.
Now I am getting ahead of my self.
The moment of celebration is in the now.
It is the now when you can feel your own shadow dancing on the fragrance of Kashi’s Love.
Come Home and set your lives and your eyes on your hearts desire, your Mother Kashi and your living Guru.
I live side by side with my chelas, right behind my Guru Baba Neem Karoli.
We do not just speak or teach of our Baba, WE LIVE WITH HIM!
My Pujas and Prayers are that you all have gratitude for the life we were given and took to our hearts.
Serve my chelas, you all have so much, serve others and have yourself.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
