Om Ganesha,
Evening Pujas and Prayers
July 21, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
After four surgeries in one month your Guru Mother is back on line bringing you the Puja of the Darshan of the Mother.
I waited till the day after Gurupurnama to have the last surgery.
Now I am ready to bring the prasad of words to you every day if possible all during the summer.
Our Gurupurnama Intensive touched every one’s heart including my own like never before.
Any one who is seeking or are in the process of looking for attainment knows that their is something or someone who will bring to them the access of liberation.
To me this is my Baba Neem Karoli.
He has shown me that there is no higher gain in life and death then to feel the Love of Guru as one sits at the Feet Of The Guruji.
And so I bring His Teachings to all of you every day of my life to be celebrated at the different bandaras and ceremonies.
Yet none so deep as Gurupurnama.
My resident chelas and all those who helped make the ceremony so beautiful still has me in awe after so many years.
The thought of my chelas all around me during the past intensive and ceremony got me through the difficult dental surgery and in fact it will never leave my consciousness how beautiful our Mother Ashram was and is.
I thirst for Her even as i sit Here looking over Her Ganga.
As you all know it is that time again when your Guru Mother goes on retreat.
I ask you all to take care of our Sacred and Beautiful Mother and all Her Temples.
This year is the hardest year for your Ma to leave.
Yet I leave Her in your hands.
I will be teaching you all summer with words that come from my heart.
Be intoxicated with the joy of Kashi that never changes.
Joy and bliss and peace are your freedom as you live on Her Sacred Grounds.
Please Please take care of Her.
I trust you all with my Mother Kashi.
Stay in your center as you travel this summer and remember always to ride your breath back to Kashi.
Do not go astray from your center.
Write to your Mother Guru and keep a journal.
I will think of you always and do pujas for you always.
My Raja Ma Jaya your liberation depends on the muffins for sunday. ( I love you )
I kid you not.
My Marcia, (Ganesha Ma ) take care of yourself as this is love and your love will be traveling YET NEVER WITH OUT YOU IN MY HEART.
OK my Soma do not be that way, you know how much I love you.
God! are my ladies spoiled or what?
I love you all.
My chelas are my life.
I did not want it this way and yet it has happened and there is not one time that this Guru can take any of you out of my heart of hearts.
Kashi is the place of diversity and many differences and yet it is all the same.
All made of the deepest part of love.
It is Socrates who says :TO KNOW THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING IS KNOWLEDGE"
I always think of this line so I am always open to learning.
There is so much on this planet to learn each and ever day.
So many leaders told me over the years not to admit that the Guru has anything to learn.
How silly this is when life is filled with learning as well as teaching.
I will be teaching you deeply of the ELEVEN CUBBY HOLES as these 11 spaces are a big part of our Teachings of life and death.
I will be teaching you by the light of the stars each night and the morning sun each day and the afternoon heart of Kashi.
I will teach you how to defeat the darkness of the past and to be always in the moments of the Mother’s Heart.
And when you all sleep I will answer all your questions and open all the doors so there are no shadows to wake up to.
I will ask you to write in your journals each day how you feel your Mother Guru.
Not just my chelas who are fortunate to live on our Sacred Ashram but all of you.
For you are the names that I say each day on my Mala of Prayer.
I will ask you to go to Kali Natha Yoga Classes Here on our Sacred Land and in your own Ashrams.
I am already working on putting to paper and action the next Asana, THE DIVINE ECSTASY OF THE MAHAVIDYAS AND THE MOON AND SUN.
If you are visiting our Kashi know that you have the Teachers that I have taught personally handing down the ANCIENT YOGA MOVES OF KALI NATHA YOGA.
In LA. you have our Yoga Achariya Laxman Das Jaya who soon will take sanyas.
In New York you have our Achariya ( i kid you not, Durga Das) and our Uma Jaya.
In Atlanta Kashi you have my daughter Jaya Devi.
( I am doing puja for your knee my daughter )
There are others who can teach this Sacred Yoga.
Here on Kashi every teacher moves with the Mother Kashi’s Heart Beat.
My daughter Jaya Devi and my Achariya Krishna Priya worked day and night to put this Sacred Yoga on Paper, in what I call our Kali Natha Yoga Darshan Of The Mother. THE KALI NATHA MANUAL
Many have helped them.
Please continue to do so.
You are all making spiritual history.
And I do think that I will be teaching some of the Teacher Training the next time around.
Can I really write what all of you mean to me?
Can I really write how much this Sacred Ashram means to me?
Our Baba says I should try and yet I am shy to tell you in words as the words are so very deep.
Sometimes I feel like I am living in paradise that invites all peoples of the world to enter.
Most of all I love the way you all serve those who are in need.
The constancy of my heart is thick and filled with nectar when this Guru Mother thinks of all of you.
( I am already missing you so very much )
Our hearts are tied together with the bow that our Baba Neem Karoli tied Himself.
Our Swami Temple opens its doors for all of you to learn about my Holy Teacher, the One who taught me how to be with our Baba Neem Karoli.
I ask you all to put to work what you have learnt about your intuitive values and thoughts and feelings.
Write them in your journal this summer also.
My Shanti Mayee wrote me about last years journal that I told her to write in.
It is wonderful to look back and see how much you have learnt.
And now for you all who know you are mine, rest in my arms and never ever feel that you are alone.
My Spirit merges into yours and I take you to my youth and past lives and still we live in the moment.
I carry you all on my wings of love that My Baba has given me.
Feel the breeze that will touch and caress your forehead when I am away.
Read the words that will be a love song from the Mother to all of you.
It seems that every thing is turned around.
It is your Guru Mother who is so attached to all of you.
I thank you all for the way you take care of our Mother Kashi.
I will keep up this Darshan Line.
( no more surgeries I hope )
I love you my chelas.
My Pujas and Prayers are that you know this always.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
